Dark Secrets, part 4
By Thomas P Whitfield Sr.

update: 30/08/2001 to whitfield

Chapter IV

Jack opened his eyes it was almost noon and he was feeling rather groggy after
such an emotional day. He still felt numb but wasn't doing bad considering. He
walked into the kitchen to get some coffee. He loved his coffee everyone
chastised him for drinking it so young but he still drank it nevertheless. He
made way passed Lisa who was cooking breakfast smiling at Jack. Saying You
fell asleep last night we both did. We never got to do a certain thing
remember.

You mean have sex with you. Hey Shut Up! Mom and dad are back. Ok he said
feeling embarrassed. I didn't know. We'll Lisa we'll take care of it later.
Their father wasn't your fathers knows best type. He was a yeller and shouter
but mostly Jack knew him as a man who tried his best.

He was tall about 6 ft and blonde balding hair with a beard and mustache. He
walked in saying Jack why are you drinking that? You know your mom and I don't
like it. It wakes me up dad I hate being tired in the morning. Hell son Its
noon hardly morning. What the hell ya do stay up all night? No dad. Well You
weren't in your room this morning. Lisa spoke up He fell asleep in my room we
were playing cards. Cards My ass You two were in the same bed I saw you. Well
then why ask dad Lisa asked. He walked up to her Don't smart off to me missy I
will get my belt out and whale your ass. You still not to old ya know. Don't
be a smart ass like that older sister of yours. When the hell are you 2 gonna
find jobs. Hell look at jack he gonna get pushed up 2 grades and you 2 sit
around like the world owes you a living. Jack interceded Dad she just lost a
job 2 weeks ago. What the hell are you her spokes person all of a sudden? No
then shut up I am not talking to you.

Lisa then followed. I am getting unemployment I got my first check Friday.
Well good. Wear is that damn Eileen at. In her room I guess Lisa answered. No
she isn't we went to her room first I don't think she has been here all night.
I don't know dad. Then The news came on. The TV was up loud cause dad seemed
like he was deaf. He could hear when he wanted to but that damn TV had to be
blasting.

The newswomen came on saying. Top story this noon. I grisly Murder took place
in the wee hours of the morning last night in the Pennsauken area of NJ.
Reporter Arthur Watson is on the scene. Thanks Joan Early this morning a
gruesome discovery was found here at a local ball field known as The Pit to
many kids who play little league here. Well last night there were no games
going on. A body Of a young women was found mutilated. Moreover, stabbed
repeatedly Early evidence shows that this young women Now identified as being
Jamie Jackson Of Pennsauken NJ. This was no robbery gone wrong there is
something much more deadly at work here Fear FBI and the coroners office. They
found that she was cut open and operated on apparently removing her ovaries.
She is reported to be stabbed more then 50 times in the head back and chest
area.

FBI are baffled By a crime of such intense hate but leaving no traces of
evidence behind. No prints were found, and no DNA such as blood, Hair or skin
under nails were found. If anyone knows anything about this or have any
information call Pennsauken homicide department Of the FBI. FBI did release a
statement saying That the level of skill involved in this crime this may be
the work of a serial killer. We don't mean to needlessly alarm the public, but
the Fact that this crime was so brutal and the removing of a pacific body part
shows that this crime is not an isolated incident. Nor is it Likely that this
is a work of an estranged lover. This appears to be random and very
calculated. The area which she was killed has 3 easy escape roots on three
sides. This was a well thought out crime. Again if you have any information
please contact the Pennsauken FBI homicide division.

Dad was the first to comment. Wasn't that the Jamie that used to hang around
here? Lisa answered yes it is dad. My god Jack said How sickening. We were
just talking to her and I Just had ss.......oh damn it that's just terrible.
Lisa Looked at him and seemed to get angry and walked out of the room. See son
It's like I always told you. Make what you do count cause you see that? That
can be anyone of you.

Just then Eileen comes walking threw the back door of their house which was
connected to their kitchen. Jack looked into her eyes as she walked in and
dropped his coffee cup causing it to smash on the floor. Fear weld up in his
mind as he tried to pick the pieces to the cup. She looked at him saying. What
the hell's with you spazola? As if yesterday never happened. You surprised me
that's all he said trying to compose himself. She gave him an evil gaze as if
to say If you give me away I'll kill you. It was so obvious that Jack
retreated to the living room were his mother was dusting.

Dad started in on Eileen. Were the hell were you? Don't even try that I got up
early crap again cause I got in at 5 am and I know you weren't here. I went
out with Tom. Who the hell is Tom? Is that your new Boy toy or whatever it is
you do when I am not looking? Dad I don't think that is any of your business.
It is when You're mooching off me and your mother. When the hell are you going
to start pulling your weight around here? Dad what the fuck do you want from
me? I clean and cook Just like Mom does. Sorry I can't little miss perfect
like your darling Lisa and Jack are.

You better watch that tone with me young lady! I am not your Younger brother
or sister I will not tolerate any smart mouth from you. Oh believe me I know
that all to well Father. You get your Fat ass up to your room and get out of
my sight. I am not going to do this with your brother and sister here. Ya and
we both know why you don't have the fuckin balls either don't we. She stormed
out of the room leaving him enraged in the kitchen. God damn you he screamed
punching a hole threw the kitchen wall hurting his hand. He screams oh shit.
Damn it Mom came running in asking are you Ok dear. That damn daughter of
yours is pissing me off I think I broke my hand. Now dear we talked about your
temper. She is still young yet. Stop trying to rule over her. If you give her
space she'll do the right thing. If you hound her she will never straighten
out she'll just keep rebelling against you.

Dad said Damn it Janine She is impossible. Janine started treating his hand
with alcohol and gauze. You know This battle between you to has been going on
since I can remember what the hell is it with you 2 it's as if you two have
some sort of dark secret that you are feeding off. What the hell happened
between you two? I don't know Janine. She just can't get over the fact she is
not an only child I suppose. She is always throwing up Lisa and Jack. Ya know
I'll bet she pick on them two something terrible while we are gone. Luther
that would not surprise me in the least with that one. She gets so cold and
distant sometimes. I think there is more to it all personally. What do you
mean Janine? Well I think its kind of strange that she always seems to be in
hiding like she doesn't want to be around everyone while we are together. I
can't put my finger on it but I know theirs something their. Janine theirs
nothing they're your just trying to come up with a way to explain the fact
that she is irresponsible. I don't think so Luther. Why is it Luther you
always go out of your way to make it seem like she is just a lost cause She is
your daughter. Look I am in pain here can we not get into all this now. Ok but
I do want to discuss this further. Ok just not now ok damn that hurts he said
as he wrapped his hand. Well that will teach you that walls don't make good
punching bags. Now you gonna fix my wall. Yes dear. He said heading for the
garage.

Jack comes into the Room. Hey mom can I ask you a favor? Sure dear what is it?
Would You mind If I go over to see Melissa Today and go see how she Is doing?
Jack her sister just passed away Do you really think it's a good idea to go
and see her? She needs time right now I don't think she needs friends hounding
her. Not That you intended to do that mind you. Mom it's more then that. How
so? Well she is my girlfriend we started going out yesterday and I think she
really needs me! Well call over first if she says ok then I will let you but
if not then You'll have to wait till she has had time to heal.

Thanks mom. He dialed her phone number and waited for it to ring 3 times
before someone answered. It was Melissa's mom She sounded like she had been
crying. Hello. Hi Mrs. Jackson I am very sorry to bother you but I just wanted
to say I am very sorry about what Happened. It was just on the news. I wanted
to come over and see how Melissa is doing. I Don't want to cause any trouble I
just wanna spend time with Melissa Cause I thought she could use a friend
right now. I'll ask her is she wishes to see you. She put down the phone for
several moments before retuning to the phone. She said she will be waiting on
the porch. Ok thank you. He rushed over to see how she was doing. It took him
less then 3 minutes to get their cause he hoped on his bike and pedaled at top
speed to get there.

When he got their he saw Melissa on the porch crying. There were news vans
Police and obvious looking FBI vehicles. He went right up to her she stood up
and grabbed him and Hugged him for dear life crying her eyes out. He squeezed
her firmly and rubbed her back while she was in his arms. She never Hurt
anyone. Melissa Said while crying. I know baby I know just let it all out. She
broke down even more. FBI and reporters were Inside still with the family.

After a good few minutes she composed herself as best she could to talk to
Jack. Melissa asked Jack why would anyone want to hurt her? I wish I knew
Melissa. Her and I were laughing and Joking about you guys last night about
everything that happened and we were having fun. She walked out about 3 am to
go get cigarettes and that's the last time I saw her. I fell asleep and I was
woken up to being told she was dead. Someone cut her open and removed her
ovaries what kind of evil sick bastard would do that who never even knew her.
What the hell would they want them for? As a fucken souvenir or what? She
broke down and started crying again on Jack's shoulder.

Look Melissa lets get out of here for a while lets go for a walk. You need a
break from all these people. Ok Jack maybe your right. They got up and went
for a walk. They seemed to walk for hours. And talked about Jamie. In
addition, what they all did together and so after a few hours Melissa stopped
crying and started talking to Jack about Eileen. She asked What would he do If
she attacked him? The question shocked him cause of last nights events she
didn't know. He tripped over his words saying that he didn't know what he
could do.

Jamie told me I should get you to move in with us, but after all this I doubt
it would happen now. Jack replied Its ok I would have said No I have to deal
with whatever happens in my own way. I will take care of Lisa and get her out
of there. Dad blew up at Eileen again today. Serves the bitch right. Hey don't
say that I know she Is bad in a lot of way's I am not defending her behavior
but did you ever stop and think what is behind all of it. I mean come on; she
couldn't have been like that all her life.

Jack I need to ask you something you are probably gonna get really mad at me
for asking. What's that? Promise you will here me out and not get angry. I
won't go ahead. Do you think she might have been raped by your mom or dad It
would explain why she comes after you and Lisa? If that did happen he replied
it wasn't them. I mean They always been on the go as long as I could remember.
There never home. That's just it what if that's why your dad is always away
maybe he is afraid if he's their a lot that it would make her talk. Same thing
with your mom. Jack replied, You think they were in it together or something?
No that's not what I mean. What if you raped Lisa right would you hang around
all the time or would you get away as much as you could? Melissa I see what
you're getting at but no. I don't think that's it. Their has to be more too
it. He wanted to tell her what happened to him but he was afraid of the
consequences with his sister. Moreover, they new that the last time he opened
his mouth, they new his whole plan it seemed.

Look Melissa, After everything that happened yesterday I know there is a hell
of a lot more to it. He felt like an ass for saying that aloud to her cause he
knew what was coming. Jack she said. What the hell happened yesterday?
Nothing! He said looking down and started shivering when her words made him
think about it. Bullshit Jack Your hiding something. Look I am sorry Jack I
love you. She Touched his back trying to consul him. He visibly wasn't
comfortable with it. He started retreating. What is going on? You are not
acting right what the hell did she do Jack? Did she touch you? Leave me alone
He shouted. By now he got to a sitting position. She grabbed the same part of
his leg Eileen did when she started sucking on him. He blanked out forgetting
Melissa was there. He started screaming No Not again stop! Help me! He covered
his head and curled up on the ground in the dirt. Oh my God Jack no she
didn't! Please got tell me she didn't. He was so far out of it all she could
hear was him Incoherently mumbling.

She tried to grab him to hug him. He took a wild swing at her she ducked. He
looked up realizing it was Melissa. He was shocked not knowing how to take
what he just did. Said I am sorry and tried to retreat and run away. She cut
him off.

Tell me jack What the fuck did that bitch do to you? His emotions running at
their peak he Just started blabbing it all out cause his mind couldn't take it
anymore. She came in the room and started asking me about me putting her hand
on my cock. And made me do it again. She made me lay their while she sucked on
me she punched me really hard and I screamed and screamed and she just
wouldn't stop. I got pissed after she forced me to cum. I had to think of
someone else. Then she raped me over and over again for 3 hours then drug me
into the bathroom and made me eat her out and drink her piss she was gonna
make me lick the shit off her ass but Lisa got involved helping me. She tried
to stop her in the hall but got fucked up and so did I had to go she was gonna
hurt Lisa I can't let her do that I went and she just wouldn't stop. I went to
sleep with Lisa. We didn't fuck. I shoulda Melissa I shoulda went home that
night instead of that plan I shoulda Fucked Lisa. Lisa loves me. He kept
babbling almost incoherently. On and on he went. Then I saw Jamie and her
kissing and I thought they all were gonna hurt me I don't know who to trust
and god damn it I can't take it anymore. She is gonna fuck me again I know it.
He started rocking and shaking she pulled his arms apart that were folded and
made him hug her he broke down and cried and cried this time he wanted her hug
he knew it was her. It took an hour to settle Jack down.

This time there was no brilliant plan lined up just sympathy and fear. He was
sure to avoid the Lisa subject cause he wasn't going to tell her his plans
with her. That made him think of the fact that he told Lisa that he was gonna
break up with Melissa.

Melissa was very concerned about him but, he knew he would have to return home
soon and face up to his promise with Lisa. Funny thing was maybe it was the
shock of what Eileen did to him but he was actually starting to warm up to the
idea of Lisa. Melissa didn't want him to go back their but He said it would be
fine with mom and dad home.

He got in rather late. He was with Melissa all day. House seemed empty. He
walked in to the house and looked around for signs of his sisters. He decided
to retire to his room. As he walked up he started felling a sharp pain on the
back of his head and blanked out for a moment. He came to his senses so it
seemed but everything seemed foggy to him. He walked to the top of the stairs.
Eileen was coming out of the room to go to the bathroom and cut him off. He
stopped dead in his tracks. She was wearing a nightgown made of silk that was
red like her personality he thought. Very low cut in fact her one boob the
left one the slightly larger of the 2 was exposed. He started backtracking and
ended up being backed into the bathroom by her. She shut the door with out a
word sat him on the toilet the seat was down she pulled up her nightgown and
he soon learned she wasn't wearing underwear.

She whispered into his ear if you come quietly to my room I will not be rough
on you. He accepted her invite knowing what the option was from yesterday. He
briefly thought of yelling for mom and dad but he thought better of it. Cause
if he did he knew that all hell would break loose and he would have to tell
what happened. He wasn't ready for that, so he went with her. When they came
out of the bathroom and headed for Eileen's room which was adjacent to the
bathroom, he saw Lisa peeking out of her room which was between Eileen's and
Jacks along the same wall with the bathroom at the end on the wall closest to
Eileen's room. She looked sad seeing him going with her so freely.

She understood all to well why thou. She just shut the door of her room
seconds later music came on. To block out the sounds of his pain he was
gulping and figuring at the same time. He went in and she locked the door and
took the 2 thin straps on her shoulders pulled them down passed her shoulders
so that the nightgown fell to the ground. This exposed her naked body to Jack.
He sat back on the bed removing his shirt and pants knowing resistance was
idiotic. He just had an emotional day he thought he would just make it easy as
could be. He was so emotionally drained from yesterday he didn't have the
fight in him anyway.

Wow no fight at all hua Jack I must got you pussy whipped. He wanted to
comment but chose not to. She continued so comeback hmmmm getting interesting
Jack. She pulled out a CD and put in into her player and pressed play. Came
dance with me Jack. He got up meanwhile the CD kicked on and it was an old
Madonna song Crazy For You.

He walked up to her and assumed a slow dance position with her wrapping his
arms around her waist his arm didn't reach all the way around to lock his
hands cause of her size they were just out of reach to one another. She
wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him in close. They both listened
to the lyrics a minute "strangers making the most of the dark 2 by 2 their
bodies become one. Slowly now we begin to move. Every breath I breathe into
you." She smiled and shocked him by gently grabbing the sides of his face
singing to him. "I'm crazy for You" It was the look in her eyes she meant it.
Then she planted a very deep warm slow passionate kiss on him as they danced.
She kept kissing him deeply threw the rest of the song rubbing her hands up
and down his back grabbing his ass. He found himself grabbing hers and rubbing
his hands up her back. The song went over and she went over to pull out the CD
when she felt his hand coming from behind as her back was towards him and he
to her shock started feeling her chest.

Her eyes rolled back she said Oh my god, And arched her back towards him.
Reaching back running her fingers threw his hair as he went and started
rubbing her clit with his fingers making her very wet and weak in the knees.
He shifted around to her front. He pushed her towards the bed she laid down
and he went right between her legs and licked her. She started panting and
moaning Oh god Jack Yes.

He knew he was in control. This made him get into it really hot and heavy. He
found himself after she came once just going for it and got on top of her and
started to have sex with her.

When it was all done, Eileen came about 4 times and was exhausted and
subsequently passed out. He Then took the opportunity to leave the room. He
headed down the hall passing Lisa's room and she opened the door and grabbed
his arm and pulled him into her room.

She slammed the door and locked it and immediately turned and asked. Did she
hurt you again? He replied No not at all infact As rapes go it was actually
not bad. What do you mean? Well she was romantic and I followed her lead just
avoid problems. She replied so what your telling me is you did her willingly
even after yesterday. Well Lisa what do expect from me. She hurt me yesterday.
I wasn't gonna get my ass kicked 2 days in a row.

That fuckin bitch. She is trying to cut in on you by being romantic and trying
to get you be with her. Look Lisa I am not going there with her. Ya well
remember yesterday, Saying no is not a good idea remember?

Lisa Look I am not going there with her, I have made my choice between you?
Jack it doesn't seem like it! You seem to be awfully cooperative with her
today. Well what do ya want from me to be raped and tortured everyday I got to
deal with this as a new thing. You dealt with it now I have too so don't
patronize me on how I have to do it.

She walked up to him and grabbed the shirt he was wearing and said, "look you
little shit I am not patronizing you I am concerned that you are gonna fall
into her trap and be her toy instead of a human being. You see what I am
telling you? Ya Lisa I see he said pushing her hand off his said and walking
away. I know Lisa You want me all to yourself and your pissed I haven't giving
it up yet. You little jerk that's what you think I am interested in well I'll
take care of that right now. Oh gonna rape me, Cause I am not giving it to
you? Don't push me jack! I am warning you I am capable now lets do this! Your
just as twisted as that fat fuck passed out in there after I gave her the fuck
of her life! What are you Jealous of that You jealous of the fact that I got
some revenge by controlling the controller. It's a mind game see I got the
upper hand in their she showed weakness I exploited it for all it was worth.
And you get all bent out of shape over that give me a break your smarter then
that Lisa.

I understand that Jack I know how it is You forget I been their. Do you know
how long I waited for someone To make love to me that I wanted to make love
to? I need you Jack. Tears started coming down her face. I don't care how
wrong society will think it is. Their not living this we are! I mean Say this
was a book and everyone was reading our lives right now. Do you think they'd
understand fully why this is happening? Its easy when your turning pages to
say well Go to the cops, tell mom and dad, or just run away with your brother.
They could never grasp the fact that we have no choice like that inside. All
any of that would do is cause our family to be brung out into the open and
exploited like dogs. Oh here comes that brother fucking bitch. Who the hell
are they? They don't know shit about me? I am not evil damn it! She started
breaking down and crying.

Lisa calm down sweetie Its ok I know its no movie or book or whatever. Your
right they would never understand. Hell if it got out it would be both. And
our name would be drug threw the mud like dogs. Hell Jack of us all you have
the best part you're a victim all the way around. Raped by one and seduced by
me. Ya well Lisa the seducing is not all that horrible. I must admit I am not
comfortable with what I am going to do tonight but at least it's my choice.
That no one could ever understand. As far as being innocent well not at all.
Soon you may find I too am not just a poor victim. What the hell do you mean
by that? Well I never said this before but I thought you reminded me of that
Bobbie brown but as it turns out you more remind me of Another Lisa from the
net. Lisa Lipps they call her. You look just like her. You have a thing for
her too. Why? Do you? Well as sick as this sounds I know I look like her hell
people even mistaken me for her once or twice. I always wanted to meet her. Ya
know I looked her up she went threw hell too. She made it I guess you could
say I admire her strength. In addition, If you see her in me I am flattered.
So you don't care? No I don't not at all. I think its sweet that you
appreciate strength over weakness Its refreshing to see a man Who likes a
women who does for herself. I know Lisa That this is gonna turn some heads the
wrong way but somewhere inside I know its write I can't explain how but it is?
The feelings I have for you Lisa Are not of a brother to a sister. In my heart
I feel strongly you're not Why I don't know but All I know Is I do. Moreover,
I can't Find a fault in the fact that Lisa I love you. My secret is one I
never even told my journal And I tell it everything.

Lisa I have done some things that you should know Its very embarrassing but I
don't believe you will ridicule me for it. What is it Jack? Before all this
happened I use to well......he paused she said Come on just tell me. I use to
get off on pictures of Lisa On the net. I got back those Pics from the trip
you me and mom took at the shore. Ya so? Well I have one of you in a bikini
and never told a soul about this but I still use it to this day? You mean
to.............He came in ya for that. Oh my I never knew. His head sank in
shame. She was silent for a moment and said well Jack Tonight your fantasy
becomes real. Stand up Jack she said as she herself stood up. He did as she
looked at him his eyes met hers. He kept getting jittery in the stomach. It
was quite noticeable. Am I making you nervous Jacky? She asked in a very
concerned voice. Lisa I have to say something. What is it Jack. I don't know
what do with this! What do you mean? I am having feelings that I can't explain
I am....What Jack its ok! Man you look upset. What's wrong baby. She started
running her fingers threw his hair very concerned. What's wrong You wanna
wait? That's just it. No I don't want to wait! Well what's wrong then? I am
starting to realize something and it's making me feel like I well I am in
shock. For one. In addition, its like fear, elation, joy, and Shame all in
one. What sweetie tell me. Lisa I am in love with you! I realized it when you
said tonight's your lucky night. Really? Yes. Well I am here, go for it. I
can't! Why? Lisa Just take me! I mean it here and now. Do it don't think about
it just do it. You don't have to tell me twice. She kissed him with her large
full lips He was instantly overcome with passion and gave it right back.
However, backed off she didn't. She started kissing his neck and chest pulling
off his shirt. Jack I wanted this for so long. Oh god Lisa yes I have too. I
always have. Why didn't you ever just rape me before? Cause I love you too
jack. They fell to the bed knocking out the lamp. She pulled all his clothes
off. In addition, he followed by pulling her clothes off. He reached out to a
tit that was in his face. And started sucking it like he was five again. This
time don't spare me anything. I won't Jacky my sweet Jack. From there they
made love for what seemed like for hours.