II As they Grow! # 22 By Viac and Cher © 2004 Becky and Gwen were just about a year apart - and we watched each step of Becky's growth, and a preview of our own's progress.. Our bundle of joy, was a lot of work, but all parenting has it's ups and downs - and we were no different. The feeding - it isn't so bad when you are breast feeding - it just means I got to get up, at night and go to Gwen, and take care of her - A good full belly before she leaves for mom's - mom has a bottle of my milk for Gwen, which we bring with us, then suppliments it with formula for the rest of the day - I do it again before I leave mom's - and so on. Cher had tried some of my milk one night when Gwen was fussy and full, and my breasts were still sort of full... Now my Mate knows what mom's milk tastes like! Our little tot was growing fast on the rich mixture of the two! Gail was doing the same thing with Becky - so our two were getting the best start in life we could give our daughters! Plenty of good solid mom's milk, she would be better prepared for life - with my antibodies as a start - and the formula giving her anything I missed. Gwen took to this like crazy - whether breast or bottle - she didn't care - all she wanted, was to EAT! I took a month off from the Dojo, but a month later I was back, and working off the weight I had gained - although it wasn't as much as Gail had.. In no time I was back to my original fighting form at 145 pounds - and my belly didn't look like I had just carried! God! Was I grateful! Cher was mom - Gwen was so lucky to have two of us . Somebody to hold her - change her - do everything for her . . She took to both of us, like each of us had carried her. We knew there would come a day when we would have to "explain to our daughter" our life style - but that was going to be years away - we hoped! I put Gwen down for the night - She was now sleeping most of the night - and that was a relief! "Long day Cher - little one's growing fast!" "She sure is Vi - and thanks again for carrying!" I came over by Cher - We held a long enbrace - a deep kiss - "MMMmm My Mate..." "I love you Vi!" We both sat down, next to each other.. "So my Cher - what's next?" "Gwen will start walking soon - so we better get the house ready for that I guess!" At 9 months, our tyke was a moko - and going for it - just like her two moms - a Valkyrie trait I guess - She was trying to pull herself up - and crawling wasn't going to make it with her! "Cher - I have been thinking - Gwen is going to ask - after some boob makes a comment about her parents - what are we going to say?" "For now, Vi, I just say - she has two mom's -and leave it at that.." "What if they start in on the Lesbian thing?" "So? We just have to figure out a way to explain to Gwen, who we are, and why we are the way we are. Probably as simple as that!" "Gail and Sharon have the same problem my Mate - " "I know - and Becky and Gwen, will probably grow up together - and probably - umm - well you know - -" "Yes I do, doesn't that bother you Cher?" "No, why should it?" "Umm I don't know - Gay parents have Gay kids I guess - Joe's Gay - so am I - so I guess - it's their choice - " "It's how you raise them Vi - not what society thinks which counts. If Gwen sees us Mated - and working out our differences - working with each other to make our Joining work - and all the rest - we can just let her make her own choice - if it turns out to be Becky - no big deal on my part!" "I agree - " Cher reached for me . . Our eyes met - sex wasn't so often now - or as randy . My hands went for Cher's top - mmm We melted into each other - - Cher forgot - and reached for my breasts - and got squirted in the face for her trouble! "Serves you right, for getting me pregnant!" We both had a laugh! Into our bottoms - hands knowing the sure way.. Cher working my slit and clit, and me hers - - A deep dreamy kiss - light tongue play - a gentle blow to the eyes - we were warming to each other now! Cher had, had enough of hand play and got into my bottom - my jeans now gone.. I spread for her -she went for it - Holding my love ring by it's bead ( By the way - I did get my body jewelry back in a week after I gave birth - it was fine - none of the openings had closed up.) She worked my clit - first with her fingers, and tongue - then my opening.. "MM Vi - Gwen's door to life! - " I looked down at my Mate - "I know Cher - we all came through that door someplace!" Cher worked me - her hand knowing their sure way - My inner sex skin - then to my "G" pad - God I was in heaven! I came more slowly now, and deeper, since I had carried - it seemed different now that I was "mom". "CCHHEEEEEeeEEERrrRRRrRRrRRRrrrrrr UUUMmmmmUuMmmmmmmmmmmmm CCHHEEERRRRRR!!!!!" "Good one love - your first goo after Gwen!" I didn't want to say anything to Cher - but I wasn't as high as I usually was when I blew goo - must have something to do with Gwen! I looked to my Mate - reached - Her jeans were gone in a flash! Into her slit - and then her waiting opening! Working Cher like I had done so many times these past 14 years now, I knew what was coming and Cher knew it too - Funny - Cher blew easy too! - I wondered if being a parent just did that to you? Just then Gwen cried out - so au natural, I went to her.. Comforted her - Fed her - I guess she was hungry - or needed a topping off for the night! My nipple was still dripping just a bit when I came back. Cher reached for me - I settled down next to her - - She licked off my nipple - "Mom's milk - umm - now I know why Gwen is growing so fast Vi - That stuff is potent!" I squeezed out a bit - tasted it - Mmm - my own milk! - Not quite what I had expected - but - it wasn't too bad.. "Vi - come - " Cher held out her arms to me.. I melted into my Mate - Cuddling me like she was holding Gwen - I felt secure in the Valkyrie's arms - as did our Gwen! After a bit - we got back down to the business of ourselves - I got "LA II" and went for Cher - Working hard - I knew Cher wanted that now - she needed the relief of the big blow this evening - AND I gve it to her - working through the slit - to her clit - to her waiting opening - and "LA" doing the heavy lifting inside - Cher was deep in her own world.. I was wondering what frame Cher held in her mind these days - It didn't matter - "VVVVVIIIIIiiiIIiiIIIIIiii I think - I THINK - -Ummmmmm EEeeEEEEeEEEEEeeE AAAKKKkkkkkkummmmmmm VVIIIIIIIIII!!!" Goo, Cher finally blew goo, both of us had been taking it easy, until Gwen slept through the night - "Good one my Mate!" Cher smiled at me - Came around - "Okay Miss Mate - your turn!" Cher usually only called me "miss mate" when she was serious about something - and I had a funny feeling this was the night.. YUP - Into me deeply - like we did way before we even thought of having our own! The rough and randy Cher was back - and I was ready! Braced for the whole thing - Teeth on the clit - three fingers into my waiting opening - the hard working of my "G" pad - I blew - then Cher just kept on going.. Now working me hard with "LA" - I was enjoying this revival of our old ways! Now I felt the familiar feeling deep within - my insides contracting - I was holding back - I wanted a big blow - and let Cher go! She was watching my face - and knew what was going on, and went for it harder - deeper - more - everything! "CCHHHHEEEERRRRRRR!!!! - - GGOODDDDD!! UUUmmmmmuummmMMMmMmmMmmmMm -- a hard deep pant - it felt like I was pushing Gwen again! - -Ummmmm - AAAKKKKKKkkkkkkkkkkKKKkkkKkk UUMMMMMMMM - a deep breath - CCHHEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!" Goo - this time I squirted goo, across the rec room floor - nice mess on the carpet! Cher didn't get the towel under me in time! Gwen woke up - just like that! Crying - I was too spent from the hard blow - Cher, au natural now went to comfort her - - "VI - come in here please!" She called down - There was Gwen, trying to suckle on Cher's breasts! "Give the tyke to me Cher - " Gwen nuzzled down at my nipple - her crying now quieted - her needs being fulfilled! I smiled at Cher - "Mom, I guess - my Mate - " looking sheepish - Our sleepy kitten now tossed a bit, I laid her back down, and rubbed her small back... "Uhuh - something to eat, a rub of the back, and she's out again!" I could sense something changing in Cher as well at this time - did she want to carry too? I didn't know - but something was eating at her - When we got back down stairs - "Cher's what's the problem, my Mate? "Not sure Vi - just something - we are two fems - and you are nursing - that just now with Gwen set something off inside me.. " Cher expression changed to a sad smile.. "Her pulling at my nipple - I don't know.." I had to address this - fast - - "Cher do you want to carry for us too?" She brightened - "Umm not now - but Vi - could I next time?" "For both of us - for all three of US?" "Who would we get of the other half?" "Umm - JOE?" "JOE RAINS? VI you are brilliant!" Now I had the screwy look - "Vi - Joe is your dad - as close as we could get to a match to you!" "Cher - you lost your mind? I was just joking! If you carried Joe's and your child - it would be my brother or sister - not our child!" "Well half or step sister or brother - Vi? What's the problem..?" "Cher - this would complicate our lives beyond anything you could ever imagine! - A half sister - and a half brother - two mom's and two aunts - this would make an awful mess to explain to people! "Explain my Mate - " "Well Gwen is ours - exactly ours - well sort of - Brian's and mine, and of course yours! - And yours would be Joe's and yours - my half sister or brother - as Gwen is to her cousins - half or step cousin - get it?" "Not exactly - " Somehow I had to get this idea out of Cher's mind.... "I think deep down this is eating at you Cher - she is your brother's child - with me - as close as I will ever get to making a child with you!" I took her hands - and looked deeply into her deep blues.... "Look Mate - I don't know where you were going - but I went for this, because I love you - and I love you as I always have - and - and - " Cher's deep blues suddenly got very wett - She reached over, pulled me to her, and embraced me.. Cher smothered me with her kiss.. Her tight Valkyrie Squeeze - - Gad that is hard to breath! "Oh Vi - I know - and I love you for all of it! - Your sacrifice - your life - mine - I just was feeling the pull of "mom" I guess!" What ever just happened - I let pass - I'm not sure to this day what Cher was driving at.. But whatever it was she got over it.. We never spoke again of "Brian and me, and my child" - Gwen was ours - and that was the end of it!. Getting onto Gwen's first birthday - She was getting confused - her speech was okay - but her first word was - "VI" - then "mom" and almost at the same time - "Cher" We had talked this out, and calling either one of us mom, was going to cause a problem - and Vi and Cher wouldn't do for a child discipline problem - we still haven't resolved that one - we finaly decided on her fourth good clear word - "my mate" - and let it go at that! After that Cher and I decided to just end this problem. I would respond to "mom" and Cher would respond to "my mate" and that seemed to fit our situation very well. I was after all her mom, and Cher was my Mate - and now Gwen's and my Mate.. It still rankled Cher a bit - but we would have to work this out further down the road. In time, we would tell Gwen, the story of who carried her, and why - but not now. Our little tyke was growing fast! - Now a "crusier" pulling herself along - trying to stand - kids usually don't do that this early! Ours did! - Now it was becoming a nightmare around here with the moko getting into just about everything! We ended up getting locks for all the cabinets, and doors - and keeping an eye on her whenever she was up and moving.. We got a gate for the lower level to keep her out of it.. Kids! Now I knew what mom said at the hospital - "You two will know what it is to be a parent shortly!" When Gail and Sharon came over they brought Becky and the two of them hit it off - babbling to each other in some small talk - we never knew what they were talking about - but they seemed to know - and got along very well together.. We tossed the two of them in the playpen together - and then we played in our play pen! It was great fun! "Vi?" Gail started, "You two work out the mom thing yet?" "Gail?" "Becky is calling both of us mom - and she's a bit confused!" "Well long story short - Cher and I decided that I would respond to "mom" and she would respond to "Mate" .." They thought that one over -and I guess it helped their situation, because the next time we saw them the following week - Becky seemed to get the hang of it - Cute seeing a two year old, throw a fit -and telling Sharon she wasn't her mom - and she wasn't going to listen to her Mate! Cher rolled her eyes - this was going to be our next little problem - - Gwen was starting to walk at 11 months - and we knew we were in for it now! Keep a toddler in tow! - LIKE where is Gwen now? AND Just what is that quiet little kitten of ours up to now? At two, I think she finaly figured out the relationship - mine and Cher's - even at this young age - if she wanted to butter up Cher -she'd go up to her and say - - "MOMMY - I want to.." And Cher would be the softie and give into her.. I'd give Cher - the "look" and Cher would back off just a bit.. Actually, we didn't have the "terrible twos" most couples did - I think it was the fact that we were two women - and our caring, gentle style of parenting which made life easier for Gwen - As I am writing this, and Cher is editing it, we both have our own reflections on the whole process. As for me, I am glad we did it, in the end, Gwen is ours, and she will be a Valkyrie - we can see that in her actions now - trying to imitate us, with Becky - as we play with ourselves - not sexually - but otherwise - Cher and I tussle around the house - our rolling into our entwines - our holding each other.. She can see that those who "made her" are as genuine parents as any! For my part - I am glad Vi did go along with it, I love the dickens out of Gwen - and I know that she is Brians' daughter - but she is mine as well, as we are the same genetic pool - and I know I couldn't impregnate Vi - I just had to get a grip on that fact - and get over it. AS FOR Vi being mom, somebody here had to do it, and for all time, I am glad that Viac did lend her body to this union, and make our little kitten - our bundle of Joy - to this Sapphic pair - our Gwen. As she is now coming up on almost three! We have discussed my carrying the next one, if we so desire to add to our family. Viac has a first cousin, who we could get to make the "donation" so if we decide to go that route - we have the other half of the equation in mind. For my part, I really love the two of them - Vi and Gwen - and let me state here and now - without Vi's love of me - this would never have happened - and as we say every Wednesday night - "As this ring is round - so will our love go around until the end of time!" - AND now that included our kitten - Gwen.. By Viac am Malacar With Cher am Malacar © 2004 - January Contact - "nwlock@execpc.com" Subject - "viac" Mid end notes - these four, are the basis of our new screen play - hopefully we will find someone to take a look at it. - Working Title - "Our Sapphic Love" - The story of two Sapphics, and their beginning of the family! Enjoy the first look at a work in progress! Viac and Cher am Malacar