Endings and Beginnings By Viac © 1996 - 2004 Well dad's funeral went about as good as those things go. There was about 75 people for it, mostly family and friends, and Cher's parents - And Joe Rains showed up.. Mom and Joe hit it off like the old days, and nothing had transpired between the years . Anybody's guess what Joe told her - we know for sure that he didn't say much about Rod - As far as mom, and me, we sort of patched things up - I guess - at least she talked to me which is more than she had done in the past seven months. Cher's mom had said something at the funeral about more problems with Chris - and that divorce with Brian - but it mysteriously ended, as Chris suddenly died in a car accident.. Not that we cared - and we didn't go to that one - either. Cher's parents sold the house, just after dad's funeral and moved to Fort Lauderdale - Cher's sister was working out west in Seattle for the government in some secret job which she couldn't talk about - Briana always was a mystery person, - and Brian, well after Chris's sudden demise - was on his own again. Our little world was becoming just us - Cher and me fast. We settled in for the long haul. After dad's funeral, we got back to work on Monday - and basically got on with life. Second week of August found us again at River View on vacation... This year we had a new kink - Heidi and Mary came with us. They got the room next to us... First evening there - this time there were four Sapphic lovers in the dining room .. "Well gals? How do you like the place?" I asked "Looks like fun! Glad you two suggested it! - What do you want to do tomorrow?" Mary asked.. "The weather looks like it's going to co-operate - so why don't we spend most of the day at the pool?" "Hey that sounds like fun - doesn't it Heidi?" Mary asked "Sure does! - we can swim and bake all day!" "Probably go out for a hike in the woods - they got long, and interesting nature trails, and we can rent bikes, and go for a ride one of these days!" Cher added.. Heidi suddenly didn't look so bright.. Seems she was an 'indoor' person, not the adventureous outdoor type.. "Well let's get out of here - and onto other things - " I signed for the check - We went back to our room for a bit - "You gals want the floor or the bed?" Cher asked.. "You gals always into each other?" Heidi asked.. Utt oh! this could be a problem, I knew Heidi was the fem in this relationship - but - - how much did they really go at it? "Heidi", Mary started - "We are on vacation, we talked this all out, and now don't back out!" "Okay, I just thought that this wouldn't be so outdoorsy - and all that.." "Well Heidi, if you are having a problem, you can stay at the lodge, and lay out at the pool, while the three of us do things, .." Cher added.. Mary didn't look too well at that proposition.. We had heard through common friends this relationship was on the rocks, and it looked like it was. Heidi brightened - "Well if that's Okay with you three.." Oh GOD! Anything at this point, the first night in, to make peace - Mary! Please smile! Please? I just can't take a week with a sourpuss! Make that one who is willing to try things, and a spoiled brat who has to have her own way. "That's Okay with me Heidi," Mary started - "I'm on vacation, and I'm going to have fun! - If you wish to just lay out for a week, that's Okay with me .." Cher tried again - "Hey you two want the bed or the floor?" "Umm I'm sorry Cher," Mary started - "We should get back to our room, and get unpacked - and all that.." Not to press the situation - "Okay, we will see you guys in the morning - 9ish - by the pool - Good Night!" I added. "Nite Vi and Cher - you gals are such good friends!" Mary replied.. Heidi was looking a bit down when they left - "What the hell was that Cher?" "I don't know Vi - but if we ever get that bad, and start coming apart, shoot me - I don't want to drag you through something like that!" "Make that two of us Cher - I wonder what is going on next door...?" It didn't take long to find out - Even though this place is pretty sound proofed - we could hear a bit here and there of a fight going on - and it wasn't pretty. We decided that what ever they did, we were going to have fun! "Cher" - - I started to turn around . . BLAM! Cher slamed into me - a flying grab - before I knew it I was on the bed, being ravished by my Mate - - Hands under my top - it went flying - Cher working my breasts before I knew what was up... "Ch m m er m m m ," Her kiss somthering me... "What Vi?" "Thanks for the warning! - " "Any time love!" That tore it - I went for her like she went for me, we had been getting more into the gentle sex, but it was back to the old days - and my almost 28 year old body was now responding to her like the old days - Cher got the worst of this one, I wriggled out of her grasp - and freed my breasts, then really went for her - - Hands in her pants, the jeans coming off in a flury of activity - my lips to her clit - fingering her opening - "Viiiiiii - OH GOD!!! - viii" Cher came in mewing gasps - She then pulled me around, the bed clothes flying as I tried to fight her off - My jeans now going for the winds - And my crazed lover going for me.. She was working my bottom like a mad man, teeth on my clit - it hurt like hell, but this was Cher - so - Then into my awaiting opening - and almost three fingers deeply into me - working my 'G' pad - I finally quit fighitng, and let her blow her randy charge out.. Spying 'LA II" sticking out of my carry on - I stretched as far as I could, my bottom in Cher's death grip - and jjuuuusssttt got it.. Waiting - planning - my mind in three ways at once - - "CCHHeeeerrrr - uuggnnmmmuuuuummmmm CCHHEEEERRRRR!!!!""" I blew - then with her grip released - she smiled at me - - My turn to look evil - Cher looked surprised - I came around in a quick side slip - and tossed my Mate half way off the bed - now I had her bottom at my mercy - and her top was on the floor... I clamped onto my Mates legs, and held on to her... "You want to play rough? - "Wett or not here it comes!" I switched on the vibrator - and went for Cher's exposed opening - Working her hard - I did a job on her 'G' pad - and like we did with the strap on, I rammed the sides of her labia hard, as I worked - "Viiiii - - What are you doing?" "Die my love - I'm killing you with my love!" This was tables reversed - THAT was her line! AND I worked the hell out of her bottom, my lips working the clit, and I bit into her like she did me - as I held "LA" to her 'G' pad - Knowing Cher - this wouldn't take all that long . . It didn't . . "VVIIIIIIIiiiiiIiiiiIiIii UUUuummMmU um um mmUUGgggggUuuUmmMMMMMMmmMMVVVVVVVVVIIIII" I let go, and Cher flopped on the floor - Eyes, deep blue eyes slid up over the side of the bed - - The Cat sprang at me - flipped me over - on my back - "You want rough?" She spread me as wide as I had ever been - then took "LA" and really worked my bottom over - - "CCCCHHEEEEEEERRRRRRRR UUGGGgggg,gggmgmgmmggmmmmmyuuumumumumumummmCCCHHHHEEERRRRRRRR!!!!" The Cheshire Cat sat there - "Like my Love?" "You Bet! That was fun!" We didn't notice what was happening next door anymore - until There was a knock on the door.. "OH Jeeze! now what? Cher got up to answer it.. Mary was standing there crying.. Cher motioned her in, she could see from the disarray of the room, the fact that both of us were au natural, what we had been into - er up to - the scent of sweet fem sex hung in the air, and "LA" was sitting on the bed by itself - naked to the truth of the past hour or so. My Cher still au natural, pulled Mary in quickly - - "Well what the hell is going on?" Cher asked as quiet as she could "Heidi wants out of our joining - I don't know what got into her - she's been so funny lately.." Utt oh - trouble in Sapphic land.. "Tell us about it Mary . ." "Well she just isn't the gal I thought she was, at first it was Okay - the sex and all, but lately, she seems to becoming more distant - I try to play, but all she wants to do is sit and mope. I don't know what's wrong!" Damn! This is our vacation! We aren't councilor's - I felt like screaming - WE ARE ON VACATION - KEEP YOUR PROBLEMS TO YOURSELF!! Cher, the thinking half took the lead - thank God! - "Mary, I know this is a difficult time, but can't you two work something out? At least for this week?" "Well that was what this was supposed to be a rekindling of feelings - umm - Mike? The minister who joined us? Tried to get us to come along with you two, and maybe we could patch things up.." Oh goodie - we got to play nursemaids.. "Mary - how about if Vi and I do things, and you two just lay out, and swim, if Heidi is up to that - and let it go at that.." "But Cher - I want to do more - I want to do things - not just lay out - that's about all this relationship has become - a lay out - SEX? You got to be kidding. I'm no butch, but I'm not a fem either - I just want to feel loved - and after so many guys rejected me, all I felt was I, umm - well it was a deep hole, until I met Heidi at a dance, and we hit it off, and I felt I had found someone - and I thought she did too . . but it seems she has other ideas - or has decided to move on.. OH I JUST DON"T KNOW!" This was just a revelation - like coming out in reverse - I looked at Cher - and shrugged my shoulders - Cher shrugged back . . We two never really had guy problems, we preferred each other - and the fact that we were so compatable with each other. Cher held her to her breast - Rubbed her back - trying to comfort her the best she could . . Mary cried like crazy, we didn't know what to do... "Mary, is Heidi still here?" "Uhuh" "Will she stay for a few days?" "I don't know - why?" "I want you to go back over there - say nothing about what you said to me and Vi just now, and play nice, and sack out - and let us do some thinking, and we will see you out by the pool at 9 tomorrow... Okay?" "Okay..." She got up and left.. Cher saw her out the door - - "GAD VI ! IF we ever get that bad - shoot me twice - make sure I'm dead!" "What are you going to do Cher?" She got up, and grabbed her cell phone - started flipping through the the electronic directory - stopped - Hit the "call" button... "MIKE? Hi! It's Cher - we are up at River View - can we talk?" I cleaned up a bit, then got the room straightened out - while Cher sorted this out with Mike the Minister..... "Uhuh, - - -uhun - - - uhun - Uhun - Okay, I got it, now what do you want me to do?" - - - "Okay - we will try that - thanks Mike - Good Night!" "Well what did he say? "They are in deep trouble - this thing has hit a snag - Heidi aparently has found a boy friend, and he wants her to get rid of the lesbian broad she has been living with... and Mary is torn - and - and" - Cher took a deep breath, and let it out, - " this is the problem - they want out, or should I say Heidi wants out badly - and is trying to get Mary to just move out." "BUT Cher - they were joined like us.." "Well not exactly like us, they didn't file the 'Notice of Common Law Marriage' like we did. Or - all the other legal paperwork like we did . . They went through the ceremony like we did, but Mike left out the paper work because, he felt that they weren't as serious as we were.." "So they aren't exactly joined?" "Well yes and no. We are - by our vows, and our bonds of love, and now our paperwork - see Vi - we have the Powers of Attorney papers, and the wills - they don't - so in effect - WE did get married - they just promised to live together - that is the difference." "Is that all the difference?" I sensed Cher knew something more - - "No Vi - there is more - IF we broke up, we'd have to go to family court, and file a divorce settlement - they just have to move out - and basically - it's quits." "Ahh - you want a divorce my Cher?" "HAVE YOU LOST YOUR MIND VI?" "No my love, just testing - so what do we do now?" "Mike said to try to get them to stay at least for the week - and then let nature take it's own course.." "And so - what's the plan my thinking half?" "We let them lay out, and we go and do our own thing, and meet for meals, and play time, if Heidi is up to it, but I don't think so - seeing how she didn't want to play tonight..." "And we play like always?" "Yes, and because of our pledges to each other Vi - Mary stays out of our bed - " "You worry about me Cher? I won't violate our love - not in a million years - I'd die for you first.." Utt oh - I shouldn't have said that - Cher's deep blues suddenly went very wett..... She lunged at me - drew me into the bed - held me as tight as she ever had - - -- a deep dreamy french - "Oh GOD - VI - don't ever die on me - or for me - Please! - Ever? - I don't know what I'd do without you.." I locked our rings together - "As these rings are round, so will our love go around until the end of time.." Cher choked, broke down, grabbed me again, held me sooo tight I almost couldn't breath, cried through a kiss.... I had found my soul Mate - I don't think anything could break us now - and it hasn't for almost 12 years now - anyway - In the morning, we were surprised to see both of them at the pool. They weren't at breakfast, and we were getting worried - We dropped out cover ups, and laid out, Mary did so as well - but Heidi was slow to come to the point.. Cher and me were wearing our skimpy thongs as usual, showing our bodies for our lover - Our love tatts and identical unique belly button piercings showing our bonds, Mary was wearing a conservative two piece, and Heidi, when she finally got that far - was wearing a one piece tank suit... This didn't look good - but what the hell - we were going to have fun, at least Cher and I were.. We laid out for an hour, swam, played in a pick up volley ball game in the pool - a bunch of other mixed couples who were with the activity director and we just joined in the fun - Mary and Heidi just laid there like a couple of people, wishing they were someplace else.. Lunch, and we four went in to eat.... Heidi picked at her food - Cher and I ate like we hadn't been fed for a week.. Mary was into it, but barely... "Okay you gals - we are going out for a hike this afternoon - want to come along?" "NO", Mary said - "We will lay out by the pool - see you at dinner . ." Heidi sat there like she was being held captive - - sulking. So we went and headed back to our room - dressed - and went out with the activity director's group for the nature walk - That was fun.. Dinner time - No Mary or Heidi - "Well, now what Cher? "I don't know my love - After dinner we will check their room.." We ate, like we were on our honeymoon - our hands entwined - our rings in contact as much as we could Cher's face glowing in our love - we had deepen our bonds, if that were possible at this time.. Cher signed for this one - "What if they are gone?" "Well we are on vacation - it's not my problem . . we just are us - and we two Sapphic Mates are not going to let anything spoil our time off!" "Like Mike said - sometimes it's better to let nature take it's own course - " Cher and I strolled back to our room hand in hand - - We knocked at their -door - No answer - the door slowly opened - the room was empty........ By Viac am Malacar © 1996 - 2004 ** ** ** ** ** Bonus - "Our Fond Remeberances" We have come to the end of Series I, our first ten years together - selected from our diaries. We picked the most memorable ones, and wove them into a co-hearant story, with some embellishments to add dramatic effect. This is the true story of our lives together! - We share it to show our love, and hope you enjoyed it. All names, places, and other things have been changed to protect our privacy. We are not exhibitionists, nor do we wish to have you contact us for a three or four way. This is our sharing of our lives together, so people get to know Sapphic Joined couples do live normal - all be it, hectic lives, just like any other human does. Our wish and intent was to show how two people can and do live in a normal relationship. Our lives are not all love or fighting, but when you take ten years and compress it down - that's what you get - the things which stand out in your lives, and the parts which were the most memorable! The rest is your everyday life - eating, sleeping, working - cleaning our love nest - doing the laundry - and the things which make life possible. I would like to acknowledge our debt of gratitude to the people at "Diana the Valkyrie" and her web site - "www.the valkyrie.com" for letting us publish our work there. Without you, Diana, this Sapphic would have no voice in this world. We are deeply indebted to you for giving us this forum to show how two people can live, love, laugh, cry, and grow within each other. Thank YOU! Now there is a way to contact us. We, for privacy reasons, approached a gent whom I have known for many years, and he graciously lent us his web access to publish to protect us. We catch enough flack for being openly Sapphic - and we don't need anymore heat from the world than we already get. So please respect our privacy. Thank you in advance! If you would like a copy of "Viac's Diary" on CD - we can burn you a copy - It can be had - by writing to the gent who is helping us. These are written on Microsoft Word Pad - and saved in Rich Text Format (.rtf) so any computer which has word pad should be able to open it. It will contain the whole series one and two - and our exclusive series three - our reference material - For a hard copy - send $5.00 (US) to - " Northwestern - Viac | PO BOX 505 | Waukesha, WI, 53187-0505 | USA " - We can't cash checks, so a money order made out to " Northwestern " - will do. Cash, if wrapped tightly, will make it. Include your return address and a note if you wish, and we will mail it out to you! - We are only two, and we don't know what type of response we will get - and we may be overloaded - so be patient - we will send out copies to whom ever requests them! - This our first try at "E-Publishing" - so we will see how this goes. Also, friendly notes can be sent to us, via the same Post Office box, at the same address - They will be forwarded to us, we can't guarentee a response - but we will try if we can. HATE MAIL will be shredded, and discarded! Thank you all for reading the story of our lives - We see from Diana's top 20 that we are usually near the top - so our thanks is in order, to you, for making this happen. This trip has been a Fond Rememberance of our lives - I hope you have enjoyed it! Sincerely, Viac am Malacar - Cherylyn am Malacar © 2004 - January