The Weapon - Resurrection - part 32 By Diana the Valkyrie A visit to Rosetta Update: 09/07/2003 to valkyrie05 Rosetta, it turned out, had been inspired by Fee's nursing career and had trained as a doctor. She practically flew into Wendy's arms when we arrived, and they huddled together. I was left with Mr Rosetta, actually his name was Kevin. "So what do you do," he asked. I explained that I was an academic, lecturing in semiology, which is a good conversation-stopper because people are rarely willing to admit that they haven't a clue what it is. "Which naturally got me interested in Wendy," I explained, which was a total lie, it was precisely the other way around. "Naturally," he agreed, "so now you both fly around rescuing kittens from trees?" "Sort of. She does the kittens, I try to write about it." I looked round. "No children?" "No," he said. "I'm slightly surprised, there's usually hordes of rugrats wherever Wendy's been involved." "Well, in case you haven't noticed, the world's been going to hell in a handbasket since she left," he nodded at Wendy, "and we just didn't want to bring children into the sort of mess we're all in now." If enough people were in this sort of funk, that would account for the world population decline over the last couple of decades. "Hey, you can't blame Wendy for the mess we've gotten ourselves into." "No, I don't blame her, of course not. But the fact is, a lot of people lost heart when she went. I think it's like this - no matter how bad a pickle you're in, you could always tell yourself, maybe the Guardian of Humanity will hear about this and help me out. But when she left, even that forlorn hope was killed." "But she's back now." "Maybe. Or maybe it's just for a short while, who knows?" "You're a pessimist." "So would you be. Look, I've been working as a low grade nurse for over ten years now. I'm a real cool hand with the bedpans." "Nothing wrong with that." "There is when you're one of the best biochemists in the business, and can't get a job because with all these epidemics, people have become anti-science. Have you seen some of the loony-science cures that people are selling now? And the worst thing is that way that the lousy economic situation means that people like me, who might, just might, be able to come up with new ways to handle these new diseases, spend their lives cleaning out bedpans. I know nurses on the game, doctors working as bricklayers, and microbiologists who can't even get that low-grade a job. It's a shambles." He looked disgusted. And I could see that even though he said he didn't blame Wendy, he actually did. "Of course I bloody do. Duncan died, OK, that's sad. But get over it. Life goes on. And Fee told us where she'd got to. Spending half her time waiting on tables, and the other half in bloody church on her bloody knees praying to a bloody god who couldn't give a bloody shit. If she hadn't totally copped out like that, the last 25 years wouldn't have been wasted. I'd be working in a microbio lab, we'd have grandchildren by now." I looked over to Wendy and Rosetta. Wendy was listening to all this, and I half-expected a major explosion. Sure enough, she came and joined us, and I wondered how difficult it was going to be to get Kevin's blood out of the carpet. But that's not what happened. She sat cross-legged on the floor, so that we were all looking down at her. She didn't look at any of us, she looked down at the floor. Her hair spilled over her shoulders into her lap. "I'm sorry," she said, very quietly. "Wendy, you don't need to apologise ... " "No. I'm sorry." "Wendy, it isn't ..." "I failed you all. I let you down. I was too wrapped up in my own problems, I should have seen what was happening. I'm sorry." "You don't have to ..." "No. I'm sorry." Rosetta got down on her knees, and hugged Wendy. She was the first to realise what was needed. "I accept your apology, Wendy." I looked at Kevin, and said "So do I." Kevin wasn't stupid. "Me too." . . .