SYLVIA: HARVEST SEASON By MERZ After overpowering her husband Sylvia finds love again Petra learned to work her stones rather than just stack or mortar them. She grew broad shouldered and strong armed. Beginning when she was fourteen she often hired out to neighbors to build with stone. Her arms were thicker than her mother's, the despair of the boys in her school. One evening as he brought his team of horses to pull a stump for Sylvia, Charles Steward sat watching her work, using a single hammer and chisel to smooth a stone she had split with her sledge. "You have a real talent for working with stone, Miss Ragland," he told her. She paused in her hammering and looked at him from under her safety glasses. "Why don't you ever call me Petra? Everyone else does. You've known me my whole life and you always call me Miss Ragland." "I knew when you were tiny that you would grow up to be a pretty young girl. I need to remind myself you're the daughter of friends, not a pretty girl I should be making eyes at," he told her with a wink. "But I didn't grow up to be a pretty girl. I grew up to look like a football player, if they had real football players around here." She looked at her arms, encased like sausages in the sleeves of the t-shirt she wore. A downy layer of hair showed on her forearms. With her solid frame and dark hair and brows she resembled her father more than her slender mother. "The boys in school are all afraid of me, like I was some kind of monster." "All of them? I bet there are some who aren't afraid of you but they don't think you've noticed them. Those other ones know you are a pretty girl but are afraid of all the things they aren't yet themselves. You should ask one of the nice ones who isn't afraid to go for a walk by the river sometime. Show them they have more going for them than the silly ones who don't know you like they do." Petra thought about this for a moment. "Do you call my mother by her first name?" "Yes, I always have," Charles answered, then blushed. "Good," Petra told him and winked. "My father became afraid of my mother when he found out she was so strong. Are you afraid of her?" "Not in the way your father was," Charles answered slowly. "I guess in some ways I've always been afraid of pretty girls. Maybe I should start taking my own advice." "Yes, that sounds like a very good idea to me," Petra told him with a wide smile. "You know where to find mother in the walnut grove, don't you, or would like me to lead you?" "I believe I can find my own way now," Charles replied and moved on with his two horses. Charles led his horses uphill to the walnut trees. Sylvia had cut one recently and needed to remove the stump to open the ground for new growth. Around the base of the stump she had cut through roots and dug the stump free of all attachment she could see. When he came up she greeted Charles as an old friend. "It is a lovely evening, isn't it?" she asked him as she saw him gazing over the surrounding landscape. Much of Sylvia's land enjoyed fine views of the surrounding farms and woods. "Yes, and as the day gets on it's time I ask you to marry me," he replied, turning to look at her. Sylvia was startled, but returned his gaze. "You don't know me," she replied after a pause. "I have seen you raise your children and care for your land. There isn't a woodlot in the state cared for as well as this. I know you," Charles told her. "Well, then I don't know you," Sylvia responded. "You've known me nearly twenty years. You see how my furrows lie straight on my farm below. You know me from that. You know how I treat my horses and how they treat me. You have bought from my store since you came here to live. You can't know many men better than you know me from these things." "You've never seen my body," said Sylvia, walking toward him. "My husband found it ugly, too strong and knotted like my trees." "I have seen your trees and know the strength you have needed to care for them as you have." Sylvia looked at Charles, then took her shirt by the hem and pulled it up and over her head, showing the strong body beneath. She was built lean and slender. Years of work had layered muscle on her frame in ropes and knots. Veins crawled along under the skin that lay slack in some places as she stood still. She undid her belt and stepped out of her shoes and trousers. She lifted her arms and undid the clip holding her hair back, and let it fall loose in brown and gray curls. She watched for Charles' reaction. She clenched her fists and tensed her body, making muscles tighten and coil. She raised her arms and flexed them to show the muscles rolling up from long ropes to tight mounds, crossed by veins hammering with blood. "I was too strong for my husband. Would you find me too strong as well?" she asked. Charles undid the suspenders of his overalls and let them drop. He removed his shirt and showed his square, solid body. "When I team my horses I don't ask which is stronger. They pull in the same direction and the work goes easier. We should be the same, without a contest between us." He reached for her and ran his hand down her hard, sinewy arm. He took her hand and held it as he looked in her eyes. She passed a hand over his chest and shoulder and stepped closer to kiss him. "My husband couldn't contain my passion and pulled away from me." She took Charles' hard shaft in her hand as he lifted her and gently laid her upon the grass. When they came down from the hill they told Petra they would be married and live together in Sylvia's house. Four years later Petra left to study art in college. She had found some boys who weren't afraid of her, as Charles had known she would. Still, she felt herself too strong to be captured by any man or boy. At Christmas she wrote that she would stay away to work and to be with friends. As spring came, she wrote that she would come home for vacation. "I have found someone" she wrote. "He has overpowered me. I think we were meant to be together." Sylvia saw the car drive up and Petra get out. Petra walked to the other side, bent to the open door and lifted out a slight figure. She carried him up the steps and into the house, then returned for his wheelchair. When they were settled and unpacked in a bedroom downstairs, Petra brought out gifts made for Christmas months before. She had three sculptures. Sylvia's was carved from a pine burl and portrayed her chiseled face and upper body in deep cuts and sharp lines. Charles' was of clay and solid. It appeared as a stylized cube with the features of his smiling face in shallow, subtle impressions more recognizable to the touch than to the eye. For Parker, off traveling on a research project for school she had made a sculpture from wire, thin and long and tough like him. At dinner that evening the family joined hands with Petra's love, Virgil, to give thanks for all the gifts in their lives and asked for blessings on Parker and on the land they all loved. The next day Petra began work on a ramp to the backdoor so she would not need to carry Virgil in the future. The ramp was of stone and would stand for all the years ahead. As she split stones to fit, Virgil sat on the ground holding her chisel as she swung her sledge to strike it true on every blow. As since the day he met her, he never flinched from her strength.