BLIND DATE #1 By MERZ, mrmerz@yahoo.com Betty Hunt, the ultimate blind date Rick and I went through college together, which is the only reason he was a friend of mine. In a lot of ways he finished maturing emotionally sometime in high school with only the added refinement of binge drinking rounding out his personality. That talent was added to good looks, innate ability for sports, and lots of charm with women. It's no coincidence that Rick was doing quite well in sales. I, on the other hand, went from doing very well studying English literature to not doing very well at all finding a job I wanted that did more than pay my bills. Like a lot of people I assumed I could always just go into teaching, and I even got a teaching credential in case times got really hard. But during a term of student teaching I realized that my idea of hell was trying to get 30 adolescents to even pay attention to the subjects nearest to my heart. I tried and failed to convince my class there was anything more to Romeo and Juliet than a couple neat sword fights that would make an awesome video game. The education system and I are both lucky I tasted reality and spit it back up before I harmed any young minds in a classroom of my own. So I've been sort of drifting from job to job writing ad copy, writing technical manuals on things I didn't understand, and learning about word processing hardware. Thursday Rick called to say the woman he'd been dating recently, Julia, who is a legal assistant in a big law office, needed to find a date for one of the lawyers there. Rick knew I had no social calendar to check so he called me at ten in the morning for a blind date at six that evening. I knew Rick has no conscience so I didn't bother listening to him list the wonderful qualities of this woman he might never have met. He would swear to me that Rosie O'Donnell was a twin of Jennifer Lopez if it would help him score with Julia. I had met Julia and she seemed nice as well as drop-dead gorgeous. I called her at work for the real story before agreeing. She assured me the woman really was an attorney at the law firm where Julia worked, was quite smart, seemed athletic, had a good sense of humor, not addicted to drugs and had a good sense of humor. She also let me know the woman was a few years older than I, somewhere in her early thirties, Julia guessed. She promised that if I went out with this woman, Betty, I would not be sorry and would have a memorable evening. When she asked me as a favor to her to go on the date I melted. Julia is not only a knockout, she is a very sweet woman. I got the idea Julia was not telling me something but I couldn't pin her down beyond saying Betty didn't go out much but was not unattractive. I agreed to the blind date and arranged for Rick to pick me up after work. We got to the club and spotted the lovely Julia already seated. She saw us when we were close to the table and whispered to the woman sitting with her. They rose together and I could see Julia was a head taller than my date and about half as wide. Rick headed around to sit by Julia and I took the seat by my date. Just before I sat I stepped on something by my chair: a folded white cane with a red tip that blind people use. I stared at Rick, at Julia and at my date, feeling myself turning crimson from a variety of emotions. Julia had the grace to look a little embarrassed when she realized what I was looking down at, but Rick was nearly bursting from contained laughter. "Hi, I'm Betty Hunt. You must be Stan," my date said to me, holding out her hand and facing vaguely in my direction, her eyes lightly closed. I shook her firm, square hand and told her Julia had said she was a lawyer. Betty wore an attractive, loose velvet-looking tunic and pants combination. She had a broad face, a wide firm mouth and strong chin. Her blonde hair was pulled back from her face and fell to her shoulders. I wouldn't have been able to place her age more precisely than between 30 and 50. Her face gave a sense of strength and had some animal quality I couldn't name. She told me that yes, she worked in the same firm as Julia, she had done public defense work for two years out of law school, and kept her social conscience at bay with a little pro bono work. She much preferred the class of clients she mostly got to work with now in a private firm, mostly doing contracts and a little litigation. She then said Julia told her I was a writer and wasn't it wonderful to be so creative. I reflected for a moment on all the creativity that had gone into setting me up on a blind date with a blind woman. Then I explained how I really made a living. Betty looked a little disappointed that she hadn't been fixed up with an undiscovered novelist, but Julia jumped in to say she heard I wrote poetry in college. "All English majors wrote poetry in college. We also read enough that we were able to tell none of it was any good," I responded. I wanted to quickly sink into the background of this evening, as Rick no doubt intended. He had scared up a date for Betty so he had scored points with Julia. Now he was just figuring out how long he had to party until he could take her home and really score. Betty and I were just props for this evening as far as he was concerned. "So recite somebody else's poetry," Betty said. She was sitting forward, her head pivoting slightly to catch noises and scraps of conversation around her. Evidently she hadn't figured out her role as part of tonight's scenery. "Please." Well, if she wasn't yet ready to turn invisible I figured I'd cut off Rick before he could make the point more clearly. "Here's one," I said, facing Betty. Now let no charitable hope Confuse my mind with images Of eagle or of antelope. I am by nature none of these. I was, being human, born alone. I am, being woman, hard beset. I live by squeezing from a stone The little nourishment I get. In masks outrageous and austere The years pass by in single file. But none has ever merited my fear, And none has quite escaped my smile." Enough silence followed for Rick to ask us all what we wanted to drink and to start waving for a waitress. Betty sat back in her chair looking thoughtful while Julia studied Betty. Rick gave our drink order, then stood and suggested Julia dance with him. I talked with Betty about her work and about books and poetry while they were gone. Our drinks arrived at the same time the dancers returned and Rick ordered another round since this one had taken so long to arrive. We talked a bit more among the four of us when Rick announced it was dance time again for him and Julia. This time as they arose Betty asked if I would like to dance. I said yes and she stood up. I got up quickly to lead the way through the crowd to the dance floor. We danced to a fast tune and I got to study Betty a bit more. She was of average height but seemed rather heavy set. She moved well to the music and seemed to enjoy dancing. When that song ended and the band began a slow number I was surprised that Betty stepped toward me with one arm up at shoulder height indicating she wanted to dance close. I was even more surprised as I put my hand on her back and felt that her body was much firmer than I expected. I moved my hand around a little as we danced exploring the hidden terrain and trying to figure out what it might look like. Not fat, that was for sure. At the end of that tune I put my hand on her upper arm to steer the way back to the table. It felt large and firm as well, larger and at least as firm as my own. She quickly shifted to hold my arm so I wasn't pointing or pushing her, just setting our course back to the table. The next few hours passed in a pretty standard bar manner. I alternated my drinks with glasses of water to pace myself, the women sipped their drinks at half or a third the pace I was going, and Rick charged right along. I had the sense Betty was sizing up both Rick and me through conversation on various topics - sports, politics, art, and hobbies. Rick is a charming guy and got some good laughs out of her, but was clearly getting drunk and kept steering the conversation back to his favorite topics: sex and himself. We ate and drank and danced until about nine when Betty announced she needed to go. I offered to see her home in a cab because I was ready to leave as well, and she agreed. As we headed toward the exit she again held my arm, but I was able to put a hand on her shoulder as we went through the door. It was as thick and firm as the other places I had felt. By this time I had reconsidered my original impression that Betty was a stout woman and was agreeing with Julia's description of her being athletic in some way. In the cab I sat close enough that my arm was pressed against hers, and I got a thrill pushing against such solid flesh. I didn't muster the courage to put an arm around her shoulders, but I had decided to ask for a phone number so I could call about going out again. No need. When we got to her building she asked if I would like to come up for a nightcap. I agreed quickly. She unfolded her stick and walked confidently up the stairs to her door. Inside Betty flicked on the light switch, nearly blinding me. She asked me to please switch off as many as I wished, that of course she had no sense of the right light level and preferred erring on the high side, then let her guests fine tune things. As she got the drinks I went around switching off all but two lamps around the room to set a conversational mood for myself. It seemed a little disorienting to me that the adjoining rooms were pitch dark. Betty walked in and out of the blacked out kitchen with no hesitation and I heard the tinkle of glasses and a bottle. She placed two brandy glasses on the coffee table in front of me. I was sitting on her couch and she sat in an easy chair with our knees almost touching. Before we drank she asked what I could tell her about Rick. My heart fell. Another conquest by my charming friend. I started mumbling some vague, noncommittal things - great jokester, life of the party - when she stopped me and said she got the idea. "Julia asked me to go out with the two of them so I could help size him up. She wanted a second opinion before she got too serious with him. I'm going to tell you the same thing I plan to tell her tomorrow. He's bad news. He isn't just a drunk, although that will probably take over everything else in a few years if he doesn't move on to something stronger. He's a manipulator who isn't capable of giving a damn about anybody around him. Unless it's to find a way to use them. I defended enough criminals to have good radar about that sort. He may not break laws, but he is not somebody you want to trust." I started to protest but she cut me off. "Did he mention I was blind when he invited you tonight? Did he tell you anything to help make an informed decision? I've met him before so he knows some basic facts about me. What did he tell you? If he were a friend he had some obligation to let you know some basic information. If you talked with Julia she might have hedged out of concern for me, but I'll bet she would have given you something to base your decision on." This was a little scary. She was talking like she had known Rick for years rather than a few hours. I decided to change the subject rather than go into all the flaws of my friend. I proposed a toast to good poetry. We drank and she asked why I picked the poem I had recited earlier. I said it somehow seemed like it would speak to her, a woman who had made it through law school and into her profession. I avoided mentioning anything about a handicap. "I liked it. It did feel like it was talking directly to me, and could talk just as directly to any woman. I guess that's a sign of a good poem," she said, and sipped her brandy. I told her the poet was named Elinor Wylie. Then I finally got my courage up. "I'd like to see you again. Would you like to go to dinner Saturday?" "Possibly," she said slowly. "Would you take me out without asking for what you have wanted from me all evening?" I sputtered, stammered, choked and asked what she meant. She stood up and ran her hands down the front of her body. "You want to know what my body is like. You've been stealing little pokes and feels all evening. Would you ask me out without getting the answers to your questions? I'm blind. I use the same methods to find out what people look like that you were using. I'll let you check me out if I get the same permission." I thought quickly. "Let's do it this way. What do you think is the most important thing I should know about you physically?" She hesitated only a second, then walked into the black hallway and went through a doorway. I followed. When I stepped inside she said I should turn on the light next to the door. We were in what could have been a second bedroom. It had a desk with a computer keyboard, some speakers, a tape recorder and some books in Braille. And weights. Betty was standing in front of a barbell I gauged at 100 pounds. There were more iron plates stacked around and two pair of dumbbells, along with a small bench for doing presses. "The most important thing you should know about me physically is that I can do this," she said. She crouched over the bar, lifted it smoothly to shoulder level and pressed it ten times overhead. "What I wonder is can you do the same," she said setting the bar back down and stepping aside. I'm in pretty good shape, but I don't use free weights much. I suppose I can push that much seated at a nautilus machine but frankly hadn't lifted a barbell that heavy. I took off my sport coat and took my place. I got it up to my chin all right and paused. Betty laid a hand very gently on my shoulder. I started pressing the bar overhead. After the first couple I needed more body English than Betty had used. Each rep became a struggle trying to balance the bar overhead and keep my back straight. Before I got to ten Betty said, "That's enough. Go ahead and put it down. Now we both know. Would you still like to ask me out?" I was a little embarrassed, but said I would very much like to see her this weekend. She walked me to the door and offered her hand again rather than a good night hug, much less a kiss. My mind was spinning as I sorted out the right bus to take home, and it wasn't because of the brandy. On Saturday I drove Betty to dinner at a jazz club. We had time to talk and get to know one another better. She wasn't very familiar with jazz, but I had picked a pretty mainstream group in a club that wouldn't be too smokey. I thought the evening went well and I was really getting to enjoy Betty's humor and intelligence. I was careful not to go probing beneath the loose dress she wore without a clear invitation. I dropped her on the sidewalk right in front of her apartment and she again invited me to come up. I did a u-turn to find a parking spot halfway down the block. I thought it would be better if she were standing on familiar ground in front of her building rather than crossing a sporadically busy street with me. She heard my footsteps approaching and turned to start up the stairs. I saw a figure emerge from the shadows under the stairs and approach her. Suddenly the stranger hit Betty in the side of her face and grabbed the purse she wore across her body bandoleer style. I shouted and started running toward them. Betty was almost jerked from her feet by the strap of her purse but recovered. Her attacker gave another jerk and the strap broke, but Betty held on to the purse. Then she swung a roundhouse right that caught her attacker in the side of the head. He let out a shout, and Betty yelled for me to stay back. I saw he wore a ski mask to disguise his face. She released her purse and dropped into an odd boxer's stance with her arms crossed about a foot in front of her face. She was bobbing and weaving and talking to the person in front of her, whom she was maneuvering into a corner between the building wall the stairs. As I got closer I heard her say, "Come on Rick, no balls for a fight? Are you pissed because Julia got tired of your limp-dick games?" Her opponent said something I couldn't make out and she exploded with a combination of fast punches. A left jab landed squarely on the mouth that had given her range and direction to her target. His head snapped back so her second left jab glanced off, but she followed with a right hook to the body that landed hard. The larger man grunted in pain, but recovered to throw some punches of his own. Betty caught most of them on her forearms and shoulders, but some got partially through her guard. She threw a couple more quick jabs and her attacker backed off the sidewalk into a gravel bed that ran along the building wall. With the sound of his feet on the gravel she drove forward and forced him back against the wall. She put her head down in the middle of his chest and threw half a dozen hard shots into his midsection. She didn't have a lot of room to swing but she was delivering solid blows left right left right into his stomach and ribs while he hammered ineffectually on her back and shoulders. Her punches sounded like the collision of something hollow against a solid surface, like a basketball dribbled hard on cement. Finally he cried out, braced against the wall and used both hands to push her backward by the shoulders. Then he spun away from the wall and ran off into the darkness. Betty dropped back into her boxing stance when she was pushed off and was again bobbing and weaving trying to find her target as I approached. She heard my step behind her and spun ready to fight but I told her it was over. I saw blood trickling from her nose and a murderous expression on her face. For an instant I was afraid for my own safety as well as hers, but then she dropped her hands and began crying. She told me to bring her things and ran up the stairs, one hand feeling in front of her and the other fumbling for her keys in a pocket. I found her stick and purse and followed her to her apartment. The door was open and I turned on the lights. I closed the door behind me and heard sounds from her back room. Turning on lights as I went I followed the sound. She had wiped a hand across the bloody nose so her face now had a crimson smear across one cheek as well as a trickle to her chin. Her hair was disheveled and her face had a wild expression as she frantically raised and lowered the barbell. Each time she raised it with such force it looked like it would sail a foot above her hands if she didn't hold on. She was chanting over and over, "God damn it, God damn it! I hate this!" After several presses she shifted her grip without putting the weight down and began curling the hundred pound bar, again with explosive power and ferocity. I stepped over and put a hand on her huge, hard biceps. "It's over, Betty. You beat him. It's over." She let the weight hang, then set it down and turned away from me. "I hate feeling helpless like this. I hate knowing that anybody could just attack me and I'd never know it was coming. I hate having to wonder if I'm going to trip over something or step in a hole or have some invisible bastard hit me in the face. I hate feeling like a helpless blind woman waiting for something awful to happen," she sobbed. I put my handkerchief under her nose and hugged her close to me. In the back of my mind I noted how wide her back and shoulders were as I put my arms around her, and how solid. "It's over. You beat him." I murmured it over and over. After a minute of this I led her into the living room and got her seated in her easy chair. "Is there someone I should call? Do you want me to call the police? Would you like a glass of brandy? Please tell something I can do here." She said she didn't want to see anyone, didn't want anyone knowing she had had a close call because she hated people worrying or feeling sorry for her. She didn't want to call the police because that would just be a waste of time. Of course she hadn't seen who it was and neither had I. She said she did know it was Rick because he made enough noises that she could recognize him from his voice, even if he hadn't said any words. And she thought she might have recognized the sound of his footsteps. None of that would convince a jury. She said she had talked on Friday with Julia about her impressions of Rick, and that Julia had broken off with Rick as a result. Now he was evidently taking it out on Betty. "I'm going to spend the night here on your couch," I announced. "You shouldn't have to be alone after what just happened." I went into the kitchen to look for her brandy and glasses. When I had a couple shots poured I came back. I told her she had blood on her cheek from the nosebleed, and a bruise high on one cheek. I told her I would wait while she took a shower, then I would go to my place to get some things for staying the night. She agreed and went into the darkness of her bedroom, then into the dark bathroom where I heard her run the shower. She spent about ten minutes letting the water run over her. When she returned to the living room she was wrapped in a long bathroom with her wet hair pulled back. She sat with her legs tucked under. I was struck how her broad features, fair hair and coloring made her resemble a lioness - the dangerous sort of lion. We talked for a few minutes, then I asked if she would be all right if I went out for half an hour to get things from my apartment for staying over. She said she would be fine. Before I left I turned out all the lights again, feeling she was safer in the dark. It took me ten minutes to drive to my apartment, another five to grab the clothes and bathroom things I needed, and five more to get to Rick's. When I pulled up in front of his place he was just coming down the stairs, holding his midsection. One look at his split lip and I knew Betty was right. He had attacked her. "Hey, Rick, how's it going?" I greeted him, smiling. "Not so good. I must have the flu or something. I'm headed for the doctor. Sorry I can't talk," he mumbled and tried going around me. I poked my finger in his side and watched him recoil in agony. "I'd say it was something more than flu. Did she break a rib for you?" He looked around to see if anyone else was with me, and nodded. "I'm hurt inside. I just puked blood. I gotta get to the emergency room," he whined. "Good idea. Then I'd get packed and head out of town. It took her about five seconds to beat the shit out of you in a fight you started. Next time she'll pick a dark spot where you can't see any better than she can and really take you apart. You won't know if your next date is leading you to her, or if I am, or if she's waiting in your room when you come in some night. Good luck, buddy. I can't wait until Julia and I start spreading the word to everyone you know." I poked him in the side again and left. I was back at Betty's apartment within my half hour. We hugged good night, then she went back to her dark bedroom. I turned out all the lights and stretched out on the couch. I had been lying awake in the darkness for about an hour when I heard her soft footsteps come to my side. She lifted me like a baby in her strong arms and whispered, "Its time we went to bed." For the first time I was feeling her naked flesh next to mine, the skin softer, the muscles larger and harder than I had expected. She carried me into her room and laid me on the bed and crouched above me. "Sorry, no lights in this room. You'll just have to look me over the same way I will you." In the blackness I tried to form a picture of her body. It was just like the old story of the blind men and the elephant. Betty was like a stone wall, a cannon ball, a tree trunk tapering to a hand. So many impressions as I ran my hands over her. I would feel an arm and massage its firmness, then ask her to flex and feel muscle explode under my fingers. I rubbed my hands over her back and asked her to tense the muscles. The flesh suddenly felt like oak. She was running her hands over me at the same time, and we both got to electric curling hair at the same time, probing genitals and preparing to move to the next act. She pushed me down and ran her tongue up and down my body, then took my prick in her mouth and worked it for a moment. I barely saved myself from exploding, and she stretched herself over me, body to body at full length. She rubbed her hard body against mine, then took me in her hand and began to slowly insert my dick into her. I was in an agony of anticipation as she slid up toward my hilt by millimeters, then began powerful thrusts against me. At no point was I in doubt who was in control. I gripped her powerful glutes and she slid her hands under my own butt and began lifting me against her. I moved my hands to her shoulders and felt them tense and relax rhythmically, swelling with power as she pressed me into her, then let me ease down, in and out, in and out. Her shoulders and upper body felt solid as stone, large as a mountain. I awoke slowly the next morning. I was disoriented from waking in a room and bed I had never seen before. I had only fragmentary impressions of the night before. Making love to Betty in the darkness seemed unreal, despite the signals my tender groin was sending that something powerful had been at work there. I tried assembling the partial impressions I had formed of her body as I felt it in the dark, but could not come up with a picture of a complete person. I thought I must have been confused in some of my impressions of size when I thought about her shoulders, arms, thighs. I smelled the coffee she was bringing before she entered the room. One glance brought all the confused impressions into focus. Naked in the morning, her body looked like it was built from concrete blocks. She walked to the edge of the bed and set a cup of coffee on the nightstand next to me. I reached out to rub her leg and wish her a good morning. "Good morning, sleepy head," she purred, running her hand over my chest and bending to give me a kiss. "That's for sleeping over with me last night. I hope I wasn't too aggressive. After being attacked, all of a sudden I just got this combination of horniness and needing to be held. Was it okay?" "It was fabulous. I knew you must be strong from your weights, but you are incredible. I've never seen muscle like this on a woman," I said a little nervously. "Thanks" she said. "You're in good shape yourself. I haven't been with many men, but it's nice that you don't have any fat." She said the last part a little shyly, like she was uncertain about her experience as a lover. "Listen, I'm sorry that I suspect your friend of attacking me last night. I'm just glad Daddy insisted I learn to box when I was growing up. He had to raise me and my two brothers alone and he refused to let me ever feel helpless despite my blindness. Sometimes something just happens that leaves me feeling completely alone and vulnerable. It was sweet of you to stay with me last night." I gave her a little kiss on the bruise that showed on her cheek from where she had been punched last night. "I don't think you'll ever have to worry about Rick again." I thought about how thoroughly she had mauled him, and got more nervous. "Is that going to show?" she asked. "I'm supposed to meet my brother at the gym on Tuesday and I don't like getting him worried. I'm the oldest but he always wants to take care of his poor blind sister. I suppose I can use the old 'walked into a door' story." "You work out with your brother? That's nice," I said a little vaguely as I started caressing her soft skin. She giggled a bit. "Yes, he wants to make the Olympic team again, and I work out with him twice a week. I actually work out six days a week, but he lets me lift with him so we can get time together regularly. I found out years ago I can concentrate and remember information like case briefs and statutes and contracts better if I hear them while I'm exercising. It's like the information gets absorbed deeper than just into my brain. I spend about three hours lifting weights while I listen to taped transcripts or law books on tape or other stuff like that." Wow! Three hours a day pumping iron. No wonder she was in such great shape. I pulled my hand back. "What does your brother compete in?" "He's a weight lifter. This will be his second Olympics, if he makes the team. But he still says his proudest day was when he bench-pressed more than I could. He finally caught up with big sister." I had grown up with sibling rivalry in my home as well, so I could relate to this a little. "How old was he when he caught you?" "Well, I think it was when he was a sophomore at the state college. I know I was in law school and a combination of his growth spurt and my getting too busy studying to stay in shape let him slip past. He hasn't looked back since." Now I was getting scared. She has a brother who lifts at a national level, and she was stronger than him until he was roughly twenty? I suggested we go out for breakfast, but Betty said she felt like staying inside for the morning. She wasn't worried about her safety in the daylight, she just felt like nesting for a while. I showered and dressed quickly. She gave me a long kiss as I left and said she hoped I would start writing my own poetry again someday, she would like to read it. As I drove home I wondered if I would ever get up the courage to call Betty again. I never did, but the next weekend I did start going out with Julia.