A GAME AT YANKEE STADIUM by Mark Newman (marknew742@aol.com) There's more at stake for Mark at a Yankees game than he would ever guess Mark Sullivan didn't often to go Yankee games by himself, but tonight a friend of a friend of a colleague in his New York office had offered him a single ticket, and since he was rarely in New York he took it. The seat wasn't bad -- the main level, midway down the left field line, but only five rows from the field. And even though it would be over ninety degrees at game time, he figured a few quarts of water would keep him cool, along with a beer or too. Since it was a Monday holiday off after the fourth of July weekend, he went up to the Stadium early, enjoying the show of scantily clad girls parading around the stadium. He watched the Orioles take batting practice, noticing Ripken hitting several balls over the left field fence. He was glad Ripken had recovered his form after giving up the Iron Man record. Soon the scoreboard came to life, with a series of advertisements for the Daily News, the New York Commodity Exchange, and JVC. They ran a DiMaggio video, and then a bloopers tape that was so funny that he almost missed the three women coming through the crowd to sit next to him. Two of them didn't interest Mark in the least, but the third, who was sitting next to him, looked very, very nice. She was young, probably just out of school, and was a little bit small for his tastes, but she had a gorgeous face and a good figure with an attractive hint of muscle tone. Her skin was smooth and she had bright green eyes, a trait that always turned him on, especially after years of Marilyn's brown ones. He smiled at her and she smiled back. Since his divorce, Mark had mixed feelings about a new relationship. With Marilyn as committed to her career as he was to his, the two of them had not had children, they were each self- sufficient, and their assets were generally easy to divide other than a few sentimental things and the beach house they'd had to sell. Still although divorce was not traumatic, the whole experience left him reluctant to start another commitment. But he loved women, and at the age of 31 his 6'2" well-muscled frame, along with his ample income, gave him plenty of opportunities to fill his calendar and his bed. Sometimes he arrogantly thought that it was getting the women out of his calendar, and his bed, that was the real problem. Mostly, though, that attitude was a mask for the unease he would feel when he had to tell a woman he no longer wanted her. This girl, however, looked to be worth taking a chance. He was just about to start up a conversation when there was a buzzing around him. Someone nearby had won one of the stadium promotions they ran on the scoreboard. He looked up. It was run by something called The New York Power Exchange and his seat was the winning one. "How do you like that? I won!" he said to the girl. "Wow! I've never won anything." "I wonder what the sponsor is. It sounds pretty strange, like a trading floor for power companies selling electricity to each other." "You're right, it does," she answered, laughing, "but -- Just then, a woman in a blue suit and a baseball cap with a NYPE logo made her way to him. "Good evening sir. Is this your seat? Can you show me the ticket for Section 65, Box C, seat 4?" Mark pulled out his rain check. "Very good." She was completing some forms on a hand held computer. "Congratulations, sir. You have won a $20 power rebate. All you have to do is purchase from The Wiz, within the next three months, three or more of the electronic appliances listed on the back of the rebate form, mail it to us with the receipts and your electric bill, and we will arrange to credit you with $20 on an electric bill one or two months afterwards. The details are all on the on back of the form." "That's quite a prize," he said, sarcastically. "I'm not finished, sir," she said, a little impatiently. "If you wish to exchange the power rebate you can play our exchange game. To do this, you must select one other fan in the stadium tonight who is not related to you by blood, marriage or adoption. He or she will play against you." Mark looked over at the girl next to him. "Do you want to play?" "Sure," she agreed. She turned to Mark. "Your name, please." "Mark Sullivan." "And Mr. Sullivan, are you over eighteen years of age?" He smiled. "I'm sorry, but I have to ask you. New York State law." "Yes," he smiled. "I am." "Good, she said, continuing with the details for her computer. "And you, miss, are "Debra B. Torrengs. And I turned twenty one last month." The NYPE woman nodded and handed Mark the device, which looked like a Psion, but with a NYPE logo on it. "I'll just ask you to key in your best guess which team will win the game tonight and then to indicate that you accept the rules of the game. That's all there is. Mr. Sullivan, as the winner of the drawing, will choose first, and then Miss Torrengs will take the other team." Mark looked at the little computer. The whole thing seemed very involved. He keyed in Yankees on the tiny keys, clicked on "accept" and then handed it to Debra, who did the same with the Orioles. As she handed it back to him he felt a little tingle up his arm. He could tell she noticed it too. "Um, miss, you should have this device checked out. I think we both just got a shock." "Thank you. I will do that, sir. Now, I hope you enjoy the game, both the Yankees and our little sideshow. We'll check back with you later." She left. "It seemed like a lot of trouble for a $20 Con Ed rebate," he said. "I know. And she was so serious, too!" "You like the Yankees?" "Yeah, especially Derek Jeter. He's very good, isn't he?" "He may be one of the best. We'll see. Pettitte started out very well, but he's been doing worse every year. Jeter seems to be getting better." "Well, he's very popular." Mark liked the way she talked. Her whole face lit up, when she looked at him, especially her eyes. He could fall in love with those eyes. He stopped himself though. He took a swig from his water bottle. The game would start soon, right after the national anthem. "Do you work in New York?" "Uh-huh. I'm just starting a new job next month. I graduated from Hunter College in June. I'm very excited. It's a marketing job with a small company, but it's involved with the internet, so it could end up very big. And I like the people, even though some of the guys are sort of too geeky for me." She wrinkled her nose a little and smiled. "That's great. I work in finance, bringing some of those companies public. If you hit the right one, you can do very, very well." She nodded, listening to him intently, and took a quick look down at his hand, his bare ring finger. "Maybe we can get together, you know, later." "That sounds cool. But I'll have to check with my friends, you know. I don't want to abandon them or anything." She looked over to talk to them, but they were talking about some problem, so she shrugged, got out a pen and wrote her phone number on Mark's hand. "You don't mind, do you? I'll talk to them later. Barbara's boyfriend just left her." Mark nodded sympathetically. This was going nicely, he thought. He might even see a little action tonight. Pettitte was starting to pitch. His first few throws were balls, a bad sign. Then Anderson hit a shot to the right side, but Knoblauch speared it for the out. Rescued from that problem, Pettitte promptly walked the next batter, Bordick then gave up a single to Surhoff and then Belle, scoring Bordick. As he crossed the plate, Mark felt a little sick and closed his eyes. "Mark, are you all right?" "Yeah, sure. I just felt a little dizzy. I hope it wasn't the hot dogs." "I know. It's really hot out here. Maybe you should drink some more water." Mark nodded and drank half of his container. "Yeah, that's better," he lied. He looked back at the field, worried, but Pettitte got the next two batters. Then in the Yankee half of the inning Knoblauch led off with a double and advanced and scored on the next two outs to tie the game. "Smart baserunning!" he said and he and Debra clapped, then she stopped suddenly. "Oh, I forgot! I have to root for the Orioles. I have them, don't I?" "Yes, I guess so. Well, you can root for the Orioles, and Jeter." "That's a great idea!" She laughed and put her hand on his arm. "Are you feeling better?" "I'm fine now," he said. And he was. He looked over at her again. She was very cute, for sure. He felt a pleasantly tight sensation in his shorts. This could be a very good night. Unfortunately, Pettitte continued to get behind on the hitters, and Ripken led off the next inning with a double. Pettitte got the next hitter, but Ripken scored on a single, and Pettitte got behind on the next hitter and walked him. He retired the next two, but the Orioles now led again, 2-1, and again Mark was feeling a bit sick. He looked over at Debra, chatting with her friends. He noticed her legs for the first time and how muscular they were. Maybe she was a gymnast or a runner. He'd have to ask her later. He was out of water, so he got up between innings to refill his water bottle. A little walk and more to drink would help. By the time he got back the Yankees were already out of their inning, and Baltimore was nearly gone too. Pettitte was settling down, it seemed, but he was still throwing too many pitches to last on this hot evening. Maybe that was just as well. In the third, Brosius led off with a single and after a sacrifice and a Knoblauch walk the Yankees had two men on base with Jeter up and only one out. The crowd was into it now, clapping away. So was Debra. She smiled at him again and he looked her over, surprised at the way her biceps jumped with each clap. He hadn't realized her arms were so developed too. Just then he heard the crack of the bat. Jeter had hit a sharp ground ball to Bordick, the shortstop, who turned an easy double play. The Yankees were out. The next inning started well with Ripken striking out, but that led to a double and a walk and then Brady Anderson hit a double, scoring one run and leaving the Orioles with second and third with just one out. Mark felt dizzy again, and watched Bordick strike out for the second out. Surhoff hit a long single to right, and with the runners moving one more run scored and it would have been worse except that O'Neill threw out the second runner at home, ending the inning. Mark was really feeling ill and started to get up, thinking to get more water. "Are you O.K., Mark?" "I ... I don't know." "Just sit. Barbara will give you some of ours." She looked over to her friend, who took Mark's bottle and filled it. "It's really hot. You'll feel better if you just close your eyes and relax a little and keep drinking, I'm sure. " "Yeah, maybe you're right." He closed his eyes and felt a little better, then sipped the water Barbara brought him. "Now just stay there. Keep your eyes closed. I'll tell you what's happening. O'Neill's up now." "Really? He just made that great play. Funny how that always seems to happen." "I know!" she agreed. "I can tell you're feeling better already. Ok, O'Neill walked on four pitches." He did feel a tiny bit better, but he still felt weak. She called the pitches and Williams had worked the count to 3-0. He opened his eyes. He wanted to watch this. On the next pitch, Williams swung at an outside pitch, then fouled off the next for strike too. It was a full count, a key play. Everyone was on his feet except Mark. He heard the crack of the bat and a groan. He stood too and saw another double play, ending the threat. The inning ended with a long fly out by Martinez. "They're just not bringing the guys home," he complained. "No," she agreed. He looked over at her more closely. Her shirt was tight on her, and her breasts seemed higher than he'd thought at first, pectoral muscles visible above them. She met his look directly, almost inviting him to say something. But she couldn't be growing. That was crazy. And although normally nothing would deter him from just saying what came to mind, he held back. It seemed too weird and he lacked the strength to explain himself. So he kept quiet. She looked at him, and her brow furrowed, then she turned away to talk to Barbara. A moment later the woman from the Power Exchange came over. "How are you two doing? Enjoying the game?" Debra turned back and nodded. Mark shrugged. "Well, that's to be expected. The Yankees are losing. Sir, we did have the unit checked out and there was a short circuit. We have repaired it and thank you for bringing it to our attention. We'll see you again before the end of the game." She walked quickly away. "Hey, wait," Mark called. "Drat!" "What's wrong?" "I had wanted to ask her what the prize is. Not that it looks like I'm going to get it. I hope for your sake it's better than that rebate." "Thanks. It would have to be, you know?" She looked at him again, as if waiting for something, then shook her head and shrugged as he settled back into his seat and closed his eyes to rest. He didn't say much to her at all the next two innings. She chatted with her friends, and he continued to feel strange, like his body wasn't his. He felt so hot and weak that he just didn't want to move and watched the game as if through a gauze curtain. The Yankees threatened in both the fifth and the sixth but didn't score, while the Orioles went down meekly. At least Pettitte seemed to have his stuff again. She'd look over at him every so often, but he still felt too strange to say anything about what he was feeling, and soon she was spending most of the time turned away from him. The heat was probably getting to her as well. His expectations for after the game were starting to go downhill. Torre replaced Pettitte with Grimsley in the seventh, and he didn't look sharp. Belle led off and hit the ball hard, but right at O'Neill. Then Conine singled sharply and Amaral hit a long fly to left, which Ledee caught. With Ripken up Debra was perched on the edge of her seat expecting something. Sure enough, on the third pitch Ripken tagged the ball hard, sending it to deep left field. Both Williams and Ledee chased it, but it cleared the wall and the Orioles led 6-1. A huge wave of weakness washed over Mark, and he leaned back in his chair. His heart was pounding. What if he was seriously ill? Did he have to call an ambulance to get him to a hospital? In the Bronx? He opened his eyes to see Debra hovering over him. He stared at her. Her arms were huge, her upper arms studded with softball-sized biceps. His own felt so heavy and weak. He lifted them with a great effort, and was startled to see just a small swelling in his upper arms where his own biceps should have been. His arms were smaller than he could ever remember -- he'd always been muscular, even as a child. "What the fuck is going on here?" Debra turned to him but didn't say anything. "Don't you see it? Something strange is happening to me and to you too." "I know." She said quietly, with a pursed smile, a little tone of guilt in her voice. "It's the New York Power Exchange game, that's all." "The what?" "The power exchange. You know, you picked the Yankees. I picked the Orioles. My team is winning, so the power goes to me." He stared at her blankly. "Your power. Your strength." "But that's impossi -- this is crazy!" She shrugged. "I'm getting out of here." He moved to stand up, to join the rest of the crowd who were abandoning the Yankees for the evening, but Debra put her hands on his shoulders and held him in place, motioning to someone with her head. "What seems to be the problem here?" It was the woman in the blue suit. She must have been right nearby and looking at them. "What the fuck is happening to me?" Mark said, in a panic. "Excuse me sir? This is the game you and your friend signed up for." "The -- I've never heard of such a thing! What kind of an outfit are you?" "The New York Power Exchange is a non-profit organization dedicated to restructuring disparate power relationships, whether racial, sexual or financial, for the purpose of developing a more just, diverse and interesting society. Our financial affairs are regulated by the New York State Attorney General's Office, and copies of our charter and financial records are available for inspection at the Attorney General's offices in Albany." Mark stared her. "What kind of mumbo jumbo is THAT? You can't do this to me! It's got to be illegal. You can't just take somebody's strength away. It took me years to develop this body. You have to stop this right now and give me back my strength!" "I'm sorry sir, but I cannot do that. You entered the contest freely, as did Miss Torrengs. It would be unfair to her to cancel the contest simply because the Yankees, and you, are losing. And I assure you it's entirely legal. Our lawyers have given us a firm opinion, as has the Attorney General. We have not administered any drugs to you, nor have we violated your bodily integrity. The full details of the NYPE game were available to you on our hand- held computer, and you have accepted the terms -- without reading them I know, but that was your choice." "I don't have to stand for this." He turned to Debra. "You'll just have to let me go. I'm not staying here to be part of this farce." She took his hand off his shoulder. "I think it's worse though, Mark, if you leave." "That is correct. Unless you become seriously ill or have a family emergency, if before the ball game ends you leave without the consent of the other player you forfeit the game and the score of the baseball game will be deemed to be 11-0. Based on our models, this would leave Miss Torrengs with almost 95% of your non-essential strength." Mark stared at her. "The Yankees already have one run; unless the Orioles score 19 runs, you will end up much better than a forfeit. I really suggest that you stay. You know what they say, sir. 'The game is never over until the last out.'" She gave him a businesslike smile and walked away. He turned to Debra. "You-you knew about this all along?" She shrugged and looked down at her feet. "I'd heard about them in my Women's Studies course, I guess. Yes." "I can't believe it. And what would you have done if the Yankees were winning?" "I don't know. I wasn't very strong. It's not like I had a whole lot to lose. I guess I would have started over again, working out a little, you know." She looked back at him. "Hey, you picked me. I didn't make you do it." "I know, I know. It's just -- "Come on, let's watch the game. Anything can happen, you know." While they had been talking, little had happened. The Orioles made their third out, and the Yankees were retired in the seventh with only a walk to their credit. In the eighth, Grimsley continued to look shaky. The first batter walked, and then Anderson hit another sharp line drive that Knoblauch caught. There was another walk and now Surhoff was up again. Mark couldn't believe that Torre had left Grimsley in the game. It looked like he had given up. But so much was at stake! Mark's heart pounded as Surhoff took two balls and then swung at a fat pitch, right down the middle. The ball soared off his bat into straightaway centerfield. Bernie took off after it, then slowed down and watched it sail over the wall with room to spare. Mark glanced over to Debra and her excited face, then with horror turned back to the field and watched the Orioles circle the bases, making their unhurried and unhindered progress from base to base. As each runner touched the plate a new wave of dizziness engulfed him. He felt as though his body was caving in on itself, his breathing becoming more labored, his heart pounding, as his weakening muscles struggled to take in air and pump blood. By the time Surhoff has reached the dugout, Mark's arms and legs were like sticks with a thin coating of soft gelatin, while next to him Debra arms were visibly growing, her muscles sprouting like a time-lapse movie of a rain forest bursting into bloom, her face flushing with vitality and power. Soon at the urging of her friends she was standing on her seat, the crowd cheering her as she flexed her biceps and expanded her huge chest again and again, stretching her perspiration-drenched shirt to transparency. Her biceps rose out of her arms gigantically, Mark's large muscles looking twice the size on her smaller frame as they had been on his arms. While Torre brought in a new pitcher, the scoreboard monitor searched the stadium for the source of the excitement and quickly found Debra. The cheers grew even louder as their pictures appeared on the stadium television, Debra's muscular poses bringing everyone in the whole stadium, which had little in the game to cheer about, on their feet to roar again and again with each titanic flex. And next to her, clearly visible, was Mark, his thin, sickly body a pathetic contrast to Debra's muscular power. "The New York Power Exchange" flashed on the scoreboard several times. Then the new pitcher was ready and the game resumed. Mark's heart sank further as Belle hit a double, but the last two batters hit weakly to Jeter and the inning ended with the Yankees down 9-1. "Debra," he begged. "You have to do something to help me. I can't live like this. I'm so weak." She frowned at him. "Come on, I didn't think you were a welcher; you agreed to play the game and you have to finish. Just let it happen Mark. They could still pull it out, you know." She turned to her friends, clearly annoyed, showing him her broad back and shoulders. He could tell she was talking about him, but he couldn't hear what she was saying. He could see them laughing, though, one of the girls stroking her biceps in admiration, and he turned away to watch the game by himself. Jeter led off. Debra looked at the batter's box and started clapping, rooting for her favorite. That was sporting of her, Mark admitted to himself. He ignored the sight of her biceps exploding each time her hands met and tapped her on the shoulder. "I'm sorry, Debra. I - I don't know what I'm saying. I'm kind of in shock." She smiled back at him and put her hand on his bony leg. "I understand, Mark. It is pretty weird -- for both of us." "You ... really want all that muscle? I mean, you're a very attractive girl." She smiled. "Thanks, but I, uh, do like it. Yes. Being strong is pretty cool too. And you know, some guys really like strong women. But even if they don't ... well, I like the way I look and feel. Don't you think my arm looks nice?" She held it out for his inspection. He nodded reluctantly. Something about her smooth skin made her muscles look ... gorgeous. And he know what she meant. He'd always loved being very strong. And now ... he couldn't think about it. Not yet. Jeter had failed to get on base at least once in a game only one time all year, so he was due. He waved to some kids in the stands and gripped the bat. He let one strike go by and then grounded weakly to Bordick, who threw him out easily. O'Neill singled, but Bernie struck out. Then Tino walked. There were two out, and Chili Davis was up. Even if he could knock in a couple of runs, that would make a difference. He'd get some strength back, and then, maybe they'd keep on rallying. He watched intently. Chili took a strike, then a ball. He swung hard at the next pitch and hit a long foul into the seats. The next pitch was a ball. Mark took a deep breath, realizing he hadn't breathed for at least thirty seconds, and looked over at Debra who was staring intently at the field, her prodigious muscles tensed. And then Chili hit a long fly to left field. The ball soared into the air while Surhoff chased it. Surhoff leapt -- and speared it, crashing into the wall. Debra tightened her fist as if to help him hold it, her forearm and biceps bulging hugely, and Surhoff did hold on. The inning ended. Mark's heart sank further when the Yankees took the field. Most of their stars had left the game, replaced by rookies and castoffs getting some rare playing time. Except for a double, the Orioles did nothing, but then it was the turn of the second stringers. Curtis flied out to short center field, Mantos to short left, and then Girardi tapped out to Bordick at short to end the game. The lady in the blue suit was standing nearby. She checked to see that both of them had stayed at the game and punched some buttons on her computer. Mark felt a snapping in his body like a door slamming shut. He looked up and she waved and left. As the sounds of Sinatra singing "New York, New York" filled the stadium, Debra jumped into the air, then caught her two friends, lifting both of them upside down in her strong arms as they squealed and pounded her on the back, laughing. She put them down and turned to Mark, who had stood up and now steeled himself to show the sportsmanship he had been taught. "Congratulations, Debra. I -- I don't really know what to say, except ... you're a nice girl and I hope you -- She stretched up to kiss him on the cheek. "Thank you, Mark. I'm sorry it had to be you. You're being totally great about it. Hey, I know you don't feel well. Let me help you out of here." She lifted Mark onto her shoulders, and the four of them made their way through the crowd, up the ramp and out into the street, where she helped him down. On her shoulders he had brief sense of power, towering above everyone else in the crowd, his legs dangling against her breasts as her body glided easily through the mob, but now, on his feet, he felt shaky again. Even though he probably weighed no more than 125 pounds, his knees threatened to buckle with each step and he couldn't catch his breath. He cleared his throat. He couldn't bear to let her get away. "So, uh, listen, Debra, we should have that drink. Where to you live? Are you going down the west side or the Lex?" Debra's smile froze on her face. "Oh! Right! But, uh, Barbara, we have that thing, don't we?" Barbara looked up. "Oh definitely. Yeah, we had some other plans, you know, friends from college. They're meeting us after the game. Hey, we have to go or we'll miss them!" She grabbed Debra and they ran off, waving one last time. Mark tried to follow, but the crowd pushed him every which way and he had no strength to push through. It was all he could do to stay on his feet, and by the time he'd steadied himself, they were gone. He stared at her phone number on his hand, then closed his trembling fingers around it, carrying his empty hand home. [MN: The account of the game follows a game I saw, in 100 degree heat, on July 5, 1999. The names of the fans have been changed to protect their privacy.]