Karen - some thoughts




Hi everyone, Karen the boxer here, aka pregnant and frustrated I cannot box
Karen the Boxer that is. Karzo1@aol.com. I have written many an account of my
boxing life here on this site and as a result I receive hundreds of emails
daily, mostly nice but many not so nice. What I have found among these emails
and texts, even from the crazy people, is that you have similar questions. You
can all look back at my stories on this site and one other site as well and
obtain a lot of information about me from the web. Plus, my picture appears
not only on my personal website of course but on MANY MANY others, none of
which I authorized but nonetheless there for your viewing pleasure. There are
a handful of bloggers who chronicle my every move and 2-3 of them are spot on
while the others are way off. So here today I want to answer the most common
questions to satisfy the vast majority of my fans and even the crazies, lol.
In no particular order.

Stats: 39 1/2 B+-28-34, I am 5'9 and 1/2'' and run about 145lbs ... ... .all
pre-pregnancy of course. My age? Let's say over 45. YIKES lol

Personal: Born in Israel and lived there until I was 17. Lived inNYC for about
25 years and now South Florida. Three sisters and one brother. I was married
3x and am currently married to a great man. One daughter and one baby on the
way soon!! Yippeee. I bare fisted boxed a LOT and now do very little of that
since I really hurt (badly and seriously) too many people that way plus I hurt
my own fists so now box with gloves. As you all know I have beaten many women
AND men over the decades. I know I was born to fight. I LIVE for the knockout,
always have and always will. KO's are the most erotic thing on earth for me
followed by own body.

Best bodypart: no question my ABS. I have a very very defined 8 pack. Next
batter up are my biceps, not huge of course at about 13 inches, followed by
chest, back and triceps. I do lift a lot.

Best lifts: I do not usually lift heavy so not to damage my back,which I have,
nor do I want man muscles. I curl dumbbells for reps with 25 and 30's but can
hold my own with 45's when I am trying to show off. I can usually do 3 sets of
5 with 45's but with 25's I can go all day. From the bench my max was 215, I
have done that 3x and was able to get it up 2x each time. I workout with 150
for reps. I am MUCH stronger than I look and I do, as most of you know, look
pretty damn strong.

My cheating: I have always admitted it, been judged by many as a result but it
is a fact of my former life. Except for the first year here in the US with my
first US boyfriend I have ALWAYS cheated on my men. I always had at least 2
relationships going at the same time and 99% of the time all parties knew what
I was doing. I love men, love sex, love to show off my hard body and I
cheated, simple as that. Call me a whore or whatever as I have heard them all
and it is irrelevant. Been with 2 and 3 guys at the same time and the list of
my cheating is long and documented and I do not run from it. However, since I
have been married and with my current man, for 2 years now, I have not and
will not cheat again. Huge change for me but I made that decision a while back
and I have stuck with it. Period.

Did I ever "attack" anyone or beat anyone for no reason- Again, being 100%
truthful the answer is yes. Between the ages of 19-23ish (college and law
school) I went thru my mean stage. My mean stage was pretty nasty where I beat
up, knocked out and humiliated a lot of people, mostly women but a fair # of
men too. At clubs, parties and a variety of places I would punch out some
people, often knocking them out cold since they were not trained fighters and
hurt them physically and psychologically. Yes, the psychological damage is
deeper and longer lasting for sure. There was one year I beat up 23 women and
KO'd 90% of them. Not bragging at all and I feel badly looking back but cannot
deny history.

Have I ever lost a fight? Yesssssssssssssssssssssss, many. Including being
KO'd myself 9x. Look if one fights as much as I do it has to happen. Not a lot
of course bc I am damn good but it has happened. My first loss was against a
much bigger guy when I was 19 and I just really beat the shit and I mean BEAT
THE SHIT out of his wife in their yard in Brooklyn, NY. He was 33. I have lost
fights to a pro kickboxer THRE times to the same woman, lost to professional
boxers 4x and to men and other women over the years. In my almost 30 years of
fighting I lost at least a dozen times and maybe a drop more.

Do I fight topless? No as a rule but rules do or have gotten broken over the
years here and there but generally not my thing.

Vegas- Ah what can I say? Been there and done that for a VERY long time. I
would go there with boyfriends when I was in college and law school and have
the most amazing times. Use my fists to destroy a woman or two at a club or
even by the pool a few times, quick fistfights to either take their man or
prove to my man that I am amazing. We carried on like lunatics back then. Way
too much to write here.

My worst moment? LOL I have a few to choose from but one I regret to this day
since I am still friendly with this guy, Lenny. Long story short, I was 24 as
was he, both of us Upper Eastsiders, both similar social settings, he was a
spoiled brat in his father's manufacturing biz and I of course was and will
always be a spoiled brat too, lol. Lenny was just a fling, cute and nice, nice
bod during the short time we dated. He used to bring athletic women around for
me to beatup and get totally off on it. I liked the whole scene too since he
would pay these women a lot of money and then promise them even more if they
could beat me and a ton of money if they could KO me. He had to bring 10
different women to me for me to destroy. Some were better than others but none
came close to winning, at least 90% were knocked out cold. He loved it!
Anyway, he took me to St Thomas for a week vacation and the 3rd day I see this
hunk of a guy I wanted- I would say 6'3 broad shoulders, awesome body and I
swear writing this now is making my nipples hard as I remember him well. I saw
him and his wife on the beach and froze saying to myself should I or shouldn't
I walk over there or not and just take this guy? Anyway, I let it go until
that evening we were dancing by the bar, I was wearing a nice Caribbean type
dress and a bikini top to do what I am best at which is showing off my body
and muscles. I see Mr. Hunk who I later realized was as dumb as they come but
the man had a bod to die for. One word led to another, and he may have maxed
out on the number of words he knew, lol, and I was getting all hot from him
when his wife comes over and starts giving him attitude. So before he
commented back I got in her face and pushed her and told her she needs her ass
kicked. I see a big smile on his face and now Lenny walks over. So the four of
us are standing there and I am DYING to punch this woman in her face and take
the Hunk back to my room or to the beach and fuck his lights out- just dying.
So, she goes and grabs my hair and I throw 8 uppercuts to her gut and she
drops like a stone. With that the Hunk jabs Lenny in his face and immediately
he starts bleeding from his nose from just one shot. We are off to the side
almost behind the bar so nobody sees yet. I stand next to Mr. Hunk and it just
felt so right ... ... .. I grabbed his hand and walked to the beach and told
both of them to follow if they want. His wife was on fire, a real typical
Italian New Yorker, cursing and making a scene and poor Lenny followed to even
though I told him not to. On the beach I turned and ate her alive. Jab after
jab in her face then a right hand dropped her and I bent down and grabbed a
handful of hair with my right hand and punched her in the face with my left
until her eyes rolled back and she was a bloody unconscious mess. I felt
amazing doing this bc my sexual adrenalin was flowing as I HAD to have this
guy asap. Lenny stood there, erection in it's glory and still holding his nose
and the Hunk faced him. Poor Lenny started crying and walking backwards and
calling me to help him. I looked up and did not say a word while Hunky hit him
a good 4x and knocked him to the ground crying and bleeding and I told him to
stop. I stood in front of Hunk and told him lets leave them here and go to my
room t he most amazing time while Lenny stayed in another room alone. I did go
back there 3 times to apologize and even gave him a handjob twice, although I
did make him eat his own cum each time and I apologized to him several times
but this is who I am and apologized again and held him in my arms as he cried.
He was so into me and so intimidated he just sucked my breasts and told me HE
was sorry . Sad and pathetic as it was. No idea what happened to Hunks wife.
So it was a bad scene for Lenny and I did him wrong. He spent all of that
money for me to just sleep with another guy. I did it, it was wrong! When we
went back home I had NO desire to see the Hunk again but of course he called
me 100x and I told Lenny we were thru too. I did allow Lenny to jerkoff in
front of me several times after that but no more than that. So this was a low
point for sure

Dress Up and Slaves- Yes, I have made many a man dress up in women's clothing
after I beat them. I totally enjoy watching their reactions, which range from
hysterical crying from the humiliation of being first beaten and then putting
on makeup, dress, bra, wig and "performing " for me. Some embrace it and enjoy
it but most hate it at first. Slaves? This started a LONG time ago, but it is
when I have people who I beatup or more likely knocked out and they become my
"slaves", performing tasks for me from household chores (including everything
you can think of) to becoming my boy/girl toys. Again, some if not most
embrace the opportunity to serve me while some loathe it. They are always free
to go of course. Some get slapped around for doing a not perfect job at their
specific chore while some have gotten raped and verbally and physically abused
for the same. I LOVE HAVING SLAVES. Currently have 2

Current husband- Yes he is #3. Now #1 was and is a wonderful man but our
timing was bad. He suffered some horrendous beatings (3) and was knocked out
2x barefisted in our apartment. After many years of therapy we are and have
been friends for a long time. Now #2 and the father of my daughter is a total
and supreme asshole. #1 was married for love and I was young, however # 2 was
married for love PLUS I loved the fact he was a player. Great body, good
talker, could box too and was "experienced". Ended up being an asshole who had
the SHIT beaten out of him 9x by me. Current hubby is the ONLY man I have ever
been with w/o cheating on him and to date have not beaten him either. He is a
GREAT guy, great father, funny, sweet, dropdead handsome, good bod and totally
knows his place with me and my world of fighting. Love this man!!!! No, he
does not box.

Rape- Yes I have raped 11 men and some of those, like hubby #2 numerous times.
Some of these guys cried for an hour, some have begged, some of cum as I was
doing it and a few have grown to like it.

Bodybuilding- I am NOT a bodybuilder despite having ample muscles as most of
you know. Never took steroids, do not want to look like a freak like these
women do and do not compete as one. I have competed in fitness, figure and
even bikini over the years. I have boxed many a fbb including many famous
ones. This ranks up there with my favorite types of people to fight. They are
strong, athletic, think they are the most powerful people on earth, most are
nutty bc of steroids and NONE can fight but boy o' boy can they take
punishment especially when I am verbally abusing them in front of their
friends during a private match. I have SERIOUSLY hurt a bunch, knocked out all
but 2 who suffered broken noses and had to quit.

When was my first KO of a guy and woman. First KO of a woman I was just 18 and
it was my first b/f's wife and she was indeed a boxer and 29 years old. I KO'd
the first time barefisted and the second, like 30 days later, gloved. Both in
their apartment. WAS AWESOME. First guy I really stone cold KO'd not just
knocked down and quit was when I was 20. That happened in the UNDERGROUND in
NYC in front of 80 or so people. Just hand wraps on our fists and he was short
at 5'8 and 160lbs. I bloodied and damaged this little man who was kinda cute
and laid him out flat as a pancake. This was also the first time I had an
orgasm in front of so many people watching his body twitch unconscious to the
roar of so many.

Was I ever with a woman?- I LOVE MEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Always have and I think,
lol, they love me too. However, I have experienced women 5x. First 3 were not
my choice as I mentioned I was KO'd several times myself and 3x by one women,
a professional and well known Kboxer in California. First time we fought I was
21 and she destroyed me, not even close and kicked the crap out of me. Anyway
... .. she did that 3x, yes I should have learned my lesson but I am stubborn
and even stupid sometimes. She was gay and each time she "enjoyed" me for
several hours after each beating. I did, which is the life I lead as a private
underground fighter, whatever she told me to do so I will leave it at that.
The two other times I had women (and believe me I get hit on by women as much
as I do by men which is almost every single day of my life!!) it was with
fitness women the week of a competition. No names but they were famous and
stunning and it was after arranged fights by their hubbies who thought they
would easily win- not even close. One woman I jabbed her left eye closed in
the first round alone and played with her so badly she was literally crying in
the corner in the 4th round as I ripped her apart and made her face
unrecognizable before the KO. I took her and her hubby for one awesome night
(this was in Arizona) and had a ball flexing my muscles, shadow boxing for
them and eventually beating up the hubby barefisted- truly a wonderful night.
They got divorced within the year and I am sure I had something to do with it.
She is one famous woman who is actually older than me! The other one was not
as dramatic but something about her I wanted to have and a much faster boxing
match and early KO and then the fun occurred.

Rough sex- not sure where so many people find out about this but time to
address it. Yes, for the past several years I have gotten onto rough sex. VERY
ROUGH sometimes. Forget about the men prior to my husband as I will address
this about us. There are times, not a lot but I do enjoy it so we do it we do
rough sex. I have slapped him (literally) bloody and to tears a few times as I
was on top and him inside me and we orgasm together. Smacking him in his face
and him in mine as hard as I can and visa versa until he cannot take it
anymore and breaks down crying and begging me to stop, getting a bloody mouth
and covering up as I continue to backhand and smack him away and verbally
abuse him is OUTRAGEOUS fun sometimes and having a joint orgasm and then
pinning his arms to the bed while I am on top and seeing what I did to him
when I come down from that orgasmic high makes me SO damn hot. I only punched
him once and that was by accident as I got so caught up- that was bad bc that
one punch I saw his eyes roll back and that Was NOT cool. But I enjoy rough
sex as it allows me to showoff my strength once again.

MMA- I have fought just 4 fights this was but all I did was standup and box
and the 4 opponents were new like me so knocking them out was no great task.
Since I do not wrestle per se or kickbox well I am sure someone skilled in MMA
could beat me if I did not KO them early.

Paid to fight - VERY often the tournaments pay us. I however, do not fight for
money as I do not need money like the average person. I admit to being brought
up with money, very spoiled by wealthy parents. Additionally, I was a partner
when I left my firm and made a lot of money then too. I have been paid to be a
"bodyguard" 3x and that was a blast. Even though these people paid me I did it
for an ego thing. I got paid a LOT of money to shadow these 2 women to France
as they basically shopped their asses off as their husbands did business for 5
days. Not only did I get paid a lot they also bought me clothes and bags. It
was great. I posed for them at night and allowed them to punch my abs to show
off my strength but that was it. The third one was I accompanied a businessman
to California for 4 days and was his "date" at various business functions and
made sure some nutty woman he was cheating on stayed away from him. She did
show and I dealt with that with ease and he paid me plus gave me a tip of
diamond earrings. I allowed him to eat me out twice. All were fun experiences

Gifts- I implore and have implored people NOT to ever send me gifts. Of course
men I was in relationships with and family are obvious exceptions. Many years
ago and I mean many years ago, gulp, while in my first year as an associate at
the Law Firm I worked at for 12 years, the name and address of that firm and
my home address got out. As a result I would receive tons of flowers, gift
cards, letters, jewelry, clothes, vacation vouchers and many an offer of
various kinds all sent to my firm and to my doorman at my apartment. All of
which was totally unacceptable and embarrassing, especially at my firm, but
even to my apartment since I was married at the time. Literally 100% of all
the gifts were given away to charity or to individuals. My doorman and his
friends were thrilled with the windfall which was wonderful. To this day,
although that barrage of gifts slowed down considerably over a two year
period, to this VERY day, some 20 years later I still receive the following on
my birthday: cards, flowers, at least $5,000 in cash ... yes cash, jewelry and
clothes. Cannot hide with the internet anymore. If you are reading this and
you are one of the 50 or so people who still send me gifts PLEASE STOP. Thank
you. I appreciate the kind words, the celebration of my body and fighting
skills and all of that but it is OK to stop. Thank you!

Will I compete after I deliver this baby- YESSSS!!! I will continue to box
until my mid or upper 50's as I know women who still do and they are nowhere
in my league. I will also do some physique shows in the Master class or
whatever exists at that time. But fighting is what I was born to do and love
to do and I LIVE for the next KO and it is who I am.

Sex before a fight?- Damn right it relaxes me

Why do I flex and like showing off?- gain this is who I am . I admit to being
conceited, I love my body like everyone else does, love my defined muscles,
love intimidating men and women with my fighting skills and muscles, love
wearing clothes that accent my 8 pack and arms and LOVE the reaction it gets,
love watching people point at me, love watching men AND women stare at me
especially like other women doing that, love being stopped and asked questions
about my physique, love buying clothes and having the salespeople comment on
my body. I work hard to look this way and LOVE showing it off. How great is it
for me to showoff my body to the boyfriend of some 20 something knowing that
not only is my body better, AND ALL NATURAL, but I can beat her unconscious
and take her hubby if I wanted to as easy as that. LOVE IT.

Plastic surgery- nope never ever and hopefully never ever. I will age with
grace and maturity.

Youngest and oldest I fought- When I was 30 I beatup a young man in my
building in the city and he was 17. A spoiled brat with a spoiled mouth who
needed a beating while his parents were in Europe. Even when I was a kid at
that age I fought older women than 17. Trust me he was never the same. The
oldest was a 56 year old guy in GREAT shape here in Florida. Gave him a very
good and humiliating beating but we are friends now and he is a decent boxer
albeit slow and should lose 10lbs- good man in every way. Also have fought 4
women in their mid 50;s several times in tournaments- same 4 women who are
part of this circuit. I KO'd them all but they are great women, brave, all
married or with guys in their 30's now which is typical, all from Midwest and
sweethearts. I happen to be faster and stronger but they knew that yet they
all entered the ring ready and willing even though EACH one was beaten and
KO'd before by me. They, like me are warriors and brave and I love them all.

Posters in Miami- Yes, of course that was me on all the buses and bus stops 2
years ago and of course I gave them permission. Still see some here and there.
It was a wonderful experience. For the few who do not know it was me all
sweaty hitting the heavybag total pumped wearing a very small sportsbra and
next to that me all made up wearing a black evening gown that was strapless
and form fitting. The line underneath said " to look like this ya have to
workout like that" all for a healthclub.

Arm wrestling- OK here is the story on this. Yes, of course I arm wrestle! I
have gotten challenged to this activity only a kazillion times. No, far from
an expert although I have to say my technique is decent. LOVE beating guys at
bars and parties and like everyone says I am MUCH stronger than I look AND I
look damn strong as you know. Watching my biceps explode as I beat some guy
with a huge erection as his wife or gf looks on with sadness as I humiliate
him is fun. Yes, of course I have lost arm wrestling matches too and yes a few
times to huge women. I may beat the living crap out of fbb's in the ring they
can beat me in arm wrestling sometimes. Beating "civilians" as we call it is
SO much fun, beating the newbie fbb's are also so much fun, beating the
younger generation be it men or women is also So much fun. Expert I am not but
I do like it and have done it a lot

Wrestling in general- No, not my thing. I have bedroom wrestled with my men
over the years and that is fun but far from anything formal. I have perfected
the choke hold over past 1-2 years and that I must say is a major turn on and
have done so several times with men, before I was married and at least half a
dozen times to my husband and to several women at the gym and in my yard. What
I like about it most is the feel. Feeling a fit man or woman go limp as I
choke them out is AWESOME and seeing them wake up and realize what I just did
to them is AMAZING and orgasmic but not close to knocking someone out with my
fists but still a hoot. Yes, I have been on the other end 5 different times, 3
men and 2 women and yes I paid "homage" to each of them in the usual way. All
friends from the gym so not really big fights or anything. I am best at
bedroom wrestling with my luscious hubby.

Humiliation- Yes, in fact this is (sometimes) part of a match. Being
challenged by a "macho" guy, a big mouthed woman or a variety of others,
humiliation is part of it. Many times I kept a match going versus knocking
someone out, and by using 50-70% of my power I would continue punching them
and distorting their faces as they get black and blue, bleed, get swollen
beyond belief and otherwise cause them tremendous pain AND verbally taunt
them. Some have said I act like a surgeon in the ring taking some of them
apart until they are crying and begging me to stop to halt the humiliation in
front of their friends and family. I have had a few drop their hands and beg
to be knocked out then stand there and get beaten to hell. I have had men
masturbate, literally in front of their friends in the ring, after suffering
and I mean suffering a horrendous beating. Countless times I have had men and
women hysterical cry and apologize to me in the locker-room after beatings.
Apologize for challenging me or saying the wrong thing to me. I have "taken"
their men after a beating and have had some watch me make love to their men or
have their men eat me out in front of them in the changing areas. I can go on
here but suffice it to say that humiliation is sometimes part of the process.
Understand, since I have lost fights too and as I mentioned I too have been
KO'd, I have been on the other end of the humiliation a dozen or so times. I
have been made to dance naked, give the man or woman oral sex and a few things
I won't mention. The private world of private fighting is the world in which I
live so that's that.

Weight training- way back when this was not part of our training but it has
been for many years. I enjoy it since I LOVE LOVE LOVE my muscles. LOL

Favorite type of person to fight- Really depends on situation more than the
person. Loudmouth, macho types, black people, player-types, fbb's are all fun
to destroy. Also enjoy koing the younger "fitness types". The 20 something's
who have these wonderful bodies and fake boobs sometimes who think they can
fight. Spend 3 rounds disfiguring them and putting them to sleep is rather
satisfying I must say

Hate mail?- Of course. It goes from people who I physically and emotionally
destroyed, family and friends of these folk, general oddballs' online, people
who envy me, relationships I ruined with my fists over the years, anonymous
misfits of all kinds and anti-Semites. All irrelevant- heard it all

OK covered a fair amount here- email me with anything else

Karen