| I could no longer argue or try to resist, I decided I was going to simply do what they wanted me to do, and as soon as this day would be over I would be on the first plane back to Sacramento. | |
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"How about one with her sitting and you standing?" I obediently sat down on the floor. God, Victoria was huge. |
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| "And one standing, for comparison." |  |
| "Let's see if you are taller than her on your knees". |  |
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And she was. Standing on her knees behind me, she was still taller than me. It was unbelievable
but true. I felt smaller than I ever did in my life. With Victoria's hands gently wrapped around me, I did feel weak and defenseless. I knew that her powerful arms could do anything they wanted to my tiny body. |
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| I felt her enormous hand on the front of my pled skirt, which, by the way, I was now slowly growing used to. As he gently hugged my body, I realized how vulnerable I was. How weak and helpless they made me feel. |  |
| I could no longer hold it in. Tears starter rolling down my face. I was trying to hold them back. |  |
| For a second I though I was strong enough to hold it in, and then I let go. I was crying like a child that these amazons wanted me to be. I knew that this was the wrong thing to do, I should have shown them it did not bother me, but instead I was weeping like a little girl. |  |
| Without getting up from her knees Victoria turned me around so that she could see my face, and then in very gently voice said: "Don't cry little girl, don't cry. It will be ok. Nobody is going to hurt you here". |  |
| Her voice was so loving and gentle that without even realizing it I stopped crying. |  |
| She extended her gigantic hands toward me and said in even a gentler voice: "Come little girl, aunty Vicky will make you all better". |  |
| Without thinking, I extended my hands toward her. I could not explain what happened, it was as if the instincts took over. All I wanted was to be hugged by her. By this gentle yet strong woman who I felt this connection with. |  |
| Through tears I could see her beautiful face, with this amazingly warm smile. |  |
| And I wanted that smile to be for me. I wanted to be her little girl. I wanted to be held. |  |
| She pulled me forward and I wrapped my hand around her warm and enormously large body. |  |
| There, in her arms, I suddenly felt safe and at ease with myself. I felt like I belong there. |  |
| I did not care about anything else. Did not care about the skirt and blouse I was dressed in, did not care about the pigtails and ping ribbons in my hair, did not even care that the woman who was holding me so close was twice my size. I did not care about any of those things. I was happy. |  |
| "Well then", I heard Jennifer's voice behind me. "Now that we know who we are, I think we should take our little girl for some ice-cream". |  |
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"That is a great idea!", said Victoria and got up from her knees with my little body
in her hands. I was now being held at least 4 feet in the air. "There is a great place just down the street from here." |
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| So Victoria and Jennifer walked out of the Bridal Shop. I did not want to be outside dressed like that, but Victoria just carried me out, and I ended up on the street. | |
| Both women started walking down the street to the ice-cream shop which was about 15 minutes walk. During the entire time Victoria effortlessly carried me as if I really was a little child. I was so humiliated, that I could not bare to look around. I just wrapped my hands tightly around Victoria's neck and did not move. |  |