PROTOTYPE - epilogue By Heck Comments to heck@beadyeye.me.uk EPILOGUE - ONE Jennifer Lydon herself gave the eulogy. By modern tradition, as an ex-astronaut, Lucy was entitled to burial with full honours at Arlington Cemetery. Her aged cousin had attended, and even shed a tear for the relative she had never met, but deferred to me as the closest person to Lucy's heart. I had declined the honour, in my pain seeing it as an affront to Lucy's dignity to be interred in a military/government grave when she had suffered so much at their hands. She was cremated at a small, intimate service conducted at a private funeral parlour with just the cousin, Rob, President Lydon [plus security entourage] and me present. It was almost unprecedented for the President of the USA to attend such a small ceremony, let alone speak at one. I saw it as a fitting honour to the dignity of such an outstanding woman as Lucy, and I welcomed the gesture. Jennifer Lydon, at least, had never tried to exploit Lucy in any way, and had showed her nothing but support right from their first telephonic meeting. It was only right that she should speak. Lucy had been an example to us all, the President told us. She had been moved by her quiet dignity and gritty determination, and had been impressed by Lucy's adamant refusal to exploit her tremendous physical and mental gifts, or allow them to be exploited by the unscrupulousness of others. Even in death she had made an enormous contribution, not only by giving her life in defence of Lydon and me, but since, in that medical science had been able to learn much from her. Shortly after her death, even before all the hoohah had died down, Jennifer Lydon called on me in person. It had been Lucy's intention, she said, to allow medical research into her enhancements in the hope that benefit could be gained for people less fortunate, and wanted to ask me if I would permit an autopsy and detailed research to be carried out. I protested that it wasn't my call to make, that there were living relatives that should be consulted. The President said that, if anyone knew what Lucy's wishes were, it would be me. Then I flat out refused. The thought of masked and gowned figures slicing into that magnificent body was too much for me to bear. I broke down into a fresh flood of grief, shaking my head and repeating the word 'no' over and over. To her credit, Lydon didn't push it. She simply stood up and patted my shoulder, saying she would give me time to think about it. A few days later, in a rare lucid moment, it dawned on me that this was what Lucy had wanted. In life, the only way should allow her abilities to be used was for the benefit of her fellow humans. In death, she would have wanted no less. As a result, significant progress had already been made, especially in the areas of cancer research and autoimmune pathology. That had been six months ago. It had taken them that long to gather all the tissue samples and measurements they needed. What we cremated this morning was not Lucy. It was what was left after the medics and scientists had got through with her. I didn't break down at the service. After my initial grief, I lapsed into a numbed, dazed state. It takes me all my time to get out of bed in the mornings these days, and I don't seem to be able to concentrate on anything for more than a few minutes at a time. President Lydon has pulled some strings and I'm back on staff at SETI, drawing full pay, but I haven't been back to work, yet. After the funeral, after I had said my private goodbyes and the President and her staff had gone, Rob had dragged the cousin and me to a bar. To drink a toast, he said, to the memory of Lucy. He had talked non-stop, filling the cousin in on all the details of Lucy's brief life from her arrival, comatose, at our labs right up until we left him, injured, at Miriam Cooper's farmhouse. His cast was long gone, but he still had a very slight limp. "I remember the first time she realised her strength, man", he had said. "I, like, toss her this hard-assed ol' apple, right, and I tell her to sque- e-eze it. She looks at me like I'm this, like, you know, crazy person, but I'm like, 'no, go on, squeeze it'. She does, and wham! It, like, you know, explodes, man, all over the place. She's, like, 'wow!', and I'm, like, 'I know!', and she's all, 'cool', and I'm all, 'yeah, I know, way cool'. Incredible, man, and she was, like, so stoked about it. It was like all her birthdays at once, you know? Right, Sean? Sean?" I was in one of my daydreams. I get like that a lot, these days. "Sean? You with us, Dude?" "Hmm? Oh, aye". Rob stared at me for a long while, concern on his acne-pocked features. "You gotta give this up, man". "What? I'm OK", I lied through my teeth. "Self pity, man. Look, she's, like, gone, you know? You gotta let her go. I'm hurting too, man, but we gotta let her go. You have to have closure". "I have closure. Sumner and Bouvier have gone to prison. Santana's dead. That's closure". "Yeah, maybe, but you gotta let go too, man. It's, like, you still expect her to come walking in, big as life, and you want to stay in this blue funk until she does. But wake up, Dude. It ain't gonna happen. Lucy's dead, man. Deal with it". "Easy for you to say". "No, man, it isn't. I loved her too, you know? Maybe not like you did, but I loved her all the same. I feel the pain, you know? But just think what she'd say if she did walk in and saw you like this? She wouldn't want you to be this way, man. She'd, like, want you to be taking care of business, man. Not to forget her, you never will, but to get on with things. Make your life count, man". Those last five words were the ones that did it. 'Make your life count, man'. That was when I knew he was right, when I knew that Lucy would want me to get back on the horse, back to the world of the living, and make my life count. So that's what I'm going to do. I'm going back to SETI and do something more positive than just listen for signs of extra-terrestrial life. I'm going to find the aliens that rescued Lucy, and make contact if I can. They must have so much to teach us, so much to contribute. I'm going to make my life count and, in doing so, I'm going to make Lucy's count, too. EPILOGUE-TWO The monstrous dark triangle of the Pagtanaruu ship Quashnim hung silently in space like a gross black bat. Small but powerful station-keeping thrusters fired intermittently, showing as occasional hot yellow bursts, but otherwise the craft showed no signs of life. Cloaked, it remained undetected by the inhabitants of the blue-green planet below. On the bridge, overseer Yyzell stared at his screens in silence, the flickering images reflected in his enormous eye. The cilia on his back stood erect and phased from deep red to angry black, signifying his intense irritation. None of his staff dared to approach him while he was in this mood, and he squatted on his command bench as a dark, brooding presence. Eventually, he extended a pseudopod and shut the offending images off. Just behind him, Healer Mryma heaved a deep sigh and reached out to touch the Overseer gently, comfortingly. "I don't understand it", Yyzell complained. "Our initial studies indicated that these were a fairly advanced species. One would have expected reason, compassion, empathy, but they behaved barbarically". "You have to give them some latitude", Mryma reasoned. "They are a young species. They have made some remarkable advances, in their limited way, but have yet to mature. Do not forget, Overseer, they have only been in existence in their current form for a few hundred thousand of their sun- cycles. At that stage, our own civilisation was still living in rock pools and making basic tools. They have a long way to go". "Yes, but even so, I had high hopes of them. I thought, when we returned the female to them, there would be great rejoicing and they would treat her kindly, using her enhanced abilities for the greater good of all. Instead, they kept her in secret and were intending to use her for violence and war. These are not the actions of an enlightened people". "True, but there were some who tried to help her. The three males for instance". "Three males out of seven billion. And one of them was brutally killed, trying to help her escape. The other two suffered much through their association with her. They were hunted and betrayed at every turn. I swear, at one stage, I was sorely tempted to destroy the whole zhalk planet. It is a good thing that our species, at least, has foresworn violence on that scale". Yyzell slid off his bench and turned to face the healer. He saw the pain in her eye; she had been affected as much as he. She pursed her oral vacuole and flushed blue in an analogue of a smile. "There is hope for them, yet", she said. "Their leader, the female they call Prez-den". Her vocal apparatus struggled with the unfamiliar sounds. "She was supportive, once she understood the situation". "Yes, but ... " The Overseer faded to green, resigned to the failure of his pet project. "We made them a gift of the most perfect specimen of their species that has ever existed, to show them what they could become. To help them realise their potential. And what did they do? They tried to turn her into a weapon". He moved toward a portal, ready to leave the command deck. "Helm, lay in a course and take us home. "I am very disappointed in this species". THE END Copyright "Heck" 2003