Ancient Chinese Secret by Femgrowth e-mail: femgrowth@yahoo.com Young female Chinese athletes get their strength from an unlikely source. REPORT to the drug abuse commission of the I.O.C. re: Suspected use of banned anabolic substances by Chinese female athletes. by: Dr. Richard Stone, M.D., Ph.D. (Canadian Delegation) My name is Richard Stone, and I am with the International Olympic Committee. It's my job to investigate claims of cheating, in particular the use of banned performance-enhancing substances in competition. In recent years there has been growing concern within the international sporting community about the Chinese, in particular over the obvious improvements in their young female swimmers, weightlifters, and gymnasts. Rumours about steroid use have been circulating for years, and yet our drug tests have remained inconclusive. The Chinese coaches, athletes, and sporting bodies vehemently deny these rumours, claiming instead that the physical improvement of their girl athletes is due to ancient Chinese herbal practices and, among other things, the ingestion of caterpillar fungus and turtle soup. This claim has met with incredulity and derision in the world press and within sporting circles. See the following website for fuller details: http://www.doitsports.com/running/athletes/chinese_women.html His Excellency the President of the International Olympic Committee, Sr. Juan Antonio Samaranch, has personally chosen me to investigate the training regimen of these athletes. My fluency in Mandarin Chinese, as well as my degree in physiology and my proven track record of fairness and toughness were no doubt instrumental in his decision. I accepted the assignment with a keen sense of the challenge and responsibility it represents. I flew to Beijing and was met at the airport by Ms. Li Meifeng, the head of the Chinese Olympic Committee's secretariat for external affairs. She was a slim woman in her mid-forties, but looked much younger. At five-foot-nine, she was considerably taller than the average Chinese woman. Ms. Li had been China's top javelin thrower in the early sixties, before the Cultural Revolution banished all athletic endeavour as being "bourgeois", "counter-revolutionary" and "foreign". After a period of "re-education" in a labour camp, Ms. Li used her athletic abilities to become a performer in what was called modern, revolutionary opera. She usually played a heroic woman soldier fighting against the Japanese, or reactionaries, or enemies of the state. Much has changed in China since the days of Mao Zedong and the Gang of Four. Even though the Communist Party retains its grip on political power, the government has liberalized the economy. China has opened herself up to the world, and this included participation in the Olympic movement. Since China is the most populous country in the world, there is tremendous expectation over the success of its athletes. With over a billion people, that is a huge pool of talent potential to be developed. Chinese athletes seem to be under a lot of pressure to perform well at the international level, hence the motivation to use performance-enhancing drugs. In the car taking me to my hotel, Ms. Li briefed me over the itinerary of my visit. I was to inspect the Beijing No.1 Socialist Workers and Peasants Sports Academy located on the outskirts of the city. "Beijing One", as it is often called, is the premier school for young girl athletes. Students are selected from all over China, and only those exhibiting the best athletic potential are chosen. It is considered a great honour to be a student at Beijing One, so the pupils and their families usually cope well with the long periods of separation. Seldom do students travel back to their home villages more than once a year, and this for only a few days. "The coaches and classmates are the student's new family," Ms. Li explained. The next day, while still recovering from jet lag, I was whisked bright and early to the school. My hosts seemed very open and eager to show off their accomplishments. As we arrived a large banner greeted us at the school gate, its message written in white characters on a red background, in both English and Chinese: "Welcome Doctor Stone to the Beijing No. 1 Socialist Workers and Peasants Sports Academy". The complex was huge, with several buildings including classrooms, gymnasia, and dormitories. Most were massive concrete edifices in the monumental Stalinist style. I was brought to the auditorium for a welcoming ceremony, where the uniformed students assembled and sang the school song for me, and school officials introduced me as an important visitor from abroad here to learn China's training techniques. They pointedly omitted the part about investigating whether those techniques violated international standards, and in my own speech I also avoided the issue, instead expressing my keen desire to learn and my heartfelt gratitude for such a warm reception. The children sat there silently, perhaps stunned to hear a foreigner speak their language, but they erupted in applause as I finished. A pretty young girl in pigtails, about 10 years old, brought me a large bouquet of flowers. For the first few hours I was given an orientation of the facilities. During the morning, half the girls were in classes studying math, geography, their devilishly difficult written language, while the other half were in training at the gym. They switched after lunch time. In the classes, they looked like any other ordinary Chinese schoolgirls, dressed in school uniforms, their hair in pigtails or ponytails, some with shorter haircuts. Many wore a red scarf, identifying them as members of the Young Communist League. They sat at attention, much more well-behaved than any group of Western kids would be. Classes ranged from Kindergarten to third year of Senior High, which is equivalent to Grade 12. Ages ranged from 5 to 18. Over 4000 girls were enrolled, and even the youngest ones were selected at the local level in villages throughout China for their marked physical ability. Sometimes, if a girl did not show satisfactory skill or dedication, she was sent back home to her province. This was considered a serious loss of face by the student and her family, so these girls were under a lot of pressure to perform adequately. Those who showed exceptional talent were not only subject to material reward and a chance to join the national team, but they received the respect and adulation of their peers, teachers and coaches. All the girls dreamed and strived to acheive this level. I asked about leisure time. Ms. Li told me that the girls had free time after dinner, between seven and nine o'clock. The younger ones usually played games with their friends, while the older ones wrote home to their family or read books. Rarely did any of the girls venture beyond the walls of the compound, though the older ones could do so as long as they respected the nine o'clock curfew. At lunch time, I was taken to the enormous school cafeteria. Imagine the din of 4000 girls chatting excitedly in Chinese, while slurping turtle soup. I forgot to ask my hosts how many turtles were sacrificed each day to provide meals, but I'm sure it's many. It was the only fare on the menu for breakfast, lunch and dinner, along with rice and steamed vegetables. I asked Ms. Li about whether caterpillar fungus was for dessert. She laughed and said that I would have the chance that afternoon to see how the girls used the caterpillars while in training. She said that turtle soup was for health, while caterpillar juice was for strength. This piqued my curiosity. That afternoon I was taken to a large brightly-lit gymnasium. On one side gymnastics apparatus were set up, while the other had barbells and weights. Over two hundred girls were milling about. I was told that ten- to fourteen-year old gymnasts would be training here today, along with weightlifters in the thirteen- to sixteen-year old range. The gymnasts were tiny girls in red leotards, limbering up with floor stretches. The young weigthlifters were wearing white t-shirts and red shorts. None of them looked particularly muscular. I began to doubt that these young elite athletes were being given performance-enhancing drugs. Then a whistle blew. The noise of girlish chattering was immediately replaced by a quiet shuffling as the girls formed two lines. The gymnasts were on the far side, the weightlifters closer by. A coach wheeled in a large aquarium which seemed to be full of leaves. I took a closer look. On the leaves you could see thousands of tiny wriggling neon-green caterpillars. The insects were munching the leaves. Strange, I thought. Nothing could prepare me for what I was about to see next. The gymnast who was first in line opened her mouth. The coach took one of the caterpillars out of the aquarium and placed it on her tongue. As the girl walked away, chewing the caterpillar, her entire body seemed to tense, as if she were being filled with energy. I could have sworn that her muscularity had increased slightly. I looked over at the weightlifters. Each of the girls was being fed two of the wriggling little things. Now there was no mistake: as soon as the girls swallowed the caterpillars, their muscles grew noticeably larger. I was shocked. For a few minutes, I couldn't say anything. Ms. Li came close to me and explained. A thousand years ago, during the Tang dynasty, there was a great famine in Yunnan Province. People were reduced to eating insects. The men who happened to eat the Chaonu caterpillar got sick and died, while it was discovered that women who ate them not only survived, but became unbelievably strong. Because of the patriarchy of the Old Society, it was forbidden to reveal the secret of the Chaonu butterfly. A few years ago some ancient texts were rediscovered where the properties of the caterpillar juice was recorded. Chinese scientists began to study the phenomenon, and it was decided that China could become a sports super-power if they could use this secret. In the beginning the caterpillars were ground up and served in the athletes' food, but it was found that fresher is better. At first some girls are put off at having to eat live caterpillars, but they soon get used to it. They even like it, I was told. Compared to Westerners, Chinese are far less squeamish about the things they eat. Chinese scientists were trying to discover why the caterpillar juice was poisonous to men while it had such a dramatically different effect in women, but they have not yet been succesful. An eleven-year old gymnast walked nearby, having just received her dose. "Miss? Could you come here please?" I asked in my most elegant Mandarin. She skipped forward, smiled at me and gave a little bow. "Could you flex your bicep, please?" I asked. The girl looked over at Ms. Li, who nodded assent. She flexed her left arm. Although the bicep barely stretched the sleeve of her leotard, it was noticeable and very prominent for an eleven-year old girl. I put my hand around it to feel its hardness. I was amazed. I am a former athlete myself, a shot-putter for the Canadian national team, yet with all the strength of both my hands I could not put a dent in that small bicep. I thanked the girl and off she went to the asymmetric bars. I had a million questions for Ms. Li. How long do the effects last? Are they cumulative? Have there been cases of overdose? She said that the effects last for about an hour, then the girls get back to normal. Chinese athletes eat some of the caterpillars just before a competition. While there has been a tragic death of a male athlete who tasted one, no girl has ever had any ill effect no matter how many she has eaten. I stopped a fifteen-year old weightlifter. She had just eaten two of the caterpillars. Her arms went from looking like sticks to having good sized biceps. Her deep chest muscles filled her t-shirt, while her buttocks stretched the material of her shorts. Her legs had looked like toothpicks, now they bulged with hard thigh and calf muscles. I had seen her earlier during warm-up trying to lift a certain barbell. She was unable even to get it off the floor. I now asked her to try to lift it again. She easily snatched it over her head. It was 70 kilos, or nearly 160 lbs. "How many are each girl allowed to have?" I asked. "For training, usually one or two, depending on the sport. For competition, three to five." Ms. Li answered. "Here at Beijing One, we sometimes reward a student by giving her a lot," she added. "A lot?" I asked. "How much is a lot?" Ms. Li called out to the littlest gymnast in the line-up, still waiting to get her dose. She approached. I recognized her. She was the pretty little ten-year old girl who had given me the flowers at this morning's welcoming ceremony. She stood no more than four feet high, and had skinny, delicate limbs. "What's your name?" Ms Li asked. "Zhang Xiaoyan, novice gymnast, third grade," was her military-style answer. Her name meant Little Sparrow. "Well, Little Sparrow, you did very well at the ceremony this morning." "Thank you, Ms. Secretary." "I also understand you're doing very well in your lessons, especially history. Here's something for you." Ms. Li took a bowl and filled it with about a dozen Chaonu catterpillars. She handed the bowl to Little Sparrow along with a pair of chopsticks. Little Sparrow looked at the bowl of wriggling caterpillars the way another kid would have looked at a bowl filled with her favourite candy. She smiled at Ms. Li and hungrily began to scoop its contents into her mouth. Her classmates stood near her, watching with anticipation and, I suspect, a bit of jealousy. One girl was biting her lower lip. Another was fidgeting, rubbing her arms. I think that the other girls wished that they had been selected for the demonstration. Still chewing her first mouthful, Little Sparrow held the bowl and chopsticks in one hand while she was pumping an imaginary dumbell with the other. Incredibly, her bicep was increasing with every instant. As she swallowed another mouthful, she switched the bowl to her other hand and flexed her other arm. Her muscles stretched her leotard to the point where it looked like it would rip. She shuddered as if bolts of electricity shot through her increasingly muscular body. Finally she finished the bowl and dropped it to the floor. The other girls swooped down to see if there was a stray caterpillar to be had. Meanwhile Little Sparrow flexed her new muscles, obviously luxuriating in the feeling of strength and power that filled her body. I approached her. "How do you feel, Little Sparrow?" I asked. A little bit of juice trickled down the corner of her mouth as she swallowed the last mouthful. Her entire body seemed to quiver with power. "Mmm. Feels so good," she said in her little girl's voice. " I feel strong enough to lift up a bus. A locomotive, even." She flexed her huge bicep and invited me to touch it. I had never felt such hard human flesh before in my life. Her body was unbelievable. I could not believe that this was the same skinny little girl who had given me flowers just some hours earlier. Her shoulders were broad and wide, like two round volleyballs. Her chest and back grew deep and full, tapering down to a tiny waist. Her upper arms were massive, nearly the size of basketballs. Her legs rippled and bulged with large, hard, vascular muscle. Her thighs were huge and striated, while her calves turned to rock-hard diamonds. You've seen gymnasts rearrange the seat of their leotards to cover their posterior after an exercise; this was impossible for Little Sparrow. The seat of her leotard disappeared between the two globes of her massively developed glutes. Her teammates crowded around her, running their hands over her, feeling her muscles. Little Sparrow flexed her biceps for them. She let two girls climb up on her shoulders, and she easily lifted up two others in the palm of her hands. She walked around carrying four girls without any sign of difficulty. "All right!" the coach bellowed. "Get back to your training! Novice gymnast third grade Zhang! Weight training today!" While the other girls returned to the balance beam and the other apparatus, Little Sparrow hopped to the barbell section, where a huge weight was set up for her. I saw that it was much larger than the Olympic clean-and-jerk record for super-heavyweight men. Little Sparrow curled her fingers around the bar, and with a little high-pitched grunt, she snatched it over her head. I was blown away. Here I was, an Olympic official, witnessing the shattering of every Olympic and World record in weightlifting in human history, by a ten-year old girl! Not only did she lift the weight with ease, she actually did shoulder presses with it, ten or twelve times. Trying to disguise my sense of shock, I asked Ms. Li how long Little Sparrow would remain that way. "Only about an hour," she replied. "When we reward girls in this way we have them hit the weights. If Little Sparrow were to use the gymnastics equipment now, it's likely that she would damage something." "Since the caterpillars obviously work so well, why don't you have your athletes eat a bowl of them just before competition?" I was wondering what would be Ms. Li answer. I suspect that the real answer was that the Chinese are well aware that this would be cheating. "Well, for most sports so much muscle and strength is not necessary; but even for weightlifting, we only want to win medals, we don't want to ruin the competition for other countries." In other words, we'll cheat, but not so much that it makes the competition boring or irrelevant. How about in training, I asked. Why are not all the girls given as much strength as Little Sparrow? "These caterpillars are very rare and expensive. We have enough for our training purposes, and a little bit left over for a special treat once in a while. If we were to give a bowl of caterpillars to each girl every day, the Chaonu butterfly would soon become extinct." "...and then where would China's medal hopes be?" I asked myself. As it is, I found out, Chinese entomologists were working hard to adapt the Chaonu butterfly to different climates and sources of food. They were also trying to breed a "Super Caterpillar", which would be several times more potent. "I've seen enough," I told Ms. Li. "I'm going to recommend that the International Olympic Committee ban the use of caterpillar fungus for all future competitions." Ms. Li was taken aback. "But it's a perfectly natural product, not a drug." "Drugs don't have to be chemical to be banned. I'm sure our scientists can find a test for whatever substance there is in those insects that has these effects. I'm also going to recommend that the Committee investigate the past abuses of this substance and revoke any medals or records acheived by Chinese athletes competing under the influence of this drug. I would not be surprised if China's standing within the Olympic Movement would fall under question as a result." As my staccato Mandarin was falling on her ears, Ms. Li was getting visibly angrier and angrier. Her face was getting red. Without saying a word, Ms. Li strode over to the aquarium containing the caterpillars. She took out a handful and called some of the girls lifting weights to come closer. Five girls, each about sixteen years old, went to her. She distributed a handful of caterpillars to each of them. Surprised at this unexpected treat, the girls quickly chewed and swallowed the gift. All of a sudden their muscles began to grow even bigger and harder, stretching their t-shirts and shorts. One girl flexed her bulging biceps, which were criss-crossed with hard, throbbing veins. Another rubbed her rock-hard thighs, which quivered with strong, striated muscle. Still another massaged her muscular pecs, and her nipples hardened to the point that they seemed that they would poke right out of her t-shirt. One girl felt her hard abdominal muscles, obviously revelling in their new bumps. Their muscularity increased to the point that each of them was now much stronger than I was, despite my athletic background and burly frame. Ms. Li ordered the girls to guard the exit, and they promptly obeyed. Understandably, they expressed loyalty to whomever could grant them the gift of superhuman strength. They stood at the exit, fists on their hips, defying anyone to challenge their strength and try to leave. "See here," I said to Ms. Li, "I'm an official with the International Olympic Committee. You can't impede my movements. You can't threaten me with violence. The Committee will hear about this." Ms. Li said, "Oh, it's not violence. It's only... friendly persuasion." With that, she reached her hand in the aquarium and took out another handful of Chaonu caterpillars. She quickly started to eat them herself. Within seconds, as she was licking her fingers, her entire body began to bulge with increasingly large muscles. First her shoulders, then her biceps, then her chest began to fill her white blouse. Buttons popped, seams ripped, as her increasing muscularity could not be contained by her clothing. The seat of her pants split open as large, powerful buttocks and thighs proved too big for them. "Mmmmm, aaaaaaah...", she moaned. "I've never felt THIS strong before!" She flexed her arms repeatedly, and her sleeves ripped to mere shreds with every movement. The cleavage of her massive muscular chest was plainly visible as the buttons of her blouse gave way to the growth of her pectoral muscles. Her huge thighs burst right out of her light, Chinese-made cotton trousers. Ms. Li went from a slim, petite woman to a magnificent specimen of feminine muscle in mere seconds. She simply reeked with muscularity. Her eyes closed, she took a few moments to enjoy the sensation of strength which filled every sinew of her body. She flexed every bodypart, relishing the power blasting through her muscles. Her fingers travelled over her body, as every nerve ending tingled with excitement. She couldn't resist the urge to test her new strength: she picked up a 500-pound barbell off the floor with one hand, and proceeded to bend it to a pretzel-shape. While she was busy doing this, I decided to take my chance to escape. I was met at the exit by the five tough-looking strong girls. I tried to bluff and charm my way through, telling them that I would give high marks to their school in my report to the Olympic Committee. They responded by flipping me down on the mat and holding my limbs down. I was amazed at their strength. I'm no weakling, but I found it impossible to move with my head, arms and legs in their grip of steel. Ms. Li finished her strength demonstration and strode over to where I lay, pinned by the super-schoolgirls. She stood over me and from my vantage point on the floor, she seemed like a giantess. Her clothes were ripped, but she did not seem to care that I could see her breasts and genitals. In a loud, proud voice, she declared that she would "teach me a lesson for taking away the dreams of little girls". I don't remember much after that. I have vague recollections of my head being squeezed between Ms. Li's powerful naked thighs. I remember inhaling the raunchy, sweaty odours of her moist vagina as I quickly lost consciousness. I awoke in a hospital bed, in a ward with grayish, peeling walls. Ms. Li was sitting at my bedside. Her body was back to normal. She called the nurse when she saw that I had regained consciousness. My head was throbbing. Ms. Li put a cool wet cloth over my forehead. She apologized for what happened. She claimed that she meant only to scare me a little, not to hurt me seriously. She said that she didn't know her own strength. The doctor gave me a clean bill of health and gave me permission to travel. I chose to return to Geneva without continuing my itinerary. My full report will be upcoming soon. As far as the bodily assault is concerned, I ask the committee to disregard it. It was done in a fit of anger. If Ms. Li had intended to kill me, she could easily have done so. Not only could she have crushed my skull between her massive thighs, but she could have force-fed me one of those poisonous caterpillars. I am therefore convinced that she had not intended to murder me, and that her assault on me was the result of a momentary fit of anger. END OF OFFICIAL REPORT >From Doctor Stone's diary: The night before I was to return to Geneva, Ms. Li paid me a surprise visit to my hotel room in Beijing. She looked magnificent, her lithe frame dressed beautifully in a traditional red silk qi-pao dress. It was embroidered with flowers, which matched the orchid that she wore in her hair. Her slender arms were bare and her slim left thigh was visible through the slit in her skirt. "Ms. Li!" I exclaimed, astonished. "To what do I owe the pleasure of this visit?" I was amazed at how beautiful and feminine she looked in that traditional red dress. Without saying a word, she produced a jar full of Chaonu caterpillars from behind her back. I was afraid there would be more violence. Perhaps she came to finish me off, I thought. But she just slipped past me, kicked off her shoes and sat down on the bed. She put the jar on the bedside table, unscrewed the lid and took a few of the caterpillars out. She popped them in her mouth and started chewing. Her body shuddered and writhed as her muscles began to grow. Her qi-pao dress began to fill out with large, defined sinewy bulges. Her breasts rose and seemed to be about to burst out of her dress as her chest muscles kept expanding. Her bare arms and legs began to swell with mind-boggling muscularity. Her short skirt was unable to contain the growth of her buttocks; it started ripping so she hiked it up, revealing that she was not wearing any panties. Her crotch was visibly moist, and I could even smell the odor of her pungent love juices. She covered her exposed vagina with her hand. I thought at first that she was trying to hide it from my view, but then I realized that she was masturbating. She furiously rubbed her clitoris with one finger while inserting the fingers of her other hand deep inside her snatch. Her face turned red with mounting sexual excitement until she finally came with tremendous spasms and terrific moans. Without taking off her clothes, Ms. Li dipped her cum-stained fingers in the jar again. She swallowed another pinch of caterpillars. This time her dress could not withstand her expanding muscularity. The strong silk fabric ripped as if it were tissue paper. She ran her hands over her arms, her legs, her abs, all over her magnificent body, brushing away the last shreds of clothing as she did so. Her hands stopped at her moist snatch, and she parted her cunt lips. Her dark eyes met mine. "Fuck me", she said in English. I was a little bit surprised that she knew the word. Needless to say, I took off my clothes and joined her in bed. I had never made love to such a powerful woman before. I began by kissing her scented skin all over, marvelling at the hardness of her flesh. Eventually I buried my mouth and tongue deep inside her pungent pussy. I was a little nervous about putting my head between her muscular thighs. If she were to close her legs, out of passion or malice, then my skull would surely get crushed. I licked her clitoris until she came once, twice, three times. Her entire body quivered and shuddered with pleasure, but fortunately I emerged with my cranium intact. I put my hard cock deep inside her and fucked her with all my might. We screwed all night. The reputation that Chinese women have for sexual prowess seems well-deserved. After about an hour, when the effects of the caterpillar juice ran out, I kept making love to her weak, feminine body. I was enjoying the sensation of finally being the stronger, dominant one, but from her movements I could tell that she was reaching for something on the bedside table. She took a handful of caterpillars out the jar and put them in her mouth. While I was on top of her, Ms. Li's muscles grew. The sensation of her arms increasing in strength even as I was caressing them was absolutely wild. Her twat muscles tightened their grip on my phallus, and it was not long before I came to a climax and ejaculated. As a physiologist, I know it's impossible, but it felt as if I could have filled a bucket with my sperm. I was spent. For the next hour until her muscularity subsided, I rubbed, kissed and caressed her powerful arms, back and legs. I was filled with a mixture of contentment and remorse. Content from making love to such a sexy woman, remorseful because it was my first extramarital affair. My wife and I had just become separated, and it felt wrong to me to sleep with another woman so soon. When Ms. Li returned to normal, we fell asleep. When I awoke, Ms. Li had disappeared, along with one of my bathrobes. Obviously, she could not go out in downtown Beijing wearing a tattered dress. I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw that she had left the jar of caterpillars on the bedside table. Had she forgotten it in her haste to return home? Did she leave it on purpose, in order to apologize for hurting me and thank me for the sex? I still don't know. I haven't had a chance to speak with her again. I stuffed the jar inside a diplomatic pouch and headed for the airport. In my work as an IOC commissioner I am entitled to transport documents and other items free from the scrutiny of airport security officials and customs agents. I seldom need to use a diplomatic pouch, but this time it was necessary. I didn't want the Chinese to discover that I was smuggling Chaonu caterpillars out of their country, and I didn't want to have to explain to Swiss authorities why I was trying to import live insects into Switzerland. I brought the caterpillars to my laboratory in Geneva and began breeding and studying them. Not having access to the secret Chinese research on these insects, I had to start from scratch. I performed complete chemical analyses on the caterpillar's juices, its fungus, its soft tissues. Nothing could explain why it was so poisonous to males, and nothing could explain what it was that could make girls and women so strong. Having come to a dead end, I showed my specimens to the resident entomobiologist at the University of Geneva, Dr. Heidi Schlossberg. I was happy to finally have an excuse to speak with Dr. Schlossberg. She is easily the loveliest woman in the Science faculty. An uncommonally pretty blonde woman in her early thirties, she stood about 5 foot seven, with a very slim build. She always wore her long honey-blonde hair in a braid, and I have only seen her beautiful blue eyes through the lenses of her old-fashioned "granny-glasses". I have always admired her at a distance. We were acquainted only briefly, at Christmas parties for the faculty and the like. She struck me as a very reserved, serious academic. I was sure that I had never seen her smile. I mused that she had better relationships with insects than with people. When I approached her with the Chaonu caterpillars, she was very excited to see a previously unknown species. For the first few days she replicated my experiments and came to the same lack of conclusions. I told her about the effects I had witnessed in China, and at first she could not believe me. She refused to try it herself: even though she was an entomologist, she wrinkled her nose at the idea of eating caterpillars. She knew that many cultures around the world incorporate insects in their diet, but I suspect that it was not so much the idea of eating live, wriggling green things that disgusted her. She was probably one of those women who felt that feminine muscles was a contradiction in terms. Most of the time she wore a white lab coat. On days when I saw her with short sleeves I saw that her arms were very skinny. Her legs did have a hint of muscle, because she was an avid cyclist. She usually wore shorts and skirts in the summer, and I saw that she had nicely toned, solid-looking thighs and calves. One hot day we were having lunch in the staff cafeteria at the University. Heidi wore her lab coat over a peach-coloured tank top and baggy beige shorts that went to the middle of her thighs. I could see that she wore no bra over her small pert breasts so that her nipples showed through her shirt. I was beginning to find her very attractive, and I wondered what she would look like with a little bit of muscle. I happened to have a sample of the powdered fungus in a little vial in my pocket, about the equivalent of one caterpillar. While she wasn't looking, I sprinkled it on her food. We continued eating, and I tried to look as innocent as possible. Soon she said, "Is it my imagination, or is it suddenly very hot in here?" She took off her lab coat and draped it over her chair. Then she gasped. "My arms! They've swollen!" Indeed, her arms had gotten a little bigger. She pushed on her bicep with her fingers, and said that they felt as hard as rock. It immediately dawned on her what had happened, and she glared at me with anger in her lovely face. "Dr. Stone! You did this! Without asking permission! How... how could you? How would you like it if I slipped some of that stuff in your food?" I felt chastened by her reaction. I mumbled, "If you did that, it would probably kill me." Her lovely eyes flashed with anger. "Precisely!" she answered. "It's not something to play with! That was very unprofessional, Dr. Stone. I'm very disappointed in you." She gathered up her lab coat, covered herself with it, and walked off in sobs. As I watched her walk away I couldn't help but notice how her calves and butt looked even lovelier and shapelier than before. I felt ashamed of myself. It was a silly, childish stunt. I felt determined to find Heidi so that I could apologize to her. I looked all over the campus but I couldn't find her. Finally, after about an hour, I looked in the last place I could think of. I found her in the gym's weight room. She was lying down on a bench, repeatedly lifting a huge weight off her chest. She was far more muscular than when she left the cafeteria. The hem of her shorts were slightly ripped by her huge, hard, bulging thighs. Her hard nipples almost tore holes in her blouse, and her small breasts were accentuated by hard slabs of striated pectoral muscles. Her naked arms had turned into a hard mass of rippling, bulging muscle and swollen veins. Her rhythmic breathing became increasingly laboured as she pressed the enourmous weight. She moaned and groaned under the effort. If you closed your eyes, it sounded exactly like a woman about to climax during sexual intercourse. Other students were in the gym, but none could concentrate on their own workout. The sexual energy in that room was almost unbearable. The young men stood around, pretending not to stare at Heidi. It was plain from the bulges in their sweatpants that she was having a terrific effect on them. The young women stared even more blatantly. Some sneered in disapproval, others seemed to be in a trance-like shock, and one even had her hand in her shorts, not caring or even noticing that others could see her masturbate. With a feminine grunt which sounded more like a squeal, Heidi put the bar back on the rack. She got up from the bench and saw me. Much to my relief, her face showed no trace of anger. Her face lit up with an adorable smile. "Dr. Stone! Isn't it wonderful?" She flexed her incredible body. Biceps the size of grapefruits. Shoulders the size of melons. Magnificently developed legs. "I never thought being strong could feel so good. Thank you, Dr. Stone. For the first time in my life, I love my body." Heidi explained that after she left the cafeteria she felt used and humiliated. She went to the ladies' room to cry. She thought my action was a sign that I didn't respect her. After she wept for a few minutes, she went to the mirror to look at herself. She flexed her biceps. Tiny bumps formed in her arms. A strange new feeling came over her. She was excited with her new muscle. She was dying to see how strong she had become. She went to the lab to get some more of the powdered caterpillar fungus and headed for the gym. Never before having touched a weight, she took her cues from the other people there. She lifted the heaviest weights she could find. The more she lifted, the more she wanted to lift. So she took larger and larger doses of the caterpillar fungus. The more her muscles grew, the more she wanted them to grow. The stronger she became, the stronger she wanted to become. "How much of the powder did you take?" I asked her. She showed me the beaker. I estimated that it was the equivalent of five caterpillars. Her physique was astounding. She looked like she could easily win any bodybuilding competition in Europe, perhaps the world. She seemed to notice for the first time that everyone in the gym was looking at her. Pleased with the attention, she began flexing her muscles for her audience. Her clothes came dangerously close to tearing off her body. Suddenly, the effect of the caterpillar fungus wore off and her muscles quickly shrank back to normal size. Her chagrin was obvious. "No... No!" she cried. "My strength! My beautiful strength! What happened?" I had to remind her that the anabolic effect of the drug was short-lived. She rubbed her weak arms, almost in tears. "I want more... let's go back to the lab. Let me have some more," she pleaded. What could I do? I couldn't let her destroy my work by swallowing every sample of caterpillar fungus I had. I shook my head and said, "let me drive you home, Heidi." Whereby she burst into tears and began hitting me with her puny fists against my chest. I held on to her to stop her stinging blows. As soon as she realized how weak she had again become she heaved deep, heart-rending sobs. I felt so sorry for her. This was all because of my little prank. It's unfair to give so much power to someone only to take it away again. I put my arms around her and marched her out of the gym, away from the prying eyes of strangers. The students in the weight room must be completely confused. Here was a beautiful blonde woman who appeared out of nowhere, acquiring superhuman strength within minutes only to lose it again. I wonder what wild theories they would come up to explain what they had seen. I'm sure that many of them will get close to the truth: that Dr. Stone is experimenting with strength drugs on women faculty of the University. I hoped that not too many of these rumours would reach the ears of the Board of Directors. As I drove her home, Heidi confided in me. "When I was a little girl I was molested by my uncle. I grew up hating men. I wasn't a lesbian; I was basically frigid, even asexual. I realize that I grew up to be an attractive woman, and that made me hate my body. Men were pursuing me, asking me out on dates. I always refused. My uncle abused and manipulated me, and I was sure that all these men would do the same. So I became an entomologist. I preffered the company of fruit flies to that of men. As a girl and as a woman I felt powerless, but studying insects was good for my psychic well-being. At least compared to insects I was a powerful being." She sighed. "When you put the caterpillar fungus in my food I felt as if once again a man was using my body for his own purposes. I felt like that frightened, confused little girl all over again. But then when I saw how healthy and strong I looked in the mirror my feelings began to change. Never in my life have I ever felt so powerful. I felt more energetic and alive than I have ever believed possible. I took all the powder I could find in the lab and went to the gym to see how strong I could become." She looked down at her skinny arms and tears welled up in her eyes. "Oh, Doctor Stone... it felt so wonderful to be strong and muscular. For a few moments I felt confident enough to face men, to face my past..." her voice trailed off as we pulled up to her apartment. Poor kid, I thought. Her feminine weakness was a curse, and I had the power to remedy it. I told her, "Dr. Schlossberg..." She blushed. "Call me Heidi," she said. "Heidi, we're going to have to do a lot more tests on the Chaonu caterpillar fungus. Would you consent to being a test subject?" She answered by spontaneously throwing her arms around me. As I recovered from the surprise of her hug, it dawned on me that this was the first time she had probably hugged a man in her life. She looked into my eyes and stuttered something about coming upstairs for a drink. I don't know what she feared most, the rejection she would feel if I refused, or what might happen if I accepted. I decided to accept, being very careful to avoid jumping to conclusions. Her personality was very fragile, so I would let her set the pace so as not to make her feel uncomfortable. I brought my briefcase up, ostensibly so that we could review some of our work. As soon as we got upstairs and entered her apartment she locked the door and kissed me full on the lips. For someone who had never kissed anyone in her adult life, she was terrific. She excused herself and retreated to the bedroom. I looked around her flat. Typical surroundings that you would expect from a shy, bookish academic. Books, tonnes of them. Poster of Einstein on the wall. Everything was neat and feminine. She came out of the bedroom wearing a short nightie, her long blonde hair loosened from its braid. She looked delectable. Nervously she approached me and began to help me out of my clothes. We made our way to the bedroom. I was touched about how childlike and vulnerable Heidi was. Even her bedroom reflected a nostalgia for a shattered childhood: teddy bears and crinoline everywhere. Gently, lovingly, I began to caress her. Such a beautiful woman, and yet so inexperienced, so starved for love. She was so frightened she shook like a leaf. She was not a virgin (her nasty uncle had seen to that) and she probably felt unpleasant childhood memories intermingling with her womanly desires. I took my time with foreplay, making her feel loved and appreciated. But her vagina was still very dry. I could tell that she felt horribly insecure. Then I remembered that I had something in my briefcase which might help her feel more at ease. I gave her a good long kiss and told her that I would be right back. I ran to the fridge to get a bottle of white wine and two glasses. Then I got the little vial out of my briefcase. I had brought some of my caterpillar sample home to study in my basement lab. When she saw me coming with the wine and the fungus powder she giggled with delight. I poured two glasses of wine, and emptied the contents of the vial into hers. She sipped it with trembling anticipation. It didn't take long for her form to change. Her muscularity increased with each passing second, right before our eyes. I caressed her skin as she was growing, and I could feel her muscles becoming bigger and harder. My fingers found her pussy. She was now hot, wet, and ready from her excitement. We made love until we both fell fast asleep. When I woke up and found her pretty face against my arm I didn't feel remorse the way I did when I had sex with Ms. Li. At that time, I was under the influence of sheer lust. This time, I felt real affection for Heidi, and compassion for her sad and troubled soul. I was glad to have been able to help her deal with her past. In all my years in medicine, I have never healed a deeper wound. Back at work the next day, I pressed on with my research. The stakes had changed. My experience with Heidi has changed the focus of my work. Screw the I.O.C., screw His Excellency Sr. Juan Antonio Samaranch. This was more important than whether a few Chinese girls won some medals unfairly. The real issue was one of genuine unfairness. What really mattered was that millions of women have felt powerless in a man's world and that it was now time to redress the imbalance. Women are beaten, raped and killed by abusive men every day. This little green caterpillar might be able to change the world in some small way. So, instead of trying to find ways to detect the presence of the caterpillar fungus in the body, I decided to focus my work on trying to improve the effectiveness of the drug. Heidi and I worked everyday to create a formula that would lengthen the strength-building effects. When Ms. Li was informed of my change of attitude, she sent me all the relevant Chinese literature on the subject. Some day soon Heidi and I are expecting a breakthrough (and a child, too, by the way). I divorced my wife (she adamantly refused to use the caterpillar fungus) and married Heidi. On our wedding night she took an extra large dose of the caterpillar fungus. It was the best sex I had ever had in my whole life. The End. == R.B., "editor" of Femgrowth e-mail: femgrowth@yahoo.com Femgrowth is a "virtual" magazine which is dedicated to girls and women who have developed a high degree of muscular strength. http://www.TheValkyrie.com/stories/femgrowth/index.htm