Open letter 2



I really thought the last posting would be clear but apparently many
poorly educated people out there and many are siding with my beaten and
destroyed opponent, Carmen.  No matter to me.  So to set the record
strait for those of you who simply do not get it:
 
Why did I "brutalize" Carmen with elbow strikes to her back and why did I
abuse her physically after such a long knockout?  Not sure what was not
clear from my last posting.  I beat her senseless and will do it again if
she is stupid enough to challenge me again, because: a) I can, b) she had
a big mouth, c) her emails to me were those lacking respect and she now
understands that since I literally beat that into and through her,   
d)she thought she was far better than she is, e) see A above, f) she
needed to be educated by my fists to bring her inline with other female
warriors around the globe who have real fighting experience VS her
garbage.  The elbow strikes were the exclamation to an easy knockout and
would remind her of our fight....forever.  Maybe worse than the elbow
strikes, believe it or not were the multiple kidney blows when she was
pretty much ut on her feet and for sure the back breaking knee to her
spins as I YANKED her arms back with ALL of my might and the back
breaking chin pull.  The one time I had the knee thing done to me, and it
was VS someone who did not do it nearly as long as I did it to her, it
took me 4-5 months to feel 100%.
 
Did I decide to beat her so clearly and with such finality before we
fought?  This was answered in yesterday's email. YES!!!!!  I had a plan
and a goal and kept to it.
 
What would happen if she won the fight?  What would happen if the earth
stood still?  What would happen if her husband had a pair of balls to
defend his wife?  All IMPOSSIBLE so I will not address.
 
Is it true you are stronger than Carmen?  C'mon now please.  Even Carmen
would admit that........if her jaw was not broken now, lol.  Yes, the
girl is built like a truck with big muscles everywhere and 1-2 years ago
was even bigger and squarer but like I told her in e-mmails, MUSCLES DO
NOT WIN FIGHTS!!!!  Ask her how her "rock hard EIGHT pack" held up to
multiple uppercuts and hooks towards the end, lol.
 
Why did I not use and abuse her husband this time?  Old news.  He never
excited me in the first place and did what I did after the first fight
only because I could!!  Notice, I did not rape her or screw her up
sexually at all.  Been there done that.
 
Why am I so angry?  Very popular question by losers and non-fighters.  I
am not angry at all.  I am a fighter and emotional when I do so.  Beating
her with these bare fists and trying to break her back with elbow strikes
and a "wrestling hold" as I described yesterday was NOT done in anger but
instead done just to ruin her physically and forever!
 
Why don't I respect other fighters?  I actually do and a lot.  I do not
respect loud mouths, newbees, and over confident people who need to learn
the pecking order of the world.  She is now an x-fighter anyway.  These
fists saw to that!
 
Why do you like to punish your opponents?  Poor question.  That is not
always the goal, just in cases like this.
 
How would I feel if someone beat me the way you beat Carmen?  Hmmmm? 
Probably I would have a sore and broken jaw, a broken orbit, a body that
was physically abused and swollen, a back that will ache for a lifetime,
a face that only a mother could love right now, a realization that
muscles do NOT win fights, a realization that because G-d gave me a D cup
does not make me a good fighter, a realization that by beating up some
crappy fighters in my neighborhood does mean much, a realization that a
woman who knocked your crap out just months before and raped you and your
hubby should be taken more serious, a realization that I must reflect on
who I am a lot more, I would do a lot of crying, I would be humiliated in
front of my husband, I would feel like crap knowing and realizing I am
not the fighter who I thought I was, I would feel embarrassed that others
would realize that fact too, and in general just feel depressed, realize
that men were looking at my big tits and muscles and probably realize
that 3/4 of them could kick my ass and not vica versa.  That pretty much
would be what I would think.  What do you think she thinks? LOL LOL
 
Did Carmen apologize to you.  LOL, not voluntarily no.  I did have her
beg a LOT after I knocked her out and during the "training session as I
call it, aka the elbow strikes and wrestling holds, aka the breaking of
her body and will and spirit. Not as much fun as a hospital visit but
having her melt into "I am sorry please let go I give up" words meakly
coming out of her broken jaw and feeling her go limp from the pain and
exhaustion was EXCELLENT and defining!!!! I did have her apologize in the
hospital room and she did through teary and swollen eyes and that apology
was not muffled nearly as much as the one's during the fight.
 
Why did you show up in the hospital room and why so late?  This is
actually a fair question asked by many of you. Showing up in a hospital
room to a beaten fighter is really a lot of fun.  Empowering to walk in
to a room where an opponent is surrounded by family members and see
everyone's reaction- if you never did it do not even try to knock this
because it is amazing.  Like they saw a ghost!.  Add to that walking in
dressed to the nines and with my physique, as many of you know first and
second hand is simply awesome and makes me feel like a million bucks.  To
stand over their bed and watch their eyes check out each and every inch
of my body is EMPOWERING because I know what they are thinking, lol.  For
me to gently rub the face of someone I beat up really bad and see their
swollen lips and eyes look up to me almost screaming for mercy and for me
not to rap them in their face again almost look up pleading is as close
to heaven as one can imagine.  Now why did I go so late?  I was busy and
that's what fit my schedule.  Why did I have Richie eat me out and why
did I pose so much for them.  The easy answer is as usual- because I
can.  Here is more.  I had him eat me out JUST TO PISS HER OFF AND SEE
HER REACTION WAS pathetic, tears dripped down her swollen face and she
shook her head.  She made no movement to show me she had any guts like a
REAL fighter and get out of bed or demand I stop.  Why did I pose so much
and so long?  Because that is who I am. I wanted her to view my physique
and tremble when I shadow boxed, I wanted Richie , who stayed on the
floor like the 1/2 man he is after eating me out and watch a real fighter
pose for his destroyed wife, I wanted them both to have the opportunity
to kiss my fists and biceps after 20 minutes or so of me doing all of
this which they did.  Want to see a swollen x-fighter get sicker to her
stomach than you canimagine?  Than you should have saw her face when I
stuck out the to fists that ruined her life, and beat her so badly and I
commanded her to "kiss my fists".  When I turned to Richie boy, still on
the floor and my fliuds on his face and I pointed my fists down at him as
he GRABBED them and gave each one a long long kiss and as I looked across
and up at her after she saw what he did...well that was PRICELESS. If
there was any doubt up to that point if I owned both of their souls for
eternity there was no doubt at that point.!!!!!!!! I admit to being
conceited and a showoff- happy now?
 
Did I ever beat anyone that badly? Yep.
 
So this answers the most popular questions.  That's all folks. No other
comments in mass again.  Haters can kiss my butt.  Anti semites dropdead.
Weirdos and fetish freaks there must be websites for ya so go away. To
Richie and Carmen, I will have you both write a public apology to me once
some of th dust clears.  Why?  This whole thing has taken up to much time
and apparently you have your supporters.  To that end, I want another
pound of flesh in the form of a public apology for challenging me and the
emails you wrote.  No threat just a fact of what I want.  I have a
feeling you will comply. Shalom Karen