Poke By A.J. Brown A story of jealousy and confusion **Note to my readers: I write personal Custom Stories for those that enjoy my work upon request. Please email ajbrown2005@yahoo.com if you would like more information on my Custom Stories** Sarah was so excited about her freshman year of college and she walked into her dorm room for the first time to see her roommate, Amber, was already in there. The two 18-year-old girls had spoken together on the telephone but they had never actually seen each other. Amber was definitely shorter than Sarah was - Amber looked to be about 5'5 while Sarah was a taller girl pushing 5'10. Amber was a bit thicker, though, and the clothes that she was wearing revealed that. She wore tight jeans that hugged her legs that looked rather thick. She actually had a good ass for a girl with thicker legs. Amber also wore a black tank-top that showed off her arms that were also somewhat thick. But what the shirt also showed off were Amber's boobs that were enormous. Sarah couldn't help but feel a bit jealous - she wasn't skinny but she was a leaner girl and her lean build as well as her height made it so her boobs were not very big. The girl in her caused her to immediately feel the jealousy. "Hey!" Amber said as she went running towards Sarah like they were already good friends. Amber was pretty but something about the way her face looked made her seem like she was a bit of a bitch. But it was weird because at the same time she seemed so friendly as she ran towards Sarah. She gave her a big hug and pushed her big boobs right into Sarah's chest as she did so. That just made Sarah feel even more insecure. Amber's boobs not only felt big but they also felt strong. Having smaller boobs than Amber didn't make Sarah happy but feeling like her boobs were weaker was a weird feeling that she definitely didn't like. Still, Amber was acting extremely friendly and it was hard not to like her. "It's so good to finally meet you!" Amber said as she let go of the hug. "You excited about college or what?" "Oh yeah" Sarah said as she sat her bag down and Amber instantly made her feel comfortable. "We're going to have so much fun" Amber said as she walked back over towards her bed and Sarah saw that she really had a great ass for a thicker girl. "This is going to be an awesome year!" "Good stuff" Sarah said back with a smile. The first few days of college was great for Sarah. She was meeting a lot of friends, her classes were going well, and Amber was an awesome roommate. Amber was a bit silly at times but she was so friendly and in such a good mood all the time that Sarah just appreciated her roommate's silliness. One day, about midweek, Sarah walked into the room to see Amber lying on the floor watching TV. She wore a t-shirt and it seemed like she didn't have a bra on underneath it. She wore shorts and her legs did look stronger than Sarah would have expected. Sarah played basketball and was just an athlete overall so she was certain her legs were stronger than Amber's but she still was a bit surprised at how strong Amber's legs looked. What Sarah saw that she didn't like at all was that Amber had Sarah's pillow on the floor and she was resting her feet on it. She wore short white socks and Sarah definitely did not want them on her pillow. Amber was just watching the TV and she didn't even really acknowledge that Sarah had come into the room. "Hey" Sarah said to her with a bit of attitude in her voice. "Hold on" Amber said and she wouldn't take her eyes off of the TV. "This show is so funny." "OK, but would you mind taking your feet off of my pillow?" Sarah then said with a little bit of attitude. "What, what's the problem?" Amber said with a bit of a smile. Amber then started pushing her feet into Sarah's pillow a little bit with a bit of a bitchy looking smile on her face. This girl was such a brat. Sarah went over and pulled on her pillow but Amber pushed her feet into it some more so Sarah couldn't get it. Sarah began getting frustrated before she finally pulled it away. Amber chuckled and Sarah looked a bit angry as she walked over and put her pillow back on her bed. She thought about sleeping on that pillow and there was no way she could do it after Amber's feet had been on it. She pulled the pillowcase off of it and then decided to pull the rest of her sheets off as well. She put them in a basket, picked up a bottle of laundry detergent and started to leave the room. "What??" Amber said as she turned to look at her roommate. "You're going to wash all of your sheets just because of that? You are weird." "I just want to wash my sheets" Sarah as she left the room without looking at her. Sarah was annoyed at what had happened but she didn't want to let it come between them. She liked Amber and since she did have to live with her she definitely didn't want there to be any awkwardness between them. She let it go and the two of them went to dinner together later on that day. Sarah noticed that Amber did spend a lot of time in their room and she didn't seem to even be studying. Sarah was a biology major while Amber was undecided so Sarah was also a bit jealous of the far less work that Amber had to do. Amber was often just sitting around the room in shorts and a t-shirt acting a bit irritating and bratty. That Friday night, early in the evening, Amber was nowhere to be seen and Sarah did not mind at all. She did like Amber but she was already getting a bit tired of her already and she did not mind getting sometime to herself. She grabbed her large floor pillow, rested it up against her bed, and turned on the TV to watch a baseball game. It sure was relaxing to actually have the room to herself after studying hard all week and Sarah was very comfortable. It was close to midnight when she was watching a west coast baseball game and the door swung open. Sarah looked to see Amber walk in and she closed the door behind her rather loudly. Throughout most of their first week of school Sarah had seen Amber dressed rather casually for the most part, often even in just shorts and a t-shirt but now she looked fairly dressed up. She had on a silver short-sleeved shirt but she also wore black pants and a dressy pair of heels. The shirt showed off how large Amber's boobs were like just about every shirt that she wore. "It's Friday night" Amber said as she had a seat down rather close to Sarah and kicked off her shoes which showed her bare feet. "Why are you just sitting around the room?" Sarah went to school to learn, not to party, and she never had any intention of partying her weekends away. "Just relaxing" Sarah said like she was a bit offended by the question. "What the fuck are you watching?" Amber said as she looked at the TV and squinted. "Baseball? What the hell are you watching baseball for?" Sarah liked sports. She played basketball and she enjoyed watching all sports. She felt Amber was implying that there was something wrong with a girl liking watching sports and she found that a bit offensive. But she looked at Amber, saw that she looked quite drunk, and she blew it off. "Looks like you had a fun night" Sarah said trying to change the subject. "I sure did" Amber said and she moved her face closer to Sarah when she said it. "Now give me that remote. Let's watch something else, see if there's a movie on or something." "No" Sarah said with a laugh but she sounded noticeably annoyed. "I'm watching this." "Come on" Amber said back to her with a bratty smile on her face. "Change it." Amber then surprised Sarah by lifting her legs in the air and putting her bare feet right in Sarah's face. Sarah was not the least bit pleased about it and she tried to move her head away but since she was leaning right up against the bed there wasn't really anywhere she could go. Amber giggled as she did it. "Cut it out" Sarah said as she tried to push Amber's legs away from her. She then grabbed Amber by the ankles but her hands obviously weren't stronger than Amber's legs and she wasn't able to push them away at all. Amber then pushed her feet up to Sarah's face so they were touching it and it was driving Sarah crazy. The fact that she couldn't get Amber's feet out of there made it even more frustrating. "Seriously, ugh, move your feet" Sarah said as she pushed on her ankle more and now felt the ball of Amber's soft foot pushing against her chin. "Tee-hee-hee" Amber giggled. Sarah let out a gasp of frustration as she could feel the pain in her own biceps as she tried to push Amber's foot away from her and still didn't have any luck. Amber was lying on her back looking comfortable and like she was having a great old time. She was rubbing her feet all over Sarah's face and when the sole of her foot touched Sarah's tongue, Sarah couldn't take it anymore. "Alright, alright" Sarah finally said. "Here take the remote, watch whatever you want." "Heh-heh-heh" Amber chuckled. Sarah handed Amber the remote and she walked over to her bed and got comfortable on it. Sarah got on her bed not looking too happy about what had just happened. Amber was now flipping through the channels aimlessly and she didn't even know what she wanted to watch. "There are some hot guys on this campus" Amber said as she kept flipping through the channels. "Oh yeah?" Sarah said to her and that perked her up a little bit. "Oh yeah" Amber said and then she put the remote down and looked at her roommate. "You should come out with me tomorrow." "Eh, I don't know" Sarah said and now she sounded a bit shy. "I'm not much of a drinker or anything." "You don't have to drink" Amber said back. "A lot of the girls don't. But the best way to meet guys at school is to go to a party, though." "Yeah, maybe I'll do that" Sarah said with a smile. They went out the next night to a party and Sarah felt a little out of place. She wasn't the kind of girl to go all crazy and dress herself up to try and have guys salivating over her. She kept it simple to a sweatshirt and jeans. She definitely didn't see any of the other girls there dressed like that. And then she stood next to Amber who had on a short skirt and a pink tank-top that her big boobs were practically hanging out of. Standing next to Amber certainly wasn't going to increase the chances that any guys would talk to Sarah, she thought. The jealousy sunk in for her again. If she had that kind of body maybe she would dress a bit more flattering. She hoped that some guy would see that Sarah wasn't dressed like every other girl at the party and be interested in her because she was different. And if not, at least she could have fun observing everyone as they got drunk. "Hello" a guy said to her. Sarah turned her head to see a tall guy there standing probably at about 6'3 who was fairly nerdy looking. But he was cute in his own way and Sarah was glad that at least some guy there was showing interest in her. She briefly looked at Amber who winked at her and then walked away. Sarah and the guy, Jeff, got to talking and he was a really nice guy. He was a sophomore that was getting a bit drunk as he talked to her and Sarah just found that amusing. They exchanged phone numbers at the end of the night and it made her glad that she decided to go out. Amber had gotten very drunk at the party, much more than she had the night before, and it showed s the two girls walked back to their dorm room at two in the morning. Amber was being very loud, shouting at people that walked by, and even being a bit destructive to campus property. "That dude wants to fuck you so bad!" Amber said and she put her hands on Sarah's shoulders when they got back to their dorm room. "Nice fucking job. But why the fuck are you back here and not with him?" "Alright Amber" Sarah said with a bit of a laugh. "He has my number and he can call me if he's interested. He was getting pretty drunk so it was definitely time for him to go home." "You know, I respect that" Amber said and then she slapped Sarah's shoulder. "I respect that you're not back at his dorm room sucking his cock right now." Sarah gave her roommate a bit of a look like she didn't appreciate the comment but Amber was already on her way to her bed. Sarah looked at Amber's ass in the skirt and she didn't know how she kept that ass looking so good despite her thicker build. Amber fell right into her bed and passed out. "Hey girl!" Sarah's friend Allison from high school said the next day when they were on the phone together. Sarah and Allison were best friends so Sarah did miss her friend who went to college over eight hours away from her. Her father always suggested she didn't go to school with any friends so she could meet new people but she really did miss Allison. "Any guys yet?" Allison asked her after they had been talking for a bit. "Maybe?" Sarah said with a smile and she spent a little time talking to her friend about Jeff. "You and your roommate getting along?" Allison then asked after they had spent a little time talking about guys. "Yeah" Sarah said with a little bit of hesitation. "She's interesting." "Interesting?" Allison said to her. "That can't be good." "No, I like her a lot" Sarah said. "She's real friendly and she's pretty fun. Want to hear something weird though? The other night she put her feet in my face." "What??" Allison said. "What do you mean?" "I'm sure she was drunk or something" Sarah said. "I'm lying there watching baseball and she is saying how she wants the remote. I wouldn't give it to her so she starts messing with me putting her bare feet right up in my face." "Wow" Allison said and now Sarah felt a little embarrassed. "What did you do?" "Nothing" Sarah said. "Just gave her the remote, I felt like it wasn't even worth it after that." "Let me tell you something, I play basketball and I'm a strong girl" Allison said. "If any girl ever put her feet in my face like that I'd punch her right in the nose. Who the fuck does she think she is?" "Yeah seriously" Sarah said and now her friend was starting to get her riled up. "If she does that one more time she's going to be in trouble." The two girls then started talking about other things but Sarah still felt annoyed she didn't do anything when Amber did that to her. "He's cute" Sarah said to her friend Maria that she had a couple of classes with later on when they were having dinner together. She saw a tall guy walking by that looked kind of nerdy but looked cute to her. "Ha-ha-ha" Maria laughed. "What?" Sarah said to her. "I know something about him" Maria said with a devious smile on her face. "What?" Sarah asked now getting very curious. "I can't tell you" Maria said and she took a sip of her drink. "Why not?" Sarah said and now she really wanted to know. "I signed confidentiality" Maria said. "I work in the counseling services office on campus. I see the files of every student that comes in there. But of course I can't share the information I know out with anyone." Maria smiled and Sarah gave a little bit of a smile back even though she didn't really like the way that Maria was acting. She didn't like that little tease that Maria said telling her she knew something about that guy and she didn't think it was really fair to him either that she said that. And she also didn't like the idea that students could see that information. She wasn't ever going to be going there, that was for sure. She was glad she wasn't the kind of person that would go there to begin with. Sarah went back to her room after dinner and Amber still wasn't back which she didn't mind. She liked having the room to herself since it didn't happen very often. She turned on the TV and found a movie that was on. She was kind of glad that she found a movie she liked so if Amber came back they wouldn't end up arguing over the fact that Sarah was watching sports. Sarah was very comfortable lying on the floor up against her floor pillow wearing a t-shirt and pair of shorts that she wore when she played basketball. So she was a bit disappointed when she heard the door open and she saw Amber walk in with a silly look on her face. "What's up!" Amber said rather loudly and she closed the door. "Hey" Sarah said to her. "What have you been up to?" "Just some studying in the library" Amber said and she had a seat on the floor. "That all?" Sarah said and she gave her a bit of a smirk. "Might have stopped by my friend's room and done a couple of shots after that" Amber smiled back at her. "Only three, that's all." "OK" Sarah laughed and she looked back at the TV. Sarah wasn't looking at Amber but she could see that she kicked off the sandals that she had on and she saw her bare feet. She had a pair of shorts on and a short-sleeved shirt that showed off her big boobs of course. Seeing Amber's bare feet reminded Sarah of when they were in her face and she did not like that memory. Amber giggled then she lifted her legs in the air and put her bare feet right in Sarah's face. Sarah couldn't believe she was doing this again. She tried to push her feet away but Amber's legs were too strong so she couldn't do it. She remembered what Allison told her on the phone and she wasn't going to tolerate it this time. "Cut it out" Sarah said with a bit of a laugh. She was annoyed but she didn't want to act too angry towards her roommate. She moved away from her feet and jumped over trying to wrestle Amber. She planned on kindly showing her that this would be the last time she put her feet in her face. Amber laughed when she saw what Sarah was trying to do. "What, are you trying to fight me?" Amber laughed. Since she was much taller than Amber and she was a basketball player, Sarah thought she'd be able to intimidate her but that wasn't the case at all - Amber seemed to welcome the little wrestling match. Amber was much stronger than Sarah expected and she was not able to overpower her. They wrestled around some more and Amber was actually able to pin Sarah down so she was lying face down. Being overpowered by her roommate really bothered her for some reason. She tried using all of her strength to get up but Amber was able to keep her pinned on the ground. Sarah gasped and tried harder to get up when she heard Amber reach for one of her desk drawers and pull something out of it. She was too busy trying to fight her way up look back at what it was. Amber was doing something with what she grabbed but Sarah couldn't tell what. Amber then pulled Sarah's shorts and panties down all with one pull. It shocked Sarah and she couldn't believe she had just done that. Before she could react though she felt something go right up her butthole. It was more painful than anything she had ever felt and then she felt the object going back and forth inside of her. "Ouch!" Sarah whined and whatever Amber was doing to her felt more and more painful. "Cut it out." "Jesus" Amber said as she pulled it out of her. "Calm down." Amber got off of her and the very first thing Sarah did was pull her pants back up. She rolled over to see that Amber had a strap-on right around her waist. Sarah felt nauseous and like she was going to faint. She couldn't believe it - she had been raped. Amber took the dildo off and put it away like it was no big deal. Sarah looked at Amber couldn't believe she was acting like what she had just done wasn't anything out of the ordinary. She feared her right then and didn't want to be anywhere near her. Sarah quickly jumped to her feet and just ran right out of the room just wanting to get out of there. She started walking down the hall and was not even quite sure where she was headed. She normally said 'hi' to people as she walked by them in the hallway but she saw a girl walking towards her and she wouldn't even look at her. She just kept walking straight without any intended destination. Suddenly she felt very dirty and just had an urge to shower immediately. She walked right into the bathroom and made her way towards the showers. She turned the shower on and didn't even bother taking off her clothes or anything. Fully clothed, she walked right underneath the water. She felt the water pouring down her body, the clothes she was wearing soaking it all up, and she couldn't feel enough of it. She just wanted that lukewarm water to wash away all the bad that she felt on her right then. She started to quietly cry and then she sat down on the floor of the shower, the water still pouring on her. There she sat on the floor of the shower, still fully clothed, and getting covered in water. It was starting to get cold but she didn't care. She just couldn't seem to get clean enough and she wished she had her body wash with her. She was going to have to go back later to get that and take another long shower later. Finally, after being in there for a while, she felt relaxed enough where she could get up and go back to her room. "What's it raining outside or something?" Amber said when Sarah walked back in the room and she saw how soaked she was. "Wait, you're fucking soaked. Did you just shower with your clothes on?" Sarah looked at Amber breathing heavily. "You just raped me" Sarah said to her, still breathing very heavily as she spoke. "Hey now" Amber said and she gave her a look of disapproval. "What are you saying a nasty word like that for?" Sarah looked at her with what started as an angry look but then she just felt like she wanted to cry. She wanted to say something nasty to Amber but she was too afraid to do so. All she cared about at that point was just getting out of that room. She was getting cold in the wet clothes that she had on but she didn't want to take her clothes off in front of Amber to change. "You raped me" Sarah said to her again. "I'm going to security right now to report this." "You might want to think before you do that" Amber said with an urgent tone and she stood right in Sarah's way. "I don't need to think about anything" Sarah said now getting angrier. "Oh I think you better" Amber said and the bitchy look she had on her face right then was one like Sarah had never seen. "You said 'no' and I stopped immediately - doesn't sound like a rape to me. And it's tough enough for a girl to prove a guy raped her when it's just the two of them. I definitely didn't get any fluids in you or anything that you'll be able to use as evidence. Seems to me like you have a tough case on your hands here. You go and report this and the only things that will happen is nothing will happen to me, everyone else in the school will know what allegedly happened to you, and you're going to make me real mad." Sarah looked at Amber trying to process what was going on. She wanted to get her in trouble so badly for what she had done but when she thought out actually doing it she wasn't sure what she would say. If she reported this and couldn't prove it she knew that she'd make things much worse. Sarah started to cry and Amber seemed to interpret it that Sarah wasn't going to report her. She walked over to her bed looking satisfied but Sarah was far from that. The wet clothes were really starting to feel cold on Sarah but she didn't want to take her clothes off in front of Amber. The thought of that sickened her. Sarah woke up the next morning and she did not want to get out of bed. Normally she had to wake up before Amber did but when her alarm went off she just lay there and turned it off while Amber slept. Amber finally got up and she looked happy like nothing had happened. "What the hell are you still doing in bed?" Amber asked and she was talking to her like they were best friends. "Not going to class today?" "Nope" Sarah as she continued to just look straight up at the ceiling. "Don't feel like it." "Yeah it happens" Amber said and she smiled at her roommate. "Can't make it to class every day. That's the best part about college, though. It doesn't matter." Sarah said nothing and she continued just to look at the ceiling. Her butthole was hurting her badly and worse than the pain was the reminder of what had happened. Amber grabbed some of her things to shower with and left the room while Sarah remained lying in her bed. Sarah hoped that she would just leave and never come back but Amber came back much too soon. She wore nothing but a towel and flip flops and then she took the towel off the top part of her body revealing her large boobs. Sarah couldn't look at them and she hid her face underneath her blanket. She lay there practically hiding underneath her blanket as Amber got dressed. She listened to her roommate just going about her business and she wanted to start crying again. Amber left the room, closing the door behind her, and Sarah slowly pulled the blanket from over her face. She lay in bed some more still feeling extremely dirty. The only thing that motivated her to get out of bed at that point was that she wanted to shower very badly. This time she grabbed her bottle of body wash to bring with her. As she stood right outside the shower it was difficult for her to take her clothes off and she had to pause. She felt extremely uncomfortable being naked. She stood in that shower for a long time scrubbing herself hard, trying to scrub this awful feeling she had away. None seemed to be enough and she remained in there even after the water was getting cold again. The only thing that got her out of the shower was when she heard people getting in the showers surrounding her and she didn't want to be around anyone else. She got back in her dorm room and was now just lying in her bed feeling unable to move. She felt lifeless and didn't want to do anything. What Amber had done to her had traumatized her and she needed some kind of help. She remembered in her orientation packet for college there was a phone number for a crisis hotline. She went through her things hoping that she still had it. She found the phone number but didn't want to make the call in her room just in case Amber came back. She found a pay phone that was in a private part of the building and made the call. She was glad to get someone on the line but the guy did not speak English well at all and she could barely understand him. The call went nowhere and it just upset her more. She quickly hung up. The college did have the counseling services office which was free to students. Sarah needed to talk to anyone and that sounded like a great idea. It was confidential but then she remembered her conversation with Maria just the night before. No, it was not completely confidential and that was not an option. Sarah spent the rest of the morning just lying in the bed. She wanted to call her mother so badly but she couldn't bring herself to do it. Her mother worried about her a lot and if she called her she knew that she'd immediately detect her distress. She didn't want to do that to her. She had nowhere she could turn. Around lunchtime, Amber walked back in the room wearing a purple low cut shirt that her boobs were practically hanging out of. She had the bitchiest look on her face and she looked so incredibly mean. Knowing Amber was going to get away with what she had done and that there was nothing Sarah could do about it, she completely felt like Amber's bitch. "What are you still doing in bed?" Amber asked her as she set her books down. "You're gonna have to get up at some point." "Sorry" Sarah said to her. "Come on, roomie" Amber said. "Let's go get some lunch." Sarah gave her roommate an uncomfortable smile. She wasn't really up for going to the dining hall but she felt like she had to do what she was told. She had a long semester living with Amber ahead of her and she figured she better make sure the two of them got along. Sarah stood up and her butt was still really hurting her. **Email ajbrown2005@yahoo.com if you would like more information on my Custom Stories**