Panic Attacks
by ajbrown2005@yahoo.com
Allison finds a rare antidote to a common illness

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Allison walked around her office feeling uptight like always. At 25 years old
Allison had made it to the top quickly and was now an executive of a
successful company. She walked around the office wearing strict business
attire not revealing anything at all. She wore navy blue business pants, a
dress shirt, and shoes that didn't show any of her feet at all. Allison was a
professional and made it a point never to wear anything at work that revealed
any of her legs or her feet. She stood tall for a woman at 5'9 and had short
brown hair. Men always told her that she had the potential to be very
attractive if she would dress a bit more feminine but she felt that would be
unprofessional.

Being near the top came with its price for Allison ... for the past few months
the stress of her job was causing her to have panic attacks. It began as
something very mild. A few months ago she noticed that when she was working
too hard she would have a mild anxiety attack and would briefly have to leave
the room to splash some water on her face. Her small anxiety attacks also
included some paranoia. When the anxiety attacks began Allison also noticed
she was developing a small germ phobia. She would wash her hands for almost 5
minutes sometimes when there was no need and found herself afraid to eat fruit
from the supermarket because of all of the people who had their hands over it
before her.

Instead of trying to get some treatment for her tendencies when they began,
Allison figured if she just kept working and ignored it, it would go away. She
also didn't have time to be missing work to see a psychiatrist. As the months
went on, however, Allison's tendencies built up to a full- fledged disorder.
The mild anxiety attacks escalated much worse to the point where she was
hearing voices and even hallucinating. She remembered one horrifying morning
when she had a major project to accomplish and the voices were at full force.

"close the deal, close the deal, CLOSE THE DEAL" was being said in her head by
a faint male voice. Allison tried to ignore it but the voice kept talking to
her. "Close it, chuck, be proud, done, money-money-MONEY". Allison found that
morning to be absolutely terrifying but she was a strong business woman and
managed to ignore the voices going through her head and get her project done.

Her paranoia was getting much worse as well. What started out as a mild germ
phobia turned it to something so bad where all she could eat was plain pasta
because the way the pasta was in the box she knew there was no way anyone
could have gotten their hands on it. Everything else was too risky too eat.
Besides the pasta she also was still able to eat at a local pizza parlor
because she had been eating there for years and it just felt comfortable to
her.

Now Allison was walking around her office feeling more uptight then ever.
Everyone was just getting back from lunch and back to work including herself
but she did not eat her lunch today. She went to the same local pizza parlor
to get a slice but a new guy was working there today and part of his bare hand
had brushed against her slice of pizza when he put in the box for her. Allison
tried to overcome her phobia and eat the pizza anyway but after one bite she
freaked out and threw it away. Since that happened about a half-hour ago, a
severe panic attack was developing. As more of the workers walked back into
the office from their lunch break, Allison's panic attack increased even more.
The voices in her head began talking to her again.

"pizza, poison, hands, money, germs, success" and the evil faint male voice in
her head kept spitting out random words to her. She tried her hardest to
ignore the voice but it got stronger "i'm here, i'm here, germs, germs,
money." Allison felt her heart begin to race and she looked around and the
room. She looked at all the people walking around doing their jobs and now the
large room felt like it was closing in on her. She looked at a colleague who
now began to look fuzzy and she began hallucinating and seeing snakes crawling
over him. She looked at another colleague and it looked like he was melting.
Allison logically knew that there were no snakes and that her colleague was
not actually melting but she also knew that this was more terrifying than
anything she had ever seen in her life. She screamed out loud and ran out of
the building.

Allison stood outside in front her office crying her eyes out with her face
buried in her hands. She had never felt so helpless in her life. These
horrendous panic attacks were destroying her. As she cried Allison felt a hand
touch her shoulder and a male voice say her name. She looked up and saw
Michael, her company president, standing there. Seeing Michael there calmed
Allison down and she realized the voices and the hallucinations had ceased for
the time being. Michael was her mentor and a big reason for her professional
success. Having him there made her feel much better.

"Everyone saw you scream and run out of the office" Michael said
compassionately "I'm very concerned about you. What's going on?"

Allison wiped some of the tears away. "I don't know how to say this" she
replied "but for the past few months I have been having really bad panic
attacks." Allison proceeded to tell Michael everything that had been happening
to her the past few months. She was afraid that some of the details would
cause him to think she was insane and fire her. That turned out not to be the
case at all.

"This is very common for people your age, Allison" Michael continued "I had
problems with panic attacks when I was your age too." Hearing that her problem
wasn't unique made Allison feel better.

"How did you deal with it?" she asked.

"My advice is that you go out and have sex" he advised "sounds simple but you
told me you haven't had sex in awhile. Go find a guy. Nothing serious, just
get laid it will relax you."

Allison now had to confess another secret. "I don't know if that will work"
she said "I can't relax during sex and I have never had a real orgasm in my
life. I've never found sex relaxing."

"Hmmm" Michael pondered "well we have to get you better. You better take some
time off and see a psychiatrist."

"NO!" she objected "they do all sorts of tests on you and always want to put
you on medications that have more side effects than benefits. Please, I don't
want to see a shrink!"

Michael thought some more. "Well this is one more option" he said. Michael
reached in to his pocket, pulled out his wallet, pulled a business card, and
handed it to Allison. "Go to this doctor's office" he advised "they charge
$5000 a visit but I guarantee they will cure you. You have been a hardworking
employee for me so I will pay for the visit."

"$5000 for a visit?!" Allison yelled sounded shocked "what on earth do they do
in one visit that is worth $5000?"

"They will cure you, I promise" Michael said "don't ask any more questions
just set up an appointment immediately." Allison found this extremely odd but
was willing to try anything to get herself better at this point. She thanked
her boss and went on her way.

Allison walked into the waiting room of the doctor's office. After she signed
in with the receptionist she was about to take a seat. Right before she sat
down she thought about all of the nuts that must have come in this office over
the years and the amount of germs they must have put on those chairs. She
decided not to sit down. Allison felt her heart begin to race and the anxiety
begin to build up again. She heard a voice call her name but it was not one of
the evil voices in her head it was a real voice. A sweet, gentle voice. It was
the nurse calling Allison back for her appointment.

Allison looked up at the nurse who called her name. "Come on back" the nurse
said with a warm friendly smile on her face "I'm Claudia". Allison's nurse
Claudia made her feel very comfortable. Claudia was everything Allison wanted
to see in a nurse at this point. Claudia had a confident friendly voice that
conveyed the message that she was dedicated to helping Allison. Allison looked
at Claudia and realized she was extremely attractive for a woman. She was
probably about 29 years old, had blond hair with black highlights which may
actually have been black naturally. She had an absolutely beautiful face and
was only about 5'2 weighing maximum 100 pounds. Allison was definitely a
heterosexual but an attractive person will always make you feel more
comfortable than someone who is not attractive, no matter what your sexuality.

Claudia turned around to lead Allison towards the office where she was to be
examined and Allison realized that Claudia had a great ass as well. Although
Claudia was dressed for business she wore a white long sleeved shirt and dark
brown dress pants which were still tight enough to show off her great ass.
Allison followed Claudia back to the office where she was to be examined.

The two women walked into the room and Claudia closed the door. The only
things in the room were a sink, a stool, and a cot. "Have a seat on the cot"
Claudia invited with a big smile on her face.

Allison sat down on the cot. As Claudia shuffled through some papers she
brought in with her, Allison observed her some more. She realized what made
Claudia so beautiful. It was not her beautiful face, it was not her tight ass,
and it was not her confidence. It was her feet. Claudia had the best looking
pair of feet Allison had ever seen in her life. She wore open shoes that
showed them off which Allison found odd - most nurses did not show their feet
off. Nonetheless these feet were absolutely stunning. They were tan, with red
shiny toe nail polish on the toes. They looked so soft, so pure, and so
wonderful.

Allison had never found herself the least bit attracted to a female in her
life but something about those feet was getting her aroused. She began to
breathe heavily, and not in the form of a panic attack but in the form of
sexual desire. As she observed the feet some more she became even more aroused
and had a sudden urge to masturbate right there in the room. She had to stop
this though; she had to get a hold of herself.

"So I'm reading her about your symptoms" Claudia said while looking at the
charts "would you like to expand on what happens when you hear the voices or
when you hallucinate?"

Allison tried to speak but found that she could not stop thinking about those
stunning feet. They were so pure, and so sweet looking. Instead of any words
coming out of her mouth Allison began to breathe more heavily.

Claudia gave the patient a compassionate look. "OK you don't have to tell me"
Claudia said "I'll go get the doctor." Claudia smiled and her and her sexy
feet left the room. Allison had to get a hold of her self. She knew she was
not a lesbian and had never been attracted to a female before but she couldn't
get her mind off those gorgeous feet. Allison had to get a hold of her self so
she could tell the doctor his symptoms when he came. She walked over to the
sink and splashed a bunch of water on her face. That calmed her down a little
bit. She sat back down on the cot.

The door to the room opened. Allison expected to see a male doctor walk in.
Instead, it was Claudia again. "Where's the doctor?" Allison asked.

"I am the doctor" Claudia laughed "we do things a little bit differently here.
Now I want you to take off your shirt and lie down on the cot." Allison did
what she was told but left her bra on. "Bra too" Claudia ordered and she
slanted her eyes a bit at Allison. Allison didn't understand why this needed
to be done. However, she wasn't going to question someone whose feet had that
kind of power over her. Allison took off her bra. She actually had a real nice
set of breasts if she ever actually would do anything to show it off. Allison
lied on her back on the cot, no shirt, no bra.

Claudia pulled the stool up next to the cot and sat down on it. She began to
take off her shoes. Now Allison was very confused on why this nurse, doctor,
whatever this beautiful woman was, was taking her shoes off but she became
even more excited so she didn't object. Allison began to breathe more heavily
and when she saw the bottom of Claudia's feet she let out a little yelp. Those
foot bottoms were just so cute and so attractive.

Claudia didn't say a word, just giggled and placed the bottoms of both of her
sexy feet on Allison's bare tummy. The initial contact was so cold on
Allison's tight belly but it felt so great at the same time. Those sexy feet
that were getting her so excited before, were now in contact with Allison and
it was the absolute best feeling in the world. Allison let loose a big smile,
the biggest smile she revealed in a long time. Those feet felt so cold but so
wonderful on her bare belly. Allison began to groan like she was having the
best sex of her life.

Claudia giggled some more. The sexy Claudia began to lightly smack Allison's
bare belly with her sexy feet which gave Allison even more of a rise. "Oh
Claudia that feels great" Allison said happily "its feels sooo good."

Claudia giggled some more. She began using her feet to play with Allison's
boobs. She would squeeze Allison's nipples with her two biggest toes then
jiggle Allison's boobs around with her cold feet. It was an absolutely
wonderful sensation; Allison had never felt anything like it. It would be any
man's dream to be in this room to see this sight.

Claudia kept her right foot on Allison's boob but took her left and placed it
up on Allison's cheek. The pure cold foot smelled so pure and felt so nice up
by her face. "Lick it" Claudia ordered and Allison gladly obeyed. Allison was
now in absolute paradise. She had one extremely sexy foot playing with her
boobs and the other one touching her face. This was the absolute best feeling
in the entire world. Allison thought back about the panic attacks she was
having. Why did she allow those to occur? There was no reason. There was no
reason to get stressed out about work or money. There was no reason to allow
those voices or hallucinations to enter her head. What did matter were those
wonderful, wonderful feet that were touching her. They were so cold, so pure,
so wonderful! They were really all that was important.

After a few minutes of pleasuring Allison, Claudia removed her feet from her.
She took her sexy hands, unbuttoned Allison's pants and pulled her pants and
her panties down near her ankles. Claudia smiled with her sexy smile, took the
big toe of her right foot, and stuck it up Allison's vagina. Just the initial
contact felt great but once Claudia got her toe up there it was absolute
elation. Claudia knew exactly how to work her sexy toe up there swerving and
poking all the right ways. Allison breathed really heavily from the pleasuring
and began to moan. Claudia smiled and worked her sexy toe even more and
Allison kept begging for more. Suddenly Allison felt something coming on they
she had never felt in her life. It was most definitely an orgasm; something
she could never get from pleasuring herself, something she could never get
from a guys cock, but it was about to happen from Claudia's beautiful,
beautiful toe.

Allison was close to climax but it still wasn't happening. There was one small
problem. She couldn't get a word out but she pointed at her mid- section.
Claudia chuckled. "I know" Claudia laughed "my cute little toe isn't big
enough". Claudia removed her sexy toe from Allison, reached in a drawer
underneath the sink and pulled out a dildo. She stuck it up Allison and
finished up, giving Allison the first orgasm of her life. It was all due to
Claudia's beautiful, beautiful feet.

Claudia wiped off her foot with a rag and began putting her shoes back on.
Allison continued to lie naked on the cot in a state of joy. Everything was
different. A panic attack didn't even seem possible. How could one panic about
anything when those absolutely fabulous feet existed? Work didn't matter,
success didn't matter, money didn't matter. What mattered were those cold,
sexy, pure feet. When something as wonderful as those precious little feet
existed how could one panic about anything? It really was ridiculous.

Claudia ran her sexy hand through Allison's hair. "C'mon" she said gently to
Allison "our appointment is over, it's time to get dressed."

"Can I schedule another appointment?" Allison pleaded "I need to be able to
spend time with those feet again."

"Now, now" Claudia replied "I don't think you or your boss can be spending
$5000 all the time to come here. Plus you can't rely on us forever. You must
go on your merry way now. But whenever you feel panic coming on just remember
the feet, remember how wonderful they are, and I promise everything will be
OK." Claudia winked at Allison and gave her a warm smile. Allison got dressed
and stood up. The two women gave each other an open mouthed kiss Allison left
the office.

3 years later Allison walked down the street as happy and as confident as can
be. Her hair was grown out now long and beautiful. She wore a tight navy blue
shirt showing off her nice looking boobs. She wore a mini-skirt which revealed
her sexy legs and opened toed shoes. Though Allison kept in touch with Michael
she no longer worked for his company. She was now a big time model. Allison
was a truly beautiful woman now that she allowed herself to be. She had wavy
long hair, large firm breasts, great legs, and a beautiful face.

Allison walked confidently down the street. She was going to meet her
wonderful husband of 1 year for lunch. Allison was now happily married and
still making a lot of money as a model. The panic attacks were no longer
existent. Well that wasn't completely true, once in awhile when a stressful
situation presented itself Allison would feel a little bit of panic come on.
But whenever it did Allison did exactly what the doctor who saved her life
told her to do - she thought about those wonderful feet and how soft and pure
they were, and then everything was OK. No more paranoia, no more voices, and
no more hallucinations. Just a great life, with a great career, and a great
husband.

As Allison walked closer to the restaurant she saw a face that looked familiar
and it didn't take her long to recognize it. It was the beautiful Claudia who
she hadn't seen in 3 years since their first appointment. The two beautiful
women made eye contact and smiled at each other. Claudia was wearing a light
blue turtleneck sweater, tight black pants that showed off her tight ass and
her great legs, and a pair of black boots with heels on them. Allison wished
she could have gotten a peek at Claudia's cute little toes but understood why
they had to be covered in public.

Allison and Claudia walked up to each other and gave each other a hug. Allison
thanked Claudia for saving her life and told her everything that had changed
since their appointment. Claudia just nodded and smiled happily.

"So" Allison asked bashfully "I do have some money saved up. Is there anyway I
could schedule an appointment to see you again?"

"Why do you want to do that?" Claudia asked while smiling "you've proven you
can take care of yourself on your own, you don't need my help anymore."

"I know" Allison begged "but it's been so long. My life is great now but there
is still nothing I'd love more than to spend just an hour with those
beautiful, beautiful feet."

Claudia closed her mouth and thought for a second. "Well ... ." The suspense
was killing Allison as Claudia pondered "I suppose we can do that."

Allison was overjoyed. Claudia pulled a business card out of her purse and
handed it to Allison. "Call me" Claudia said. The two embraced and gave each
other an open-mouthed kiss. Claudia's mouth tasted so much nicer than her
husbands. It was so much sweeter and so much nicer. They finished kissing and
Claudia smiled and walked away.

Allison walked towards the restaurant to meet her loving husband for lunch.
She was not going to tell him about the appointment she had scheduled with
Claudia. He had no reason to know, just like he had no reason to know what she
was REALLY thinking about every time her and her husband had sex.