THE TALE OF THE BEATEN MAN By Beaten Man humbled@abeatenman.com This Time I Tell My Story - Part 4 The next morning I awoke to breakfast in bed. That is to say I found Lori sitting on my groin rubbing her tits on my chest. She must have been dreaming about last night's match and awoke as turned on as she had been the previous night. She was all over me for at least an hour. She talked deliriously about kicking my ass the entire time. If I had any doubts that we would be boxing again they were quickly dissipated as I listened to her fantasize as we screwed. I don't want you to get the wrong impression about Lori. Her trash talk when she was aroused was never meant as expressing a desire to hurt me. She just found physical confrontation arousing. To her it was all about sex. I don't think she ever thought in terms of either giving or receiving pain. Winning or losing wasn't really important to her. What was important was the competition. Winning was only important when the level of competition was high. Even when Lori lost she was incredibly aroused afterwards. She was just more aroused if she won. In all other respects she was always loving and affectionate. It may sound strange but she fought for love and never anger. And I won't pretend that the competition didn't turn me on either. It did. Whether I won or lost I was always hot to trot. My problem was my own self esteem. I didn't care how I stacked up against other people. I only cared about how I stacked up against the woman I loved. Since the night we first grappled in earnest my self esteem had been falling as my losses to her increased. She wasn't making me feel inferior, I was. That was why I was so upset about the draw. It wasn't only that I felt I had legitimately won. Though I did, the real problem was that I thought I had lost an opportunity to prove my own mettle to myself. It bothered me that I hadn't been aggressive enough to press my advantage in skill. The way she had stood up to me and improved during the match bothered me. I should have beaten her easily and I didn't. That was what was getting to me. Ask yourself. How would you feel if your wife got a draw in a three round boxing match with you. I sure didn't feel like celebrating. I shouldn't have worried. I would get another chance to prove myself sooner than I would have believed. We didn't wrestle again for the next few evenings. Instead we competed in arm wrestling and other tests of strength. Though I did better in these contests than in straight wrestling matches Lori found them more stimulating. She was more aroused closing the gap between us in arm wrestling than she was by trapping me in a scissors. A twenty minute contest in mercy that she lost was more stimulating to her than getting a two minute pin in wrestling. As long as she felt more competitive in the latest match over the previous match she was turned on. She was improving steadily in the arm wrestling, taking two out of three left hand matches over the next few nights. That really turned her on. She managed to force a draw in a right handed match one evening and was as aroused afterwards as I've ever seen her. We were constantly competing and just as constantly screwing. I knew it was just a question of time before she would want to box again. Each day when I got home I would find new evidence that she was planning something along those lines. The first thing I noticed was a couple of books on the subject that she brought home to read. Then I found two sets of brand new eight ounce gloves in our wrestling room and a heavy bag hanging in the garage. Finally on Thursday I found a UPS Package with two head protectors in the living room, and Lori in the backyard shadow boxing That night she asked if we could box a round instead of wrestling. I was actually happy that she did. The only reason that she'd ordered the equipment and was even at all exited about boxing was my fault. I had allowed her to be too competitive on Saturday. I had tried to do only enough to outpoint her in the fear that I might hurt her if I did more. That only assured that no matter what happened she'd want to do it again. Unless she felt it was hopeless she would want to keep trying and close the gap. Lori looked as happy as a child discovering Santa Claus in her living room Christmas morning when I told her I thought it was a great idea. She threw her arms around me and, between kisses, threatened me with wild sex afterwards. I didn't see how it could be any wilder than last Saturday's, but with Lori you never knew. I figured I might enjoy the sex even more if I didn't have to be bent in half by her Boston Crab before receiving it I was kidding myself if I thought that boxing was any more of a risk to her than wrestling. You can get injured more ways in wrestling than in almost any other match type competition. Especially the way we went at it. We had been damned lucky not to have at least one of us get injured in all this time. Boxing at home was probably safer. Set a timer for two minutes and box. At least you have a set time limit which is reasonably short. The worst that could happen might be she'd get knocked down. We'd been body slamming each other for months and then getting up and doing it again. How was getting knocked down worse than getting body slammed? And I, for a change, would not be losing. In fact, I would be winning. The people I sold cars for would sure appreciate it if I started showing a winning attitude. Maybe my income would increase with an injection of self confidence. All in all, at the time, boxing seemed a win/win situation for everyone. The rules were extremely simple. We would set a timer for two minutes and the normal rules of boxing would apply. When the buzzer sounded the bout was over. No referee, judges or crowds of screaming patrons. It was just Lori and I enjoying a little competition. We would use our padded wrestling room as a ring. It was a bit small, but then again it was only the two of us and neither of us had the experience for dancing or fancy footwork.. We dressed as we did for our wrestling matches. I wore a pair of simple black Speedos, Lori, in keeping with her penchant for erotic attire, settled on a tan loin patch type bikini bottom featuring extremely brief trunks with a flap in front and in the back. As she did when we wrestled she went topless. Since we were boxing on a mat we were both barefoot. Lori looked like an Amazon warrior as she stood waiting with her brief attire and boxing gear on. Her supple 37C breasts were heaving in anticipation of the match. I watched her dark pink nipples stiffen and become erect and her breathing quicken. She had always had a healthy muscular look but the last year had added impressive definition particularly to her arms. Now when she bent her arms her biceps became baseball sized knots. Her mid section was particularly hard looking. Her six pack abs were clearly defined and looked like granite beneath her smooth skin. She might have added ten pounds to her overall weight in the last year but she did not appear to have an ounce of unneeded fat. In spite of her defined musculature her body had maintained it's over all feminine lines. She remained sleek and curvy. She looked tanned, toned, fit and strong. Her heightened sexual arousal made her appearance extremely erotic. Had she not been wearing protective head gear she would have looked like a topless female gladiator awaiting her opponent In spite of myself I couldn't help but compare us physically in my own mental tale of the tape. My arms appeared more heavily muscled than hers but she had proven herself lately to be my equal in arm strength. At six, one I enjoyed a four inch height advantage and the commensurate reach advantage that went with it. At 215 pounds I still out weighed her by 50 pounds. I should be the far heavier puncher I thought. The only area where I thought she had a clear advantage was in her stomach. Though mine was still hard and well developed I was cursing myself for not concentrating more on my abs since I had stopped playing ball. It was apparent that she had no such lack of recent conditioning. Belly shots to Lori would just be a waste of time. The area of ring expertise is where I enjoyed an unquestioned edge. Between being the heavier hitter and the more knowledgeable boxer I should have little trouble dominating the short match. Lori was in her normal fugue like state of pre fight arousal. She was keeping up a steady stream of threats of dominance and staring at me hungrily. Statements like "your ass is mine" and "you're going down" were coming in a verbal torrent. I was never sure with Lori if her trash talk was actually meant for me or if it was some sort of mantra. Whether meant for me or not it was always surrealistic to hear such tough talk coming from such a beautiful and feminine looking woman. I set two timers. One would buzz in sixty seconds and the other would buzz two minutes later. Lori met me in the center of the room as we awaited the first buzzer. She got right up to me and continued her trash talk as we stood there almost nose to nose. She breathed heavily in my face as she looked up at me and hurled her usual threats. Her nearness and sexual arousal got to me just as it always had. I felt my own breathing quicken and the familiar stirring in my trunks. I joined Lori in her psychological battle and hurled back a few threats of dominance of my own. We must have been quite a sight standing there toe to toe in our battle garb breathing like two stallions in heat and hurling threats back and forth at each other. My return threats increased the sexual tension for Lori and she inched even closer to me. Another second or two and we would be screwing each other and still trash talking. Just then the buzzer sounded. We both stepped back and put up our fists. Lori's skills had improved dramatically since Saturday. She held her fists in a more orthodox boxer's stance and appeared more comfortable. Her left hand was extended well in front of the right and the right, instead of being in front of her nose, was cocked and held just beneath the chin. The books she had been studying must have emphasized the importance of the jab in boxing. She immediately started firing them much as I had done the first time we boxed. The smaller 8 ounce gloves allowed her quick jab to slip between my fists, I was stung with two quick ones to my chin before I could adjust my stance. Her cocked right flew in behind the second jab and landed flush to my nose guard. Her punches were much sharper than they had been Saturday. I felt my back slam into the padded wall and my eyes tear as I was propelled backwards from the force of her blow. As I leaned back against the wall she stepped in with a flurry of punches to my unguarded stomach. I grabbed above her fists at her shoulders and clinched, spinning her around as I did. I was shocked at her improvement, she had taken me completely by surprise. I leaned against her heavily to hold her still while I recovered my bearings. She struggled like a woman possessed and finally put her fists on my chest and shoved me. I took advantage of having both of her hands extended and caught her with an uppercut between her outstretched arms as I was pushed back. That slowed her long enough to enable me to step back and shake off her opening salvo. I copied her stance and finally began to snap my own jab out as Lori recovered from the uppercut and came off the wall. Lori went back to her jab as well as she pushed back in, We exchanged three successively harder ones. back and forth, while she came forward.. Again her over hand right followed her jabs, this time catching me on the jaw. That stung. Before I knew it she was right on top of me, shifting her attack to my stomach. Using short hooks under the elbows of my still raised arms she punched right left and then right again. Her fourth punch, a chopping left, caught me on the cheek above my dropping fist. She was shifting her attack up and down, I was confused as to where to defend and stunned by her quick mastering of basic boxing techniques. The speed and accuracy of her punches weren't giving me time to think. I grabbed her again and bulled her back into the wall, pushing my body into hers to force her backwards. I leaned on her against the wall and punched as hard as I could manage at her left side with my right fist. My left arm I kept across her chest, momentarily pinning her arms. Lori managed to free her left arm and get it above my right, she began punching with it at my cheek and temple. I used my left to hook at her jaw, freeing her right hand. With her hands freed she shoved back against me and began pushing me back towards the center of the room. We exchanged short right and left combinations to each other stomach and jaw as she bulled me backwards. Once we were back in the center of the room we both pushed back away from each other and reassumed the orthodox stance Lori had opened the round with and began circling.. We fired jabs back and forth as we circled for a few seconds and then exchanged right hands to the jaw. I felt as though a bolt of electricity had gone through my body when her right landed. I staggered back a few feet and then my legs gave out I found myself sitting on the mat at Lori's feet.. The ringing in my ears was the buzzer going off. At first I didn't know how I got there. As I realized that she'd knocked me down I was stunned. When I realized the round was over I was horrified. This match, however brief, could not end with me sweating and groggy, laying at my wife's feet. I looked up at Lori. She was bathed in sweat. Her arms and chest were glistening with rainbow drops of water that framed her biceps and poured down her firm breasts. Droplets hung from her protruding nipples and then splattered to the floor between my legs. I expected to see her arms raised in victory. Instead she was still standing with her gloves at the ready staring down at me with a look of sexual hunger on her face. She appeared to be unaware that the buzzer was ringing. It was as if she was in a world of her own. She was waiting for me to rise and continue the match. She wanted more. I became filled with rage. My stomach and sides ached from her punches and my jaw was numb. She had fooled me just as she had in wrestling. She had secretly studied so that she would have an advantage. Well this time she wasn't getting away with it. When I was sure that my head had cleared I stood up. I walked over to the buzzing timer and turned it off. "We won't be needing this" I told her threateningly. "Now we won't be disturbed. You want to compete with a man. Well now you're going to see how men compete. This time you're going down" My challenge seemed to excite her more. Her breathing became even deeper and quicker, the predatory look of sexual hunger deepened in her eyes. "All the way this time"? she asked as she tossed off her head gear and stepped up to me. Her breath was hot on my face. "All the way" I replied evenly as I removed mine and returned her stare To be Continued