The Fear! A story by A-Man Woman attempts to gain revenge against an abusive husband. Update: 27/09/1997 to misc2 Fear is a terrible emotion. To always live in fear, being virtually consumed by it, can surely become hell on earth. Whether brought on by external or internal forces it can be a solitary confining prison, worse than any torture imagined. Annette a very pretty 21 year old ex-cheerleader found herself in such a situation. A wife of two years, she lived in a deserted country setting. It was her hell.She married against her parents wishes and they would not help her now; no one could. Her husband was a brutishly cruel, sadistic thug. His own failures in attempts to start a business only made him more so. He took out all his sick frustrations on his wife. She was the reason, he was a failure and she must pay. He had created a special, separate room in their house with no windows, only one door and with a small bathroom. This was the room where he would take her for his "sessions". These sessions consisted of what he termed "behavioral modification" for his disobedient wife. His rantings included blaming her for all that had gone wrong in his life. He savagely beat her, verbally abused her and ended each session by sexually abusing her and asserting his male dominance, either with forced rear entry or grabbing her by the hair and shoving his member down her throat; until he was satisfied. On some occasions, he even used an oversized didlo, when he felt she was overly disobedient. He then locked the door leaving her for days at a time. Annette was virtually a prisoner, too terrified to escape, or fight back; she had totally lost any feeling of self- worth. It was almost as if she felt, somehow deserving of this fate. She lived every day in fear. How does an intelligent, beautiful woman succumb to a feeling of worthlessness? After two years of marriage there should have been a much brighter future for this still stunning, ex-cheerleader. A miracle change did come. While picking up up some food supplies in town, which was one of her weekly chores, she ran into an old friend that she had not seen since high school. Her friend immediately picked up the danger signs in Annette's life. She was appalled and utterly disgusted by the cigarette burns and bruises that Annette revealed. They had a long talk, which went along way toward helping Annette realize, her future and her life were in her hands only. It was her choice. was she better than this, or was this to be her fate. Mentally and physically she knew she was better than this situation. Annette felt a glimmer of confidence, she had not dare feel in two years. If she was to make a change, it would be better to act before this feeling fades back into the darkness. That evening, her husband Rick, was his usual abusive-self; blaming Annette for another horrible day in his life. Rick told her she was lucky, he put up with her and let her live with him. After what he termed an unusually lousy dinner, he banished her to the "sessions" room. Annette appeared to go meekly as always. He would join her to administer an appropriate punishment when he was ready. Annette knew this was her opportunity, act now or she may never get another chance. She carefully weighed her options while waiting for her tormentor. Fifteen minutes later he appeared, clad only in a pair of black briefs, a cigar in one hand and a drink in the other, with a demented look in his eye. He was shocked to find his wife seductively posing against the wall wearing a very tiny leopard bikini. Annette was looking curiously ferocious, not the meek, docile pussycat, Rick expected to encounter. She had not worn this outfit for over two years, only because he forbade her to wear it, saying it made her look like a whore. Rick, wanted to know what the hell she was doing. Didn't she realize now that her punishment would be more severe? Annette argued, the days of her punishment were over. She was finished living in fear. Rick scoffed at her insubordination. Annette moved away from the wall, walking to the center of the room and standing with her hands on her hips, she said she was dead serious. His days of abusing her were over. Okay, you've had your little rebellion Annette; now I'm gonna have to get real nasty, and this time I hope I don't kill you, although you do deserve to die. I give you a roof over your lousy head and this is how you repay me? He locked the door behind him and was now ready to throttle his wife to within an inch of her life. Tonight's lesson would be, taming the rebellious bitch. Annette wondered if she had done the right thing, but there was no second guessing now. Rick was 6'2", reasonably well-built and weighed 220. Annette, was 5'10", with a still firm 36-26-34 body on a 160 pound frame. She was a much better conditioned athlete than her husband, and the fact that he drank often gave her some hope. Would that be enough to off-set the fear, soon she would know. Rick put out his cigar and laid his drink, down on the floor. First, I finish you, then my drink, he laughed. He lashed out with a right hand, which bloodied Annette's lips. It was at the very moment of impact that she understood, that indeed, she had made the right decision. This was her red badge of courage. That's the last time you hit me, you rotten bastard, she growled. Annette let fly to his jaw with a solid right, which stunned Rick. His wife had never retaliated before. Usually, by now, she would be cowering at his feet begging for mercy and his forgiveness. What was this now? Rick was still in shock, and totally bewildered as Annette delivered several blows in succession from his face to his chest. He grabbed her by the hair and flung her against the wall. Annette surprisingly, came off the wall with a cheerleader flip which ended with a forcefully delivered kick to his jaw. Annette delivered a few more of her cheerleader specialties to the face and body of the clueless and very wobbly, giant. His response was to rip off her leopard top, screaming you'll never wear this again. In return she grabbed his head in a headlock and rammed his head into the wall. Annette liked the sound so much, she did it again. Rick was groggy, but still swinging wildly. Annette was too fast, avoiding most of his punches. She connected with quite a few of her own, especially in his mid- section. What a spectacle in the dimly lit room, this bra-less blonde cheerleader, virtually glowing in a golden glaze of sweat, dismantling a monster of a man that outweighed her by sixty pounds. She pushed him roughly against the wall and repeatedly kneed his groin. Rick was now putty in her hands. Annette grabbed him by the hair and rammed his head into her right knee. What a crunching sound! Rick screamed in pain, you broke my nose, I'll kill you! "Idle threats honey", Annette taunted him. Annette was truly not afraid anymore. Like the huntress leopard she dove thru the air on to the glassy eyed Rick. The force of her body easily knocked him down. Annette landed on his chest. She sat on him reigning down a devastating array of shots to Rick's face. He frantically pulled at her breasts, squeezing them, even scratching them, but Annette continued flailing away and rearranging his facial features. Her knuckles were raw, but this battle was two years in the making and she was not about to end it early. With both of his eyes blackened, Rick could barely see. Annette dislodged several teeth with her blows. Annette was possessed. His resistance faded and evaporated. The mighty Amazon wrapped her hands around his throat and squeezed. She applied light pressure at first, then harder and harder. The strength that flowed from her veins was inexhaustible. This is for all the years of hell, sweetheart, she sarcastically told him. Air was suddenly a scarce commodity as Rick fought to release her hands from his throat. He could not budge her. Rick flailed away in desperation, anything to stop her. Annette, the cheerleader, watched his eyes bulge out and she only released the choke hold to keep him from dying. That would be far too easy, she thought. Rick passed out for a few minutes. When he came to, Rick rolled over on to his stomach, wretching and gasping for air. Annette was not nearly done with him, not by a long shot. He would suffer in the same way she did. With a raspy voice, Rick told Annette she was insane and he'd have her arrested. Annette assured him, that was not going to happen. She giggled a devilish laugh, which made Rick hesitant to turn around. When Rick finally turned his head to see her, he wished she had killed him. Annette was standing in the middle of the room, dressed only in her leopard thong, but now wearing the gruesome looking strap-on dildo. This was same instrument Rick had often used on Annette to prolong the nightmare sessions. Rick desperately tried to crawl away but Annette easily caught him from behind. In total control now, she relieved Rick of his trunks. No please no, he pleaded to the now deaf Amazon. Mounting him doggy style, she entered him. She figured that it was certainly a fitting way to handle this dog. Rick squealed, just like a pig, but there wasn't a soul within miles to hear his unearthly cries. Annette rode him around the room conducting her own rodeo. The completely humiliated Rick was still crying and whining, when Annette finally dismounted. A s she dragged him to his knees, he only shrieked louder and louder. Annette could not believe this coward had terrorized her for two years. Here this will help you shut up and she rammed the strap-on into his mouth. She held him unmercilessly at her knees with the strap-on planted deep in his throat. Rick was gagging and choking and uncontrollably sobbing. Annette reminded him, this is how he tortured her over and over and this was pay back time. Eventually the tortured Rick passed out again. Annette surveyed her handiwork. She lit his victory cigar, grabbed his drink and calmly locked her slave in for the night and left. For seven days and seven nights she repeated the beatings of her former tormentor. She fed him once a day to keep him coherent. Annette appeared to him each day with another alluring outfit, to arouse his male instincts. Then she beat the tar out of him, illustrating the fact that she was in total control now and he would remain in this room until properly trained. With each passing day, the former domination master Rick, became easier to handle. The cheerleader could beat him up with hardly breaking a sweat. Annette even wore her high school cheerleader outfit, with no underwear to give Rick a nice view before she kicked him senseless. She was free. On the seventh day, she unlocked the door. Rick would no longer even rise to attempt to fight her. The totally naked queen ordered her slave to please her orally or she would stomp him into oblivion. He performed as commanded. Rick was now very obedient. Annette was a reborn Amazon, realizing it was only her fear which had held her back from experiencing life. Now, even pathetic Rick did serve a purpose for her after- all. He was to be her foil. Annette sat down next to her plaything. Rick did not raise a finger as Annette grabbed his manhood and squeezed. Tighter and tighter she squeezed, digging her nails into his mangled member, drawing lines of blood; but still Rick dare not resist. Annette smiled at the well-behaved Rick, as he was trying in vain to hold back the tears. All the while she gazed directly into his empty eyes, searching for something. Annette released his bloody member and watched him crawl into a ball in the corner. As she exited the "sessions" room she finally saw in his eyes exactly what she was seeking..... it was the fear!