The Secretary
By Timmy         BSM16@hotmail.com
A young lawyer's older secretary has other ideas as to how to celebrate the completion of a very intense project.


After reading many stories in the Valkyrie web site, I decided that 
it was finally time to share the most humiliating event in my life 
that I still have not gotten over.  I never told anyone about it to 
this day.  I still can't believe this actually happened, nor could I 
believe it was even possible.  

Background

I started my first job in a prestigious mid-town Manhattan law firm 
in 1991 as a recent graduate from an Ivy League law school.  My main 
function for the first few months was research support for several 
of the firm's law partners.  It was a very large and busy office 
with many lawyers, paralegals, secretaries, etc.  

On one particular Thursday, a crisis project had arisen wherein four 
of the fifteen new hires, myself included, were each assigned a 
specific secretary to work with each of us.  Our mission was to 
complete a very important report that had to be delivered the first 
thing Friday morning.  The firm's ten senior partners were to attend 
the meeting and work with this report at their largest client's 
headquarters.  

The secretary assigned to work with me was Cathy, a 35 year old 
woman who I had seen only once before in the elevator.  She worked 
on the 10th floor while I was stationed on the 14th floor.  She was 
extremely attractive and appeared several years younger than her 
actual age.  She had long dirty blond hair, green eyes and high 
cheekbones.  She stood about 5'5" tall as she was a bit taller than 
me with her high heeled black pumps.  She wore a short red skirt and 
matching jacket over a white blouse.  She had gorgeous, shapely legs 
which were covered with black nylons.  She had a wonderfully slim 
figure and probably weighed about 120 pounds.  I did the reading and 
dictating while Cathy gathered the documentation material, took 
dictation and typed the required pages, as I proofread and sent the 
final product to my assigned partner for final approval and 
inclusion in the report.  Cathy took my direction without complaint 
and was extremely efficient.  As a young newly hired attorney, I was 
initially uncomfortable giving orders to a woman who was ten years 
my senior who had been working as a secretary for probably fifteen 
years.  Cathy, to her credit, did not indicate any problem with 
working with me and I was glad that we hit it off as a team so 
easily.  I found myself attracted to her despite the age difference.

I was 25 years old, stood 5'8" tall and weighed about 160 pounds at 
that time.  I was rather athletic as I competed on the junior 
varsity basketball team, ran long distance in track and lifted 
moderate weights throughout my college career.  I considered myself 
fairly strong.  I could curl 65 pounds and bench-press 140 pounds 
for repetitions.  My best ever bench press was 170 pounds.  My build 
reflected my athletic background, as my muscle tone was clearly 
evident without much muscle mass.  I always held my own against my 
college buddies whenever we fooled around in wrestling or arm 
wrestling.  Whenever we went to the beach and played around with the 
girls, I was one of the guys who showed off how strong I was as I 
lifted and carried them around as they "struggled" to get away.  My 
old girlfriend, in fact, mentioned to me that even though I wasn't a 
"muscleman", she thought that I was very strong and she was always 
feeling my upper arms and chest.  I was very proud that I could make 
females feel that way about me.  

The Encounter

Somehow Cathy and I were assigned a disproportionate amount of the 
workload and when the usual quitting time came and went, only one of 
the partners and the four teams were left in the office.  At about 
9:00 p.m., the three other teams had completed their share of the 
task.  The partner in charge dismissed them for the evening and 
asked us to remain to finish our portion which had about another 
hour to go.  He went over what we needed to do and then he left for 
the night as I indicated that we could handle the job as required.  

Cathy and I did not converse too often throughout the intense task 
at hand, but after the partner had left we began some friendly small 
talk.  Eventually, I asked Cathy if I could take her out for a late 
dinner after we finished our work.  She simply answered "maybe" as 
she smiled a bit weirdly.  We then concentrated on the project and 
finally finished.  Again, I asked Cathy if she would like to go out 
to a restaurant and she said "sure".  I then walked down to my 
office to get my suit jacket and as I was about to return to meet 
Cathy, I was startled to find her standing right behind me.  I let 
out a slight scream, as she laughed at me saying "oh did little old 
me scare you?"  I answered "you sure did, what are you doing 
sneaking up on my like that?"  Cathy replied "I'm going to show 
you".  Just then she walked up to me, put her arms around my neck 
and started to kiss me intimately.  She slipped her tongue through 
my lips and found mine as I was getting very aroused.  I embraced 
her and she responded by holding me tighter as well.

This went on for a few minutes, as Cathy then removed her left arm 
from my neck and began to massage my crotch.  Now, my senses started 
to return a bit and I withdrew from Cathy's grip and stepped back.  
I said, "Cathy, you are a beautiful woman and I appreciate that you 
seem to be so attracted to me, but I really think that you're going 
a bit too far as we only met a this morning."  Cathy said nothing 
and began to remove her jacket.  I said "Cathy what are you doing?"  
She still did not answer me.  She removed her jacket and now she 
unbuttoned her blouse and removed it to reveal a sheer black bra 
supporting her ample breasts.  She then slipped off her skirt to 
reveal her black panties.  I was dumfounded.  "Cathy, please stop.  
What are you going to do.  This isn't right.  I think we better call 
it a night and forget this ever happened."  Cathy finally responded 
"Timmy, we're not going anywhere.  You want this as much as I do and 
you know it.  So take your clothes off before I rip them off of 
you."  I know my mouth was wide open in shock as I couldn't believe 
my ears.  This is similar to what I saw in the only porno flick I 
ever went to see with my college buddies.  But Cathy wasn't acting.  
I reiterated to Cathy "look, I'm leaving and I suggest you put your 
clothes back on and follow me out, because I'm out of here."  I 
walked past Cathy and was nearly out of my office when she put her 
right arm around my neck and started to squeeze me.  She was 
actually choking me as I couldn't breathe easily.  I grabbed her arm 
with mine and tried to pry it off of my neck, but I could not do so.  
I couldn't believe how strong she was.  She then started to pull 
down on my neck and she forced me to my knees.  I still was in her 
powerful neck hold and couldn't gather myself to break her grip.  I 
was totally astonished that a woman with such slender arms could 
demonstrate such incredible strength.  No female I ever encountered, 
even those who were bigger than me were as strong as Cathy was.

I felt myself getting a little light headed as my oxygen was getting 
choked off more and more.  Finally, she forced me to the floor, and 
sat on my chest while simultaneously pinning my arms behind my head.  
I was incapacitated for the moment and could not push her off of me.  
I realized that I had better not try to fight her off yet as I 
didn't yet have my strength back.  She then released my left arm and 
undid my tie.  She next ripped open my shirt, causing the buttons to 
fly across the room.  Cathy then said "Timmy, we can do this the 
easy way or the hard way.  It's your choice.  Now you either remove 
your clothes or I'll do it for you.  And I'm telling you right now 
that if I have to do it, then I'm going to hurt you, understand?"  I 
figured that she was dead serious.  I also thought that if she let 
me go for a minute I could use the time to pull myself together and 
simply overpower this woman and be done with this situation once and 
for all.  I then responded to Cathy "okay, just let me up and I'll 
do as you ask."  She then got off of my chest and stood up, allowing 
me to stand up also.  

I removed my shirt, shoes, socks and then my suit pants.  I stood 
facing Cathy, still wearing her pumps, bra, nylons and panties.  I 
now felt better and confident that I could regain control of my 
plight and end this nonsense.  "Cathy, like I said before you 
grabbed me, I'm going to leave now.  Just don't make me get physical 
with you.  I don't want to hurt you."  Cathy laughed at me and 
responded "why you weakling, do you actually think that I'm scared 
of you.  If I were, do you think I would have let you get up.  I can 
put you back on your ass anytime I want to."  Now, I was really 
confused.  I couldn't believe that this slender and apparently 
defenseless female was threatening and taunting me, a healthy, 
athletic male.  "Cathy, are you out of your mind, I don't want to 
fight you.  You would have no chance against me.  I'm so much bigger 
than you are."  She coyly answered me, "Okay my big strong man, you 
now leave me no other choice.  I guess I'll just have to beat you up 
after all.  Then, I'm going to fuck you until I decide to call it a 
night."  She then walked towards me.  

I decided that I wasn't going to take any chances, so I reached out 
and grabbed her arms.  I then tried to trip her by placing my right 
leg behind her left leg and push her down, but she pushed back with 
astounding force and I found myself on my back as she mounted my 
chest just like before.  She pinned my arms back again and now I 
found that I could not push her off of me.  Even though I felt that 
I had recovered my strength, she still overpowered me.  She now 
straddled me with her legs and began to squeeze me between her 
thighs.  Again, I was shocked at her leg strength.  She had me 
completely helpless as I could not budge her.  She looked down on me 
and said "Timmy, don't make me hurt you, just give in to what I want 
you to do and I'll let you go."  I was totally embarrassed and 
humiliated that a woman could do this to me, especially one with so 
slight a figure.  The reality though was that she was much stronger 
than me even though this fact had not yet registered with me.  I 
still felt that I would get out of this and teach my female 
antagonist a lesson.  I responded to Cathy "look you bitch, you let 
me go, or I'm going to beat the shit out of you."  She looked down 
at me and with extreme disdain and sarcasm as she answered "Timmy, 
you're really "scaring" me.  I can see from our positions that I 
have no chance against your.  I'd better run away now."  Suddenly, 
her expression changed.  She was no longer smiling.  She let go of 
my arms and began to punch me in the face.  I instinctively covered 
up and she then kicked me in the stomach with her knee.  Then she 
got off of me and yelled "get up Timmy!"  She then stood up and 
removed her bra and panties and stood facing me only in her pumps 
and nylons.  Her exposed breasts were perfectly formed as they 
jutted straight out.

I got up as quick as I could.  I tasted blood in my mouth as a 
result of her punching me.  I was very angry as I put my fists up.  
I took a hard swing at her head but she ducked.  She immediately 
countered like she knew what she was doing with a right fist to my 
midsection.  Her punch was unbelievable powerful and I doubled over 
in pain.  She then hit me in my jaw and knocked me down on my back 
again.  She just gazed down at me with that very serious look.  I 
now sensed that this woman was more than she appeared to be.  I was 
hurt and groggy, but I still wanted to beat Cathy up as I could not 
handle losing a fight to a female.  I stood up and lunged at her.  I 
pushed her back against the wall, grabbed her by her hair and got 
her into a headlock.  I squeezed her head as hard as I could and 
pulled her down to the floor.  I now was on top of her.  While still 
holding her head with my right arm, I grabbed her right hand with my 
left and forced her onto her back.  I was about to let go of her 
head and start to punch her in her face like she did to me, but she 
pushed my left arm up with her right arm and I lost my balance and 
began to fall back.  I tried to regain my balance and the advantage 
I had, but in doing so I had to release her head from my grip.  She 
immediately grabbed my right hand with her left and we were 
struggling against each other while still on our knees with only our 
upper body strength.  It was at this point that I finally realized 
that I was weaker than Cathy as she slowly began to push me down on 
my back.  She was laughing at my futile attempt to overpower her 
during the entire pushing match.  I had nothing left and she rolled 
me on my back and pinned me for the third time.  

She pulled my right arm down next to my side and squeezed it tightly 
with her thigh as she straddled me.  I could not free my arm from 
this position as I tried to do so frantically.  While still holding 
my left arm down, she began to beat me up with her free fist.  I was 
now afraid that she would kill me, as I knew that she could have her 
way with me physically.  I pleaded with her to stop and not hurt me 
as I would submit to her without a struggle.  She finally stopped 
hitting me and I laid there sobbing.  She then said, "Timmy, I'm 
going to remove your underwear and I'm going to come down on you.  
You had better do everything I say or else I'll beat you worse, do 
you get me?"  I shook my head and answered meekly "yes, anything you 
say, but please don't hit me anymore."

My penis was hard as a rock.  This was completely involuntary as I 
could not control myself.  I did not want to make "love" to this 
horrible brute, but I was helpless to resist her.  She told me to 
caress her breasts and I complied.  She stroked my penis, and 
prevented me from coming too soon.  She was obviously experienced in 
controlling a man sexually.  She ordered me to kiss her breasts and 
suck her nipples.  I did so.  She began to tongue kiss me and I did 
not attempt to turn my face away, as I wanted this horrible thing to 
end as quickly as possible.  She then ordered me to get on my knees 
and perform oral sex on her as she stood over me.  I pleaded with 
her not to make me do that, but she yelled at me and hit me in the 
face.  I started to cry and she screamed at me "you pitiful excuse 
for a man, stop that crying or I'll really give you something to cry 
about."  I again did what she demanded in order to avoid more 
punishment.  This went on for an excruciatingly long time as she was 
getting sexually gratified based on her soft moaning sounds.  

Finally, she pulled me up by my hair and pushed me up against the 
wall and pinned my arms next to my shoulders.  She then pushed 
herself on me as she made me penetrate her.  She was now fucking me 
as she said she was going to and I was too weak to stop her.  I 
could not describe how inadequate I was feeling.  She was looking 
straight into my eyes as she continued to hump me as I held back my 
tears.  I was constantly afraid that she would beat me up again and 
continue to torture me if she saw that I wasn't "enjoying" this.  
She again made moaning sounds during this act indicating her sexual 
pleasure as I became more and more humiliated and ashamed of myself.

I felt myself coming and she must have sensed this as well as she 
began to hump me more vigorously in order to make me climax.  I 
finally shot my load into her as she gratified herself at my 
expense.  After she finished raping me, she pulled out and threw me 
down on the floor.  She then placed her heel on my throat and 
threatened me "now listen to me very carefully Timmy.  Don't even 
think about telling anyone about this because, first of all nobody 
would believe you.  And second, I know that you feel so humiliated 
that you don't know what to do with yourself.  Just think about how 
life would be for you if anyone found out that you were beaten and 
raped by a female.  I suggest that you just consider yourself lucky 
that I didn't hurt you any more than I already did and that you "got 
lucky" with a cute secretary at the office one night."  I listened 
to her scornful speech and did not respond.  I just wanted her to 
leave me alone so that I could begin to deal with what she did to 
me. 

Cathy began to dress herself and when she finished she turned to me 
and gave me a sardonic smile and then simply walked out of my office 
and out the door to the elevators.  I was now alone and naked on the 
floor of my office.  I sat there for several minutes with the 
realization that I was brutally raped by a female and I was totally 
ashamed that I was not strong enough to stop her from having her way 
with me.  I cried uncontrollably for a while as any rape victim 
would do.

After regaining my composure, I gathered my clothing and got 
dressed.  I peered in the mirror and saw the damage that Cathy had 
inflicted on me.  I had a black left eye and a split lip.  My neck 
showed black and blue marks where she choked me.  I went home that 
night and decided to call in sick so that I could heal over the 
weekend.  When Monday arrived, I still did not return to work and I 
decided to stay out until Wednesday.  When I finally did return, one 
of my colleagues noticed my black eye which was still a bit 
noticeable and asked me how it happened.  I told him that my date 
hit me there.  He started to laugh.  I did not laugh along with him.

I stayed with the firm for only two more months because I could 
never get over my humiliation.  Cathy still worked there and on two 
occasions when our eyes met, she gave me that terrible smile of hers 
as I turned away each time.  I could not stand the fact that she 
continued to hold the secret of my humiliation over me, making me 
feel less of a man.  I also felt very vulnerable whenever I entered 
the elevator alone or stayed late at night by myself as I was very 
much afraid of being caught alone with Cathy again.  I resigned my 
position and found employment at another law firm downtown.  I also 
moved out of my apartment and moved closer to my new job.  I wanted 
no possible contact with that horrible woman again.