Conflict of Interest: Part 3 by ZuiderZee. (zuiderzee@hotmail.com) Women in power for the wrong reasons "With this alone, I've broken my own weight in skulls!" Urlim Brehn hefted his favorite weapon, a ferruled war hammer. "One day, so will you. And owing that you'll never attain my weight, you won't have to break as many of them." Ustreed busily rubbed her sore arm. It had been two days since the duel and the injury still nagged her. The herzog could easily have broken it, but he knew that would put an irreparable crimp in his schedule--a far more pressing matter than someone's limb. She flexed and stretched; the effort proved more detrimental than beneficial and she gave it up, but she was too restless to sit still and listen to what Brehn said. The herzog had gotten to him. She heard Bruellen's words coming from him. In just the few hours after being dismissed from the ring, Brehn had met with him in private and had doubtless been told--no, threatened--to take the most severe actions needed to change her into the image the herzog fantasized. Sickened by the notion, Ustreed endured the old giant's encouragements like so many more aches and pains. With the sun high in the sky and the castle chambers growing hot and stuffy, Ustreed flung open the shuttered windows and leaned out over the stone- rimmed edge to feel the breeze on her bruised face. There was nothing wrong with her health; she hadn't been sick in months. At sixteen years old, she was well built, even if she had relied solely on nature to sculpt her form. She had not. Hearty eating--bordering on gluttony--fueled her rapid increase in proportions. Daily exercise and frequent exertions under Brehn's watchful eyes had scooped out places where fat had lain since her childhood. Between her thick joints, muscles had risen and solidified like loaves in an oven. Riding, climbing and swimming had shaped her back and rump into symmetrical maps of ruts and ridges. Clearly no woman in the Palatinate was her equal in physical form. There were stronger women, of course. Farmer's wives with bearlike limbs and bodies who never dreamed of defending castles could outmatch Ustreed in many feats, mostly involving lifting and endurance, but none approached her speed and grace. Brehn's own mother was one such giantess. In her colorful folk costume, she looked at a safe distance to be little more than broad and manlike, but her thick hands could grip rough sacks of grain weighing over a hundred pounds and hold on for what seemed painful durations. While she couldn't run, she could stride with great energy over uneven ground and the rocks of the high mountain meadows, often more than ten miles a day in her chores. Until her death at 63, she could tote a yoke laden with water buckets that weighed two hundred and fifty pounds for a distance of forty yards--from the well to the trough--without spilling a drop. Such tasks were easy for Brehn and his folk, they were of a small and diminishing breed in Crenholtz, the Vytims. Vytims bred for might and little else. Many were mentally slow and had no gift for the finer arts and sciences, but they were outgoing, generous and honest. The herzog had some Vytim in his blood, it was obvious in his stature and the blocky configuration of his head and neck. Ustreed had no Vytim blood in her veins whatsoever. Her forebearers had come to Crenholtz from the lowlands in the East centuries ago, invading and settling in the hilly country, eventually becoming dominant. Brehn and the rest of his primitive ilk represented a crude, barbaric past that was fast becoming legend and nothing else. There was a new brand of strength in Crenholtz, these days. Political power. Trends from other civilizations had found their way up the slopes and narrow valleys into Crenholtz and the concept of the wielded weapon as law was barely hanging on. Brehn didn't think much of written laws, certificates and badges. The one who could hit the hardest, surest and most often was always the leader. He doubted the Pfalzgrafin could lift forty pounds or throw a spear forcefully enough to take down an onrushing stag. The whole idea of honoring a physically weak woman was preposterous. But it wasn't the day and age for Vytimic custom. Their heyday was long gone and the new race of Crenish with their charters and red carpets were here to stay. With no wife or mother, the only woman Brehn could respect was Ustreed. "You trust me, Ustreed. Strength is a matter of pure persistence. Why, when you're strong enough to wield a hammer like this--" "Heavy iron isn't the answer for me, Brehn. This hanger the herzog gave me is as heavy a blade as I'd want to lug around. The purpose of--oh, none of this helps!" Ustreed pushed herself off the window ledge and back into the chamber. "None of it! I might have known I had a distinct disadvantage!" Raising her left hand, she removed the lengthy mitt and displayed her old wound. The middle and ring fingers were gone. Not enough of a hand remained to make a strong fist or a sure grip. To her credit, she had perfected a gouge with her index finger and thumb, and of course, her ability to strike and push with the heel of that hand was virtually unaffected. The arm behind it was powerful; Ustreed's elbow jabs and shoulder smashes had the desired effect every time. For as much trouble as the missing digits caused her, she wished she could have lost an ear instead. "Listen, Ustreed. You were chosen as a candidate for castellan because of your bravery and your stubborn character, not how many bones you've got! Why, I could break the herzog's back like a dry branch, but I could never be castellan. I'm no diplomat, no visionary. This argument isn't about what's on the inside. The herzog wants you in shape and he's ordered me to put you there...or die in the attempt. I could be given no greater task." "How wonderful for you. What else did he say?" "Little more. His silence was suspicious. It is not wise to make guesses. I trust him." "Enough?" Ustreed put her mitt back on, pulling the quilted leather over her remaining hand until it hid her injury. "As much as we trust him, there's a black, twisted secret he's keeping. I think he's afraid. And if this business with us should turn sour..." "It can't turn sour. It won't. We won't let it. We have conspired to succeed! We face more than a loss of prestige. I am prepared to suffer for this land of mine. I need to boast. While I still live, I want the rest of the world to look at me and my country and shudder in awe of our might and reslove!" Brehn stomped his huge foot, making the room shake. "I know the risks, Brehn. I know what's expected of a Crenish war leader, Vytim or no. Man or no. The trouble is making everyone else believe that I do...and that I can rightfully serve as a castellan in peace...or war." End of part 3. To be continued.