My wife - part 1 I've always been turned on by ball busting since I was a young man. I first read a book by Bradley Steiner called Below the Belt, and he was teaching young women to fight men off by pulling out their eyes or throat's or destroying their balls. For some reason, the idea of a sexy young desirable supposedly defenseless girl destroying a man like that was a major turn on, especially the balls part. Now I'm a born again, and fairly sincere Christian and follower of Jesus Christ. I'll be the first to admit this turn on is certainly not keeping with the faith. I've at various times been able to suppress it, ignore it, and I've done a fairly good job at that. Still I wanted to marry a sweet kind gentle follower of Jesus Christ, someone who loved God, but was willing to turn a man into a woman by destroying the nuts if the situation dictated it. Such a woman is not easy to find. I have discovered over time that while excellent self defense courses for women exist, there are few women who are true warriors like that. Despite Hollywood's now standard fantasy portrayal of women kicking ass, few such females exist. Not to mention Hollywood's portrayal a fierce female is completely unrealistic. Time and time again, 100-pound females are shown going toe to toe with multiple 250-pound muscular men. Yeah, that's ever going to happen. But I digress. I remember once I did meet a very sexy older lady who used to teach self-defense, and we were going out witnessing, and she relayed her personal thoughts on spiritual warfare. "When I taught self-defense to women," she said, "I used to teach them to grab those testicles and pull them right off," she continued, as my dick immediately got hard. I looked at this somewhat older lady. She was larger, close to 6 feet and looked well built, on the thicker and stronger side, with decent looking breasts and an attractive shape. If she were truly trying to pull your balls off, she would be difficult to stop. I looked at her husband, he was about an inch shorter and balding. He had a slight smile on his face but otherwise his expression remained the same as she spoke. "She'd pull his right off if they ever got into it," I thought. "This is what we've got to do to the devil," she continued. "We've got to get in their and get those balls and pull them right off. Once you do that, it's over," she said, with a serious look on her face. "Yeah," I said somewhat sheepishly. I was feeling a tad bit intimidated and found it weird that as a male I was agreeing we had to pull someone's nuts off, but the spiritual analogy was spot on. That was what we needed to do. Pull off the devil's testicles. I was erotized, intimidated, and agreeing with a deep spiritual truth all at once. Like I said, women like this are rare. Then I met my wife. She is all girl. A delicate, sweet, kind woman. She is short and while being relatively thin, is built firm and solid with wider hips and very large natural breasts. Her hands and feet are relatively small, she claims this was the result of a sickness she had when she was quote young. Her very small hands however are deceptively and very strong for there size, indeed her whole body is far stronger than one would ever suspect with a casual glance. Her strength comes from I think years of working in a factory, lifting heavy metal trays and moving them through out the day. Standing just under 5 feet, I've seen her curl 25 pounds in each arm for sets with her sexy thick womanly biceps, she done multiple standard pushups, and her tiny hands have closed a heavy hand gripper, though I don't remember the exact weight. Her tiny strong hands have brought my agony and nearly to screams as she has at my requested pinched down on my hardened penis. I have wondered if she could just pinch it right off, but I am not going to ask her to try, and I am sure she would not grant that request. She can certainly create great pain. Which leads me to first true life account of my beautiful ball busting wife. Not long after we met, I told her of how a woman beating ass, especially hurting men's nuts turned me on. She detailed a time to me where she once mashed a man's nuts, and I was actually skeptical thinking she just made it up. Perhaps I will detail that another time, what she shared with me. Anyway we were married and have enjoyed normal, healthy satisfying sexual relations. I find it a turn on for a woman to beat another man's ass. Thinking about getting my own ass beat is also a turn on, but I'm not crazy either or particularly a lover of pain, so I'm not really going to push to get my own ass beat. I always did tell my wife when we were dating and since we've been married to destroy a man's balls if some man is seriously trying to hurt you. The thought of my tiny little wife emasculating some dangerous predator is a major turn on. Anyway, it was Christmas vacation 2009 and we were staying at my dad's place in Florida. It was a day or two after Christmas and we'd had a long day of fun, I forget what we did exactly, but it was late, and she was really tired, and we had retired to our bedroom. As we lay there, I decided I wanted some sex, but she said she did not. I usually didn't push it, but for whatever reason I decided to that night. She was lying on the bed with her back turned to me. My penis was hard and despite the fact she was saying no, I laid my chest right against her back and started rubbing my hardened penis against her body. She continued to tell me to stop it, but I persisted, my dick was hard now, and it felt good to touch her gorgeous womanly body. After doing this for awhile despite her protests, I sudden felt her hand, it must have been her right hand based on the side she was laying on, grip my testicles. Her small hand completely engulfed my testicles as they were in her palm with her fingers completely encircling. Suddenly I felt a terrible and sharp pain as her hand compressed around them, bowing in and compressing the delicate walls of my testicles. Nearly as soon it started it stopped, and I ascertained she hand simply clinched her fist once and released. Immediately and instinctively I rolled over, stunned at what had just occurred and wanting to check the status of my nuts. They throbbed in pain and any further thoughts of sex pursuing sexual activity disappeared. My lovely wife had just squeezed my nuts. I could hardly believe it! She made no sound, she just continued to lay next to me. I also laid as my nuts continued to throb. I made no effort to get up or move, other than the normal moving one might do while trying to go to sleep. I am relatively certain I could have gotten up, yet I just lay there now trying to sleep. My dick began to harden as I contemplated what my wife had done to me, but my nuts ached. They throbbed all the way until I went to sleep, which I did after probably about a half hour. In the morning we woke up as normal. My nuts hurt, but I could walk. The next day we drove to Disney and I was on my feet all day. My nuts hurt on and off all day. They did not hurt constantly, they hurt more when I was still and not moving, maybe just because I was aware of the pain then. I'm not sure if they were bruised, I did not inspect them. I'm not a wimp, I don't let a little ache of pain stop me. We did speak about the incidence, not at length. She indicated she was half asleep. I was not mad at her. Not only was it a turn on, but it wasn't out of line. I was pushing it, I wasn't particularly taking no for an answer, which I think is my prerogative to a certain extent as a husband, but she gave me a short squeeze to emphasize her no, which was also ok. She didn't crush them or really hurt me. Just a short little squeeze, enough to hurt, but not do any permanent damage. She did not apologize, nor did she need to, nor did I ask for one. My nuts actually hurt on and off for a couple of weeks. Getting pressure on your nuts hurts for a while. This is not something I would want to do regularly or constantly. I think your sick in the head if you really want your nuts permanently damaged, but I've gotten hard many times over the years thinking about how my wife asserted herself that night. This is a true story, and I've tried to be as accurate as possible in my description of the event. I hope you enjoyed it. I will probably do a part II at least because I have more to tell about my wife, the real-life ball buster. This may seem an odd forum to bring this up, but we are all in need of a savior. John 3:16 says God gave Jesus as forgiveness for man's sins. I encourage everyone, as would my ball busting wife, to seek him out. Have a good one.