The Good Citizen




It had been six months now since I escaped from the woman who had kidnapped me
three years ago. I have been seeing a shrink for a while now. Yes I call her a
shrink because after I leave her office it feels like she had shrunk me down
to size. I felt like my own hero since no one found and rescued me so I was
feeling quite arrogant about myself lately.

My shrink was a nice woman of 26 years of age. She was quite tall and she
didn't need to wear the high heeled shoes that she sported so well. I mean she
was 6'1 and 6'7 in heels. I guess she probably did this to make her male
patients feel inferior to her so that she was always in control.

Her long red and ruby red lips were very sexy as was her face and figure. She
wore tight skirts and looked as though she were heading to do a photo shoot
instead to her office. The black framed glasses she often wore made her look
even more sexy. You know the type guys. The librarian that you know is sexy
underneath those thick glasses and hiked up hair that I had only seen worn
down by her a few times. I always felt as though when she did that she was
merely teasing me with her sexuality because she knows I have not been with a
woman since my escape.

I picked her out of two other shrinks I could have seen. One reason is because
she is a woman and I needed to get over my trust issues with women. The other
is most obvious she was gorgeous and she didn't take any crap from me. I guess
even though I would rather not admit it I was use to being controlled by a
woman. Afterall the woman who had kidnapped me and held me for three years
controlled every single aspect of my life and the thing is I still have no
idea why she did what she did. I was kept bound and gagged sometimes for days
at a time without anything but a few cups of water here and there. Other times
I was allowed to watch tv in the living room with her with my hands cuffed and
a ball gag in my mouth. Of course I ated being tied up all the time but I
think even though I hated it on some plain I got use to it.

So now that I have been seeing this shrink she has suggested we try some new
forms of therapy with her. When she explained it to me it seemed like a lot of
mumbo jumbo to me but after a few more sessions I reluctantly agreed to try
it. She strongly suggested we roleplay. As I had told her many of the things
that woman had done to me she decided that we do this roleplay to find out why
this woman might have done what she did to me. I bet you can already guess
where this is leading.

We agreed that the first time she would tie me up would only last about 15 or
20 minutes as she did not want to freak me out or scare me. When I arrived she
led me through a door I had never noticed before from her office into another
room. "This room is sound proof", she told me as she did not want to disturb
her receptionist and no one needed to know what we were doing. Upon closing
and locking the door behind her she immediately ordered me to the floor.
"Hands behind your back now", she barked. I did what i was told and as just
before she secured my hands I felt her long hair cascade down onto my neck as
she let her hair out. She quickly bound my hands with rope and then taped my
fingers together. "I am going to tie you up and gag you so tight you will not
be able to move or make a single sound and then I am going to have some fun
with you". I started to speak as her hand clamped over my mouth. Then she
moved her thumb up to my nose. "You have a choice either open your mouth
willingly or I will cut off all of your xygen and force your mouth open".

I didn't struggle at all with her and she read my body language and removed
her hand from my mouth. She then shoved a small cloth into my mouth followed
by a ball gag which she fastened behind my head. Then she began to take off my
shoes and socks and tie my ankles together. The next thing she did was pull my
legs up toward my bound wrists and tie the ropes together thus leaving me in a
rather tight hogtie. "Try to get away". she ordered. I moved to the left and
then to the right. "Stop", she said, " that is enough".

Then she dragged my bound and helpless body across the floor to another door.
Upon opening it I saw it to be a small closet with a small dogs bed in it. It
was just like the first place that woman locked up in. "A few hours in here
should let you know who is the boss". Then she blindfolded me and placed
earplugs into my ears. "No, no that won't do", she said as she removed the
plugs from my ears. "I want you to be able to hear me outside your prison to
help remind of your situation". Everything was exactly the same exact the
woman did not remove the plugs from my ears. What the hell was she doing and
was she really going to keep me locked up for hours?

About fifteen minutes later she open the door and pulled me out of the closet
and took my blindfold from my eyes. "How are you doing honey are you ok"? I
nodded my head yes as I blinked my eyes trying to get use to the light. "Do
you think you could stand to be tied longer because I'd really love to
recreate that first day she kidnapped you"? I shook my head from left to right
to say no. She began to untie me and then she stopped and just looked into my
eyes for a few seconds. She finally untied me and helped me to chair. She sat
and watched me as I put my shoes and socks back on. "UM, why did you change
things when you had me in the closet"? "I simply wanted to catch you off guard
as she did with the whole abduction and imprisonment". Then she smiled at me
as she put her back up. "I stared at you to make you think I wasn't going to
let you go but you don't have to ask every little question that pops into your
mind, everything I do has a very specific reason and it will all help you in
the end".

CHAPTER II

The weeks went by and our sessions continued. Some were those like the one I
just described and other sessions were me talking about the things that
occured during my imprisonment. Another month went by and she suggested that I
spend a weekend at her home to further our bondage sessions. She gave me a
couple of weeks to decide whether or not I would accept her proposal. In the
meantime our sessions became more and more focused on the roleplay which had
gotten better at. There were sessions that lasted hours and she made me feel
as though it was happening all over again.

I didn't know whether or not to accept her weekend session. Then one day after
she had untied me she told me that she thought we were making real progress
and with the help of a cop friend of hers we could probably profile this woman
and possibly catch her but it was imparative that I accept this weekend
session with her.

I thought about it that night and called her to tel her I was willing to try
it with one stipulation which was if I got freaked out that she would end it
and let me go. She agreed and tomorrow was Friday, the day that it would begin
and last until Monday morning. I did not sleep much that night because my mind
would not shut off. I kept thinking of all the times I was bound and gagged by
that woman and all the things she did to me. I began to compare what she did
to me with what my shrink was doing to me. Somewhere inside I was actually
very scared but not in fear of what might happen but in fear of actually
enjoying it. I mean here she was totally hot and wanting to help me and at the
same time the roleplay was becoming so real to me and at times I wished that
she kept me longer then she did.

I finally dosed off around 3 a.m. which was not good since I had to be up by 7
a.m. I was to meet her in back of the buidling where her office was at 8 a.m.
sharp where she would stage a fake but realistic kidnapping with me. She told
me it would be so real that even if I actually struggled to get away I would
not be able to get free.

I took the cab as i was instructed to by her two blocks from her office
building and walked the rest of the way. There were no vehicles in the parking
lot yet and there was no one on the streets either. Walking around the corner
I saw her struggling with someone and trying to push him into the trunk. I
began to walk faster but not quite a run as I wasn't sure what I was
witnessing here. As I got closer I could hear her talking to the young man.
"That's right struggle with al your might it will just help you to breath the
chloroform more quickly". The man went limp and she shoved him into the trunk
and closed it. "What,what the hell is going on here, is this another one of
your patients?" She starting walking toward me slowly but with authority. "No
honey,it's just a guy that learned way more then he should have so I had to
deal with him in the proper manner".

I saw the cloth still in her hand as she reached to her coat pocket and pulled
out a bottle clearly marked chloroform. I turned away and started to run.
"Sorry but you were a few minutes early and I can't have any witnesses, you'll
soon be joining him". I made my way to the front of the building and then I
saw a police cruiser. I yelled and waved my hands in the air. I yelled again
as the police car quickly took the corner into the parking lot. The car pulled
up and a beautiful woman cop got out of the car. "Officer, thank God you're
here,I was just witnessed her chloroforming some guy and shoving him in her
trunk and she was coming after me". I looked back at my shrink who no longer
had the cloth or the bottle of chloroform in her hands. "Ok lady", the cop
said, "face the cruiser and place your hands on the top of the car now". She
did as she was told and placed her hands on the car. "What's your name lady"?
"Doctor Sandra Anne Monroe officer, I am his doctor and he followed me here,
he is obsessed with me and he'll say anything and do anything to be have me".
I stepped back away from the both of them. "Frisk her,she has the chloroform
in her coat pocket, I know it's there". "Calm down sir and let me do my job".
I became frantic and lost all control. "Damn it I am telling you she kidnapped
that guy and maybe even killed him and then she said she was going to kidnap
me". She turned her head to me and smiled without the officer seeing the look
on her face. "Yes, I did tell him that because it is part of our sessions, I
have the file in my coat pocket,may I"? "Slowly take it out and use one hand".

"No,no!!!!" I yelled and started to move toward her to stop her from reaching
into her pocket. "Look officer I know what I saw I am only trying to be a good
citizen and help that guy, I was kidnapped once and held for three years by
some woman and yes the doctor was trying to help me and we were roleplaying to
figure this mess out but I know what I saw". I lunged at my doctor and that is
when the officer grabbed me and spun me around and pushed me against her
cruiser. She twisted one of my arms behind me back and I resisted. "Stop
you're going to break my arm damn it, she is the one you want in cuffs not
me". She jerked my wrist again only this time much harder. "Put your other arm
behind your back or I'll have to break this one because you're resisting
arrest". I had no choice but to place my arm behind my back because she held
my wrist so tight that I knew if she twisted it again she would break it.
"Arrest,why"? "You're accusing the doctor of a crime and trying to commit one
yourself and I can't let you assualt her". She finished cuffing me and ordered
me to stand still while facing the police car. "I am going to cuff your ankles
as well so do as your told and don't make me taaz you". She cuffed my ankles
together and then turned me around. As my shirnk moved toward me pulling me
the chloroform out and pouring more into the cloth the female officer took her
sunglasses and hat off and I recognized her right away. She was in fact the
woman that had kidnapped me. "Remember my cop friend I told you about, well
honey this is she". They both grabbed me and pushed me into the backseat of
the cruiser.

"Why,why"? I asked. "You didn't get away on your own I let you go just to play
with you some more,now breathe in the nice chloroform just like before". The
officer held me face down on the seat as my doctor encircled my mouth and nose
with the chloroformed soaked cloth. "This time honey we won't ever let you go,
we sure hope you enjoyed your six months of freedom."

They held me down in the back seat of the cruiser as they administered the
chloroform. "We're both going to have lots of fun with you and since we know
every little thing about you it will be much easier to play with you". They
pulled the cloth from my mouth just long enough to tell me more about their
plans.

"There will be no record of you ever having sessioned with me and no record of
you living where you lived since I own the building anyway honey,you are
pretty much screwed baby so suck it all up because we own you now". I opened
my mouth to yell for help but they both clamped the cloth back over my mouth.

CHAPTER III continued

I awoke speard eagle tied to a huge four poster bed. It was strange that my
first thought was the doctors name Sandra Anne Monroe. Her initials spelled
out SAM (S&M). I swallowed hard and then looked around. There were no windows
in this room. A ceiling fam hummed above me. I moved my legs and soon realized
not only were they tied up but they were also shackled to the bed posts. My
wrists were also shackled to the bed posts. A leather collar secured about my
neck with a leash attached to it which was secured behind me to an eye hook
that was screwed into the headboard. Aside from my restraints I was completely
naked. I swallowed hard again as I was quite thirsty and my throat was very
dry.

"Hey", I yelled, "is there anyone out there"? I waited a few seconds for a
reaction. "Please, I'm so thirsty". My voice was a pleading tone as I knew
there was no way I was going to get off this bed as secured as I was to it. A
few minutes later the door opened and they both walked in. The police woman
was no longer in her uniform but dressed in jeans and a tee shirt and
sneakers. She came over and sat on the bed. "Here drink". she said as she held
a cup of water up to my mouth. Pouring it in my mouth I gulped down as much as
I could and dripping some of the cool water upon my chest. "So seriously why
have the two of you kidnapped me and what are you going to do with me"?

Sandra walked over to the bed as the police woman stood up. Sandra bent over
me and slapped my face and then giggled. "We kidnapped you because we like
games like this, we like having someone we can totally control and what are we
going to do with you, well whatever we want to do with you which pretty much
covers anything". The police woman gave me another gulp of water which I
appreciated. "Thank you for the water". She pulled the cup away and slapped me
in the same exact placce Sandra slapped me only harder. It hurt a lot but I
did not let her know it. Then she slapped me again. "Don't play with me little
boy I know you grew accustomed to this type of abuse from me the last time I
held you here". I stared her straight in the eye. "Why me"? "Because I chose
you specifically, you don't remember do you". Feeling anxious and frsutrated I
struggled in my bonds a bit. "Remember what"? Then the police woman sat down
on the bed. "When you got into some trouble in school I was the one who cuffed
you and took you to the police station, I watched you ever since then waiting
for the right moment to abduct you, kids like you always caught a break and
never got anything more then a slap on the hand so now we are going to punish
you for sliding through the system". "But they put me on probation and made me
do mmmpphhh". She placed her hand firmly over my mouth stopping me from
speaking. "If I didn't kidnap you mark my word you would have gotten into more
trouble as i saw who you were hanging out with so I sort of did you a favor".
She removed her hand from my mouth. "A favor, you call being bound and gagged
everyday for three years a favor"?

"Sandra, please gag our prisoner before he pisses me off and I do something I
really don't want to do". Sandra climbed onto the bed and sat om my chest and
shoved a cloth into my mouth and then shoved a red ball into my mouth. She
turned to her friend who handed her a roll of tape. Sandra placed several
pieces of tape over my mouth securing both the cloth and the ball into my
mouth and then proceeded to wrap the tape over my mouth and around my head
several times before cutting the tape from the roll. Surprisingly enough the
tape did not stick to my hair. "Bondage tape it sticks to itself".

"By the way my name is Jennifer and you had better get some sleep tonight
because tomorrow could prove to be a very long day for you as we have a few
things planned and just to let you know this entire room is sound proof, we
don't need to keep you gagged we just like keeping you gagged it's part of our
fun and part of your well deserved punishment".

Then the door closed and the room was quite dark. I fell asleep and kept
waking up. It was actually exhausting being bound and gagged all night long
and trying to actually get some sound sleep. My mind raced and I wished they
would just do whatever they were going to do with me and get it over. I fell
back asleep once again.

It seemed only minutes later since I last closed my eyes that I heard the
clicking of heels coming toward me closer and closer but it seemed as though
everything I heard was in slow motion. Then I felt a hand brush across my
face. It was actually a welcomed touch. The hand was soft and cool on my
cheek. It felt nice. Then another hand ran up my leg and then down the other
leaving me feeling the same way as the hand on my face felt. They were being
so very gentle. I could only think it would not last very long so I decided I
would relish every moment of their gentle caresses upon me. Slowly and
teasingly one hand brushed over my chest and playfully pinched my nipple.
Another hand was massaging inner thigh and I felt a tingle of excitement as
the hand slowly made it's way to my groin.

Suddenly, "SMACK" across my legs and my face. The cool hands had quickly
become cruel hands. The gag was undone and yanked from my mouth. I opened my
mouth to speak, my lips moved but nothing came out. I could not make a single
sound. I began to panic as they continued to smack my legs, my chest and my
face. Why couldn't I speak? What was going on? Had they done something to me
while I was asleep to prevent me from making a sound? The smacks became harder
and more rapid. Their laughter filled my ears but the sounds were all in slow
motion. Perhaps they had drugged me as I slept. I just didn't know what was
going on or how this was all possible. Then all at once everything stopped. I
relaxed my arms and my legs. I began to breathe easier and more normal once
again.

Then they began to release me of my bonds. "You can get up and leave now",
they told me but I couldn't leave. I couldn't move. As hard as I tried and as
hard as I struggled I could not move. I rolled my body this way and that way.
I tried to sit up, I tried to roll from side to side but it was as though I
were paralyized. "Oh no, what had then done to me"? I heard those words
outloud but my lips did not move. How was any of this possible? Then the
feeling of panic returned into my thoughts.

I could not breathe as I felt pressure upon me to try and catch my breath. I
opened my eyes to see the sadistic doctor I had once trusted pinching my
nostrils closed as i tried to breathe. "Wow my darling you must have had one
hell of a dream, you were trying so hard to scream through your gag and trying
so hard to move in your bonds, I've decided to play breath games with you
until I make you pass out at least half a dozen times and then we are going to
take a little road trip to a very special private hospital". She proceeded to
tell me what she had done as she let me breathe until she caused me to pass
out.

"As you know Jennifer writes out police reports when she arrests people so I
had her fill one out about you, it seems you are a very violent young man who
had a choice to either go to prison for a very long time or be treated in a
private facility where we cure those violent urges anyway we can, I am the
chief doctor there now and I have many nurses who deal with villent men
everyday so they just love to make sure they are kept bound and gagged most of
the time". Then she pinched my nostrils closed again as she continued to tell
me the rest of her plan. "Of course we did not use your real name just in case
anyone ever heard of you, we are also going to change your appearance just
enough so no one will recognize you either, we're going to have so much fun
with your therapy". My eyes began to flutter quickly. I struggled for air as
she left and pressed harder against my nostrils. My chest burned from lack of
oxygen and then my eyes slowly closed as I heard her sadistic laughter and
fell into darkness.