A session gone VERY wrong... A brief history- My name is Billy and I met my wife Nikki while we were both juniors in college. She was hot as hell, bright and smart standing 5'7'' with dark beautiful hair with a great body, a cheerleader and a super personality. I am also bright and funny if I say so myself, athletic and handsome and we made a great looking couple. Minus a few bumps in the road we stayed together and moved in to our own place after college and marriage, in a great town here in Colorado after graduation. Both of us found excellent jobs in marketing and all was good. We agreed that it was likely we were never going to have children since, yes maybe we are selfish (so our parents say) but we loved the outdoors and traveling and furthering our careers. Kids are not for us. We always had a great sex life and one day as a result of some movie we saw we added wrestling to our foreplay. At first, me being the man and standing 5'10 and weighing an athletic 182 lbs easily beat her. Nothing hardcore just playing around and teasing her afterwards with some minor domination but always had our safe words and it was great. Sheila was in great great shape at 5'7'' 123 lbs and like me she was always working out doing something. As time went on I noticed that beating her was becoming more difficult as she added a lot of muscle over the years until the weekend of July 4th in 2014 she pinned me and won. Well, lets just say she was a sore winner as she paraded around the room, posing her new muscles and talking up a shit storm. It went from fun to obnoxiously annoying in a short time. We had sex as always after the match but to say she was full of herself would be an understatement. We did wrestle almost every night and I was looking forward to setting the record straight the following night. She came home from the gym sweaty and pumped and was looking forward to a repeat of the night before. She was full of bluster and confidence to say the least. At this point we had a separate room set up in our house to fight, with mats and a timer. She stripped down to her bra and panties in a second and I wore gym shorts as she talked non stop how strong and confident she was. When we faced each other she had this shit eating grin that I was looking forward to wiping off her face. When she said GO she circled me and I was shocked at her speed and skill and for the next 24 minutes she flipped me, dragged me and talked more shit than I could take when I made my move. I ran into her and pushed her against the wall trying to intimidate her and flip her to the ground to end this crap. Instead, she put me into a guillotine choke position and for the first time in my life I felt REALl panic and was choked UNCONSCIOUS which was surreal. I cannot even describe the fear of being in a position like that, ESPECIALLY by my wife, and feeling everything going black as I banged on her leg to stop. It was a sickening and ascary feeling as you feel your world going black and felt like I was going to die, unable to speak and just banged on her leg with ALL OF MY MIGHT but stopping was out of the question for her. I woke up on the floor, on my stomach staring at her feet not sure where I was. It did not take long to have her foot and toes in my mouth as she was dominating me 100x more than I ever did to her. More shit talk as she loved being in that position and I hated it. When I finally got my wits about me and was able to stand I saw a whole new Nikki in front of me. A strong dominating woman who wanted me to be her "bitch boy". This role reversal was difficult at first but after being beaten and choked out each day the entire month of July I had no choice but to comply. And before you say anything, believe me I tried my hardest each day but her technique, speed and strength AND confidence was overwhelming. The domination escalated to some really wild stuff that included me worshipping every inch of her fast growing muscular and hard body, being walked around the house with a dog leash as she wore some crazy dom outfits, eating my dinner out of a dog bowl (we had 2 dogs!) as she jerked me off and so on, etc. There were a few aspects of this I liked but for the most part I was not comfortable in my new role. Yes, I continued to workout all the time but my job required more hours in the office than hers did and as a result she spent a LOT more time in the gym. I did not know it at the time but she hired a personal trainer to add more muscle and started doing MMA. The bottomline for me was I was confused by the whole thing and had nobody to confide in. She was taking lessons EACH night and spending way more time in the gym than me and believe me she was enveloped by it all. Still and MOST important, this was still private between us ONLY and that was the key to my happinness. Nikki went from 123 lbs to 147 lbs over the next 4 years by adding some serious muscle. Her measurements (which I was forced to keep a record of each quarter) did not change much from the 36c-27-34 where it started. The biggest changes were in the size of her arms and legs and the incredible definition of her muscles.Our relationship, for the most part, was normal except when we wrestled or had sex where she would be this dominating sex crazed woman who I still loved. This was all still private at this point. That changed the summer of 2016 when we were on vacation with 3 other couples in Block Island where we all rented a house. Long story short she ended up wrestling the other guys ( none of the women would have lasted 1 second with her) besting them all and choking them all out. Super incredibly embarrassing for sure, to say the least, seeing our friends lying there with erections and facing them after they woke up was the most screwed up thing I ever experienced. Their wives were in shock and 2 of the 3 were crying a lot when they saw their men destroyed and humiliated by a woman they knew for many years and were friendly with and the shock went to envy of Nikki's incredible body while the men were shamed. After some drinking and letting the beatings settle into everyone's head we told them about her transformation which they all were shocked over despite seeing her physical changes. Her dominant side was something nobody was aware of and we pretty much spilled all the beans at that point. Basically, we told them everything that has happened to us over the years in terms of wrestling. I do mean everything!! They all had a lot of questions and we answered them ALL honestly. We went back to our respective rooms and had sex like never before and knowing that our friends were just a few feet away made Nikki even more obnoxiously bold. As she was screwing me with her on top ( I was never allowed to be on top) she was screaming her orgasm and yelling how weak those men were and how she wanted to humiliate them more the next day. All of which they heard clearly. The next morning was equally screwed up as Nikki was up first and sitting on the back porch facing the ocean drinking her coffee, top off and wearing pajama bottoms. Eventually everyone walked out for the same reason, to enjoy the view and coffee and were surprised to see her topless. We all sat there as she held court as she went into how strong she was and how much she loved knowing that she can knockout each one of us as we all sat their in silence, envy and shock and embarrassment.LOTS OF EMBARRASSMENT. She continued with a posing show as she fondled her beautiful hard breasts and grabbed my hand and walked me out to the beach, below the deck, where she fucked me in front of our friends.Like I said, some of this stuff I was fine with but she was really full of herself and that I did not like. After fucking me in front of people, for the first and last time I should say, we walked upstairs back to the deck where she told me to stay naked as she was too. This scene ranks up there with the most humiliating and at the same time hottest thing ever. All the women, and they are all attractive, had their nipples popping so far out of their tops it was crazy and each guy had an erection. Some other stuff went on but I want to get to my major point. The progression led her into boxing and although we continued wrestling and I continued losing as she beat me with more ease and choking me out, at times, 2-3x a night. When she got into boxing it was scary. She is so athletic, and so determined to always win I knew this could be an issue and it was. Maybe 4 months into her boxing classes (MMA) and private lessons she wanted to box me. I never boxed in my life and was beaten so badly I had to miss 4 days of work, She boxed my eyes black, body sore and was knocked out in a way that made me sick to my stomach. Literally sick to my stomach. Being dominated after that match was NOT fun at all but she was in a zone to say the least. I insisted that we never box again since, quite honestly I was scared for my safety. Let me be clear, outside of fighting we had a great relationship in every way. We were both being promoted in our jobs and our futures looked great. I guess the only complaint was I was not comfortable having sex, in all the ways we did, at her beckon call. I know that sounds odd for a guy not wanting to have sex every second but when your wife says during a hike in the woods for me to jerkoff for her pleasure as she verbally berates me or to have me kissing her biceps as she masturbates reminding me how weak I am compared to her was not fun either. Nonetheless we got over that. She proceeded with her boxing lessons/training and we did not box each other for a long time after this one time. She loves me too and she knew she could really fuck up my world if we boxed again. Now the point of me writing this cautionary tale---- In early 2017 she thought it would be a good idea to find a woman that would be more competitive than me in wrestling and one thing leading to another we found about these session girls as they are called. For 3-$500 you get these female bodybuilders and fighters to wrestle, some better than others. I arranged for the first one, some nationally ranked moose of a woman who I swear had more man looks than female. Kind of pretty but jesus christ her off season body of 185 lbs looked like she could eat us both alive. Anyway, we walked into this hotel room and gave her the money ( I was NOT there to fight but to film it all) and had some chit chat and agreed to a competitive match between them. Both in bras and panties Nikki spun, tossed, scissored and beat this chick for 30 minutes before choking her out. It was AMAZING to watch and when she awoke I gave her a nice tip and left and fucked our brains out for the next 3 hours like never before. Needless to say we did this 4 more times with the same results except that on one occasion the fbb cried when Nikki put her into some choke hold after almost ripping her arm off. That was kind of strange but Nikki was on a roll. When I say 3-500 bucks is for the average bs session chick w/o it being truly competitive. These matches ended up costing 2x that and more in one case but worth it and we can afford it and we were ALWAYS 100% upfront honest about it being competitive. I would say 2 out of 10 accepted our offers of a competitive fight. Sex with them was NEVER EVER part of the deal since that was never her goal . Thats not to say some of these women could not have been bought but Nikki was all about the fighting. Then came our big mistake. Through a lot of searching I found a woman who claimed to be a great fighter in both wrestling and fist fighting. Our NUMEROUS email exchanges, she referred to herself as a brawler. I vetted the fuck out of her to make sure she was not a crazy person or anything bizarre. Nikki was of course good at both. So I arranged for this one while we were all going to be in DC where this woman was based out of back then. . This woman was a squat 5'4'' and 160 lbs. Not exactly a sexy figure and she was average in the looks dept at best. she insisted we meet at the bar the night before to make sure none of us were ax murderers or anything and during that hour meeting it was clear she was normal, intelligent and personable. She just loved to fight. The rules were going to be a brawl type and she insisted on fighting us both, me first and then Nikki. I was I admit sick to my stomach at this thought. I figured she was so short and "husky" she would tire after a short time and I would win and then Nikki would do her thing. Naturally, we checked out her reputation and she was very much the real deal so I was scared of course but somehow due to her rotundness and lack of any definition I figured just maybe........ When we entered her room the following night she was smiling and pleasant dressed in a t-shirt and shorts. We all put in mouthpieces and wrapped our hands with that boxing tape. I was first and stood in front of this short husky lady wearing just gym shorts as Nikki was preparing me giving me some strategy. She said, just jab her in her fat fucking ugly face until she drops and then just choke the fuck out of her and said, she'll love having a hunk like you so close to her so expect an orgasm but leave enough of her so she does not quit bc I want to punch this bitches lights out and them I want to have her watch me fuck you like the bitch boy you are. WOW!!! OK I guess So there I was standing in front of this much shorter woman with my hands up, not feeling very comfortable and awaiting Nikki to give us the go and make my wife proud. Well, what can I say as it was all a blur. Once Nikki yelled GO this woman charged at me swinging away and the next thing I knew I was lying on the floor being cradled in Nikki's arms like a fucking baby. I had NO idea what happened. I did have a throbbing head and I felt a little sore. Nikki told me she punched me in my face "a lot" and knocked me out cold in 30 seconds!!!!!!!! I was embarrassed, disappointed and felt, for the first time in my life, like 1/2 a man. One thing losing to my wife who at least looked the part (athletic, muscular and skilled and experienced) but this squat heavy set woman did not fit that mold at all. It was depressing to say the least. Eventually, after Nikki took me into the bathroom to clean me up and to remind me what a weak man I was, which she did WAY too much as she washed my face, I was told to sit on the bed and watch. Meantime the other woman was just standing in the room stretching and walking around. She remained VERY nice and came over to ask me how I was doing but the whole time I still could not believe how easily she made me into mince meat. She is the kind of woman I would NEVER give a second look at and certainly never believe she could beat me in ANYTHING athletic. Well, she knocked me out cold in seconds and thats the fact. Meantime I knew Nikki could not wait to settle the score. The rest of my feelings are not for here. A few minutes later they were facing each other. The differences between the two were drastic. On one hand you have this beautiful, confident, sexy and athletic woman with a ton of energy and the other a squat, average looking lady. Nikki was topless wearing short shorts trying not only to intimidate her opponent but to show off how amazingly hot she is. . At this point Nikki looked fabulously fit, defined abs that she loved to take compliments on, loved me to jerkoff on, always dared me to to do belly punching contests with ( after 5 of them and that was years ago that was never going to happen again, fuck for sure) , she also had well developed upperbody including really great pecs and arms that everyone noticed. They told me to yell GO and after Nikki gave me the eye as if to say she was ready I said GO. I knew Nikki would fuck this lady up. So Nikki lands some HARD and fast jabs to this woman and watching her head jerk back and seeing those punches land perfectly was great. Two more landed hard and directly to her mouth and she started to bleed and was swinging wildly missing Nikki badly. When she swung like this at me she hit me each time but Nikki was too skilled and dodged away. Nikki was backing her up with body shots and one SWEET right hand to her chin when out of the blue this tough squat lady unleashes a right hook and what looked like slow motion to me, I see my wife crumble to the carpeting as unconscious as unconscious could be. ONE PUNCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I sat there in total shock while the woman stood over her in silence and motioned for me to go help her as she wiped her own blood away from her mouth. I froze for a minute and had a cold chill going through me seeing this, in shock, but did of course bend down to help her. I was told to remove her mouthpiece and the woman grabbed her legs and raised them to the blood and oxygen can go back into her head. In about 15 seconds or so she was coming to. Her body jerked in a strange way as she opened her eye's and asked me what happened. I hesitated but told her and all she said was WHAT< WTF< WHAT like 20x. She wanted to get up but the other woman suggested she stay down for a while and Nikki muttered FUCK YOU you fat slut, which the woman ignored. When Nikki did stand she looked drunk and had to sit on the bed. The other woman was taking off her hand wraps and was putting the money in her bag and was heading towards the door and asked us if we were OK. I began to say yes but Nikki stood up and said fuck you lets fight again now. With a knowing smile the other woman said NO hun not now bc if we did, between you making me angry with your name calling and the fact that I just knocked you out with ONE punch, you may get seriously hurt and that is not what I am all about. Then she added, by the way your husband is not only cute as a button he is a really nice guy. Nikki then looked at me with hate or something even though I had NOTHING to do with that comment. If you want to fight me again in 30 days, fine, and she walked out. Nikki was an angry as I have ever seen her, walking around the room muttering about a lucky shot and was cursing like a sailor, even more than usual. I tried to tell her it WAS a lucky shot and tried to calm her down but she slapped me in my face just one time that knocked me off the bed at I sat there. She never apologized and that got me VERY angry but there was nothing to be done physically against her and THAT fact bothered me nmore at that point than anything else. After a few minutes I stood up and cleaned up and told her I was taking a walk and I did that and came back 2 hours later. It was not a pleasant time. Our relationship changed after that as Nikki became hardcore violent at times. Even though I refused to box her again, I did, one more time. It was horrific as she pretty much beat me so badly I broke down and cried in pain and humiliation and perhaps more importantly I cried bc I now saw a violent hurtful woman, a woman willing to not just play fight with her husband a pre cursor for sex but instead a woman who purposely bullied and beat up her husband. Her dominance went from fun to wierd to totally fucked up, way beyond the norm. She brought other women from the gym to our bedroom for me to watch and film but NEVER to partake in. All these women I was reminded over and over again, in front of them, that they too could kick my ass. Many times I was ordered to masturbate in front of them as they laughed in my face and often took my own cum and , well, like I said it was fucked up. There were outbursts in PUBLIC of her telling people how she beat me and dominated me- TOTALLY unacceptable and fucked up. We are now in marriage counseling so we shall see where this ends up. In these sessions you are supposed to be 100% honest and we are. I am learning a lot and some of it is not fun. Hearing from her own mouth how she has cheated on me three times with men , knows I will never be "MAN ENOUGH" to physically handle her and some other mean things does not bode well for us. I still love her but the physical part of our relationship and her NEED to fight, thats right what she say is her NEED, is not something I think I want. Nor can I deal with it mentally or physically. Please do not judge me, just use this as a cautionary tail if you are in a similar situation. POINT of the story, be careful with some of these session people.