Cheerleader Bullies I was a skinny, pale and frail nerd, very quiet and shy. I also had a visual disability that made me the object of much teasing and taunting. And I was an A student respected by teachers. That didn't sit too well with some of my underachieving peers. As they say, the popular girls can be cruel, especially when you are different in any way. Girls who bully always attack a lone individual who cannot escape. They always travel in groups so as to overpower a helpless victim. These girls seem to delight in having a male victim. They caught up with me one morning around 8 as classes were beginning for the day. Girls in a gang have anonymity and will do things that they wouldn't dare try as an individual--safety in numbers. These girls were out to teach me a good lesson for being a disabled student that made them look bad with such good grades. As I was walking to class, a group of girls came speeding down the hallway screaming my name in frenzied teen-girl voices as if I were Elvis. Scared, I started to run. They purposely drove me to a deserted section of the school closed down for remodeling and renovation. I was trapped up against lockers with nowhere to run as they closed in. I would guess there were about 12 to 15 of them, most seniors who were cheerleaders. Classroom doors had shut and the late bell had rung. I was out here trapped in a secluded alcove, surrounded by tall teen girls who could easily subdue and overpower me because there were too many of them to fend off. I never had a chance. I was scared to death. I was pinned up against lockers. My wrists were pulled behind me and pinned painfully in a tight twist. A girl wrapped a long arm around my neck to keep me in a chokehold. One had a handful of my hair, yanking it and slamming my head back against the lockers every time I resisted. One girl took my glasses and clapped her big hand over my eyes as a constant blindfold. Other girls wrapped their arms around my body to restrain my struggles. One girl sat on my feet to hold my knees still. Everytime I struggled, they dug long fingernails into my skin until they drew bl**d. What could I do? The tallest, prettiest, and oldest cheerleader was a 6 foot tall, very deep-tanned brunette about 18 years old. She saw how scared I was. I could hardly breathe because I was panicked with fear, as if my heart had stopped. I tried to plead with them and beg to be let go but they all laughed and teased me. She walked up behind me and clamped her left hand over my mouth very tightly while I was still talking. She never again took her hand away the entire time they held me. I remember how helpless and panicked I felt once she had ended my ability to communicate. Her big white hand was so smothering I could breathe even less now. All the girls were laughing at me and encouraging her to "Gag him! Gag him! Gag him!" I will never, ever forget that long, slender feminine hand clamped airtight over my mouth for so many hours. To this very day, I can still taste and smell her floral sweet perfume in my nostrils. The tall brunette decided to keep me gagged as a measure to keep me from talking to them or calling for help. One girl even had a camera and took a picture of her best friend's hand as it covered my mouth. I couldn't get her to let go. She warned that if I tried to bite her hand, the girls would knee me in the groin! I knew they would do it. My wrists were kept behind me so I had to stay gagged. The gang leader was a tall blonde who looked like a bronze viking. She came up to my face and started to harass me and call me names. She used her index finger to punctuate every word she said as she jabbed it into my breast bone. She laughed and smiled, knowing her girlfriend's muffling hand was keeping me quiet and unable to defend myself. She taunted me and called me every name in the book. Helpless, I worked a foot free and lashed out, trying to kick her. But she grabbed my foot in mid-kick and stripped off my shoe. The Viking opened the side door and threw my shoe out into the snow! She said I would have to apologize to her for trying to kick her. If I didn't, she would throw my glasses outside too--they were in her hand for safekeeping. All the while there was cruel laughter and grinning as the girls held me tighter. The girl gagging me with her big, long-fingered hand had an idea. She demanded that I must apologize to the leader--with her own hand still kept over my mouth as a gag! If I refused, the glasses were going out the door. If I could not speak clearly enough behind her muffling hand, then the same would happen with the glasses. She herself was the final judge as to whether or not I could be understood. The leader informed me that they were keeping me hostage for the day. And that I had to obey every single word that the brunette girl said to me because she was my "commander." With her large hand smothering me, I of course failed the apology. Every girl was laughing as I muffled and mumbled, trying to speak. They were all grinning and mimicking me. Thankfully, they didn't have the nerve to throw my glasses out. Instead, I was subjected to a strip search as the girls held me still and held my mouth quiet. They took money, tokens, pens, ane other personal items. The blond leader tore off my shirt pocket in one swipe. Then she ripped my shirt open as I heard buttons popping and go flying. Many girls were touching and petting my bare chest, making very lewd, humiliating comments. The bell rang every hour. Students in the halls could not see or hear us as we were tucked away in the side alcove. Two other girls kept their hands clamped over the brunette's hand as I suffered a triple layer of teen-girl hands to gag me. There was no way I could attract attention, much less breathe. The two girls to my right and left would always let go after the late bell sounded but the brunette never would take her insufferable hand away. At least half a dozen other girls begged her to let them relieve her--each wanted to hold my mouth with a hand. The fear, trauma, terror, humiliation, and emotional stress were just too much after a few hours. I broke down, starting to cry in spite of myself. The loud sound was horribly muffled into the tall brunette's hand. She mimicked my muffled crying and encouraged everybody to join her in unison. Everyone laughed and mimicked me. I was so embarrassed and humiliated, denied even the right to cry openly without a hand to gag me. It gave her another idea. She had all the girls walk up to me one at a time to "interrogate" me. They were to ask me embarrassing questions and I was f***ed to answer them with her hand over my mouth. I was mimicked and ridiiculed. This went on for hours. Girls kept coming up and putting their hand over hers as thery talked privately to me in jeering teasing. Afternoon came with lunch over. There was no relief in sight. I was suffocating behind that damned female hand as I had been tasting and smelling it for hours. The girls all dragged me forcibly into a nearby girls' restroom with lookouts posted at the door just in case. They decided to keep me there for the rest of the day with more privacy afforded to them in there. I was marched up to the bathroom mirror and demanded to look into it to see what I looked like under girl power and control. I saw myself surrounded by my taller and older female captors holding me tight. My hair was tousled, glasses gone, arms bl**dy from nail scratches. One girl kept biting my face to leave purple bruises. Shirt ripped wide open, no buttons. And my lower face covered by a giant white teenage-female hand with long fingers and scarlet nail polish as a permanent gag. I looked foolishly ridiculous and absurdly silly, weak and vulnerable, as over a dozen girls taunted me. In the mirror they next performed the wedding ceremony. I was forcibly "married" to the girl with her perfumed hand kept across my mouth who "loved" me so very much! The Viking officiated as the marrying priest. Then, horribly, my new "wife" thrust her free hand down into my briefs and helped herself to my anatomy! At her command, her friends took down my pants and briefs to make her sexual work even easier. I squirmed and tried to call out but her left hand was still clamped firmly over my mouth--with other hands doing the same to silence me. It was my first sexual experience and it seemed like an eternity before she ended it. She raised her semen-soiled hand to my face to f***e me to see it as everyone hooted and cheered. She said to me as she held my gaze, "It's okay. We're allowed to have sex together. We're married now. Perfecftly okay." The blond Viking stood by, enjoying the view as her brunette friend took over. My nightmare ordeal lasted nearly five hours. I was drained, spent, exhausted, sick to my stomach. When the dismissal bell finally rang, all the girls ran to their lockers to get ready to catch their buses. All that were left were me, the Viking, and the brunette. The blond leader held me tight up against the bathroom wall with her arm across the front of my throat, holding my hands with her free hand. Her brunette partner stood off to my left, now with her inverted right hand sealed thumb-down over my mouth. They were dictating the terms of my promise to them. I was never to tell a soul what they had done to me, not even a teacher or parent. I was f***ed to repeat the word-for-word dictation of their promise back to them with my mouth covered. As the Viking left, she said to her brunette partner, "Take care of him." I was left alone with the tall girl. The brunette continued to hold me silent, purposely keeping me with her another 20 minutes so she would be sure I would miss my bus. Finally, she let me go. But not before using her fingers to stuff my mouth with a whole pack of spearmint chewing gum one stick at a time, ordering me to not speak to anyone. "Chew. Don't talk."