My wife, Lori, the very dangerous kickboxer I was given permission to write about my relationship with my wife after convincing her that others would be interested about our love story and can learn from it. I met Lori from a neighbor who was having a late summer party 4-years ago here in California. I was 25 years old and Lori was 44 years old. The reason why Chrissy wanted us to meet was because Lori has three daughters and the thought was if Lori approved of me she would connect me with one of them. For a quick background about me, I am 6'1 185 lbs very athletic dark curly hair and by everyones assessment I am handsome , love all sports and play most of them , I lift weights and run and am in great shape. I played college baseball and tennis in a D-3 level. I have my MBA and own 4 franchises here in Cali. I am very self confident and have always dated spectacular women. When I saw Lori for the first time I was stunned at her beauty. As a school principal at the time she came to the party wearing a blue pant suit outfit since she was coming from work, she is 5'6, skinny or at least I thought so at first, a great smile, looking MUCH younger than I imagined and short cut blonde hair. The attraction by me at least was automatic, this woman is super attractive and hot. Once the introduction was made we shook hands and I noticed she had a very strong handshake as some women do nowadays. We sat in the corner and we spoke although it was more like a job interview as she screened me for her daughters. I thought it was kind of funny. As we spoke I became even more infatuated with her beauty, she smelled amazing, her eyes were bright, her smile was brighter and just overall very pretty and bright. Then I began to notice, through her pant suit, this bulge of biceps that danced in her arms in different positions. Now I am not the kind of guy who likes big muscles on women but the whole combination of "her" was incredibly hot. After she asked me a million questions it was my time to probe. What I learned was that she is twice divorced, getting married at 19 and divorced at 21 and then again at 28 and divorced 14years later. She also was a professional kickboxer for 4 years compiling a record of 23-5 with 17 knockouts and has competed in a variety of "private matches" whatever that meant and competes in both bodybuilding and fitness contests when she can. She saw the look on my face when I was hearing these things and asked me if I was alright. I laughed and said, very impressive and rather intimidating I have to say. Her comment was a huge smile, a nod of her head and then said yes I get that a lot. She continued, I dress to cover up my muscles at work and keep it on the down low, especially my kickboxing. Then she stared deep into my eyes and said, she is very very very protective of her daughters, sending me a message I clearly understood. We spoke for almost TWO hours really getting to know one another. But I knew one thing for sure, it was not her daughters I gave a damn about it was her. The attraction was strong and I know she felt something. First time in my life I had feelings like that. Anyway, we parted a bit later and we exchanged cell #'s to speak later on/ I could not get her out of my head for weeks and I decided to go to Chrissy to see what was going on. Chrissy told me that she was competing in some kickboxing matches locally and was getting ready to retire from the school system and they have not spoken much but she did say that Lori thought I was a cute young man and would contact me soon. I really could not wait and called Lori 4x and left voicemails. Another 2 weeks went by and finally she called back. She was polite and mature and professional and suggested we meet one more time at a local hotel bar, a very nice one, and we can go for dinner before she decides which daughter would make the most sense. Thinking to myself, screw her daughters I was infatuated with her. I got to the bar about 20 minutes early and had a drink in anxious expectation of seeing her again. She walked in wearing once again a pant suit coming from work but looked spectacularly beautiful. She gave me a hug and she smelled so damn good and kissed me on my cheek. I stared right into her eyes as she spoke to me about her pending retirement plans and some other small talk. I also noticed what I thought was some swelling under her left eye so I said something. She smiled and said , you should have seen the other guy, and laughed. What did that mean I said. She leaned in and said, I know Chrissy told you that I was competing in some matches so don't play dumb with me or I will hurt you. I kinda jumped back and said , WHAT? She took a sip pf her drink and said, you heard me young man. Hmmm,, OK I heard you I said but I was still taken aback by your comment I said. OK OK she said let's have some dinner, on me. No no I said on me. She just shook her head and muttered something I did not hear. During dinner her muscles were evident thru the jacket and her beauty was intoxicating, her intelligence was a welcome reprieve from some of the air heads I date and all in all I was in love with this woman who was old enough to be my mother which is gross to think about. Then she stood up and took off her jacket and revealed a light blue tanktop that showed off the best body I was ever this close to. I had to say something and I did. I said, your body is spectacular and sexy and amazing. She smiled and said thank you and said, you are a cute young man. Then some awkward silence. She had an extremely defined body with much bigger breasts than thought since she was always wearing that jacket I really could not tell. Seriously, it was breathtaking how hard she worked to get a body that was so defined, in a classy not over the top way. So, I said, I hear you were a professional kickboxer back in the day and she said yes I was probably when you were in grade school and laughed as it was actually true I found out. And I still fight on special occasions and compete in strength events too. I was out of my mind with questions and totally engulfed in her beauty. I am not a muscle loving guy or a guy who likes female fighters or know anything about such things but I do know "that feeling" of infatuation and love and I was all over it. She was engaging, flirtatious, bright and sexy as hell. She asked me a lot of questions about me as she was still trying to match me with one of her daughters. She showed me pictures of all three and all three were attractive for sure but it was her I was interested in. After dinner we went to the bar and did 3 shots which I was surprised she offered to do with me and then I had to tell her the truth. I came right out and said it that I had ZERO interest in her daughters and it was her I was interested in. She laughed out loud at first but I could see in her eyes the truth, that she too was attracted to me. We had a great conversation and she disappeared for a good 15 minutes to supposedly go to the bathroom. When she came back I asked if she was OK since she was gone a long time. She grabbed my hand and we started walking in silence. Next thing I know we are in an elevator and she grabs me and starts kissing me and we get out on the 5th floor with a room key in her hand. Apparently she did not go to the bathroom but instead got us a room. All I can say is taking off her top and staring at the most awesome body ever was a treat. Her large breasts, which I did not think were going to be that big, a SOLID C cup, were firm with muscles underneath and she did that bounce thing with them which was sexy, her body was defined with muscles but not overdone, her legs were toned and sexy and I felt like a wimp next to her which I am NOT and never was. She took total control and made love to me with a power and force that I never experienced. She talked sweetly but the power in her body said something else. We made love 2x before I fell asleep in her arms on her breasts as she rubbed my head. It was amazing. It was clear that she was more experienced in bed thanme and a woman who likes to take control. Our relationship blossomed into a love affair over the subsequent months and it was clear that it would be US together and not me and any of her wonderful daughters. Yes, there were and are differences between us because of our age difference, sometimes significant but mostly not. And then there arthe vast physical differences. We are both athletes, both with good bodies, both healthy eaters but there are some GLARING differences from the getgo. She was a professional kickboxer, and is still a fighter to this very day, she is amazingly strong for her size and frankly stronger than me not only pound for pound but outright and that was not easy to accept and led to a few conflicts. We went to her gym a few times and it was sobering. She benched and curled more reps than I could with the SAME weight and frankly outbenched me too. Her core was out of this world and I could not come close to competing with her in that. She is an occasional cigarette smoker and that led and still does to some battles and lastly her muscles. Again, not my thing on women and hers are significant and she loves it. Now that she is retired from the school system she is a full time gym rat and fighter and I am not. I respect what she has accomplished as she has 2 rooms filled with trophy's from her professional and amateur fighting days. Our first "episode" of her fighting skills and our relationship happened 8 month's to the day we first met.. Whew, so here we go ... .. She was participating in a kickboxing tournament about 4 hours from my house, where she moved into at this point although not officially yet. I have never seen her fight live but did on some old video's she had. It was mind boggling to say the VERY least. When she told me she was fighting she told me, not asked me, that I was coming. This was a theme of ours at the beginning, her sometimes dominance. In the bedroom it came out pretty quick in many different ways from aggression to always wanting to be on top to giving me implicit directions on what to do and when to do it. I was generally OK with it all, generally. In other ways it was always her determining the weekend events, what I should wear, etc. She also liked when I got her dressed which I did a lot. Anyway, we got a hotel room for the 2 days before and 2 days afterwards and made it a vacation. She was always upbeat in her personality and leading up to the fight even moreso. Sexually super aggressive and a little more dominant 24 hours a day and that was getting under my skin. Things like ordering dinner for me at restaurants, telling me what to wear and even telling me who to hire and fire at times for my business. She also was becoming physically intimidating which I was not very uncomfortable with. Doing things like pushing me out of the way, doing a lot of flexing her muscles and making me feel them ALL the time and some other things I will get into later. We arm wrestled a lot and a few times in public and each and every time she beat me. The few times we did it in public, 2x at dinner and once infront of 3 of her friends was rather embarrassing, especially since she was not the best and most gracious winner. Meaning, she would rub it in when she beat me, often calling me , in her opinion, playful names, like wimpy and goofing on me in front of them. I hated that and told her that afterwards but she would just laugh it off and tell me to grow up. Like I said, I was in love with her soul, her beauty, her intelligence and not her muscles. It was SHE who was in love with her muscles!! Look, I loved and adored and was turned on by her body, no doubt, just not a muscle lover that's all. Her smoking bothered me too. She did not do a lot, usually when drinking a lot, which she did, and I hated that too. One time at my house she disappeared into the yard for a while and when I came out she just finished a cigarette and I told her she smelled horrible. This was the first time she hit me! She threw two lightning fast punches into my abs that dropped me to the floor in a second and in a lot of pain. I was furious but there should stood yelling at me about the "insult", and we agreed to disagree for the moment but I was bothered about being hit like that and I tried to ignore it. I maybe should have been a little more discreet in my comment but no way she should have hit me and I would never dare hit her back for the fear of seriously getting hurt. The physical difference between us was that great. She washed up and brushed her teeth and came out of the bathroom and apologized and we spoke about it for a while. That followed with a spectacular blowjob, I have to say, and as always with her I came in no time which she would goof on me about. Back to the fight, so it was fight night and she was scheduled to fight in the 2nd fight VS some 27 year old woman. It was my first time at a live fight. About 300 people, a lot of minorities, a lot of screaming and all of that. When it was her time to fight she came out wearing all red from gloves to robe to shorts and sports bra- she did look amazing and I was proud to be her boyfriend. Her opponent was taller and also attractive and lean and of course a lot younger. None of this gave me a good feeling plus I did not want anyone to hit her. Yeah, I know that sounded dumb but it was true. When the bell rang my heart sunk as they approached each other. From the beginning my beautiful girlfriend was the aggressor kicking this lady all over her legs and body and unleashing the fastest few minutes of violence I ever saw. Hearing the sound of those kicks and the sound of the punches was pretty neat and watching both fighters was interesting like it was a chess match of power. She was winning with ease even though she ate a few good head shots herself. By the time the first round ended her opponent was limping back to her corner with welts on her legs and a bloody nose. It was AMAZING to see. When the bell rang for round 2 everyone was on their feet screaming including me. I never witnessed or was so invested in a sporting event. In this round she kicked less and punched more and dropped her opponent on her ass but everything was going so fast I could barely keep up with the kind of punches she was throwing. When she got up it was a one sided punch fest. Eventually it ended up in the corner near where I was sitting and one right hook later not only was I sprayed with her opponents blood, which was surreal for me, but she knocked out the young lady too just as the ref was walking in to stop the carnage. I mean the whole thing went 1,000 miles an hour for me but in any case I was proud and happy for her and generally elated. Seeing her prance around the ring with her hands raised and winking at me as her opponent was lying motionless on her back was some scene. Little did I know everything was about to change for me, for us. I never saw anything like it plus seeing someone knocked out live was really cool. A bunch of us waited for more than an hour for Lori to shower and clean up and head over to the hotel restaurant to celebrate. The promoters of the fight provided her with a beautiful suite and all arrangements were made. I of course tagged along as Lori's boyfriend. Everyone was congratulating her knocking out, with certainty, this younger accomplished opponent. Lori was on fire like I never saw her. Animated, posing for pictures by doing all of these muscle poses, wearing a rather sexy and seductive top and tight jeans with heals. She glowed with confidence and sensuality in every way. She put her hands around my neck and kissed me long and hard in front of everyone, which I have to admit was a little over the top for me as I am pretty low profile. In any event, we all ate and drank a lot and spent 3 hours doing so and I knew Lori had to be tired so we all called it a night. The bill was paid for by the promoter too. I grabbed her hand and headed towards the elevator towards the room we shared and looked forward to making love to my beautiful, muscular and sexy girlfriend. I was going to massage her with this special oil I bought and take care of everything. I ordered champagne and chocolates to the room to pamper her as she trained hard and long to beat the crap out of this younger opponent. As soon as we got in the room, my rather drunk girlfriend became VERY VERY aggressive. To the point I was uncomfortable. As soon as we got in the room she grabbed me by my shirt and literally threw me against the wall and started kissing me VERY hard- too hard and then ripped open my shirt as I watched all the buttons fly off. I was trying to push her off and calm down but I could not mover her. Look, here is the deal- straight forward OK? She benched 160, can one arm curl 30lbs forever, can do pushups and pullups also forvever and can fight 10 rounds or 15 I bet without getting tired. SHE IS STRONGER THAN ME- period!!! Not just pound for pound but straight up stronger, not to mention her core is just amazing. She knows it, I know it and have been made to admit it to her 100 times which I have since it is the truth. Now I am in a position, maybe because she is drunk, maybe the adrenalin because she won in such a spectacular fashion, I don't know, but I do know I was in a strange place. So I was trying to push her off me a little and talk but she was not having any of it and then she grabbed my hands and pinned me against the wall telling me I was weak and that she owned me and that was going to fuck me all night long so I better be ready and then it got worse. She released my hands and stepped back a few inches and put her hands on her hips and almost delighted in looking at her chest and body and smacked me across my face so hard that my body moved like 5 feet crashing into the door. I was shocked and shocked for several reasons. First I was never struck in my face by anyone and two her power was scary and third my face felt like it was on fire as I grabbed it. I was pissed, scared, confused and asked her what the hell the problem is? She looked at me with the fire of aggression in her eyes, yanked off her top and did a double bicep pose and held it there as her arms shook as she squeezed them hard and said, I am going to dominate you and fuck you harder and longer than any woman has ever fucked you young man. I shook my head in disbelief as to what was going on. She walked towards me and bare chest to bare chest she took off my jeans as she was still wearing hers and grabbed my totally erect cock and said, do NOT fuck with me now as I will beat the living crap out of you, understood? I nodded yes. And she led me over to the bed and told me to lie down, she tied my hands to the bed with two of my own t-shirts as I laid there in fear as she took off her pants, began to strut around the hotel room playing with her nipples and came over and sat on my cock faster than anything I ever experienced or wanted to experience. She moaned and grunted when she did and put her hands on mine and leaned over and kissed me WAY to hard, like unenjoyably hard and then straightened back up and rode me for 25 minutes and told me SEVERAL times that if I came before her she would break my jaw!!!! This was not fun at all. She spoke about her power, her muscles and fighting availability the whole time like in her own world, she talked about how much fun she had beating that "young thing" and knocking her shit out and how great she was. She would ride me and then stop and talk about herself For me it was like an outer body experience- I was so clearly being used it was unsettling. Finally, she screamed to me (or to someone) to cum and we both did together but she was pouncing on me so hard it was hurting!! WHEN SHE WAS FINALLY DONE she kissed me for a good five minutes and untied me and told me to kiss her arms and other places and again, I was intimidated and not liking this kind of aggression. Knowing she is stronger and of course a better fighter did not help matters. She finally got off of me and opened the champagne and spilled some on her breasts and told me to come over and suck them and when I did not move fast enough she gave me a look to kill and cocked her fist back that made me yell "NO!!!!!" and she just laughed and grabbed me by my hair and made me do it. The rest of the night was similar with one more screwing session and I ate her out two times until we both fell asleep. All in all an unhealthy and unpleasant situation for me. She did an off handed apology the next morning and by this time was acting as nice as possible to me. But I was not having any of it and broke it off with her the next day on the phone and she just said fine and hung up. Now fast forward 3 months and I meet up with her again by chance at a Starbucks when she taps me on the shoulder and says hi. Far more polite and civil we stopped and spoke for a good 30 minutes, We ended with her saying, let's go for drinks and talk at this local place. I thought more than twice about starting up with a psycho but my god she looked so amazing and there was so much I loved about her. She dressed conservatively in all white and looked amazing, to me at least. We had a lot of fun, spoke about politics and everything else and enjoyed our time together. I walked her back to her car and there were two things said. First she says, do you really think you need to walk ME back to MY car and gave me that look like HELLO I can handle myself better than you can handle anything and two I had to bring up the hotel scene and I did. She put her hand on my chest and apologized for scareing me and bullying me (her words) and that between the way she won the fight and the alcohol she was more exciteable than she should have. So I said, yeah but you hit me, do you remember. She smiled and said yes and then looked down and up into my eyes and said , but you were VERY lucky I did not punch you and with that she put her fist next to my jaw and stared at me and then grabbed me and kissed me with tha passion and emotion I wanted. She then told me to go inside and get us a room as she wanted to make it up to me and I grabbed her hand and we both went inside and then upstairs to a room. Yes she took the lead and yes her body was ripped with power and yes we BOTH knew what the story was but it was love making and not violence and for the next 3 months it was GREAT GRETA GREAT. We spent the next several month's spending a LOT of time together, having great conversations about a variety of topics, the age difference was meaning less and less everyday, we went away for weekends, had great dinners, went to each others family events and everything was great ... ... ... until one momentous evening in my house, where she was spending more and more time at. We had a nice dinner with 2 of my friends, 2 couples, and when we got back home she asked me if I thought the brunette was cute. Innocent question and I said yeas, she is a pretty lady and thought nothing of it. She walked out to the yard and stood there for a while and I just thought she wanted to get some air and be by herself but after 20 minutes I walked out and asked if she was OK. She turned around and said, you know she was staring at you the entire dinner. OK I said, so what? Do you like her? Where is this going I asked? Do I like her? I know her for years and she is a friend so yes I like her. Did you sleep with her? WHAT? NO!!! She stared at me with that deep look of being pissed off. Now by this time I have been increasing my workout schedule and taking boxing lessons- all to keep up with her but in no way on this planet was I anywhere in her stratosphere and that was clear. Anyway, so she grabbed me by the shirt and she said you better not EVER go near her again. Understand, she has been rough with me since after that scene after her fight in the hotel room and I never like it, however, I understand she is a physical person who can certainly hurt me but besides a push here and there and some rather rough wrestling in bed type of thing where sh goes overboard putting me in positions where I cry out for her to stop and the 2 times she choked me unconscious, it has been OK. So now she is angry, for NO REASON and has me by the shirt and for NO reason besides instinct I push her off me and lose my temper, which is rare and I yelled FUCK OFF and do NOT grab me like I am a little kid or I will punch your fucking lights out. Seriously, on this VERY regretful evening I have no idea where those words came from but I was very angry even after I said it. She walks past me and comes back with 2 sets of boxing gloves and mouthpieces. She is not saying a word as she takes off her top and is wearing a bra that was pink and holding up her perfect C cup breasts that I loved so much and is telling me "IT IS TIME" and is putting on her gloves and is telling me to do the same if I want but either way in the next fee minutes she is going to beat the shit out of me. I was sick with fear and regret but she was not having any of it. SO I took a breath, took off my shirt and put on these 8 oz gloves. From that moment on I got very into the whole thing. Like an ass I thought, OK I will jab her silly since I am bigger and just make her quit and then apologize for my comment and she can apologize for her attitude and then I can take her to bed to make love to the woman I was in love with- simple huh? She began to shadow box with the speed and crispness of a pro, her arm muscles and chest were jumping out of the skin and of course her abs were, and I knew this for a damn fact, were rocks. I was getting sick but here we were in one of the spare unfurnished bedrooms I had. She just looked at me and said "ready" and I nodded my head like a fool as if I was actually ready to seriously fight a wom,an physically stronger and a former PROFESSIONAl and still active kickboxer. It was ugly. I threw 3 jabs that she easily moved away from. She then landed 3 jabs to my face and a 4 punch combo to my ribs that stung like a knife and I was backing up into a wall running for my life. She followed me but when she did I threw an overhand right that missed by a mile and I did not see the next several punches as my head became blurry and was rocking back and forth hearing her grunt. I tried to cover up but was dizzy and she began ripping apart my body with vicious strong blows that dropped to all 4's. I so wanted this to end immediately as I was scared to death. While on all 4's I see that my nose is bleeding on to the carpeting and she was berating me calling me all sorts of names. I stood up and banged my gloves together and yelled CMON OLD LADY I AM GOING TO BANG YOUR BRAINS IN and that is pretty much all I remember until everything went black. I woke up on my back looking at the ceiling fan with her standing over me and looking down at me. She looked like a monster to me. I see those ripped abs going straight up hitting those big tits and her nipples were judding out and her arms were just sculptured into perfect muscles, not man like big just sculptured into weopons of power and it is so clear she is physically superior. She was saying something but I could not make it out in the fog I was in but I knew it was not nice stuff. Eventually I struggled to turn and sit on my butt but the room was spinning and I felt horrible. She disappeared and came back with water and without her bra on or gloves. She gave me the water but said nothing and then grabbed me by my hair to stand me up and I needed to steady myself and held on to her body. I remember saying to myself, as I did everytime we hugged, that she is so strong, so damn strong and muscular that it was like hugging a guy in some ways. So I hung on to her and she walked me into the shower and sat me in the tub and turned on the water and I stayed there for 20 minutes trying to get back to myself. Being knocked out cold SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS is all I can say, horrendous feeling. I sat in the shower as the water poured over my pained body trying to figure out not only what happened but what is going to happen. Suddenly she pushed the shower curtain open as I sat there like a fool and she just stared down at me and turned off the water- it was stone quiet and she straddled my body with her naked one and gently pushed me down to a prone position and simply moved her pussy over my mouth and said nothing but I knew what I had to do and ate her out but truthfully was suffocating from doing so. Between me Still being dizzy from her beat down, the smell of her unwashed pussy and the position I was in it was difficult to get oxygen. Thankfully she came and lord jesus came a lot all down my throat and over my face and then sat on my hard cock and slowly and I mean slowly fucked me as she posed her muscles for herself (yes for herself because she did not care at that point who I was) and had a super long orgasm such that I have never seen anywhere or anytime. She stayed on my cock and spoke to me for a good 15 minutes. She told me how strong she is and that she can have any man she wants, how she can dominate me at anytime and that I better watch my mouth or she will beat me again and WORSE next time and that NOW I have to realize exactly my place in this relationship. Meantime I am saying to myself that I will NEVER see your dominating violent ass again if I can help it. I eventually got up and out of the shower but she would not shut her damn mouth nor would she stop posing for me (or herself) and telling me how much bigger and stronger she will get now that she is retired and does not have to dress to hide her muscles. She was telling me how much stronger she is than her former husbands, both of whom were beaten worse than me, how much stronger she is than her daughters and their friends. I could not wait to leave and got dressed but was still unsure about driving since I was not clear but had to get away from this situation ... ... . Yes I left my own house!! Staying at a hotel was cathartic and allowed me time to think. She called me several times and always with an apology and pleading for me to come back to my own house. Eventually I did but asked her not to be there nor come around for a week and she complied, thankfully. We finally agreed to meet in a public place to "talk" and she was her old intelligent and engaging self but I was still upset. I admit to breaking down several times telling her that I could never be with anyone like her despite her positive traits. She remained quiet and apologetic but there was something there, an underlying love I could not and still cannot explain. We left in our own cars and I went home where 2 hours later she rang the bell and we spoke at the doorway for a few minutes and I eventually let her in. It was very awkward and I told her I was scared her when she drinks AND when she loses her temper. I was trembling when IU told her this and sjhe knew it and heard it in my voice. We sat on the couch, far apart and spoke for hours until I said I am going to sleep and she may as well leave. I walked her to the door and sdaid good night and she turned towards me and took off her top and took a deep breath and softly kissed me. I melted I have to admit since I loved her SO much, more than any other woman ever. We kissed for a few minutes when she took my hand and led me into the bedroom and there I said STOP- please stop- you are welcome to sleep over since it is late but not in this room, OK? She stepped back and said OK and went into one of the spare bedrooms, like an adult. To be continued for Part 2