How my future wife changed my life for a lifetime with her new power, part four Here we are 14 month's living together and life is GREAT. Love living here in this cool city, love living with Darla, love being trained by the best, love hanging with old college friends, work is great and ALL is better than I could ask for. Living a dream right now. Yes, we still wrestle almost every single day with Darla and yes still have not won one nor do I expect to. How could I? She has a decade more training and remains stronger, faster and lightyears more skilled than me. Yes, still getting choked out and yes still being put in extremely painful holds but all a learning process as far as we are both concerned. I am enjoying getting AND looking stronger as it pays dividends for me every time I look at my new body and watching other people notice that more- totally dig it. HA HA. Still lifting and very into the boxing too. Seeing the changes in my own body is super cool and seeing other people react to them is ULTRA super cool I swear. I have REAL fucking biceps now, a real chest and abs. When I look at myself and God knows I do more of that than ever before, it's like looking at someone else. I was always in good shape but this is ridiculous and of course I am LOVING the shit out of it. All my clothes fit differently, I wear tight t-shirts to show off a little and overall it's amazing feeling this strong. Darla has arranged for private lessons for my boxing and that is progressing beautifully. NO, have no intentions of being some tough macho asshole as that is not my style, just looking to compete here and there and be stronger and better and I know I know I will never be a match for Darla, we all know that. I am SUPER comfortable in my role with her, I know my place and boundaries and she knows hers too, we have a great relationship, TRUE LOVE. Of course the sex is amazing and we do new things all the time which is super exciting; from having sex in all the "wrong" places from dressing rooms in private shops to Central Park, she rapes me from time to time which is GREAT, at least the way she does it, and we do a bunch of cool things with her strap-on. Yeah, I know from the emails I get that a lot of you think I am nuts for liking that and believe me I would have agreed before I fell in love with her but the sensation of her doing that is just amazing and when she is telling me how strong she is and how much she likes doing that to me I cum all over the place when she does AS DOES she at the same time and it is fan-fucking-taskik. To each his own Now for some specifics: My rematch with JD, the Puerto Rican street fighter friend of Darla, who whipped my ass but good. Now I was in no rush to have a rematch and could have lived my entire life without having one but I really had to. Why? First because she was relentless in fucking with me everywhere and everytime our paths crossed. No matter where we were, and it was not in a lot of places, but sometimes our paths crossed, she was verbally abusive to the point where it was no longer funny. Like one time we met at a local diner and she was loud and obnoxious about "beating my white ass" " making me cry like a bitch" " the size of my cock" and just a bunch of trash. Plus Darla told me I had to fight her, period. So it was arranged- first 3 falls of wrestling and then boxing. NO , not streetfight style, no no kicking like last time where she ko'd me, just boxing. As always it took place in our apartment, in the "workout " room. She was all excited, especially since she knows everything is videotaped and last time she watched it 5x and made me be next to her, naked and jerking off for her as she laughed her ass off each time she watched herself choking me out and had a real great time as she watched herself knock me out with those kicks. Quite embarrassing sitting next to her as she watched the entire fight five fucking times as I stood up and performed for her. I hated her!!!! She wanted to wrestle topless in her shorts and I did not give a fuck and I wore shorts and a t-shirt. Darla was there of course and acts as ref and time keeper. So Darla yells FIGHT and we start circling and pawing and she tried what worked last time which was her speed to get around me to choke me out but I was ready. Unfortunately, she was still able to get me pinned and submitted with an armbar on the first fall but as opposed to taking 15 seconds like the first time it took 3 minutes and 28 seconds and it was tough fought battle and she looked tired too. The second fall began the same way and I thought I noticed a little more respect from her this time. I was able to get her in a headlock and flip her over my hip and get behind her and got her in a super (thank you Darla) choke hold and got in a perfect position and as I was choking her out as she violently tried to get out but she couldn't this time and I choked her out as slowly as possible and did not say a word. It was great seeing her lying on the mat with those small titties and hard nipples wet from sweat pointing up as I stood over her. Darla gave me a high five which meant a lot to me and took care of her. She was ONE PISSED OFF LATINO when she got up. Now one to one. For the last fall we went at it big time and fought for almost a full 15 minutes and I lost two great opportunities to finish her but we were both so sweaty I lost my grip twice on two great holds. She was able to get me in a back breaking hold where she was yanking on both of my arms as she had her knee in my back pulling back. I was able to hold out for almost 2 full minutes but had to submit. When I did she let go and I layed there in some real pain, but Darla has prepared me well over the months and I recovered and was ready to box her. She was overjoyed with her submission win and then "promised" to beat the shit out of me" in boxing which was next. JD did her usual bragging after making me submit and rubbed her pussy and said, maybe white boy gets to fuck me now but first I will pummel your ass and make you look ugly and then maybe knock your shit out AGAIN!!!! Here I knew or at least I thought I would have the advantage in boxing. No bullshit, I have become pretty good at this. I liked it and it felt right too. I had one knockout in sparring VS a newbie, so I know it was no big deal per se, but it was a big deal for me. The guy I knocked out was bigger than me, less training and I knocked him out cold with a combination and seeing him fall with his eyes closed was truly an amazing experience. I was sky high and Darla, although not there was very proud of me and even called my trainer to get the details just in case I may have exaggerated////////////////// which I did not. It was simply awesome. JD and I put on 4 oz gloves and mouthpieces and we warmed up in that same room in silence. I really felt ready for this with all of my training and working out with Darla and I know I really had the skill and power to put someone away. And I know it sounds crazy to be excited to fight a woman 50 lbs lighter and 6 inches shorter but you know her history and mine plus she did knock me out cold and EASILY whipped me up to a black eye and swollen face in no time last time. Anyway, guess you have to be there to appreciate it. The rules were 10 rounds, each one 2 minutes and of course Darla in charge. JD still topless and me in same clothes as the wrestling. Darla yells fight/////////////////// The first 4 rounds were VERY competitive, she landed more punches than me by far but I was doing good and standing toe to toe the whole time. I had a bloody nose and some eye swelling and her not much of anything except her left eye was swelling but she looked tired again. It was pretty cool standing there and absorbing her blows without any fear knowing my body could sustain the shock of being punched. I was doing fine in that category at least. In the fifth she landed some nice ab shots but not nearly the effect those punches had on our first fight and I finally had my jab working which was not making her happy. My stamina and style MUCH improved from the last fight by far and she knew it. Seven consecutive jabs to her face hurt her and as she is about to run towards me I timed a great strait right into her face that knocked her back against the wall and her hands dropped about 6 inches and it was clear she was really hurt and Darla yelled FINISH HER NOW. I did not have that killer instinct I guess so I needed that yell from her. So I ran towards her and threw a really hard right hand but she mover her head enough that it did not land full force and then I got my footing right and threw the best left right combo of my life into her sides and her hands dropped more and she yelled out in some pain. The sound of those little gloves hitting her ribs and seeing her face scream out in pain was thrilling to do and more thrilling to watch on the video afterwards. Seeing the black gloves ripping into her ribs and seeing them bend in and hearing that WHAP sound as they did and knowing that the pain will eventually register since she is so skinny and then I stepped back and got some momentum and threw a picture perfect right hook and BAMM, my second knockout of my life. She went down hard on her side and bounced off the mat face down unconscious. I have to say I was proud of myself despite the height and weight difference BECAUSE she KO'd me the first time and this chick is a real true and raw streetfighter for years. Darla ran over and put her on her back and took out her mouthpiece and we both stood over with our hands on our hips smiling at each other. It was great. Darla did not want to act to happy and I was SOOOOOOOOOOO fucking thrilled walking around the room with my hands up in the air. I felt powerful, I felt strong, I felt I am coming along great and I want more!!! When Darla had her situp the muscles in her abs were really prevalent and I admired them but it was not a big time turn on still as I had Darla and that was enough. But this lady was pissed off she lost and wanted to barefist me right there and then and THANKFULLY Darla but the squash on that since barefisting is not my thing , especially with a real streetfighter plus I WON AND FUCK HER. The best was when Darla said, OK big boy she is all yours, take what you want. I looked over at her sitting on the mat, her abs flexed with a great 6 pack, her arms skinny but of course ALL muscle, and she really is beautiful in an exotic way. As she said that JD immediately got on her knees ready to suck my sweaty cock but I said////////////////////// NO THANKS!!!! The room got quiet as hell and I looked at Darla, the love of my life and said, you are all I want and this dirty little spick is shit to me, fuck her. Whoa, JD sprung to her feet and started to run at me and believe me I know her capabilities and YES she could eat me alive barefisted, street style. She was cursing like the low life Latino she is but the anger in her eyes told me everything about her I needed to know. Darla, got in her way and told her straight out, you heard him, he does not want anything and then she told me to apologize for my language and I did and eventually she left, still VERY VERY VERY angry. She threw on her clothes and gave me a dirty look and I said "if you want me to knock your shit out again, I will and maybe then I will fuck you like the whore you are. I said it to piss her off and I rarely speak that way. She turned and was going to attack but Darla just stood in front of her, 165lbs of killer strength and skill and motioned her to leave. Darla loved I did that, and I mean from winning the boxing match to not taking any sex from her knowing that JD is VERY pretty, in fact exotically beautiful in my opinion. All was good. Company Summer Picnic- This will be quick. I work for a large company that has a lot of people around my age. Great environment of bright energetic people with people hooking up all the time in one way or another. Two days a week at least we go out for beers and hanging out and sometimes I bring Darla and sometimes not. A number of women are interested in me but of course I am with Darla and know I am with the BEST. At the company summer picnic it was employees only and at one point and I took off my shirt to pop into the pool. Without sounding like a self- centered jerk and just writing the truth, here is what happened. Three different women came over to me in the pool and complimented me about my body and specifically commenting on my muscles. What is still funny to me, since all of this is new I have to like look down and say, "oh these" laugh and flex and then watch their faces, I LOVE it. Then a couple of guys asked me what kind of weights I lift and I told them I really do more wrestling and boxing then lifting, which is true. Then they would ask me all of these questions and when I tell them I really have knocked opponents out ( I never tell them that one was a crazy Puerto Rican chick, ha ha) they love it and then I go into the wrestling and my girlfriend and how awesome she is they hang on every word since they have met her and see how cool her body is. No, I never took any of them to the apartment to get their asses kicked by Darla, but I have thought about it. Women being impressed by my body? LOVE IT!!!!! And flexing for them is awesome knowing I can have them if I wanted to. I like it also when women say things like , oh Mr. Muscles why don't you put the water in the cooler or I wish my boyfriend had muscles like you or when they ask to feel my arms at work or when I see them eyeing me from afar and come over and ask me questions about my boxing and wrestling or if I REALLY wrestle with my girlfriend. I do tell them that she beats me all the time and I think they think I am kidding but of course I am not and if they knew the REAl story, like they probably will all know after reading this they will die on the spot. The guys definitely give me a lot of respect after I told them about the boxing and the knockouts and have asked me repeatedly what that feels like and I tell them. It feels fucking amazingly great to knockout someone. I have told the few I am close with that I have been knocked out cold by Darla and someone else, a woman too! They look at me like I am lying but I assure them I am not. One guy wanted to test my abs with some punches and I let him hit me TEN TIMES as hard as he wants in front of 2 other guys- he did and it did hurt towards the end but I never buckled and it put me on a very high level with those guys and when I told Darla she loved it too which is ultra important to me. The guy then let me try against him and I am VERY PROUD to say that after the second shot he was on the ground turning green and even spit up some nasty stuff. The other two guys have given me super respect since and the guy I basically knocked out, AFTER taking 10 of his shots, was gracious in defeat and I can see is scared of me at this point. Being scared of me? Flexing my new hard muscles? I shake my head as I think about it but I am super pleased with it all and Darla loves hearing about it and wants me to invite these guys over to wrestle her. Not too sure about that one at the moment Kenny- If you recall Kenny and Syd both got their asses beaten BADLY by Darla. You have to understand that both of them were mean to her in college due to her being grossly overweight. Often times passing VERY man comments about her weight. Trying to be cute and funny but always hurting her deeply as any mature person would understand. They were not the only ones and you will read about them soon, ha ha. So Darla had this idea that she would invite Kenny over when I was not there and she would have him do something sexual and then she wanted me to beat his ass. Not really my thing. Kenny is a friend plus he was traumatized by her in that she had him suck Syd's cock until he came in his mouth and that, and I am not saying I wouldn't, freaked him out to the degree that they are both in therapy. Kenny and Syd cannot believe I am with her and think she is dominant with me all the time and thinks I am stuck and cannot get out. Naturally, we are in DEEP love and I could leave anytime I want but that is the furthest thing from my mind. Plus both have passed comments that they could kick my ass easily so of course Darla is killing me all day and night to participate in this thing. I do get tired of hearing that bullshit from them that they can kick my ass so I agreed to Darla's plan. Both are very athletic good looking guys standing over 6 feet and up until Darla beat the mother out of them and were forced to do the gayish shit on this planet which is to suck each other's cock, they both did great with women. Darla easily convinces Kenny to come over to talk about what happened when she beat the shit out of him and to bring him some peace regarding his physical and emotional beating. Syd is too scared to come anywhere near her. Kenny comes over while I have my boxing class and Darla is talking nice to him but wearing an outfit that could make me cum a mile away- one she knows I love. It's a tight fitting dress that shows a ton of cleavage and has 1/4 sleeves that display those killer arms beautifully. The dress is fitted enough that you can actually see her abdominal muscles when she flexes them THROUGH the mother fucking dress!! It is magnificent!!!!!!!!!!!!! So they are talking and she is "relaxing" him with a few drinks and he is biting hook line and sinker. This too was on video so he cannot deny it. He is talking about how depressed he has been since being beaten up by her, how strong and skilled she is as a fighter, how great her body is now and how much she intimidates him and other guys she knows and how lucky I am to be with her. He also said how much he thinks about her all the time and how he masturbates ALL the time thinking of her sexy body and he went on and on and Darla was eating this shit up. She stands up and starts to stretch and pose for him and asks him to stand up and they exchange a long hug and she pushes him down on the couch and pulls up her dress and without many words being exchanged positions herself so he has little choice but to eat her out. After a while she climaxes and sits next to him and asks him if he will jerkoff in front of her and in like a second he is wanking it in front of my beautiful girlfriend and shot a load to be proud of all over this glass coffee table. She stood up and forcibly pushed his head in it until he got the idea he had to lick it clean and he did a great job I have to say. She left and came back with a towel and some cleaning fluid to clean the table properly. So there is big tough Kenny, naked and cleaning a glass table that he just shot a load on from jerking off in front of a girl he used to call a fat pig and her cum is still all over his mouth- what a site!! They sat around talking until I came home. He sat there like nothing happened and I asked them what they were talking about so I can join in and why there was a rag and cleaning fluid out. The whole time I knew exactly what was going on. As I started to "probe" more and more I made believe I was getting angry until Darla stood up and said " please forgive me but he ate me out, I am soooo sorry don't be mad" She almost burst out laughing I swear when she told me since it was all a setup. I feigned anger and grabbed him by the collar and said " you mother fucker, you put your filthy mouth on my girls pussy and then jerked off in MY living room?" Kenny, I said, you and Syd always say you can kick my ass, huh, well let's see. He was mortified that everything was happening so fast. Fresh from my boxing class I was ready to fulfill Darla's plan. I stepped back and threw 2 jabs into his face and waited like 3 seconds and threw 4 more barefisted perfectly hard jabs into his face and popped that nose into a gusher. Darla shoved him full force into the workout room so not to get blood on her carpeting. There we stood in the workout room all three of us. He is holding his nose telling me to calm down as tears filled his eyes. I walked over to Darla and unzipped her dress leaving her with the sexiest panties and bra he ever saw and I said, you touched this beautiful woman and jerked off in my fucking house you pig? I took off my shirt so he could see how much my body has changed- how much muscle I fucking have now and I flexed for him. C'mon Kenny you are ALWAYS telling me you can kick my ass and how I am being held hostage here, cmon Kenny put your fucking hands up and see what I can do now. And then I did something I never did in front of a dude before. I posed my muscles and started talking shit. I saw Darla smiling ear to ear and her nipples getting harder and harder and her body ROCKS the world, believe me. I said, tell me to calm down again Kenny and I went on the attack like never before, way too much as a matter of fact. I said, hey fuckface I have KNOCKED PEOPLE OUT, yes Kenny I said I have knocked mother fuckers out with these fists ( of course he did not know that one was a woman 50 lbs lighter than me although she was a serious and accomplished streetfighter and the other was a guy with little training, ha ha) I jabbed his face 9 more times and started landing body, rib and chest blows and he is crying and begging me to stop. Fucking crying and bleeding and covering up as Darla is about to grab me and fuck the shit out of me, she is loving this!!!!!!!!!!!! Me too!!!! As he is cowering in the corner I landed 2 hooks to his face and he drops sobbing like a fucker a real mother fucking balling crying and bleeding where I felt badly for him. Meantime I am yelling at him " still think you are stronger mother fuck face" It was so out of character but so much fun too. I did not hit him again and felt badly for him and just stood over him shirtless. Darla comes up behind me and whispers " you are so hot" and takes off my jeans and underwear and tells me to stay still. She then leans down and picks him off the floor by grabbing his arms and says, Kenny, BLOW HIM!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK? Blow me? I don't think so I said. She kissed me deeper than ever and said, PLEASE BABY, I want you to do this. I said, I do not think so baby, not for me. She gave me one of those pouty looks that she really wanted this and after a while I thought that I still cannot do this. Meantime my cock is harder than shit since I am standing in front of my beautiful Darla and she just kissed me and I have another man down on the floor via MY punches!! One because it's Kenny and two who needs him sucking my cock. I turned to her and said, listen Darla, I did not want the rican chick sucking me off and she was HOT, just you is what I want and certainly not him. I know she could have forced it but she saw and heard my views and that was that. I told Kenny I would beat him to a bloody stump if he ever walked into this apartment without me or ever touched Darla. He was yessing me to death when Darla pushed me out of the way and said " Kenny, fuck you you obnoxious loser" " in college you were so mean to me" and then BAMM A ONE PUNCH STONE COLD GOOD BYE SAYNARA KNOCKOUT by my goddess Darla ended Kennys night in style ha ha. One for the books. He was on his knees sobbing like a bitch, bleeding from his nose, in shock over what just transpired and then Darla who is standing there looking sexy and dangerous with her killer bod punches him out with ONE thunderous punch. I almost came in my underwear. He layed there quiet as a church mouse totally unconscious as the blood from my jabs oozed out of his nose. He was not moving an inch. Eventually we watched his eyes open and he just stayed there and sobbed like a mother fucking little bitch girl, I LOVED IT. We both cleaned him up and made sure he slept in the spare bedroom until the next morning when we knew he was OK to leave. Darla had him sit in the bathroom as she took towels and cleaned him up but the whole time she is still wearing her bra and panties and I am watching him the whole time, just in my underwear now and he is staring at her INCREDIBLE body and the whole scene was glorious. I got closer to them and took the towel out of her hand and dropped my underwear and with Kenny 2 feet away Darla bent over and sucked my cock and I came in about a minute and she swallowed the entire load as she usually does and then stood up and started posing her huge sexy and dangerous muscles and said, I LOVE MY MANS CUM and started playing with her DD sized tits as Kenny watched the entire thing and looked so sad. After several minutes I said " still think she is a fat pig? Still think you or Syd for that matter can kick my ass? He just put his hands over his face and started crying big time and said, no no no I am so sorry please forgive me. I grabbed him by the hair and said, hey Kenny, guess what, time to suck my cock now. His hands over his eyes and still crying he said, OK OK I am ready and I looked up at Darla and we high fived but I said, no shithead, the only person to suck this mans cock is that dropdead fox with the muscles and body to die for, my Darla and we both laughed in his face. He looked like warm shit but a shower and some breakfast the next morning made him presentable I suppose but the point was made and when he saw the video he cried like a baby. Darla was awesome again. Last story---This was VERY VERY interesting---Darla comes over to me and says, Next month I have a big surprise for you. So I say OK great, she says from this moment forward I do not want you to do ANYTHING but boxing. Hmmm, OK no problem, is this related to the big surprise and she says yes. So, I stopped lifting, we stopped wrestling for the first time since we hooked up and it was all about boxing. I increased my private lessons to 5-days a week and at night Darla and I would spar. I increased my ab exercises to the MAX and I really enjoyed this a lot- yes I liked being strong but seeing the results was fantastic for me and a real turn on for ME. Let me interrupt here to tell you a fast story before I continue with the long one. During one of our training sparring sessions she was getting angry that I was not catching on to something she was trying to teach me, so out of frustration she hit me with a right hook to my jaw to "wake me up" as she says. Now, this is after a solid two hours of my private training and a full hour with her so I was tired and pumped and feeling rather good about myself. Plus there is something special for me to be walking around the boxing gym seeing a guy a knocked out and developing a reputation as a decent fighter plus since I have all of this new muscle from lifting and working out I definitely carry myself different around the gym. I am feeling great about myself plus being in love with Darla is awesome. Anyway,,,,,,,, Instinctively, I hit her back pretty much full power too in her jaw and she was not ready for it at all, it stunned her for sure, how could it not? And seeing it on the TV set as io watched the video I must say I liked that, I liked the fact that I hit her with instinct, It was a well balanced shot too ... ... ... ... ... ... and then BAMM she lands a very hard left hook to my jaw!!! Now remember, everything that takes place in our workout room is recorded so I am telling you this story after seeing it on the TV like 4x, her punch was so hard, duh, I was out on my feet. My hands dropped and my knees buckled and I was going down, you can see my eyes rolled back and she immediately grabbed me so I would not fall. You can see clearly that my hands were by my side, flopping there and I was out for sure. Watching me for all intent and purpose "go out" and then watching her immediately hold me upright, with those huge muscular arms holding me and keeping me there for 2 minutes and 18 seconds until I was able to stand and then she pushed me against the wall to use as balance was very cool. No not being knocked out once again but seeing how easily she can do it and then having enough love for me to hold me up like that was special, really special!!!!! She held me up using the wall and her gloved hand and was smiling the whole time knowing what she just did and with the ease she did despite all of my training. She took care of me the right way in bed later on, like she should have, and she deserved to be happy for doing it all. I love this woman! Alright, back to the story. So I spent a lot of time perfecting my boxing with the trainer, sparring and talking strategy with Darla too, not knowing exactly what I was preparing for. Meantime Darla and I are totally in love and I am loving life and I know she is too. One Sunday morning after love making and making her breakfast we started to talk and she told me what the surprise was. First, she had a bodyguard job in Colorado that was going to take her away for 5-days. Ok, fine with that of course. Then she said, well, I want Jamie to be here in my absence and take care of you. HUH? Jamie? Taking care of me? What am I a baby? She laughed and we started fooling around again, which is always great and in the middle she stands up and disappears and comes back with the strap on wrapped around her pussy. She is smiling ear to ear since she likes to rape me and I like being raped as I cum every single time and it just one of our things that is special and fun and erotic. Look, I know a lot of you have written to me about being raped and how you either find it gross or you hated it when it happened to you. Sorry but I like it, the sensation is GREAT, and she loves doing it to me, plus I have little choice as I know but bottomline is I like it, really like it. Anyway, after she raped me once again, talking shit, and having me on my back and bending my legs up and pointing my cock towards my face so I cum all over it, and I did, and I loved it really fucking loved it as she tells me how strong and beautiful she is and how powerful she feels raping me and watching me cum on my own face and BELIEVE me hearing her say those things and watching her body and face as she does is super exciting and awesome for me,. Sometimes I am asked to lick clean the dildo and sometimes she does it. This time she did and although not my favorite part of being raped I know how much she likes it and hearing her talk shit as I suck clean the dildo and watching her get off on that is priceless for me and for US. Anyway, she tells me the following. Jamie is a Japanese American friend of hers who I met several times too. Last time we double dated and Jamie brought her current boyfriend. Her history is, Jamie was born in Japan from American Dad and Japanese Mom and came here at age 11. Seriously pretty girl, bright and sexy too in my opinion. She is 5'4 about 120lbs, great thin body with surprising nice B or bigger sized tits that alwayws looked awesome when we met, has a PHD in history and is a professor at a local college, married 2x and no kids and she is 33. She is also a blackbelt in kickboxing and fights as a professional now and is 9-3 with 4 KO's. We saw her fight once at a pretty big event and she KO'd the other woman in the 7th round with some great combos. She is the real deal and as a professional fighter she is pretty amazing. Just slightly muscled but more thin than anything else, the kind of person you would think you could blow over with a feather but obviously she is 1000000000% all muscle and skill and power. The fight I saw where she KO'd the other lady, who was also very impressive, was one of those long knockouts that took them a while to have the other one stand up and walk out of the ring. It was great to watch. Jamie is a bright lady with her PHD and wears glasses and at first one would never know that this lady is a PROFESSIONAL fighter and a real wild lady outside the classroom. Jamie is a wild lady for sure, she smokes and drinks a lot and when she drinks she gets crazy, so I hear, although I never saw it in action. Darla has told me stories about her kicking guys in the face at clubs and dropping them or leading them on and totally beating the shit out of them in the street and some other really wild stories. She has beaten students and fellow professors according to Darla, and had some wild fucking stories about these things which I can describe privately when you email me, and is just a wild chick who is exciting on many levels, exciting to me The boyfriend she has now is super rich but clearly controlled by her. Nice guy but a Wall Street type, very pretty looking with the greasy hair and all and Darla tells me she is using him for his money pure and simple. When we all went out that was no surprise as he was a jackoff thru and thru. She has beaten and raped him a 100 times and slaps him around their apartment, in front of Darla a number of times too. Anyway ... ... ... ... ... the big surprise? Jamie wants to fight me, in our apartment, with Darla and her boyfriend watching from the other room on the TV and then she wants to spend the 5 days when Darla is gone on her bodyguard job using me as her boytoy and having her boyfriend there the whole time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I looked at Darla like she was nuts. Why would you want that? Why would you want some other woman possibly beating me up and then using me for sex for 5 days WITH her boyfriend watching or worse PARTICIPATING IN SOME SICK WAY??. Darla got very serious and said, yes that is all possible but I believe you can whip her ass and this kind of fight, with an accomplished VERY determined and experienced fighter will bring you to the next level, a level you have to get to to be with me. What does that mean? Look, she said, I love you but ... ... ... ... ... ... ... .but what I said? But I need to be with a man who can fight better than you can at this time, that simple. I was VERY upset with that. Shit, 10 plus years ago you were the fat woman and I was your friend and now you are some amazing looking fighter and I am the fat guy???? No no nothing like that and she hugged me, I just NEED you to be better and I know you want to please me, right?. I walked away from her and sat on the terrace in my shorts and was pondering this situation. Does Darla love beating me up more than actually possibly sharing our lives together? Is she so damaged from being the fat girl most of her life that her life is ALL about fighting, pain and humiliation? Can she live a normal life with me??? After a while she came outside, totally naked and told me to come back inside. We stood chest to chest and she kissed me and said, I want you to do this, you will win, I am giving you my FULL permission to do whatever you want with her or to her after that, OK? I said, I can do whatever I want with her? She laughed and said, yes, you can fuck her all you want, you can punch his lights out and do whatever you want with him too. OK? I said OK, fuck it lets do it and let's see what happens. I WAS FEELING READY AND SUPER PSYCHED AND PREPARED. Nervous but ready to be a man!! The day finally came. Darla was packed and ready to leave for her bodyguard job out west, and Jamie and her boyfriend were all smiles when they came into the apartment. Jamie and Darla went into the other room to get ready and she came out wearing these pink 8 oz gloves, a pink tube top with NO bra and pink shorts and pink boxing shoes. She did look amazing. She is stunning in many ways, and she looked confident knowing she is a VERY experienced blackbelt and PROFESSIONAL fighter and has fought guys my size, not professionals, for more years than I want to think about. She is physically strong, trained and confident and for whatever reason wants me to be her boytoy. Truth is, she wants me to be her boytoy because of what she hears from Darla, no doubt. I wore my usual black 8 oz gloves and black shorts. Darla and Jamie whispered in the corner and laughed a little and the only one who looked nervous was me and I was. Darla walked over to me and said, you BETTER do your best baby, because if this crazy lady beats you I guarantee you will be used and abused and there is nothing I can do for you over FIVE VERY LONG days for you. Your life will change!! Either way, remember, I love you and this is all about us, being together and loving one another. Oh great, thanks for the encouragement. Darla said, 10 rounds, 3 minutes each, rich boy keeps the time and I will be the ref, everyone ready? With that Jamie takes out her mouthpiece and says, sweetie pie, I am going to enjoy the next 5-days like no other and I am going to SO enjoy using you as my dido and she cracks up laughing as does her asshole boyfriend. I am sure they have a plan for me if I lose. Darla yells, FIGHT!!! Jamie dances out and is still smiling and throws some OK jabs that I block and a nice right hook but it lands on my arm so I am fine so far. I am on my toes moving my head as I am told and getting in close to her and land some nice hooks to her ribs. My gosh she smelled so good I thought. I flicked out some jabs but nothing hard and they all landed so I was still feeling good. She is dancing and talking, mostly about herself and Darla yells, cmon girls FIGHT. Jamie moves in closer and fakes a jab but throws a VERY solid straight right that landed with a thud square in my face and sweat sprays off my head but I am fine, not hurt at all. I was amazed how fliud she was, how strong she was and how she took my punches like nothing. She is still smiling and comes in for some more and I am waving her in and when she gets close enough I land a great uppercut to her solar plexis that stops her for a second and I land a 1-2 punch to her face, left hook straight right and the round ended. I won that round easily and felt good. She went back to the corner of the room and stood there smiling and talking to her boyfriend. I stood on the other side of the room talking to Darla a little but she promised Jamie that she would not coach me during the fight but I could see by her face she was pleased so far and we winked at each other. Rd 2- She came out a lil more serious and aggressive. She is fast and I could see her training now as she moved nicely, in and out of danger. I missed with my next 5 shots and pretty badly I must say and she landed 2 nice hard jabs. Stronger than I thought. I missed my next 4 jabs and she started in a body attack. She maneuvered me against the wall and went to work with 11 rapid hooks to my body and 1/2 landed and hurt a little and ended it with a partially blocked uppercut to my chin that I felt but nothing serious. The ab shots I felt and I know I cannot take a lot of those from a professional like her but I also know I am stronger and a heck of a lot bigger. I was able to spin her around where her back was against the wall and remembered EVERYTHING Darla and my coach told me 100x and I positioned her where she could not easily get out and landed 3 significant hooks to her ribs even though she easily blocked 9 others and was talking a lot the WHOLE time which was annoying. Saying things like, that's all you got big boy, and oh you're trying to hurt the little Japanese girl big man, and you better start blocking some more shots or you will end up tied up in a bed eating pussy and dick all day and laughing as she said all of these things. And in the middle of all of that I landed a beautiful uppercut to her abs and heard her grunt and felt her knees buckle a drop but then she tied me up which was amazing as she had the strength to do that. Darla separated us and told us to fight. She was slightly hurt but that did not stop her from seeing an opening and landed a stiff jab followed by an almost perfect right hook that made me see stars, the round was over and I was lucky it was. She stood there on the opposite side of the room breathing heavier than I thought she would be at that point, nipples popping and still smiling with a drop of blood from her nose dripping down. I was doing OK but I had to remember how serious this was. It looked like she had the skill to turn it on at any point she wanted to and clearly had the power to seriously hurt me too. However, I remained confident. Darla walked by and whispered, keep em up and watch the body attack. I was thinking, yeah I am trying believe me, I am trying!! Rd 3- We are now into it I felt. Both sweating, both feeling some pain, both VERY determined. We walked towards each other and I tried a right hook to her face that missed badly as she ducked and moved towards me burying her head in my left shoulder and landed ELEVEN rapid fire HARD hooks into my ribs and belly that really hurt me, I tried to push her off but my strength was zapped and I leaned my head next to hers and tried to deliver some blows to her sides but barely could. She moved her head on my chest and stepped back a drop when I thought I had an opening and then stepped in and RIPPED SEVEN more hooks into my body and I felt weak, I felt sick and scared and defenseless in some ways and my knees buckled and I started going down but she kept me up with her body. I was freaking out, feeling nausea weak, no power in my body like zero, in seething pain and I wanted to go down just to end the pain but SHE WAS KEEPING ME UP to punish me more. She said, "cmon tough guy, can't take some body blows, bitch?" She was on a roll and in total command of the fight. I could not respond since I was winded, and in pain and weak. I look over and see Darla shaking her head at me as if to say "she is kicking your sorry ass" and I was stuck. She stopped punching me for a second and I was regaining my legs back when she stepped back and landed a 3 punch combo to my jaw with a speed and power that was fucking insane, even on video when I watched it back the 3 blows were so quick as she twisted her hips to gain the most power possible. I wobbled and dropped to the mat at that point and Darla started counting. I got to my knees at 3 and my head was spinning and got up at 8 and had Darla shaking my gloves asking me if I could continue and I said yes but barely remember saying anything. I was SCARED to death at that point. No kidding. I saw her walking towards me and I froze in fear and she reached out with a long strait left that jerked my head back followed by a right jab that felt like my head was going to pop off my neck. She was on me in a second talking shit and feeling, I remember this so well, feeling her nipples against my chest they felt like diamond cutters, she was so into this. Four uppercuts to my belly dropped me again when thankfully her asshole boyfriend yelled TIME. I stayed on all 4's for 30 seconds of the one minute break and Darla helped me up but I really was in pain. She said, "you better do something fast or she is going to put you out for sure" and walked away. Thanks for the great advice I thought. Looking across the room there stood Jamie, soaked thru with sweat, her body where no or few muscles appeared at first all of her muscles were ripe with blood flow and oxygen and I saw muscles rippling in her arms and abs. Her arms looked SOOOOOO powerful I am telling you I was scared shitless. The transformation from the skinny fit girl to this muscular Asian woman who is smiling ear to ear and not only was I now intimidated by her skill, which I always knew was far better than mine but now the muscles in her body were intimidating me. Crazy!!! Before I knew it I heard FIGHT Rd 4- She did not walk towards me it more kind of a strut like she was showing off her body for everyone. Her gloves were up and she sensed KO or me quitting I am sure and I felt that way too. My stomach was killing me, my ribs were red, one eye closed and my head swimming in pain. I have never been beaten so badly before and I was miserable about it. I had no clue how to defend myself from a professional fighter. Way over my head but here I am. As she walked towards me I said FUCK THIS I am going for it and threw 6 VERY hard punches to her face but ALL were blocked and easily at that even though the force of the blows pushed her back a few feet. I got on my toes and figured If I am going out I am going out like a champ if she is going to knock me out or even if I have to quit which I was thinking about since my entire body felt like it was on fire, I was having trouble taking deep breaths due to the pain in my ribs and my face was literally in so much pain I was besides myself. I danced around her throwing jabs even though 90% were blocked I kept her off balance and saw Darla smiling. Best defense is a good offense right? Then I noticed I did not feel tired and felt no pain for a second and some shots were landing. Blows to her abs for the most part were useless since her stomach was cement. It was demoralizing hitting her with clean shots in her belly and seeing her smile back at me like I was some 90 lb weakling bitch she was playing with VS a man who outweighed her by more pounds than I care to admit. A million times better than any man I ever fought- no contest- better than mine to say the least. So I threw everything towards her face and I was landing, not great but her nose was bleeding and her face was getting puffy. That was short lived as she came at me like a crazy lady, landing a big overhand right to my jaw that was partially blocked thank god, and then I backed away and she followed with her fucking body attack. Again, against the wall she caught me good with a 3 punch combo to my sore ribs and belly and again all the power in my body was gone. She was grunting with each punch and each punch was meant to finish me. Watching the replay I have no idea how I stayed upright for as long as I did. She destroyed any muscles I had in my belly, all of those situps and exercises and this little shit 120 pound gook has ripped apart any and all muscle that was there. Defenseless against the wall I tried to roll off her punches when she connected with an uppercut to my jaw that VERY CLEARLY had me out on my feet when dickfuckhead yelled TIME, round over. Darla rushed over and said, I am ending this, she is going to kill you before she knocks you out, I am ending this. I was speechless only because it was like a dream listening to her, like I was watching a movie since I had ringing in my ears and pain everywhere. She looked in my eyes and said ... .do you hear me??? I said, finally, yes but give me one more round. She said no, she is seriously going to hurt you, PERMANENTLY, and then I am going to kill her!!!!!!!!! Meantime Jamie hears all of this since we are in a small room. So Jamie says, oh Darla what's the matter your "man" can't take it? I have beaten better than him so don't worry I won't really hurt him now that bad but when I am having my fun with him over 5 long days he will love me again, they all do and she cracks up laughing. Darla looked at me with cold eyes and says, you have 3 minutes or less, if she continues beating you like a weak pussy piece of useless shit I am ending it, got it? Yes ma'am got it Rd 5- Jamie knows this is the last round as do I. She walks out into the middle of the room and waves me over. There we stood dead center in the room and we start to exchange jabs. She is landing 4 to my one and hers are stronger. My head is swimming, I see her muscular slender arms, very defined, wet with sweat. I mean where did allof that muscle come from, like balls of muscles for biceps and her abs were sick looking to me. Her nose is bleeding a lot but so what, I am standing there trading blows with a fucking woman and a fucking woman I outweigh by 50 plus pounds and I am feeling like crap. My face hurts, totally closed left eye, lips cut and swollen, body aches and dreading another body attack. She steps back and laughs and wipes her bloody nose with her gloves and licks it clean with her mouth and smiles and then poses her little albeit VERY defined biceps and tells me that she is now going to knock my little boy ass out and make me cry like the little baby bitch I am and then fuck you in places you (me) cannot imagine for the next 5-days. Seeing her lick her own blood and smile with her mouthpiece full of her own blood and smile and threaten me I knew then this woman is a WILD LADY and the next 5 days I am in for it. My gloves were up and I yelled and I mean YELLED c'mon mother fucker let's do it. She walks towards me with her gloves protecting her face, which is pretty marked up too, and as she walks towards me I figure here it goes and I let loose with a thunderous left uppercut to her fucking body and like striking gold, motherfucking GOLD, she drops like a rock, rolling around in pain like I have NEVER seen before as Darla rushes over to start counting as I hear her asshole boyfriend say WTFFFFFFF, and Darla gets to 10 and she is still on the ground in serious pain as Darla raises my hand over her body. I had no idea what happened until Darla said, you hit her liver and NOBODY not even me she said could withstand that pain. HOLY SHIT!!! HOLY SHIT, I WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Believe me if you saw us after the fight it certainly looked like she won and I was hit by a car with my face. She was VERYYYYYYYYYY PISSED OFF and kept on saying she wants a rematch. Yeah, fat chance. Meantime Darla said she is leaving in 2 hours on a plane to the West Coast for her job and made sure Jamie FULLY UNDERSTANDS that it is ME in control and begrudgingly she did but all I wanted was advil and a shower and for asshole to get out. I was totally miserable in every way, such pain I have never experienced and looking at my face in the mirror I almost shit myself. Both eyes were closing fast, fat bloody lips, marks and swelling everywhere and my body was sore to the touch. As Darla got ready I spent time in the bathroom- first I pissed some blood which Darla assured me was from kidney punches and that would be OK over time, I pt compresses on my face and Darla gave me about 15 pain pills and I did not even ask what they were as I did not care and I was exhausted. So over the next 2 hours I did exactly that as Darla was getting ready to leave. I had no idea what Jamie was doing at the time but learned that she was in Darla's bathroom cleaning up and being spoken to by Darla. Darla was making sure that it was ME who was going to be in control and whatever I said would be the law of the apartment and Jamie knew that. All I can say is for the next 5-days I relaxed and spent a little time with Jamie. Much less than she or anyone would have expected. I had little interest in doing anything she was planning to do to me. I did have her give me MANY blowjobs and I stuffed her 4 times over those 5 days simply to fuck her. She sucked a good cock and was a decent fuck but nothing I cared a lot about since I was with the best, Darla. I missed the entire week of work since I was too swollen and messed up to leave the apartment and had her bf get us food. Jamie did go to work the least two days and I did have some fun with her when I told her to do a striptease after she got wasted on liquor and when I watched her smoke on the terrace and tell me stories about the many beatings she has given out and some REALLY wild fucking stories I have to say. Yes, I liked it when I went to bed and I had her suck me off wearing some cool outfits and then told her to sleep in the other room and when I had her eating out of a bowl on the kitchen floor like a dog and made her bark and jerked off on her face as I watched the replay of the fight. That was all fun but truthfully, I could have lived without it. and yes I KNOW I WAS LUCKY and yes I KNOW 99/100 she would have won and NO there will be no rematch. Stupid I am not. But now what? DO I want to be with a woman like Darla where I had to prove myself physically with other people for her? Do I want to be with a woman so much stronger than me who literally beats me up every day in wrestling? Do I want to live a life where so much revolves around fighting? Do I really enjoy beating people, koing them. Showing off my power? How did I feel about hurting Kenny? Do I want to live a life where most of our conversation is about fighting and lifting and do I really need to have my body measured 3x a week to see the progress, do I need to be with a woman I love for many reasons but all she does is workout and fight, do I need to play the woman in our relationship and always be praising her? My initial reaction is no. SO I packed up my things and am planning to move back and get my old job back as I really think this lifestyle is not healthy for me. I was so beat up after this Jamie fight, so physically hurt, I know at some point it will get worse for me and I simply do not need it. I thought we would get married but I realize we will never get married and now I dread facing her, face to face and getting this done. Let's see what happens next