The business of minding steel 1. As I reminisce here at my retirement party I think back on the good and bad experiences of my long career with this division of the company. I am continuously drawn back to thoughts about one specific coworker and the traumatic events that occurred with her that changed my life. It was twenty years ago but whenever I think about it the emotion still shakes me up as if it were yesterday. All the mixed feelings come flowing back into my mind so clearly that I get excited, anxious and angry about it all over again! The future looked so bright for me back then with fifteen years of competent, capable and hard work and at the company. I had attended night school at the local college and had worked my way up to senior manager of the eastern division. The division director Ken Shinsky would be retiring soon and I believed I was the favorite to replace him. I was truly blessed having a good future at the business, a beautiful young wife and great health. I was quite proud about what I had achieved and thought it was impressive for a man of thirty seven years old. I thought I was the man ... I had actually become accustomed to being considered the big man around town. Not only because I was six feet tall and a muscular two hundred twenty five pounds but also because the company was the only large employer in the area. So as the number two guy at it, I got lots of respect and admiration both in and out of work. I was recognized at most places I went around the area and given priority because of my position. That was the way things had always been around town. The boss was treated as the boss in and out of work. Everyone around the town knew and respected the leaders of our company. My stature was similar to that of the mayor's. I used my status years earlier to win over my beautiful wife Anne. She loved my power both physically and as the lead man. Seven years younger than me, she was admired by all for her model good looks, bright smile and great figure. She was the epitome of feminine loveliness and the homecoming queen when she graduated high school and college. As the big man around town, I was able to use my position and status as leverage to win her. I remember vividly the day everything began to unravel. I kissed Anne that morning while she was still lying in bed. Just a sheer silk sheet covered the amazing form of her naked body. My kiss stirred her and she said smiling. "Why don't you climb back into bed with me big man ... ?" I said "No, I'm sorry, I can't, this is important today. I need to be at headquarters first thing this morning". With that, I smiled, admiring her figure once more before heading out the door. Today was the annual board meeting for division directors in the city where our company was founded and headquartered. My boss Ken the division director was on vacation. I figured this was a grooming exercise being put on by our senior managers at headquarters for the day when I eventually take over the top spot. Entering the large dark wood paneled board room I felt right at home. I noted that it was filled with so many familiar and some new faces. I made my way around the room before the meeting and said my hellos to many of the senior managers that I had become so friendly with over the years. Each division director would have to give a presentation to the board on their group's performance and present their goals for the coming year. I went up to the podium second after the western division director finished his presentation and as I made my mine I was interrupted. The young woman introduced herself as Lauren Steel. I had heard about her from some of my friends at headquarters. I was told that she was in her mid-twenties and had started at the company as a summer intern and had quickly made herself indispensable. In just under two years she had moved her way up to a mid-level manager position at Headquarters. She was known as a very hard worker and was very bright. She was a top graduate from a big name business school. She had attended the school on a fully paid academic scholarship. I found out that Ms. Steel was substituting at the meeting for Charles Regan the central division director. She raised her hand, I paused giving my presentation and she said "I'm sorry to interrupt but I believe that your data is incorrect!" I asked "How so?" To which she replied "I do not believe that you correctly appreciated the carrying cost for your supply chain vendors over the time period shown on the table". Not trying to embarrass her but assuming that she was just a na##ve upstart I replied "OK, I'm sure there must be a misunderstanding and I'd be happy to review it with you later". The board chairman suggests that this might be a good time for a break and we could resume again in about 20 minutes. As the break was called Ms. Steel came right over and sat down next to me and began to explain that she had gone over all the reports in detail for the meeting today and found mine to be in error. She said that she checked everything twice to be sure she was correct. She reviewed the spreadsheet data and explained to me how she came to her conclusions and showed me the mathematics and justification to prove her points. I explained to her that I had only briefly reviewed the reports with my specific group heads before I made the trip so I didn't know all the details. I could hardly believe it, but it looked like she was right ... further, she pointed out several other inaccuracies on our report that I'd need to correct. Embarrassed about the whole situation, I agreed to make the changes ... When the meeting reconvened I humbly announced that "Ms. Steel was in fact correct with her assumptions and that there was an oversight on our end and we would rerun the figures given the new formulas she provided and send copies to all those in attendance". I completed my presentation and fortunately it went along well enough without any further interruptions or questions from the board and I quietly returned to my seat at the table. Next Ms. Steel confidently stepped up to the podium. She was about 5' 8" tall with a slim but sturdy build. She had blond hair and was well dressed in an attractive black skirted business suit. As she stood out in front of me wearing a pair of pump heels she looked almost 6' tall. I could not help but notice her very well developed calf muscles. I daydreamed for a bit about them, being a bit jealous because I have had to work very hard at the gym to develop my calves and this twenty-something has been blessed genetically with this amazing set ... She presented the central division's performance data and plan. Her presentation was very engaging with tons of specific detail and her ideas are quite innovative. She suggested substantial cost and expenditure savings using her new ideas. Still a little bothered because she blindsided me, I quietly question to myself if her findings and conclusions were correct but she cited a tremendous amount of detail and research on how she arrived at her conclusions. Also, when she was similarly questioned from the board members it was obvious that she was correct and not bullshitting. They were all very impressed with her. The rest of this memorable day was spent as the annual board meetings always had been, catching up with old friends at headquarters and later getting together with those same friends for dinner and some drinks before heading home. 2. About six months passed without me thinking too much more about that meeting. My boss Ken as expected announced his retirement. Weeks after Ken's retirement announcement I was asked to report to headquarters for a meeting in the boardroom. Frank Dow a member of the board that I have known for many years welcomed me at the office and invited me into the boardroom. I believed this would be my coronation, the meeting in which they would offer me the director's position. I was seated at a table with five of the board members and the CEO. They started out talking about how they appreciated my many years of service with the company and how my contributions have been impressive. But then their focus shifted to how difficult a choice it was to choose the new director and how they had decided that they would not be selecting me, but have selected Ms. Steel to be the eastern division director. They then tell me that they hope I'll welcome her and continue to tell me that they believe she is brilliant woman and they needed to make this move because she was being pursued to take a similar position with our competition. Also, they talked about how lucky we are that the organization will be able to keep her ... They went on about how they have been trying to bring in a top notch woman at the director's position for quite some time but they could not find the right one. They also tell me that although she is young and new to the company she has shown herself to be very knowledgeable and an extremely quick learner. They conclude with how she brings new ideas and has helped us utilize technology and software to make sizable improvements in other areas of the business. I was floored ... It was a real effort for me to remain seated and keep my composure in the boardroom. I accepted their decision but it would take me quite a while to get over this blow. I couldn't believe it! I was not happy with this decision at all! I thought to myself that I was going to fight this insult. I would show them just how wrong they were seeing what this girl was all about and exposing her as the fraud I thought she was. I had worked 15 years in anticipation of this day and because of this upstart younger woman it had all just slipped away ... On Monday morning a few weeks later our new director Ms. Steel arrives. Looking more like a cheerleader than the new boss with her long blond hair pulled back in a ponytail, Lauren Steel brings all of the staff into the conference room and standing up on a chair, talks about herself and where she envisions the division going in the future. Smiling and making jokes, she gets laughs and works the room. She is very, confident and seems to have them sold. I must say she is a very good speaker, charming, engaging and convincing. She takes questions from the group and answers their questions very thoroughly with lots of detail. She seems to have them believing that she cares and they seem very receptive and welcoming to her ideas. After the meeting she breaks off with smaller groups of people and answers more of their specific questions and gets to know them all more personally. After the group meeting I mingle with the employees as well. I start to cleverly plant the seeds of doubt about her abilities with them. I suggest that she may not be up for the task because she is inexperienced young woman that talks a good game but may not be able to deliver in the real world ... Later that day Ms. Steel stops in my office to talk. She closes the door, removes her jacket and crossing her legs, sits down in front of me. She begins "Ray I'm sure you are more than a little upset about being passed over for the director's job. I empathize with your pain but I'm also sure that senior management made the right choice in me and that time will show it! I work very hard and as director and your direct superior I am going to demand a lot from you. I will require your assurances that you will not try to undermine my efforts here at the division. So until further notice I'll need to review all of your decisions before giving you my permission to move forward in making them final. I need to know that you are 100% focused on my goals and mission". Looking at her I nod in agreement. "Good!" She says. Meanwhile I'm thinking to myself that there is no shortage of confidence in this gal! I daydream about putting her over my knee and giving her a good spanking. As I do she catches me admiring her calves. With a knowing look of disapproval she adds "Also Ray, one other thing I wanted to make clear. As I am a pretty young blond and only 24 years old society has a tendency to disregard my thoughts and opinions because of stereotypes. I will prefer to keep things very professional in the office environment. I need it to be quite clear to everyone that I'm the boss here and that I have everyone's absolute respect. So I'll require you and everyone else to always address me as Ms. Steel. Using my first name is too casual. I will need you to set the example of respect for the rest of the staff. Now I wanted to get to know you. Why don't you tell me a little bit about yourself?" I think to myself that I really don't want to get to know her or talk to her about anything. Respect is something that is earned. But now is not the time to bring this up so I go along and talk for a while more about our work, how many years I have been with the company ... the director's job ... my wife Anne ... vacations we have both taken ... family ... the suburb where I live and my love of the gym and weight training. Ms. Steel asks me a lot of questions about myself. She says that she looks forward to meeting Anne someday and tells me that she is also looking to buy a home in the area because she is currently living at a hotel. She says that she'd like contemporary style house with a pool. She suggests that maybe I could help her out by identifying the best neighborhoods. She also mentioned that she is looking to join a gym nearby to exercise in her free time too. I recommend my gym not really thinking she might actually take up on the offer someday. In the following months the work does become very demanding. Ms. Steel implements her software and process changes at the company and requires that I work 10 hours a day but in fairness she is logging 14 hours a day herself and sometimes works all night. At times when I express my frustration about one situation or another she would reminding me "I will ask you to work harder than you ever have before Ray but I will always require more of myself!" I just think she is an annoying and a workaholic. I wonder when she finds time to sleep or eat. But I must admit that she has proven herself to be a very effective. Sometimes I will try to explain to her how things have always been done at the division but she doesn't want to hear it. I must admit that she amazes me with her quick thinking, memory and her attention to detail. In a short time she knows how every group functions better than the individual group leaders. She finds things to improve upon where I never would have even thought to go looking. She has reviewed every detail and every procedure we have in every group at the entire division. In a short time she has managed to improve many processes and streamlined many more procedures. That being said I still think she is hyperactive and this bold young lady does still annoy the hell out of me. She needs to learn her place! The staff seems to like her well enough because the changes she has introduced make their jobs easier and the divisional profit have also soared which make her very popular at headquarters. When she walks through the halls, she is treated like a celebrity as our gullible employees rush up to greet her or follow her down the hallway saying "Good morning Ms. Steel! How are you today? Do you need anything? Can I ask you a question about this? Great work on this project ... Thank you for correcting this or that for me" I must admit that she has been very successful in her short time here at the division but I still believe she will falter and when she does I'll be ready to step in and take over ... 3. During this busy time Ms. Steel has moved into a large contemporary home with a big pool just two blocks from where Anne and I live and has just recently joined the gym where we have had a membership for many years. One afternoon she stopped in to talk to me in my office. She closed the door, removed her jacket and sits putting her feet up on my desk. "Ray, my changes have been a great success here! HQ is very impressed with the work being done here. It would have taken much longer to get these things done if you weren't so helpful. I'm going to allow you to go back to working 8 hours a day again effective tomorrow." I think to myself "You're going to allow me. Who do you think you are?" but instead I reply appropriately "Thank you Ms. Steel that will be great!" She adds "I hope you are getting used to the new structure here and my style of direction?" "Also I should tell you that I am going to start working 8 hours a day again too!" She says "The division is functioning nicely now with the improvements I've made and I've gotten so skinny because I've been focused entirely on work. I need to get myself back into shape. Did you know that I trained 6 days a week when I was in college?" "I had no idea Ms. Steel!" I reply. "Yes, I was in amazing shape! It should all come back quickly. I just need to work at it a bit. So you'll be seeing me at the gym now too ... "She says smiling, she gathers up her things and walks out of the office saying "Have a great night!" That's her! I say to Anne the next morning at the gym. Ms. Steel is already in the gym when we arrive at 5:35 AM. The place opens at 5:30 AM. She is looking a little out of place in the area known as the pit. This is the area in the gym with all the heavy free weights where all the serious lifters congregate. Anne and I walk over and I introduce them and we exchange our greetings and pleasantries. When we get back to the far side of the gym Anne says "She is tall and thin as you described but she seems strong. When she shook my hand I really felt her grip, it hurt a little". We watch her train in the pit on the other side of the gym. We both look her over and note what exercises she is doing while making judgments about her back and forth. I tell Anne "She's never going to build any muscle the way she runs around all day. She burns up all her calories in work. She doesn't know what she's doing in here. She is going to hurt herself" We finish doing our exercises and complete our morning workout after about an hour and wave farewell to Ms. Steel as we leave the gym. She is not surprisingly still working in the pit. This routine continues throughout the winter. Ms. Steel is there every morning and greets Anne and me and she tells me in work that she goes back to the gym in the evening as well for a second workout session. Despite being so busy she remains very energetic and positive in work and at the gym. She tells me she is eating more and better. She trains hard and has quickly become friends with the serious power lifters, bodybuilders, and trainers she has met in the pit at the gym. For whatever reason they seem to gravitate towards her as the employees do back at our work. She has become a pit fixture at the gym and has made a name for herself for her work ethic and the noticeable results that seem to be coming from it. At the gym I ask my old friend Jessie who is a bodybuilder and trainer there to tell me "just between us two guys" Does Ms. Steel know what she is doing? He responds "Yeah that one's the real deal. She is dialed in, really smart about training and nutrition. She works really hard and heavy. She really knows how to build it right!" As the warmer weather arrives in our town people start to shed their layers of clothing. The same is true at our gym. Anne has always had a thing for my big muscles. One morning Anne comments about Ms. Steel "Wow, look at all her muscles! She has really grown over the winter huh!" I'm not surprised because over the winter I have watched Steel work in the pit and watched the weights she is lifting steadily increase. In work she has traded in her business suits for larger fitted ones to accommodate her newly developed physique. I also noticed that sometimes she wears sleeveless tops and short skirts and I see the attention that our employees will give her when she does "Looking great Ms. Steel! Wow, look at those muscles! Woman of Steel! You look fantastic ... " The next morning at the gym as we walk over to greet her in the pit Anne quickly walks ahead of me looking very impressed with Ms. Steel and says. "Wow Lauren you look so strong! I'm so proud of you!" I tell her that she is doing a great job too and Steel replies "I know it! It has really come easier for me this time around. I'm planning on entering a bodybuilding show at the end of the summer. I told you I weight trained in college and won several bodybuilding shows didn't I?" Surprised, I reply "No I did not realize you were doing shows!"Ms. Steel asks "Have you ever considered doing one Ray?" I answer "No not really, I just enjoy training and being strong and fit" To which she replies "I do too but for me I really enjoy taking on a challenge and conquering it! That's my thing, I love winning and that is why I do it all". Thinking back I did remember that she told me she trained in college but I was really surprised to hear that she had won several shows too. I add "I had no idea you were so athletic!" She says "Oh yes, I thought I told you all these stories Ray? I was the title IX poster girl. I was an all-star in sports in high school and set several records. I had full college scholarship offers in place for either swimming or track. But, I decided that it would be in my best interest to take the third offer for an academic scholarship instead!" This was surprising news to both Anne and me. We were both impressed. Maybe Ms. Steel was not as one dimensional as I had thought she was ... The long hot days of summer arrived and we started seeing Ms. Steel around the neighborhood more often. She would often run by our house on weekend days and on some of the weekday evenings. She would stop and chat for a while with Anne or me if we are outside. I had come to the realization that she really was a nice person, very pleasant and enjoyable to talk to but I am still hung up on what happened with the director's job and what I considered to be her excessive confidence. She was very bright and seemed to know tremendous amounts of detail about different subjects we chatted about, I just wished she would tone her boldness down a little bit. I just didn't think that she acted how a young lady should act. If she was a 24 year old guy then I could understand the bravado, but not from a woman. I probably felt this negativity too because she was tough on me at work and I was still having trouble accepting her as the boss. She had become good friends with Anne but I am still guarded around her when we spoke in and out of work. When we went to the gym the in the morning now Anne would immediately head over and give Ms. Steel a big hug and chat with her for a while. Sometimes I would have to wait in the lobby because the two of them were Chatting in the locker room before we'd leave the gym for work in the morning. I complained about the waiting once and Anne told me smartly "It's OK, Lauren says she gives you permission to be late if she is talking with me about something!"Anne told me that Lauren was offering to train her too. I asked first "How come you get to call her Lauren and I have to call her Ms. Steel?" Anne answered that "She wants you to continue to call her Ms. Steel as a sign of respect for her and also so you don't accidentally forget when you are in work." I said "I am not a moron!" To which Anne replied "Ray it's not a big deal, she is the boss, just do as she asks". I said, secondly "I've been training you for years now why would you consider training with her?" Anne says "Well Ray, just look at her progress over the winter! It hasn't even been a year for her training here yet so clearly she is doing something right." We look across the gym to see Ms. Steel dead lifting in front of the squat racks in the pit. We watch the bar bend and her upper body muscles ripple as she does a heavy rep. We feel the vibrations in the gym floor as she drops the weight completing one rep after another. Anne adds "Plus men and women are different and maybe she better understands my body and how I can get the most out of my training". With each passing day I'm getting more and more annoyed with our Ms. Steel! I still want my director's job back that I think she stole from me! I haven't stopped my whispering campaign against her in work either but I am finding fewer and fewer receptive ears ... Anne is really fond of her new friend Ms. Steel. Instead of walking over to her and chatting with her on this morning Anne waves to her and starts waving her towards us. Ms. Steel starts walking towards us and I ask "What are you doing?" Anne answers "Well Lauren and I talked last night and I told her you weren't too crazy about her training me so she said she'd come and join us to train sometimes and maybe give out some pointers". I said "Really, and you two decided on this for me?" Anne answered "Oh Ray, stop being like that anyway here comes your boss..." "Good morning" Ms. Steel says "What are we training today?" I reply "I had planned on squats and biceps" Ms. Steel says "That sounds great! That will work for me too! So let's head down to the pit and get started" We all walk to the squat rack and I throw a big plate on either side. I figure Ms. Steel will be able to squat this but not for as many reps as me and then she'll go away... She asks "Should I go first?" I answer "Sure, have at it!" As Anne and I look on she centers up under the bar gets positioned and lifts the bar off the rack. She drops down deep. Her ass is almost touching the floor. I quickly get behind her thinking she has too much weight on the bar and she is stuck, but she drives up out of that position. As she is doing it she says "Good form! I'm getting the full range of motion on the warm up set Ray." I watch as she very slowly and very deeply does 12 reps. Next, I do my set of 12 reps albeit not as slow, low or deep as Ms. Steel had done. We remove the plates from the bar and Anne does her set with no additional weight loaded onto the bar. Next Ms. Steel reloads the bar and grabs a second set of big iron plates and slides them on either side. "Are you ready for another set Ray?" She asks. I am curious about what will happen next but just answer "Sure" Once again she centers up under the bar, gets positioned and lifts off the bar. She drops down to just about horizontal this time. I don't bother getting behind her this time. I'm actually hoping she has too much weight on and she'll fall over and embarrasses herself. But she drives it up and surprisingly gets 12 reps with near perfect form too. As she does the reps we watch her leg muscles flex and swell in the mirror. Anne taps me on the arm giggling and asks "Are you seeing this?"When she is finished I ask "What are you weighing now Ms. Steel?" She says "I weight about 145 lbs" I say "Well that's a great job then!" As I set up for my set of squats Ms. Steel takes Anne off to the side and I hear her say "So when you do your squats Hun, make sure you don't arch your back and you that bring your legs down close to horizontal with the floor at the bottom. Otherwise you are cheating, and if you cheat you won't get any stronger". I wonder if she is actually saying this as a message to me because I tend to arch my back and don't go down as deep as her on the squats. I center myself up, lift off the rack and start down, trying to avoid criticism by not arching my back and go all the way down. This technique change feels awkward and heavy to me. As I do the reps my quads are starting to shake, cramp and burn. I usually can do more than this but I only manage 8 shaky reps before my legs start failing. I feel Ms. Steel slide her body in behind mine to spot me. I note how good her body feels against mine ... Then I feel her drive me up and together we lift the weight up and back onto the rack. I stand there at the rack looking back at myself in the mirror disappointed and Ms. Steel asks "What are you weighing now Ray?" I answer "About 225 lbs" She looks down and away smiling and says "Great job!" After that Anne says "Girl power! Score one for the girls" and gives a big squeeze to Ms Steel's muscular shoulders. Dejected I help remove weights for Anne's squat. Anne does her squat with the bar and small weights on either side, also trying to not arch her back and go all the way down as Ms. Steel had instructed. She gets shaky on her form too by the sixth rep. Ms. Steel slides her body in behind Anne's as she had done with mine earlier and helps her lift the weight up. I watch Anne lean back into her and see the look of pleasure come over her face. They both are smiling and together they do six more reps. As they slowly re-rack the weights Anne turns toward and looks in Ms. Steel's eye's and softly says "Thank you". There moment is interrupted by me as I clank on the big plates. I don't like what is going on here! As I load plates Ms. Steel tells me with a smile "Put on three plates this time ". I think OK she is going to show off for Anne, and must be going for a high single lift now because this weight is more than double her bodyweight. Again she centers herself up under the bar and gets positioned and lifts off the bar. The bar bends and bounces noticeably to either side of her as she drops down. One, two, three, four, five reps we watch in the mirror as her leg muscles flex and swell tremendously. Every muscle in her body is flexed and clearly visible through her tightly pulled clothes, six, seven, eight, nine ten. She racks the weight with a huge clank. Anne and I look on speechless ... After a pause while we both process what we just witnessed I slowly step into the rack to take my turn. I already know I can't lift this weight. "Do you want to give this a try?" Ms Steel asks. I don't but I cannot say that so I respond "Yup" Anne and Ms. Steel look on as I slowly set myself up and attempt to lift the weight but my body shakes and aches just lifting this much weight up and off the rack. I am frozen with fear of collapsing. I'm afraid to bring the weight down to even attempt it and have it crash down on top of me! I re-rack it. I cannot do one rep. "Why don't we switch it up and work our biceps for a while!" Ms. Steel says. "I would like to do some chin ups if that is OK with you?" Truthfully, I feel like the life and energy has been sucked out of me at the squat rack but reluctantly I agree. I think that this is reminding me of the board meeting when she tried to upstage me ... Although I'm tired, I will not give up and let her embarrass me more in front of my wife. I reason that generally women don't have the upper body strength that is equal to men anyway ... She was prepared to out lift me on squats today but now way is she as strong on this exercise. Anne is not even strong enough to do chin ups so she grabs some dumbbells for curls and stands in front of the mirror beside us at the bar. Steel asks me "Should I go first or would you like to go?" as she ask this she removes her shirt and pants to reveal just a sports bra style top and a pair of micro sized shorts. She looks incredibly built and pumped and this unnerves me too. Looking into the mirror Anne's gaze is locked on Steel's body as she prepares to start. I say "You should go first." She climbs up the rung on the side of the equipment grabbing the overhead bar and starts doing her pull ups. She quickly does 10 repetitions showing no signs of slowing down as she heads toward 20. Anne stops what she is doing and walks over standing next to me behind her as Ms. Steel approaches 30 and continues going towards 40. I admire Steel's thickly muscled back and small round ass as Anne says loudly "You are amazing Lauren!" as Steel completes 50 reps and then stops. Dropping down as a cloud of lifting chalk blows up in the air Ms. Steel says "That's enough for now!" Her arms are noticeably swollen with veins as thick as pencils running up them into her shoulders. Anne reaches out and grabs Steel's arm with both hands as they walk off joking to the side of the overhead bar. I'm pissed about how Anne is acting and will not go down without a fight here as I step underneath and grab the bar and start doing my set of pull ups. I can tell by the sixth one that this is not going to be my day. The squats earlier wiped me out leaving me feeling weak and demoralized. I struggle a bit but manage to finish my 12 pull ups. Showing my growing anger and disgust I comment to Ms. Steel "Well you know I weight about 85 lbs more than you so I guess that wasn't too bad. If I weighed 145 I could do a lot more too!" Steel smiles and reacting to my anger says "Well that weight didn't seem to help on the squats but you are right. This probably wasn't too fair seeing you weigh so much more than me". She walks to the accessory rack in the center of the pit and puts on a weight belt with a chain attached. She walks back to us with the chained belt around her waist and holding a big plate in either hand. She says "These two will bring me up to 235 and make it all fair!"We watch as Steel strings the chain through the hole in the middle of each of the big weight plates. Anne laughs out loud concerned, saying "No way! You've got to be kidding me! Don't hurt yourself Lauren". Steel asks me to place a stand underneath the overhead bar so she can reach it and requests that I remove it once she starts gets going on pull ups. I position the stand and she steps up onto it while awkwardly holding the weights. "Ok, here it goes!" she says as she pulls up and I pull the stand back. While hanging she readjusts her hand width and for a second I happily hope that she will fall off! I watch as her biceps strain and swell while she pulls herself up, then again and again. Anne counts off "3, 4, 5, 6, and 7" Anne turns to me while counting and asks "Have you ever seen anyone like her?" I remain speechless. Steel's progress slows as I here Anne count "8, 9, 10, 11" With a strained high pitch voice Anne calls out "Oh my god 12, 13, 14, 15!" As Steel drops off the bar to the floor my eyes simultaneously drop down too ... As removes the heavy weights from the chain on her waist Anne watches her too looking elated. I continue to stare down at the floor trying to think of a way to disappear. Free from the weight belt Steel looks over and asks "Do you want to congratulate me for beating you fair and square now?" Anne replies before I can answer "I do!" Anne walks up behind Ms. Steel placing her head on her shoulder and wrapping her hands around her sweaty muscled waist and pulling her body close says "You amaze the phuck out of me Lauren! Is there anything you can't do?" Witnessing my wife fawning over my boss and not knowing what to do I grab for Anne to pull her arms off and scream "Hands off of her! You're my wife stop acting like a phucking dyke!" I grab Anne's arm and as I do I feel Steel's hand grabbing my arm and her other hand under my chin gripping my neck. She drives me back into the wall. Pinned, I look around and see the entire gym is watching us. Ms. Steel tells me "Don't you ever raise a hand to a woman!" I try to free myself from the grip she has on my neck but she has leverage and she holds me tightly up against the wall. I say" phuck you! That's my wife and you don't tell me what to do with her!" Ms. Steel replies "you need to apologize to her and me for your behavior then get the phuck out of here before I kick your ass!" I struggle some more trying to remove her hand but she's got me solidly pinned. Finally I submit saying "OK, I'm sorry ... " Beaten and embarrassed I leave the gym immediately with my head held low... As I walk out people in the gym look at me with disgust and clap for Ms. Steel and her efforts to protect Anne. Anne says to me as I leave that it is best that she stays with Ms. Steel to let things cool down. She tells me not to worry that she'd get a ride home from Lauren later after they have showered. I tell Anne that evening that I don't want to train at that gym or with Ms. Steel anymore. Anne says that I am old fashioned and I need to change because the world is changing. She says that I need to get used to the world in which a female can be a males superior. She adds that she doesn't know why I need to act this way because Lauren likes us both so much and she is so nice and there is so much she can teach the both of us ... We argue for quite a while that night with Anne's premise being that I'm a dinosaur in my thinking and mine being that I'm just sick and tired of being upstaged by that woman! Without a clear winner or loser we eventually just fall asleep ... 4. Since the incident at the gym I have try to avoid Ms. Steel as much as possible in work. Her ego seems to have inflated with her muscles. She has grown more comfortable as boss woman and has started taking liberties with me. I feel she is disrespecting me, treating me more like her personal assistant at work. Now she has Anne questioning my abilities at home too. Ms. Steel is always too busy with HQ stuff now. She has instructed our staff to send all routine division management correspondence, reports and phone calls to my attention. She has instructed me to take care of the day to day stuff bringing only the important decisions to her so she can review them and make the final decisions! Apparently, unbeknownst to me, headquarters has been giving her special assignments from different business areas to review and give opinions on. Several board members were at our site for a Friday meeting reviewing one such special assignment with her when I accidentally entered the room. She was standing at the conference table surrounded by board members as they all attentively listened to her explain her thoughts on something. Ms. Steel's head popped up and she said "Oh hi Ray! You have perfect timing! I'm starving! These poor people must be starving too! Let us give you a lunch order?" I was so embarrassed! I did as she requested and took the order but I was going to her office to set her straight after this meeting ... Later that day I walked into her office to find Ms. Steel working at her desk. I quickly walked over and stood right in front of her desk pointing my finger at her and loudly said "We need to get a few things straight Miss!" She looked up from her monitor, looked me up and down, took off her glasses and put one end in here mouth. She sat there for a few seconds looking at me and smiling. Then she dropped her glasses gently on the desk and walked back behind me and closed and locked the door. She then slowly strutted back to her chair looking me over and smiling the whole way, sitting back and reclining into her chair. While looking quite comfortable with her arms folded behind her head and smiling at me she said. "You were saying Ray?" I say "You need a lesson in business etiquette young lady" while continuing to point my finger at her. I am a senior manager here and although you out rank me there is a level of respect that my position affords from everyone!" She laughs slightly and says "Ray quite honestly I out everything you! Your role at this organization is to serve me! That was a very important meeting that I was having in there. I was explaining changes that will make this company a leader in the industry". She is wearing one of her sleeveless dresses again today. As she is sitting there she flexes her biceps behind her head. My eyes must have popped out because I couldn't help but notice their size ... She says "You like these don't you? You want to feel how powerful these can be? Will I need to show you up again Ray?" This distraction totally breaks my concentration and causes me to lose my thought. "I'm so angry right now!" I scream. Ms. Steel stands up from her desk and walks very close right in front of me. Her dress flaps open slightly showing off the cleavage of her firm breasts standing straight out on top of thick slabs of chest muscle. "I know you are too afraid to be angry with me but probably just a little scared and confused about everything going on! Maybe you are just angry with this situation you find yourself in? Maybe you are too old and don't understand how the world has changed? It isn't a world where women blush and lower their heads, turning their eyes away when a man looks at them anymore. We can compete and take what we want now! You don't just get the big job because you are the man at the office or because you have worked here the longest like you did in the old days!" I look down quietly listening and thinking to myself maybe I took this a little too far today? She continues "I have outperformed everyone else my entire life and I work my ass off still. I outperform you in every way every day! The world doesn't care what gender I am. I get results and it just so happens that I'm a younger than you and woman. As I should, I get rewarded for that! Learn to deal with it! I won and you answer to me! I'm the boss! Is it starting to sink in? Let me summarize this one more time for you. I am your superior, younger, smarter, better, stronger and prettier too". As she smugly struts back around her desk "You have an outdated way of thinking. You need to change it. You are living in the past, I am making the future. I've been beating guys like you for as long as I can remember, and that is a long time because I'm smart as phuck! You can support and serve me and I'll reward you if it is possible or you can oppose me like you have been doing, in which case I'll kick your ass like I have been." She walks around behind me again and says in a soft voice "It's your choice Ray." She returns to her reclined seating position in the chair throwing her feet up on her desk and saying "Anyway, You can pout about it later. I have some great news!" "I have been named the companies executive of the year!" "They are flying me out next week to give me the award then I'll be taking a much deserved vacation."I continue to look down quietly but I am seething inside now. "Aren't you going to congratulate me?" Quite full of herself she asks. Still looking down, I softly say "Congratulations!" "Now" she says "Before you apologize for screaming at me earlier I want you to explain to me why you are still trying to undermine me behind my back to the staff" Looking around, I blow out some air making a sighing sound and say "I'm sorry, I'm just upset." She replies "I really didn't get the feeling that you mean that ... " "I want you to sincerely apologize to me for how you have been acting!" I look at her and say "You can't be serious! I really have no excuse for the gossip but you screamed at me too" She replies "This apology is to teach you again how to respect a woman as superior and I am telling you that you will do it!" I say defiantly "I will not do it!" She replies while admiring and rubbing her hands across her thick diamond shaped calves. "You don't need to be embarrassed here Ray. I won't tell anyone else, I'm very professional. The office door is locked and it is just us two here ... " "You will do it or you know I can make you do it" We stare intently at each other for quite some time. I can tell she is serious. She raises her eyebrow as she stares at me. I go through all the options and outcomes in my head and realize that that the only one that ends with me keeping my job and my house is to do it as told ... "Will you give me your heartfelt apology now?"She asks. I cannot believe this is happening but I look down and say "Ms Steel, I'm so sorry for gossiping about you and screaming at you earlier" She says "Good job! Look on the bright side. At least I didn't make you get down on your knees and beg me to keep your job. You will now stand there for five minutes and think about how you disrespected me and how lucky you are that I didn't discipline you further! I swear to god if Anne wasn't one of my best friends you would be cleaning out your desk right now or cleaning yourself up after getting your ass kicked!" It is the longest five minutes of my life as I stand there like a school kid at with my head down while the principal, Ms. Steel continues to work at her desk. Finally after what feels like an eternity, I hear her speak the words "You can go now." At the house one evening several days later Anne comes in after being on the phone in the other room for quite some time. "I heard Lauren got executive of the year?" I reply "Yay" she jumps up saying" I'm so proud of her! Aren't you?" I answer "phuck her!" Anne says "Look, she told me about the little fit you had at work the other day but she doesn't hold any hard feelings against you. She just said you are still probably having trouble adjusting to her being your superior and embarrassed about her proving she is stronger by out lifting you at the gym the other day. Why can't you just let things go and laugh about things more like she does?" I look up asking "So you two are laughing about me behind my back?" Anne replies "No we weren't laughing at you! We were laughing about men in general. That you are stuck in the past, having to be all macho and masculine all the time and not able to accept a woman being smarter or more powerful or successful than they are ... You know the gap has been closing for years between the genders and now it really doesn't exist. Women grade better on average in schools and Lauren has more than proven that we can be just as strong or fast as most men" I role my eyes frequently as Anne continues to talk and leave the room saying "OK Susan B. Anthony, this conversation is over I'm going up to bed!" Anne replies "You know by disrespecting Lauren you are disrespecting me too!" 5. Being back at work while Ms. Steel is out on vacation is heaven. It is exactly what I needed! I can finally exhale and relax and do my things my own way. The pace is slower today and I don't have to report back to the boss on all the details of operating the division. I have gotten up the courage to return to the gym too. Anne and I have still had to see her at the gym in the mornings but this week it is tolerable! This morning as we get to the gym Anne walks over and gives Ms. Steel the usual big hug but also delivers a big kiss on the cheek and congratulations her for being chosen the executive of the year. Anne told me that Steel is making final preparations for her bodybuilding competition which is coming up real soon. They continue to chat and laugh for a while. I see Ms. Steel flexing her arm muscles and watch Anne put both hands around one arm and try to squeeze it, then they laugh some more ... Ms. Steel then pulls up here shirt and shows Anne her abdominal muscles. Anne puts her hand over her mouth laughing then touches and rubs them, then jerks her head back slightly putting her hand over her mouth laughing again. She looks over at me and back to Ms. Steel then laughs some more. She then gives Ms. Steel a second even bigger hug and a second big kiss on the cheek and quickly walks back over to where I am. "She looks really amazing doesn't she?" Anne gushes. "I don't think I've ever seen anyone in that kind of shape in person before! Her muscles are so big and rock hard!" I give Anne a long cold stare. With that she says "Whoops, I think I'll be quiet now!" I look up and see Ms. Steel waving at us. We reciprocate and wave in return, Anne with a big wave and me with a smaller less enthusiastic wave ... My Steel free week at work is quickly coming to an end. I get a call from Anne around lunch time and she asks if it would be OK with me if she went out for a girl's night out? I ask her who is going out and she says Herself, Ms. Steel, two other women we know that are trainers at the gym. I tell her "You know how I feel about that woman!" I ask what they have planned for the evening and Anne says that they will probably get some dinner and drinks and go dancing and probably finish the night at the pool at Ms. Steel's house adding. "She has an incredible pool. You've got to see it! She actually wants us to come over for a pool party this weekend if that is OK with you?" I ask her "How do you know what Ms. Steel's looks like?" After an awkward pause she answers Well, I'm over here right now. We are sitting out in the sun. Lauren is working on her tan for the show and we are making our plans for tonight right now". In the background I hear Ms. Steel say "Hi Ray!" Then I hear them both laugh ... I say "OK' I'll see you when you get home". That night I get takeout food and bring it home and fall asleep in front of the television. It is three o'clock in the morning when I snore myself awake. I look around the house and find that Anne is not home yet! I decide to walk the two blocks to Ms. Steel's house to see if I can see any life stirring over there. As I arrive I note that her house is much bigger than ours. It is set back from the street and in a U shape with all the rooms having sliding doors facing the big pool. Not entering through the front door I have to walk completely around the back of the house and enter from the wooded side in the rear. I look in the only lighted room and see Anne lying naked and out cold on top of the sheets on a big bed in the room. I am really bothered thinking that Anne may have drunk herself unconscious. Although I know it's wrong, I let myself in. I try to wake her up and as I do Ms. Steel walks out of the adjoining bathroom completely naked with a tilted head patting her hair dry. I am standing there in her bedroom right in front of her shaking Anne. She is not startled at all and nonchalantly stops patting her hair but continues to stand there naked. Her body is tanned and shaved clean and she looks absolutely spectacular! She is still moist with goose bumps from her recent shower. She is physical perfection, looking like she was carved out of marble by one of the renaissance masters, perfect breasts, six pack abs, and every muscle full, big and thick in perfect proportion. As a man I am both jealous and in awe of her physique. It is far superior to mine but in a shapely perfectly feminine form. I just stand there with my eyes wide and my mouth hanging open as air slowly escapes deflating me. Ms. Steel says "We danced and she drank all night long, she passed out on the bed when we got back here.. I guess it was just too much for her tonight". Anne finally wakes up and noticing she is naked pulls the sheet over herself then smiles at me and then looks over at Ms. Steel standing naked. Ms. Steel slowly reaches for her robe while looking herself over in the mirror saying "Well it is nothing you won't see if you come to my show anyway! So how do I look Ray?" Looking at her I feel weak like someone just punched me in the stomach. I'm totally emasculated. She is my superior in every way. I respond with gibberish ... Still looking at her reflection in the mirror she says laughing "Well I guess that means good! Do you still feel embarrassed about me as boss and being younger, a woman, smarter, and stronger than you are?" She flexes different muscles in the mirror in front of me and then puts on her bathrobe ... I am awestruck! "Not so bad for a girl huh? I think I'm ready for the big show." she says then asks "So this is my bed, will Anne be staying or going tonight?"Anne drunkenly responds "I want to stay here with Lauren!" I feel a new sensation of acceptance of Ms. Steel's position come over me as I finally accept her superiority. The company did make the right decision with her. I was and am just a grown up frat boy that felt entitled to something she deserved more than me. Anne also seems to prefer her company to mine and why shouldn't she? She is amazing! With this new found understanding of my place in the world I respond "Whatever you think is best is what we will do Ms. Steel!" She smiles at me looking pleased by my answer. "Well, I know what Anne wants, so I think it is best that she stays. Why don't you stick around for a while there is something I want you to see!" Steel smiles and removes her bathrobe sliding into the bed next to Anne. I watch as Anne cozies up beside her in the bed and gently kisses and rubs her hands all over Ms. Steel's gorgeous muscular body. In her drunken daze Anne has forgotten that I'm even in the room with them as she kisses every inch of Steel's body. She kisses and licks those perfect breasts, her ripped washboard abs, until her head finds its way down between Ms. Steel's muscular thighs. Anne buries her face in her Va g.. Ms. Steel looks up at me as she does and pulls the sheets back to expose Anne between her thighs feverishly licking and sucking her with an intensity I had never seen before. Steel lies on her back and looks at me smiling while she pinches her nipples and rubs her hands up and down her flexed eight pack abs muscles. I know I cannot protest because Ms. Steel will kick my ass. A beaten man, I let Ms. Steel have Anne while I watch thinking she deserves her more than I do anyway. She has taught me a life lesson about female superiority. My p_nis grows rock hard as I watch. Ms. Steel notices this as she sits up and gasps as Anne continues her licking saying "Ray, you should get going now. Tomorrow is the pool party; you can come over..."I say "Yes, if you want me to." Between gasps and groans she says "OK, why don't you get going home now. You can come tomorrow around noon!" As I walk away with my boner pointing the way out I here laughing and moaning from the bedroom. I am so turned on by watching their two gorgeous bodies mesh together that I step into the bushes behind Ms. Steel's house and I M_bate. I walk home questioning what will happen next for me but appreciating the warm night and time alone with my thoughts. 6. It was a hot sunny day and I think it will be good to go for a swim in her pool. When I arrive at the pool party I scope out the crowd. There are many people there from our gym and a few of Ms. Steel's groupies from work as well as folks from the neighborhood ranging in age from 20 to 40 years old. I find Ms. Steel standing over Anne sitting who is sitting amongst a group of people in lounge chairs. Steel is fully tanned and oiled up and in the smallest bikini. Everyone there is busy trying not to get caught while admiring her figure. She greets me and says while walking me toward the food table "Let's get you something to eat and drink and get you comfortable! Did you sleep well last night?" I respond "Yes, I just woke up before it was time to come over here." To which she replies "Great! I wish I could say the same but Anne was on me all night long..." Some people from the gym are arm wrestling at a table by the pool. Ms. Steel says loudly over the crowd "I am still unbeaten but I'll admit that there has been one draw! Isn't that right Jesse?" Our friend Jesse from the gym laughs saying "I beat you fair and square you didn't slip on no oil!"To which Steel replies motioning up and down at her body "Look at me. I'm covered in oil. I slipped!" If you are lucky, I'll let you have a rematch later!" Jessie laughs and falls to the side of the chair while holding his ribs. Still caught up in the joking while standing over Anne, Ms. Steel asks me if I want to arm wrestle her? I decline saying "I hurt my shoulder the other day" But in truth it is because I know I'll lose and I don't want people to see her beats me again. I ask her and Anne if I can go get them a drink. Ms Steel replies "That would be wonderful Ray ... When I return to the pool I find that they are missing. I head into the house and look around, not seeing or hearing anyone in the kitchen I head down the hallway and hear noises coming from Ms. Steel's bedroom. I catch them in the act! I open the door but they just continue with what they were doing. Ms. Steel is still completely oiled up and is standing in front of the mirror admiring her perfect breasts. Anne's face is once again buried between her legs and her hands are reaching around the back squeezing steel's butt. Steel glances up in my direction and says in a matter of fact way "come in or stay out but close the door". She adds "Anne wanted to come in from the sun for a while and I was getting pretty hot too!" When she finishes we'll be back out with everyone". I watch them for a while and become hard myself. Anne is relentless as she goes after Ms. Steels Vag. As Steel gets close to O __ she stands up on tippy toes which gives me a chance to look at her oiled and flexed calves. Unable to control myself any longer I grab my cock and start beating it off. I come almost immediately and all over the bed. Ms. Steel notices between her orgs looks back at me and says "I sleep in that! You will need to wash those sheets.Now get out for a while so we can finish!" I go and wait in the bathroom for a while. Later, I peek out and find them still going at it hard. Ms. Steel has her fingers up in Anne's Vag and Anne is admiring and rubbing her muscular arm. I step back into the bathroom saying "I'm sorry for interrupting!" I wait in the bathroom listening to the two of them until I hear Anne let out a throaty scream and then it grows all quiet. I wait a minute or two more then enter saying "Excuse me is it OK if I come in now?" I find them sharing in the afterglow. Ms. Steel is fixing her hair and bikini and Anne is lying back on the bed working hard to catch her breath. Steel says to Anne "Be careful, he blew all over that bed!" Anne says pointing "I'm OK, it's all over on that side." Steel then looks at me and says "You need to pull off those sheets and get them in the washer right away!" I respond with a "Yes Ma'am." A comment which I note gets a little smile from her. I pull the sheet off and get them into the washing machine as Ms. Steel directed me down the hall. After I get the wash started I came out of the house to find everyone standing around Ms. Steel by the pool. She has big news and was standing on a chair which was quite a site considering she was still all oiled up and in her little bikini. She told everyone that she had been offered and accepted the CEO position at the company. Frank Coleman the current CEO had taken the same job with our competition. With this news everyone who had gathered around her started clapping their hands and took turns giving her a high fives or shaking her hand. I thought to myself oh great, now she can terminate me without even checking with anyone higher! She owns my whole world now! This young woman could chose to fire me, kick my ass or take my wife from me if she wanted to today ... I needed to stop being such a pain in her ass and start trying to make amends. Steel had real power now and I needed to start working hard on showing her that I respected her! When things settled down I went over by the pool to ask Ms. Steel if I could to speak with her privately. She took me into a spare bedroom in the house and closed the door. I immediately dropped to my knees and kissed her hand and congratulated her on the CEO new position. I held her hand against my cheek and I told her that I was an idiot and was so sorry for not recognizing earlier how special and wonderful she was. I told her that the company had absolutely made the right choice in her. Then dropping my head down in front of her just above her feet without being able to help myself I started sobbing saying "I'm so sorry Ms. Steel I've done nothing but oppose you and I am begging your forgiveness. I know you could fire me or pummel me or take Anne. I'm weak, stupid and pathetic next to you ... Please have mercy on me ... " As my tears dripped onto her feet Ms. Steel responds. "Well Ray, It sounds like you are really and sincerely sorry for what you have done in the past. I don't understand why you ever challenged m power. But you did and I never back down from a challenge! Eastern division is just a stepping stone for me but you had to be the big muscle man that was trying to beat me so I had to respond and show you that you couldn't ... Anne just fell in love with me and how I show you up... She is just so gorgeous that I couldn't resist it when she started coming on to me... I'd never been with another woman before and I completely enjoyed being with Anne. I will never forget it. We made amazing, hot and unforgettable love together but I won't be asking Anne to join me when I leave. I'm going back to Headquarters now because I feel I need to fulfill my destiny and you will be appointed the new director. But, I'm still planning to spend tonight with Anne to celebrate my promotion with one more hot night! Tomorrow I'll break the news to her and tell her that she can still make passionate love with the director but now it will be you instead of me. I believe you and Anne will get over this and stay together. I hope you have learned something about stereotypes and respecting women. You live in a female led world now Ray! I'll be selling this place because I have to leave in three weeks. I'll do my bodybuilding show because I put in all the time and effort training, then I'll pack everything up and I'm off to the city! Until then you can work on making it up to me. There is a lot of housecleaning to do around here ... You will make a nice houseboy! How are you coming with those bed sheets? That next weekend Steel won her bodybuilding contest winning her age group and the overall title. Anne was broken up but over time she did get over her. Later that month in top business magazine Ms. Steel was named in the top five of the 30 brightest young CEO under 30. I found out through gossip with my friends at headquarters that in her new position as CEO Ms. Steel was being paid ten times as much as me. I thought to myself "She's worth it!" At the next directors meeting I walked into her office to say hello. As I entered I closed the door behind me. Steel was looking out the window over the city skyline. I said "excuse me Ms. Steel I thought if you weren't too busy I'd come by and say hello." She turned to me and said "How dare you interrupt me. On your knees bitch!" after an awkward few seconds I got down on my knees. Steel smiled and laughed saying "I was only kidding with you, I can't believe you did it!" I thought you'd just laugh, Stand up!" She gives me a big hug and I melt in her arms. I feel safe and secure in arms. She says "I do appreciate that level of respect though." We both smile and I nervously say "You feel skinny again!" To which she responds "Yes I stopped bodybuilding. But don't you worry I can still kick your ass big guy. I'm doing some whole body training now but I really don't have much time because I'm working long days again ... "Ms. Steel's assistant popped her head in and out reminding her of a pending appointment. Steel says "I think about Anne and you often" I respond "Thank you, we do too, about you ... " She says "I have to run but it was so nice to see you!" Then she quickly slips away out the door ... That was the last time I saw here one on one. In the next few years she led our company to a dominant position in the industry. Through her leadership we forced the company that CEO Frank Coleman went to out of business. Our stock values soared under her leadership. A few years later she left the company and started her own in a different industry. She sold that one for a huge profit years later and started several other companies which she also sold for big profits. I think she is retired now and living on dividends. I read in the gossip papers now that Ms. Steel is one of the richest and most powerful women in the free world. She is a household name and stories about her often appear in business journals and gossip magazines. The latest couple of stories said that she was dating a young actor. But the second one had her with heiress at an entertainment awards event. I am always on the lookout for the stories written about how wealthy and successful she is or the occasional French Rivera bikini photo and article showing how amazing she still looks for a woman of her age. I'll never forget how I learned about minding steel ...