Crockery
by jyoti14647@gmail.com



Dear All,


Hi! this is jyoti from india. I am a woman in my thirties of Bulky stature
weighing somewhat near 72-73. I had a lot of interest in riding. But I was
afraid of riding big animals. Now since last two years after marriage, I live
in a farmhouse on outskirts of a small city with my husband. My husband is
mostly out of town due to some business trips. We have a house help in our
house named sonu aging near 16 yrs of some 5ft 3 inches. My husband has
employed him as a full time helping hand for me paying him 5000 bucks. I found
him mostly roaming free in house as cooking work was done by me. I had told my
husband many times that we are paying him too much. He only does laundry work
and sweeping etc besides helping me. So, he is not justifying his salary. I
India we can have servant like him is some 2500-3000 only. But my husband is
too kind and gentle person who helps poor.

One day I got annoyed with him as he had broken a very costly crockery of
mine. So, I really thrashed him solidly with a leather belt while my husband
was not at home. I saw, he had become very timid. Some days later he again
broken a very costly flower vase while sweeping, of nearly 20000 and it was
very antique piece gifted by my mother. This time I got very furious. I wanted
him to punish him very hard and teach such lesson that he may not forget it
lifelong. I thought for some time and then decided a good punishment for him.
I ordered him to carry me on his shoulders in our backyard while I was holding
a nice cane whip. He was so fearful of me by that time that did not have
courage to disobey. I put a belt in his mouth and got astride on his neck,
also made stirrups with two ropes hanging down from his shoulders. I stood on
a stool and sat on his neck. He knelt a lot with my weight (Hi...Hi....) I had
already made him bareback. I gave him solid blows to bring him back to his
senses and to give me his best. I steered his reins and started him to slow
trot. Wow! It was such a fun. He could carry my weight (with lot of
difficulty, but he could). I, for the first time had someone under my butts to
carry me. It was breathtaking sensational experience for me. Now, I realized,
my dream had come true. I accidentally had found a good horse. He was trying
his best to avoid my whips. I was wearing a thin legging and it was giving me
good joy in my crotch (Hi...Hi.....) . After some 800mtrs, he was breathless
and sweating a lot. I felt pity on my small pony. But it was such a fun that I
soon overcame my pity. I kicked him hard in his stomach with my heel shoes and
started pulling his reins with full power. His mouth was open with pain and
stress of reins. Meanwhile my cruel whips showered everywhere on his bare
skin. He put his all to satisfy his cruel rider. I could feel the efforts he
was putting to carry my big weight and run some fast. This torture continued
for half an hour. I pushed him to last drop of his energy till half an hour.
Till now there was something wet between my thighs and it was not sweat ( Hi
... Hi ... Hi ... .). I thought, now he was, to some extent justifying his big
salary. Yes! I made him to work hard under me and his salary was somewhat
justified now. When I dismounted, it was a big relief for him. He folded his
hands to be pitiful towards him in future and said he won't repeat this kind
of error in future. I was happy that I taught him a hard lesson. I felt a lot
of pleasure riding him, but felt very pity on him looking his frightened face.
I wanted not to ride him again. But it was such a good pleasure that I was
lured to do it again. So, I continued this for days. After that I got in habit
of riding him daily. Few days later he got habitual somewhat to my weight.

Now I have got habitual to riding him. Sometimes I feel guilty for my deeds. I
want to ask you all, am I guilty? Is it a sin? I have a lot of experiences
with him. I find it fun to ride him, but feel guilty sometimes. pls guide me
weather I am wrong or right. I feel I am too heavy to ride that boy. The boy
had never made complaint to my husband. My husband does not know about this. I
ride, when he leaves for work, or out of station. I think, the boy is very
afraid of me and do not have courage to complaint against me. As soon as my
husband leaves home, he obeys me like a slave. Tell me, whether I am guilty or
taboo like lady?

One more thing I want to make clear that this is not a story only. This is my
real life experience.

Would share my experiences with you later. Waiting for your response.

Jyoti