She Raped Me by Thabisile Khoza 96% of sexual violence victims are women, but I'm one of the 4% of the men. As remarkable as it seems, I was raped by a woman, but I then progressed to cherish her. This is the story of how the event occurred. INTRODUCTION I'm a highly-skilled 24-year old South African electrician who is currently having difficulty finding employment. I've been looking unsuccessfully for nearly a year, but have been able to find only odd jobs during that time. Since I graduated from school, my relationships with women have been hot and cold. Many women have been dissatisfied with my income level, but have been content with my intelligence, my personality, my build, and the sexual satisfaction I've given them. That has worked out well with most women for maybe 4 or 5 months, but usually not longer. My most successful relationship lasted about a year and a half; Katherine was a dominant woman who very much enjoyed pushing me further and further into submission. My lack of a job was not a problem with Katherine since she kept me and required that I be her "house boy" and provide her with "sexual favors on demand"""which I did, to her satisfaction. I'm kind of surprised I was so happy in a relationship with a dominant woman, as I hadn't had any before I met Katherine, and haven't had any since my relationship with her ended. It was very disappointing that Katherine dropped me, but she found a body-builder whom she moulded into her submissive. I watched her lead him around the house, naked, with his spectacular physique; I overheard her tell her friends how much she loved showing him off"""especially his large cock." She told me that she "always thought" I had a great body, but that her new man's physique was "much, much better." She offered to let me stay, but I would have had to be her cook and cleaner""with sexual contact maybe once every 2 weeks""while the body-builder actually took on my part and slept with her every night. This was awful, and so I departed. My current relationship with Ali started six months ago and I hope it lasts longer. Ali is a lot of fun, and her interests are very consistent with mine. We commonly have a very good time together, and I get on well with her friends. A big factor is that she doesn't care much that I don't have a job yet, and perhaps I'll get one soon. Our biggest difference is that I nearly always want sex a lot, and her level of desire is much lower. While there are a lot of other women available who tempt me, I relieve my frustration when she goes off to work, as I can always masturbate first, and then leave later to look for a job. It's a little annoying, but tolerable. LOOKING FOR A JOB I live near Ali in Komatipoort, and last month I caught a bus to Nelspruit and interviewed with 4 firms there for work. I did some part-time work for them, but none made a commitment, and after staying in a hostel for 4 nights, I called Ali and told her I'd be back soon. To save the bus fare, I went out on the main highway and began to hitch a ride. It was on the trip back from Nelspruit that I had the strangest experience of my entire life. While the experience initially left me shaky and in tears, I recovered and later became engaged in a very serious relationship with a woman I'd never met before""the main instigator of the rape. Now she's taken Ali's place, has become the MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN MY LIFE, and the whole thing is very hard to understand. Let me start by describing the beginning of my journey. I was hitchhiking, as I said, when three women stopped to give me a lift in a Toyota Venture with Gauteng license plates. They seemed friendly enough, so I told them I wanted to catch a taxi from Nelspruit to Mangweni village near Komatipoort, where I live. The women were very friendly and said they were going in the same direction, to nearby Tonga. I got in, and we took off. During the ride, they were chatty and welcoming. They first stopped at a shopping mall to buy some food and then they were on the road again at 19:30. They bought food to eat at the mall, and asked me if I wanted some, so I accepted and we shared it while we were in the mall. One of the women was dark-haired and heavy-built, but the one who was most eager to talk to me was an attractive blonde, muscular and very powerfully built. I have to say that it felt a little odd having such a powerfully-built woman, seemingly at least 10 years older, seem so "interested" In me. Two days after the rape, I got a call from a local reporter who had heard something about it. He asked if he could interview me, and after thinking it over, I agreed. We met in a park, and I was interviewed there; the next section is a verbatim transcript of his recording of the interview. INTERVIEWED BY A REPORTER Komatipoort - A young hitchhiker who was raped by three women when he accepted a lift last week received trauma counseling and treatment. The young man, approximately ten years younger than his attackers, was repeatedly raped by each of the 3 women, both by them mounting and fucking him frontally as well as penetrating his ass with a dildo. The 24-year-old man was in tears as he explained the details of his harrowing experience. He was hitchhiking from Alkmaar to Nelspruit in Mpumalanga last Monday evening when three women gave him a lift in a Toyota Venture with Gauteng number plates. He was interviewed sitting on a bench in the town. When the hitchhiker told the women he wanted to catch a taxi from Nelspruit to Mangweni village near Komatipoort, where he lives, the women were very friendly and claimed to be going in the same direction, to nearby Tonga. During their ride, they were chatty and welcoming. They first stopped at a shopping mall to buy some food and then they were on the road at 19:30. "They bought food to eat, and bought enough for me ... ... they seemed generous when they gave me some," said the distraught man in an interview. He said that just before the Matsulu turn-off on the N4 highway, the driver suddenly pulled off the road and drove into the brush. The hitchhiker was unexpectedly dragged out of the vehicle and tightly held by two women, and his clothes "ripped off" by the third, so that the three women could then take turns raping him. The women also got partly undressed, and one woman took several blankets and prepared a special place behind a thick grove where they could rape him. He was initially held by one woman""the "muscular blonde"""while the other two "played with my cock and balls. At first she squeezed "her" balls""that's what she called them- and pulled on her cock, and they laughed when my body thrashed and jerked each time. But when they kept on squeezing and yanking, the oddest thing was that her cock started expanding. This made them laugh even more. The blonde was incredibly strong, so she held me by herself, and eventually they tied my hands together behind my back." "All three of them laughed incredibly when I became erect ... .I mean, it was as if they had never seen such a thing and I was putting on a show for them. I got very aroused at this point, when they were playing with her cock and squeezing her balls, and I thought I was going to cum, but I didn't," the man said, implying that the force they used in pulling him out of the car, ripping his clothes off, and strongly restraining him had aroused him. "It just does arouse me, I just don't know ... But I NEVER thought I'd be raped ... " The man had trouble discussing the incident, but he insisted on continuing: "It just arouses me when a woman controls me, but it's ALWAYS been with my consent. This is the first time I've been forcibly raped""physically restrained by powerful women""but still I got very aroused. It aroused me MUCH MORE this time." "I don't know how to explain it ... ..I wanted to get away from these powerful women, but they overpowered me, ripped my clothes off, held me and raped me ... ..with my genitals wide open for their fun ... .their cock thrills became the center of attention. There's something incredibly stimulating about being so completely in their control." "Being restrained and having them rape me""that excited me a lot. The most arousing part was when that big, strong lady""the blonde""took hold of me""she was SO FORCEFUL""bent me over""then raped my ass, squeezed my balls, and yanked on "her" cock""all at the same time""that's when I came first and started to have the most powerful orgasms of my life." "I tried to resist, but I was very scared ... ... the women were very strong and aggressive and they pointed their weapons at me," he said. He said two of them fired off shots, one of which grazed his leg. "I told myself to calm down and try to obey everything they said, because I realised my life was in danger." "From that point, I did everything they asked." The man said the women were aged between 34 and 38 and were muscular and big-built""especially the large blonde. The blonde, whom the others called Gretchen, was very powerful, which the man discovered when she tightly held him when he tried to get away. All three women raped him both by forcibly engulfing his erect cock into their pussies, as well as fucking his ass with a strap-on. It could not be determined how many times each technique was used. The women had multiple orgasms in each position. He said two of the women raped him at least twice, while Gretchen raped him perhaps 6-8 times ... ... repeatedly mounting his cock with her pussy while she held him down. "She didn't need any help ... ... she held me down herself." Then she fucked his ass with a strap-on at least three times. "Gretchen was very, very sexually hungry and physically powerful," he was quoted as saying of the third woman. "She had an orgasm EVERY TIME she mounted me, and then the others would spread my legs ... ..I was scared stiff. Every time Gretchen raped my ass I had a powerful, rigid erection, and she squeezed it and yanked it and bent it ... ... .she's very strong. I've never had sex like this in my entire life ... .several times when she was raping my ass, I came when she squeezed and yanked her cock. I had 2 ... .3 orgasms ... .she kept on making me come ... ..I don't even know how many times I came. I don't think I've ever cum so many times in one night." He went on: "The time when she was thrusting the dildo into me really hard, she kept on squeezing my balls and then yanked her cock even harder""MY ORGASM THEN WAS THE MOST POWERFUL I'VE EVER HAD IN MY LIFE. I was being held by the other two""I couldn't move""when she just held her cock incredibly tight, and pumped me VERY hard, I must have shot 2 or 3 threads, and screamed like a banshee ... ..the threads shot MAYBE 3 meters. I've never done anything even close to that. My orgasms each time were so powerful ... ...the women all laughed at me." "They switched positions again and again when they raped me""who would stand behind and hold me, and who would squeeze my balls, yank her cock, mount me until they came, put their finger up my ass, or whatever. Then they switched again""it was terrible. When the blonde-haired woman""Gretchen""was 'doing me,' as they put it, I was almost totally erect, and she slapped her cock many times. She whacked it SO HARD ... ... IT REALLY HURT, and she was very good at landing her blows right on the cock-head, the most sensitive part, and she mostly landed them from above and below""it was terrible." "It was after she did that when her cock became completely rigid, and she yelled to the others, 'Look at our bloke, girls, he's totally rigid.' But she had slapped me so hard that I cried out really loud, and so the others told her to stop." "I have no idea why her cock became even more rigid when she was whacking her cock-head so hard ... ..you would think the opposite would happen." End of interview THE ASSAULT ENDS After those painful assaults, the women were satisfied, and they were through with me. They untied me and left me lying there, physically-abused and emotionally damaged. Without Gretchen's kindness and help, I would have had a much harder time recuperating. I had only a partial idea of where I was. The scenes of what had just happened kept going through my mind. Especially the experience when Gretchen, the most powerful of the women, fucked me in the ass, it just got to me ... ..I was raped so many times by so many different women, it was hard for me to comprehend how it aroused me SO MUCH when it was something I tried to get away from. Although I had things with me""a mobile, cash, wallet and bag of clothes, they didn't take anything. My assailants had earlier asked me to pay 40 Rand for the lift, but after raping me they decided to PAY ME R400""ten times what they had asked for. THEY TOLD ME I WAS WELL WORTH IT, and that they would pay me again if I would let the 3 of them rape me again! Can you imagine agreeing to let women forcefully control you, and rape you again? That is the strangest proposition ... ... .it was as if they considered me as a prostitute. Gretchen actually asked me, "How much do you want, to let us rape you again? A couple of hours, in Kimberly's flat. I'LL WORK YOUR DELICIOUS COCK EVEN BETTER THAN I DID TODAY ... ..you came 5 times! From being raped! They all laughed uproariously." "Look, I'll yank your cock and squeeze your balls even harder than I did today. And your threads will shoot across the town! How about if the ladies pay you 1,000 Rand, all right ladies?" They all shook their heads. I said, "No thank you." "Well, we'll call you in a couple of weeks to see if you're ready to play and have those powerful orgasms that you had today, OK?" Gretchen lowered her voice and moved very close to me: "Look, you've been looking for a job for a month and you haven't found anything. We can pay you a whole lot more than you'd make at a job. Remember, you just take it in the ass a few times, and have me yank hard on you""all of which you REALLY LIKE""and you'll have at least 4 orgasms and WE'LL PAY YOU WHATEVER YOU ASK""how about 2,000 RAND FOR NEXT WEEK, OK? How does that sound?" I thought about it ... ..I had been looking for a job for a month, hadn't found one, and had just had by far the most powerful sexual experience of my life. Gretchen sat down and put her arm around me""seemingly the opposite of what had happened earlier. Somehow, I felt comfortable being held in her arms. "2,000 Rand?" "Yes, for you to spend a couple of hours in Kimberly's place. And then spend the night with me." As she held me tightly, I thought about it. I felt warmer, more relaxed. Odd as it seems, I had become used to being naked while the three of them were mostly dressed. "You gave me the most explosive orgasms I've ever had in my life ... ... EVER. Afterwards, you've been very warm and ... ... caring." Gretchen hugged me tightly for several minutes. It made me feel a lot better, considering what had gone on today. "Look, chum: we all really enjoyed ourselves, too, and we'll pay you 2,000 Rand ... ... .MUCH more if you let us do you regularly ... .let us use your toys every week ... .you have a great body""you're well worth it ... MUCH MORE." I hesitated and looked into Gretchen's eyes ... ... ..she was staring into mine ... ... I could feel her penetrating me. Not having a job, I thought more seriously about this: "So, you'll pay me more?" "Yes." "But do you want to rape me again?" "Of course we do." She played with her cock, semi-erect but rapidly expanding: "Listen, boy. We're being totally honest. You can say 'No,' if you want, and we'll walk away." "If you want to know, boy, we really like you ... ... .hardly any bloke would be like this!" ... ..and she bent my erection upward: "Look! Our boy's completely erect, ladies, AGAIN!" The 2 other women gathered around, smiling and nodding their heads; one said, "He's amazing ... ..he loves to be used ... ... always hard. Let's offer him 4,000 Rand for the second week." I was in a state of shock that they wanted to repeat this episode and were willing to pay me so much. In the meantime, her cock had become erect again""completely erect. Gretchen took my erection in her hand and whispered in my ear: "You can say you've been raped, but this is what YOU really want, boy ... ... .being abused by strong women ... ..having us use this gorgeous cock! Look, he's flowing pre-cum again! " She gripped her cock tighter, and said in a louder voice: "Henrik, you loved every minute of your experience today. I could feel it, your cock was quivering. You came 4 times, and I saw you shoot ... ... at least 3 meters ... ... .AND NOW YOU'RE ERECT AGAIN! That thick cock-head that I enjoyed all day, is FIRM AGAIN! I CAN"T BELIEVE IT! I don't think I've ever seen a man have a session he enjoyed so much. You love having powerful women control you, right?" I blushed and looked down: "Yes." Gretchen smiled at me as she felt my entire body shudder again and she rubbed my pre-cum around her cock-head with her thumb. I put my arms around her as she played with me. "As you can tell, I lift a lot." I looked at her muscular arms and very impressive physique: "Yes, I can see that ... .your build is very muscular. Your body is just ... ... very attractive." She smiled at me, and brushed the hair out of my face. "These are my friends, Kimberly and Jacquelinuelin." They each said hello, and patted me, one on the ass and one on the cock. Kimberly, the taller one, patted her cock and said: "You're right, Gretchen, his cock-head is thick." Gretchen was playing with me: "Yeah, Kimberly, I felt it every time I made him cum ... ..his cock-head is just so thick!" As she stroked me, she propositioned me again: "Now, Henrik, we can make it even better for you, Henrik, and pay you a lot more. Do you want to do this again next week?........on Tuesday?" "Gretchen, I want to ask you something first." "Yes?""Are you going to whack, um, Your cock hard again if I agree to do it again next week? It really hurt, especially when you whacked her cock-head." "She waited a moment ... ... "Well, that's part of being raped, now, isn't it?" "When you're with a Dominant woman, you have to do what she wants, y'know?" I looked down and spoke softly: "Yes." "So if we want to, we will, right? That's part of being a submissive, don't you think?" "Yes." AROUSED AGAIN Kimberly then came up behind me, slipped her hands under my arms, and cupped my pecs. I was getting very aroused, and was moaning and writhing ... ... .my knees were buckling. She spoke softly in my ear: "You have fabulous tits, Henrik! ... .I love them ... ..you have a pair just like a woman!" I felt like I was soaring, and Kimberly knew it. Kimberly drove me up the wall as she massaged them and painfully pinched my nipples ... .. "Oh, did I tell you how much I love your chest? Mmmm, Henrik, your tits are so firm ... ... .I think you're a C-cup ... ..mmmmm." Kimberly's compliments drove me wild, and she knew it. She repeated all her compliments, and she felt her cock throb and become rigid as she spoke Gretchen stroked her cock faster and more firmly, and smiled as she felt my whole body shudder. "You like being controlled and dominated, don't you, Henrik?" "Yes." "And the more firmly a woman controls you, the more you like it, right?" I felt so aroused I could barely understand her question. Kimberly continued to squeeze and massage my pecs, while Gretchen sensed that I was approaching YET ANOTHER ORGASM! To manipulate me, she slowed and relaxed her stroking, which drove me crazy. "So, Henrik, I assume we have your agreement that we'll pick you up and you'll stay at Kimberly's next week for a fun session, then sleep with me. We'll pay you 2,000 Rand next week, then double that the following week, right? That's pretty damn good ... ... much more than the job you never got ... .4,000 Rand a week for a man getting raped, don't ya think?" I was desperate to have her increase her pace on her cock ... ... take a tighter grip ... ... .give me an orgasm. Kimberly was all over my chest, while Gretchen was fondling her toys with her other hand. Gretchen slowly stroked my shaft while doing circles on her cock-head with her thumb""I was going crazy! "Yes, yes, yes Gretchen, I'll do whatever you want ... ..just let me come ... ... ..please ... ..please." "OF COURSE I'll let you come, again, boy. I did before, didn't I? With a body like yours?" She smiled at me, continued to massage her toys, and she began to stroke me more firmly and more rapidly""making me more aroused and much more desirous of moving toward my orgasm. I just want to be sure everything's in place." She said something I couldn't hear to Jacquelinueline ... ... "First, give us your address and phone number." "OK, OK." I did what she requested, which Jacquelinueline wrote down. "So we already paid you 400 Rand for tonight, right?" "Yes, yes." "And we'll pay 2,000 for next week." "Yes." "And then, if you go along, we'll pay you 4,000 Rand for every week after that." "Yes." "And you're going to spend the evening with all 3 of us every week, twice a week when we demand it. And you'll spend the night with me. Right?" I could barely understand what she was asking. The sensations coming from her cock""and from my entire body""were mind-blowing ... ... two women were fondling me at the same time ... ... Gretchen had me completely under her domination, and I was willing to do whatever she wanted: "Yes, yes. I'll do whatever you want, Gretchen ... ... just tell me what to do." "OK." "Here's what I want: I want to have a drink with you after you get dressed tonight, and sleep with you tonight, OK? I just want to get to know you better ... ... ... ... get that cock of yours inside me ... ... you can understand that." I barely understood what she said, except that it was the same night: "Yes, whatever you want ... ..please let me cum." I was completely mystified about what was going on. I was with powerful older women who had raped me, and I had enjoyed the greatest sexual satisfaction during this experience that I had ever experienced in my life. I had agreed with the demands of the strongest woman, Gretchen, that I repeat this every week, and I agreed to accept their money for this""more than three times what I could make at a job.Kimberly was now squeezing my cheeks, and softly telling me how firm and "gorgeous" they were ... ... what a "great ass" I had. She started to put her fingers up into my ass""it was a berserk experience! Gretchen kissed me, driving her tongue into my mouth, which excited me no end. She stroked me harder, and I lost interest in trying to understand what was happening, and started to writhe and moan. My breathing became more intense, and suddenly my entire body convulsed and I screamed very loud ... ..Gretchen held me as I convulsed and yelled again and again. Only a tiny bit came out of her cock. I had had YET ANOTHER powerful orgasm. When it was over, I collapsed like a dish rag, and crumpled onto Gretchen's shoulders. She sat down, and I sprawled on top of her ... ..I felt like I was her play-toy. She held me and spoke softly into my ear: "You loved that big one, didn't you, boy?" I barely uttered a response: "Yes." A BOUGHT MAN "That was your fourth one today, you know?" "Yes." "Fourth GREAT one, right?" "Yes, Gretchen." "I've never been with a man like you ... ... .But you know what, Henrik?" "What?" "I can give you those BIG ONES all the time, if you let me." My thoughts flew to her, and I moved my head back a bit and looked into her eyes: "You can?" "Uh huh. You just have to let me dominate you ... .Oh, and Kimberly and Jacquelinueline, too. You just have to let us do what we want." "Rape me again?" "Yeah, of course. If we want to rape you, we will. More often though, we'll fuck you, or have you eat our pussies ... .you'll have to do whatever we want." I thought about what she was telling me ... ... she kissed my cheek. "But you would like that, wouldn't you, Henrik? Being dominated by powerful older women. Especially if we were paying you a lot of Rand." She sat up: "I want to tell you something, Henrik." She took my limp, sticky cock into her hand and played with it. "Yes?" She looked at me: "You have gorgeous eyes ... ...I wanted to tell you that before, but I was much more interested in raping you." We both laughed uproariously. Gretchen then looked at me much more seriously: "You should think seriously about our offer, Henrik. I would be your Mistress, and you could live with me ... ... give Kimberly and Jacquelinuelyn whatever they want ... ..put out like you did tonight for all 3 of us a couple of times a week. I would give you 4,000 Rand every week ... ..you wouldn't have to work at all." I thought about it ... ."You're right, Gretchen. It's a pretty good idea" ... ... "You would want me to live with you?" She exhaled: "I like you, Henrik. There are very few men like you that I've met ... ... .you WANT to be dominated ... ... Domination thrills you. You showed that tonight. Hardly anyone could come 4 times like you did, or shoot their threads as far as you did." "You're a terrific man ... ... ..young, but nice. I thought that in the car, but then my sexual needs TOOK OVER when we stopped." "When you raped me?" "Yes." "Now, I would do it again, you understand ... ... .I would fuck your ass, squeeze your balls ... ... all the stuff I did tonight. But Henrik, you have to remember that you had the best night of your life ... ... you shot 3 meters and you kept on getting erect again and again. Do you know how many times I would fuck you in a night, huh?" She turned me halfway around, softly ran her fingers over my chest and then held her cock. " ... with a body like this?" We both laughed. "Yes, you would fuck me all night.""Gretchen, you gave me the most explosive orgasms I've ever had in my life ... ... EVER." "Yes, I did. And I would do it all the time for you, Henrik. You would live with me, you would be my sex toy, and as a reward you would get nights like tonight. Plus 4,000 Rand every week. I looked into her eyes, which were peering at me intensely: "Yes, Gretchen, I would like that. At first I felt, like, used ... ... .a bought man. But as I thought about it, you're right ... ..I would really like being dominated by you, like you said. But Gretchen, Dominant women almost always want to limit their submissives' orgasms ... ..that's one of the main ways they control them." "Yes, that's right. All the dominant women I know do that, and I've often done it up to now." "But you're going to give me orgasms like tonight""the greatest I've ever had." "Yes, I will ... ... even better, Henrik, even better than tonight." We hugged each other, and Gretchen kissed me ... ... ..she said softly in my ear: "I'll give you the best orgasms, baby. Even better than tonight ... ... .you'll scream like a train whistle in my house, you know boy?" "Yes, I do, and I'm grateful." As strange as it seemed, I felt very positive toward Gretchen ... ... when she held me tightly in her powerful arms, I felt calmer and more secure ... ..much better. "She sat up: "I. need to tell you something else, Henrik." She took my limp, sticky cock into her hand and played with it as if it were her toy I." "What?" "I loved fucking you A LOT. I sensed that you could give me a fabulous sex life ... ... and that you would. You have to know, Henrik, that's critical to me ... ... that's the main task of my submissive. I want you to know, my boy, that YOU CAN'T NOT DO THAT ... ... UNDERSTAND?" "Yes, I totally understand. Gretchen, what you say is absolutely true ... ... all of the women I've gone out with have said I was very good""every one." "I could tell that from your moves, Henrik, from your reactions." "You're right, Gretchen." I thought about it ... ... "You would want me to live with you?" She exhaled: "I like you, Henrik. There are very few men I've met who WANT to be dominated ... ... you showed that tonight. Hardly anyone could come as many times as you did""4 TIMES""NO WAY! And no-one could shoot as far as you did. And very few men could make me come as powerfully as I did." She took a deep breath: "And I want to tell you something, Henrik." "Yes?" "You're more interesting than the other men I've met. I think you ... ... " She stopped for a moment. " ... ... .you have ... ... .. a lot of potential." She looked at me intensively. I smiled and looked into her eyes ... ... there was an emotional transfer going on that exceeded what had happened up until now. "And Gretchen?" "Yes, my love?" "You gave me the most explosive orgasms I've ever had in my life ... ... EVER. And afterwards, you've been very warm and ... ... caring." Gretchen hugged me tightly for several minutes. It made me feel a lot better, considering what had gone on today. Gretchen smiled at me as she played with my limp cock: "Baby?" "Yes?" "You gonna get dressed, so I can take you out for drinks? As long as I can keep putting my hands on you!" We both laughed. "Yeah. I lost track of being naked with you and your friends ... ... it feels normal." "It will be normal for you to be naked in my house, but you have to wear clothes to go out to a club." "OF COURSE you can put your hands on me ... ... anywhere you want ... ... .anytime you want. I'm yours, Mistress. I LIKE being naked for you, Mistress." She laughed, and hugged me again. I got dressed and kissed her, which she encouraged. AFFECTION Gretchen took me out that night and we had a great time. She paid for everything, of course, and she put her hands all over me""wherever she wanted. I asked her about the work she did, and she explained in detail how she had started a business that imported electrical supplies for industry in the region. She told me how she learned""more than 10 years ago""how to find the best, lowest-cost suppliers, and then make contact with potential customers. It felt strangely comfortable to have her in charge: "You know, I'm completely comfortable with you in charge, Gretchen. I just wanted to tell you that." She put her arm around me, making me feel warmer""owned and more secure ... ... she had that way about her. She looked intensively into my eyes as she had before ... ... .and then blurted something out: "The questions you asked me, Henrik ... ..you show a lot of understanding of my business ... ... very few men that I've met have shown that level of intelligence." She hugged me tightly, and again I felt her warmth. She took a deep breath: "You don't have to worry about money, Henrik. I have more than I know what to do with. Kimberly is my Executive VP, and she takes care of all the internal aspects of running the business. We have 11 more employees. I travel abroad 2-3 times a year to negotiate with suppliers and find new ones. You can come with me ... .be my secretary ... ... and "entertain" me at night." "Wow. That's very a very impressive business, Gretchen. OF COURSE I'll be your secretary, or whatever you want, and then satisfy you at night." She kissed me ... ... and took out her cock, which started to expand again. As she gently stroked me, we continued to talk: "I hope I can help you with your business here, as well." "Well, you don't have to, but you can try it if you want. But look, take a couple of months off, and concentrate on what you have to do in my bed." I looked into her eyes: "Of course, dear ... ... .every ounce of me will concentrate on that." She played with my partly-expanded cock some more: "This big boy will be rigid, like he was before, and you can sleep most of the day, double your afternoon workouts, bulk up, and then be ready to spend the night doing what's expected of you." She ran her fingers softly across my chest and arms: "I have high-tech workout equipment in the basement. You'll double your workout, see if you can catch up to me ... ... Carol, my coach, will give you your program. I'll tell her I want you to expand and firm-up your pecs ... .your shaved chest will drive me crazy ... ... she'll get your cheeks even firmer. Henrik?" Gretchen had me ... ..right where she wanted me: "Yes?" "I'll get even more aroused ... ... ..crazier." I leaned back against the booth ... ..she had bunched up my shirt, and pulled down my jeans ... ..anyone nearby could see her playing with her cock and stroking my chest. "It sounds like a great arrangement, but with the roles reversed ... ... .You're older, and wealthy ... ... you keep me ... ..and I work hard to look hot, keep my body in shape, and be a perfect play-toy and bed-mate." She laughed: "You got it ... ... just be my perfect fuck-toy and look beautiful. You know, Henrik, I could get to care a lot about you." She leaned over and kissed me: "I know ... ..I feel the same." She suddenly stood up and kept hold of her cock: "Let's get out of here, fuck-toy ... ..I want this big-boy inside me. YOU'LL GET YOUR FIRST WORKOUT tonight, play-toy!" She pulled on me: "COME-ON, get up, boy!" I hopped up, only partly dressed, tucked her cock inside my pants, with a huge tent, and followed my Mistress. Kimberly and Jacquelinuelin said good-bye, and we exchanged comments about how much we looked forward to next week when we saw each other, with Kimberly adding: "Don't forget, Henrik, we want to rape you again!" "I know, I know ... ..that's fine, I'll be ready." We all laughed at that comment, although I knew what they wanted, and what to expect. With that, Gretchen took my hand and led me to her van""parked where I had first been attacked""and opened the door for me. It was obvious who was in charge, and who would be in charge if our relationship developed further. "You should feel that way. I'm your Mistress ... ..your owner. So 'in charge' is good, are you OK with that?" I felt no doubt: "Yes. You and your friends dominate me." She smiled, "Yes, that's right. I'm pleased you feel that way. Do you want to get washed up in the loo? Being raped gets you pretty disheveled, you know?" "Yeah, I was thinking of that. I'll just be a minute." "Oh, Henrik?" "Yes, Mistress?" "Throw away your boxers ... .I don't want you wearing them anymore, OK?" "Sure, whatever you say, Mistress." I kissed her cheek and smiled at her. When I came back from the loo, I looked a lot cleaner, and my genitals were more visible. Before I sat down, Gretchen fondled her cock through my slacks""the first time any woman had done that in public. "Well, I know I can get you erect yet again""right here." I was still standing. "Do you want to do it while I'm standing up, or may I sit down?" We both laughed ... ... we seemed to be getting along quite well. "Well, sit down for now." "OK." Gretchen ordered hors d'oeuvres and a couple of drinks for both of us ... ... .we had a very friendly""even intimate""conversation. After a couple of hours, I was well aware of her expectations of me as her submissive. I told her I would meet her needs. We kissed and nuzzled, and got to know a lot more about each other. She played with her cock and with her toys whenever she wanted to, so""as hard to believe as it was""I was erect once again. "Gretchen?" "Yes, dear?" "I was thinking about something ... ... I wanted to ask you." She put her hand on my shoulder, touched me warmly: "What, babe, what?" I took a deep breath: "Are you OK with being a lot older than me? I mean, I know I could be your fuck-toy, but could you get more interested?" She smiled and quickly pulled me toward her ... ..forcefully, as she was wont to do. With her face just a few inches from mine, she said: "OF COURSE I'M OK. Why else would I be here?" "I was just asking ... ..a lot of women aren't so comfortable with that." "Look, Henrik, I'm 36 and you're 24. In the last couple of years, I've fucked men in their early 20s, and I think you know why." "Because their sexual performance was better?" "EXACTLY. That's why I was interested, but you know what?" What?" "They had good bodies, they could perform, but they only lasted a couple of weeks ... .or a month at the most. " She smiled at me, and took out her cock: "All they had was their looks and their endurance ... ... .after a short time, they bored me, and I dropped them." "Henrik?" "Yes, lover." "You're not only fabulously sexy, you're more intelligent and more interesting than any of the young studs." "Thank you, babe." "I have fun with you, my friends enjoy being with you a lot""talking, that is""and I LOVE talking to you." She hesitated and stroked me slowly ... .. "AND your stamina!" I was expanding, now ... ... I loved her control and her touch. "Your stamina is better ... ..10 times better than any other man I've ever had, NO MATTER WHAT AGE THEY WERE." I smiled at her ... ... kissed her: "Thank you, babe, for your nice comments ... ... WONDERFUL comments." RULES OF ENGAGEMENT I was gradually adapting to being her submissive. After a few weeks, I felt perfectly comfortable being nude, and I enjoyed waiting on Gretchen and her friends because I usually got pulled into their conversation after I was done. That was the only thing I did other than primp and pose for her and serve as her fuck-toy. She used me every night""sometimes for a couple of hours, other times longer""and sometimes in the afternoon. Once in a great while I had trouble staying hard as long as she wanted me, but I made up for it by eating her pussy. I had something I wanted to ask her about. "Will you be dating any other men while I live in your house?" "Maybe." She looked at me and waited for me to respond. "It's up to you, Mistress ... ..I was just wondering about your expectations. You may do whatever you wish." She pulled me against her breasts and held me: "That's a very good response, Henrik ... ..just what I thought you would say." I felt content, taken care of, being held so close. She was so strong""she just held me as long as she wanted. "I know that you have learned well how to keep women sexually happy. I expect you to be good ... .let me put it this way, if I find you that you're SUPERB, then I will need no other man. But if I have needs that are not fulfilled, then it will be crucial for me to find a man who can meet them. Do you understand?" She watched me closely. "Yes, Mistress, I understand. I'll strive to meet each one. If I don't meet it the first time, I will achieve it""and beyond""the second time ... ... and every additional time you require it." She had my slacks open, and had been massaging her toys ... ... she shifted to taking her cock in her hand and stroking it hard ... ... right there in the club. I was moaning and writhing, and she was greatly enjoying her "playtime." "Another good answer ... ..I think I have myself a good submissive here. I'll give you quite a workout at my house tonight ... ... " "Yes, Mistress." She called for the waitress and requested the check. The waitress giggled at her customer stroking the cock of her partner. "Zip up, come-on. I'll lead you out of here tonight holding your erection through your slacks ... ... .soon your cock will be out as my pull-toy." "Yes, Mistress." When we stood up and got ready to leave, Gretchen moved closer......my slacks had a large tent, and she took hold of her cock tightly. She stroked it for a minute ... ... she could care less who saw us. I felt totally as if I were her play-toy. She kissed me ... ... first on the cheek, then on the lips, all the while stroking her cock: "Henrik, you have potential ... ...I like you ... ..but you have to put out ... ... tonight is your first trial, you know?" "Yes, Mistress, I know what you expect, and I will succeed. Mistress?" "Yes?" "You've been incredibly good to me today ... ..given me every opportunity ... .and ... .." "And what?" It was remarkable that we could have this conversation in a club while she was stroking her cock through my slacks. "Let me just let out my feelings ... ..I am SO GRATEFUL TO YOU, Gretchen. I felt that way when you put your arm around me, held me, hugged me. I know you own me ... ..that's OK. But on a day when I went through what I did, you made me feel calmer, more content, and ... ... more secure when you hugged me and held me. Thank you, Mistress ... .I owe you a lot." She stopped stroking me and took me in her arms. She is so strong that she could move me anywhere she wanted. She held me and said softly: "I raped you, and I'll do it again ... ... I'll fuck your ass again ... ..my sexual desire and aggression is very intense. But after I was sexually fulfilled, I wanted to calm you down, make you feel more relaxed, and yes""more secure. I'm pleased it worked, Henrik." I hugged her, and we held each other for several minutes. She pulled her face away: "We seem to be going someplace, don't you think, boy?" "We do, Mistress. Our trip to the club was your idea, and it was a damn good one." "Well, it wouldn't have if you weren't as smart and as interesting as you are, you know?" "Thank you, babe." She held me firmly at arms length and looked me up and down: "And, of course, you have that firm body, and you're such a great fuck-toy, ya know, boy? " She yanked on her cock: "Come-on ... .let's leave, right now, I'm horny ... .come-on!" "Yes, Mistress." We're on to the next phase of your first night ... ... I'M HORNY AND I WANT MY COCK INSIDE ME""NOW!." She pulled me out the door and into her van ... ... this time, you drive! "You want me to drive this time, Mistress?" She was sprawled out in her seat, her hand in her panties. I had started down the street in front of the club. "I let my boy drive because it gives me more freedom ... ... ." She showed me what she had in mind ... ... she unbuckled my slacks, slid them down, and played with her cock ... ..she bent down and sucked on her cock-head ... ."Ummmmmmmm ... ... .you're delicious." After a minute, I could hardly concentrate on driving. "M-Mistress ... ..can we pull over ... ... I could pleasure you ... " "Noooo! Noooo!...Just drive to my house and I'll fuck you in my bed, boy. Drive!" It took all I had to concentrate on driving slowly as she continued sucking and licking her cock ... ... I moaned so much and drove SO SLOWLY that Gretchen laughed every minute. I was going to stop, but considered that to be against my judgment. The hardest was when she was licking her cock-head and massaging my balls at the same time ... ... .I put on the brakes ... ..she said, "DON'T YOU FUCKING STOP, YOU GOT IT?" I concentrated and kept on going. I struggled mightily and kept driving ... ... Gretchen laughed for part of our drive home at how difficult she made it for me. But for most of the short drive, she played with her toys, moaned, and became so sexually aggressive that she did everything but fuck me ... ... she CERTAINLY WAS HORNY, as she had said. When we got to her house, I parked in the driveway, relieved to have made it safely. Gretchen darted out of the car, opened my door, and pulled me out. She immediately pulled down my pants and picked me up so they fell off ... .. then whisked my shirt off. I may have been ready to be her submissive, but I wasn't completely ready to have her push me against the car, stroke her cock hard, and tell me how much she wanted me while I was completely naked standing outside her house. Gretchen wore very seductive clothes when she took me out ... ... ... they were intended to drive me crazy, and she did that every time. Her favorite was a flimsy white linen top draped around her naked breasts ... ... the neckline plunging, combined with ultra-tight jeans. She enjoyed that her top made my tongue hang out every time she moved""and her breasts swayed. She had a lot of fun doing that, until she got down to business and undressed me and took out her cock. With her sexuality, aggression, and stream of compliments, I was literally unable to function ... ... I could only moan and struggle to hold back so I could stay hard longer for her. I sucked her nipple, reaching just a hair inside her top. ADJUSTING TO BEING HER SLUT "Now listen to me, fuck-toy." "Yes, sweetheart?" "You'll be having sex with a lot of women ... ... " "Of course, I'm your slut, so I'll fuck whoever you ask me to. One, or more ... ... whatever you say, babe." "NOW, I ONLY WANT MY COCK DIPPING INTO THE PUSSIES OF MY CLOSEST FRIENDS, GOT IT?" I hesitated a little ... ... "Yes, of course, babe. So, only Kimberly and Jacquelin, right?" She had her toys in her hand, and she laughed and continued gently massaging them. "Will I have to do more than two, honey?" "MORE THAN TWO? You've got to be kidding me ... ... .there might be a line out my front door." She yanked my head around: "So Henrik, let's be sure we got it straight." "Yes, Ma'am." "Sweetheart, you know this delicious cock belongs to me, and I can use it any way I like. She took a deep breath and relaxed a bit ... ... "Look, I know it takes time for you to adjust to a slut life ... ... or be a hooker when I want that ... ... ..or get fucked or raped by as many women as I demand. " "I'll let you take it easy, Henrik. How about if we say you have to be available""FULLY AVAILABLE""to at least one new woman each week. "I did 4 in my second week in your house." "Yeah, we'll do them slowly but surely, a lot one week, like when we have a party. And then you may get a day off. "I know." "OK, but you know you have to do AT LEAST one new one every week." "Smiling to me, she said: "Ya know you're lucky I almost never squeeze these toys of mine?" "That's because your submissive is so well-behaved." She put her hands around my neck and pulled me toward her: "Ya know, you're the best. Every time I ask you to do something, you agree with me. What more could I ask?" I smiled at her question, and hugged her ... ... I cared so much for her. It had been a little more than a month since I'd started living with Gretchen and I was falling more and more in love with her. I had sex with Kimberly two or three times a week, and with Jacquelin once in a while""whenever she called. Gretchen had fucked me for hours and I had given her great orgasms tonight. She caressed my chest, cupping my nipples in her hands: "I love your chest, baby, and I can feel it expanding, much firmer than before." I nuzzled her as she told me that my workouts were having a great effect. I declined, once again, to compete with her in lifting ... ... ..unless it was really important to her. But she asked me to arm-wrestle, again, as she always did. She had defeated me every time, no matter how hard I tried. I was determined to fight as hard as I could ... ... I gave her much more of a battle than I ever had before ... ... .and I won for the first time! She looked at me lovingly as we collapsed into each others' arms. After we recuperated she gave me a lot of compliments and kisses: "You're such a hot piece of ass ... ... I want to own you forever." I took a deep breath: "Lover, you could always win everything ... ... it doesn't matter to me ... ... I want to be yours ... ... I want to be your possession ... ... .forever." We hugged and kissed so lovingly. GRETCHEN CAPTIVATED ME I was completely in love with the woman, and LOVED being with her best friend, Kimberly. She loved to wear tank-tops when she took me out. They were every bright color imaginable""white, beige, turquoise, sea green, a very tender and seductive red. She had 3 identical white ones that were her favorites ... ... . the filmy, ultra-clingy fabric clung to her breasts, her nipples poking through. Sometimes when she moved, it looked as though they were going to slide out. She loved it when I caressed her breasts ... ... pinched her nipples ... ... .all through the sheer top. I did this anywhere we were, just as she stroked her cock. Gretchen and Kimberly were sitting on the sofa ... ... ... very high from the weed, as I was. I was modeling myself for them......standing, walking, and showing off the way they told me. "Come closer, pet ... ... mmmm, he's rigid again." Kimberly stroked one side ... ..then she took over, as Gretchen moved over and laid down. "Yes, I love when he's this rigid." "Ya know, Kim, I thought of the same thing when I watched him shower this morning." "Yeah?" "I had a door-less shower built over on the side ... ..He's been naked ... ever since I brought him home!....not one stitch!" "Kimmie, take him up to your room, and stay over if you like ... ... .I must have been with him for two or three hours this afternoon, and now I have those fucking overseas calls to make ... ... ..NORTH AMERICA," she said glumly. Kimberly licked her lips as she stroked me: "Yeah, I LOVE him naked!" Her mind seemed to be racing faster than her actions. "What were you thinking?" "I want to see him in tiny turquoise silk briefs, like I have. Kimberly leaped up, and yanked on my arm, "But right now I want him flat on his back." "Did he cum this afternoon?" I stayed completely quiet as they discussed my orgasms: "YEAH, but just twice ... look, he's still got his cock ring on ... ..take it off if he's inspired enough, but KEEP HIM SHUT DOWN if he's not." "OK, come-on boy "You have something you want to tell me, lover?" "I just wanted to ask how you feel as a slut ... ... your emotions. You fuck Kimberly whenever she wants ... ..she ducks over in the afternoons sometimes." "Kimberly is great ... ... I'm very comfortable with her." "Then Jacquelin comes down ... ... .we raped you again the other night." I touched her cheek: "Lover, it was part of our deal that you would rape me whenever you wanted." "Uh huh." "So I'm fine with that." "What about when I loaned you to Katie for one night as her birthday present?" "Yes." I thought about it. "Oh, and then we met that young blonde at the bar last week ... ... .I told you to go outside with her and eat her pussy until she was done." "Yeah." "Right in front of the bar ... ... outside." I took a deep breath: "Umm ... ..Sweetheart, at first I had a hard time at first being your slut. It was just awkward having you pull off my clothes and offer me ... ... you just stroked me and offered your cock to someone neither of us had met before ... ... .I felt like your hooker." "Yes?" "Then you took me home and we made love, like we always do ... ... .I adore you." She smiled: "I adore you even more." "So after that happened a couple of times, I lost the feeling of being given away, because I knew I meant so much to you, and I wanted to do whatever you want ... ... .I just forgot about all those feelings and now I go right to whoever you want ... ... I'm fine being naked ... ... having you offer your cock ... ... .letting them fuck me with a strap-on ... ... whatever." ANOTHER TRIP TO THE CLUB Gretchen and Kimberly took me out again for the evening to a different club, and they took me there looking as slutty as they could get me. They dressed me in tight jeans they had just bought, with a thick black belt, and they unbuckled the belt and pulled the jeans part-way down while we were sitting in a front booth. Lots of women giggled as they saw my erection poking out. After unbuttoning my shirt, Gretchen pulled it off most of the way for about an hour ... ... .it gave me quite a "slut" look! "I think he looks great, Kim." Kim met a couple of women she knew, and invited them to come over. They concurred that "I looked like a slut," and they accepted her invitation and played with her cock ... ..the women sitting at the next booth saw this, and made a similar request ... .. I became a plaything for the whole club! Gretchen looked on lovingly ... ... devotedly ... ... .as the women played with her boy's toys ... ..she reached down and rubbed herself as she watched ... ..I knew she was having little orgasms from watching me being used. About an hour later, Gretchen pulled my shirt off completely, exposing my chest and leaving the jeans as my only garment""unbuckled and partially pulled down. I took Gretchen in my arms, hugged her and spoke softly into her ear: "I'm pleased to look like your slut, Mistress ... ..available in public to anyone who wants to play with your toys. Whatever you want me to do, babe ... ... ..whatever you decide." She took a deep breath: "You're getting me wet again." I smiled at her: "That's my job, isn't it?" She took a deep breath. "You're wet, Mistress?" "Yeah, VERY wet. My sexy, slutty fuck-toy makes me wet." I looked over my shoulder to the booth next to us, and slightly behind us. "How 'bout if we slide over to that booth?" Gretchen knew what I meant and she immediately stood up, tightly seized her cock, and pulled me along with her. I was used to this and scooted along right behind her, holding my jeans up. She led me by her cock, telling Kimberly where we were heading. When we got to the booth, I immediately slid under the table before she could say anything and I began to kiss her thighs. She pulled up her mini-skirt, and moved forward on the seat ... ..we both ignored whether anyone could see us or not. I began to lightly kiss the tops, then the bottoms ... ... she writhed and moaned: "Fuck me with your tongue, boy, NOW!" One night, in addition to my regular duties, I needed to be completely naked when a group of her friends were coming over: "Of course, my love ... .I'll do whatever you want ... ..you know that." "Yeah, I know, but I wanted to remind you." We talked about my coming adventures ... ... it was very sensitive and considerate of Gretchen to prepare me ... ... .it eliminated any negative feelings I might have had. I hugged her tightly, my naked body pressed against her. I spoke softly into her ear: "You own me, babe ... ... you pay me every week ... ... .I'm yours and I'll do whatever you tell me ... ..whatever." So when they were gathered in the living room, Gretchen had me naked, serving drinks and hors d'oeuvres. Some of the women thanked me, while others told their friends, "Oh, here's Gretchen's new boy. He's hot, just like she said!" I smiled and chatted with a number of women ... ..they often fondled her cock and squeezed my buns ... ..making comments as they had their fun. One of her friends, Janet, seemed to get "more involved" with me ... ..and I got hard as a result of her incessant stroking. I could see the change in her appearance, and I knew she was getting aroused ... ... Gretchen wasn't anywhere in sight. Janet was moaning softly as she played with my erection: "You're so fucking, hot, Henrik ... ..this big boy is awesome ... ... .I want him." I smiled at her. "Gretchen said I could take whatever I want." I moved closer to her ... ... she started breathing deeply and held her cock tightly ... ... .I gently kissed her neck, put my arm around her: "Yes, Janet, dear, whatever you want ... ... shall I lead you to the room?" ENDING That Spring, Gretchen took me to Paris for the first time. Aside from my normal duties, I got involved in a couple of intense client conversations and after returning home was able to help by seeing that tasks got done. I also began to take some phone calls from clients I had met. I began to work at her business around 8 or 10 hours a week, and though I knew she was grateful, she said nothing, her mind immersed in her business. I WILL NEVER FORGET OUR LAST SCENE IN PARIS. She led me by the arm across the bridge, watching the Seine go by, with the sunset just beginning. "Let's stop here, babe. This is a beautiful scene." She stopped and I could see the gratitude in her eyes. She put her head on my shoulder, breathing deeply. "Thank you for getting me to slow down ... ... I was thinking about some business issue, but now my world has changed: I'm in Paris with a man I love, and who is contributing to my life." She pushed me against the balustrade as it slowly darkened, shoving her leg to separate mine. She stroked her cock: "You know that this boy""and you, yourself""are giving me the ride of my life sexually." I kissed her neck and thanked her for the compliment. "But you know?" "What?" She let go of her toys and threw her arms around me. "You're so much fun to be with, you never complain, and you can think""like the questions you answered today ... ... ..those were great ideas." "Always ... ... .anything I can do to help my lover." "'Always' is a very good way to put it. I know I've met the man of my life, and I never want to be with anyone else""no matter what." I was thrilled with her comments but not able to respond ... ... I just let myself be taken in her arms." "Honey?" "Yes, M'love?" I was overcome by her comments and by the scene, but managed to say: "I'm at least that much in love, and willing to do anything to benefit you. In between nights in bed, which are glorious, I'll do phone calls, data support, draft responses to letters""whatever""You're the boss." She grabbed me and pulled me to her, taking her cock in her hands: "You magnificent boy, you make my life so much better ... .I'll open an account for you when we get back ... ..at least 100,000 Rand." "You don't have to do that." She pulled me to her: "Mmm, those arms are getting stronger. I was thinking of having a Salade Nicoise, but now I want something better ... ..this, as she squeezed her cock ... .I may not get dinner at all, but who cares?" "You must be thinking the same thing I am, Gretchen." "What's that?" I took a deep breath: "Henrik, I think we should get married right away." "Yes, yes, yes, we ALWAYS think the same way." I physically felt like I was in a vise, but couldn't care less. "Instead of going home, we'll go to Las Vegas tomorrow, and get married on the way in from the airport." I felt joy and happiness all over. "And YOU, Henrik, can tell me how long to stay in Las Vegas, and YOU can decide where to go on our honeymoon." "Right from Nevada?" "Of course, baby, I wouldn't do it any other way now that I've found the perfect man." She just held me as we looked out over the water, contemplating our future together. It was a gorgeous, unforgettable moment.