SEX ED. 101 by amazonboy at amazonboy@rediffmail.com for comments and ideas Part 1 I will never forget my first year of junior high school. Seventh Grade... that's when you feel like you've really hit the big time. Why? Because you're not in Elementary school anymore. It's a whole new ball game. You go to more than one classroom, gotta be sure you're using deodorant, you have to look your best for the junior high girls...and in my case, I got a crush on my new Sex Ed. teacher, Ms. Hunter. I'll never forget the first time I saw Ms. Hunter in class. She was one of the tallest women I had ever seen, at about 6'8, and she was also the girls' basketball coach for the school. She had straight blond hair, almost to her shoulders, and it always seemed to have a windblown look to it. She wore long skirts that revealed nothing, and left everything to the imagination. She also had the nicest set of breasts I had ever seen. Now, to give you a brief description of me at the time. I was a late bloomer. By the time I started Seventh Grade, I was only 4'5 or so, and looked more like a 4th grader. I was the one that always had my lunch money beaten out of me, that none of the girls danced with - yeah, so much better than me, just because they grow faster earlier - and the one that was just always the odd man out. Then, one day, something happened that would change my life forever. I was on my way to the cafeteria at 11:30, like every other day, when Mikey Durkitz, the biggest 8th grade bully there was, stepped right out in front of me as I was walking, knocking me down right in front of everybody. "Looks like Billington can't even stand right!" he shouted to the onlooking crowd. Some rolled their eyes and walked on, but he was loving every member of the crowd that had gathered. It didn't matter to him if he was 5'10 when he was putting on a show. "Real tough guy! What, you only outweigh me by 200 lbs., asshole!" I said trying to be tough. A murmur went through the crowd, as they knew, like I did, that I was about to die. "I'll show you tough, you pathetic little worm," Mikey said through clenched teeth. I squeezed my eyes shut as I saw him draw one of his huge fists back to give me the punch that would surely end my life. "Michael Durkitz! Unless you want to be expelled, you will stop what you are doing right now, and march straight to the Principal's office!" Ms. Hunter quickly came over and instructed the rest of the kids to get to class. "Are you okay, John?" she asked as she held my arms to try to get me to stop shaking. "I...I....he..," I was trying to talk as my sobs of relief subsided, but still nothing would come out...except one thing. Before I knew what was happening, I was peeing my pants...right in front of the most attractive woman in the whole school! "Oh dear," I heard her say as I started crying again, this time in over- whelming shame. "Come on, let's take care of this. We'll figure something out." She grabbed my hand and led me to the high school locker rooms. "We're going to have to call your mother to come get you I think, John." "God, please no!", I begged. "It's bad enough I just wet my pants in front of you, but..." I couldn't believe what I had just said. Ms. Hunter kind of gave me a little smile. "So, do you have a little crush on me, Mr. Billington?" she asked quietly as she brushed some hair behind her ear. "I...uh, well...who doesn't?" I finally got out. She kept smiling and was quiet for a minute. Finally, after it seemed like she was thinking about something for what seemed like hours, she spoke. "So, you like me?" she asked. I nodded in the affirmative. "Would you like to make me happy?" Again, I nodded. "Well, then, let's get you taken care of. We won't be calling your mother." I can not express to you how great I felt after hearing that. "I'm going to get a day off for the rest of the day, and you're coming with me," she told me. Ms. Hunter led me to her minivan out in the parking lot, still with my wet pants on. However, I had a jacket tied around my waist so that nobody could see that I had wet my pants like a baby. As she opened my door, she seemed to be examining me from head to toe. "Buckle up," she said as she reached in and buckled my seatbelt for me. I was hoping she hadn't noticed my "excitement". "Where are we going to go?" I asked as we headed out down the road. "After I make a quick stop at the drug store, we're going to my house. I'll wash your clothes for you and get you all ready to go," she assured me as I was a bit nervous. We stopped at the local pharmacy on the way to Ms. Hunter's house. She instructed me to stay in the van while she went in. She left her keys so that I could listen to the radio. I was listening to some Brittney Spears when I heard her put a load of bags in the back of the minivan and close it up. Ms. Hunter's house turned out to be only a couple minutes from the drug store. We pulled into the driveway of a big two story house, and parked. "I'll come around and let you out, John. My doors are child protected." She first came around to my door, helped me with my seatbelt again, and this time, actually grabbed me under my arms and helped me down. "I can get down myself," I said, a little dejectedly. "Oh, I'm sorry," Ms. Hunter half way said, but it didn't really sound like she meant it. Instead it sounded like one does when they're just trying to placate a fussy child. I didn't push the matter however, since I was so grateful to her for helping me out. "Okay, John, please sit down," she said as she laid her packages from the drug store on the floor and sat down on the couch, crossing her legs. I did as I was told and sat down next to her. "Now, here's where we stand. You just wet your pants at school, and I'm helping to take care of you now. You don't want your mother to find out about your little accident. I'm sure it's embarrassing enough to wet your pants in front of your Sex Ed. teacher." I blushed as my eyes filled with tears. "Oh honey, I didn't mean anything by that. I know you were scared out of your mind. I would have been too." I looked at her and could see that she meant what she said. She then continued, "Now, there is something you can do for me since I'm helping you." "What can I do to help?" I asked, suddenly interested in what I could do for my beautiful teacher. "Well, you see, I found out this year that I'm not able to have children," she told me. "I found that out shortly before my fiance left me. I have always wanted to care for a child. I have a lot of love and affection to give. I'm already taking care of you right now. What I want is to treat you like my baby for a while." I was stunned at her words. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. She couldn't mean what it sounded like she meant. "Wha-what do you mean?" I stammered. "I mean let me treat you like a baby. Let me diaper you, feed you, change you...and nobody will find out about it, I promise you. I want to take care of someone, and you need a lot of taking care of right now. You're not going to be able to wear your pants or underwear anyway since we need to wash them. So what do you say?" I wanted to say no, tell her she was crazy, I'm not a baby, and I don't wear diapers. But as I looked into her big, brown eyes, and saw how much she wanted to take care of me, I found myself nodding "yes." "Oh Johnny, thank you," she cried. I will never forget the smile on her face as she grabbed me and held me in a long embrace. Finally she let go. "Ok," she said, wiping a tear from her eye, "let me get those wet clothes off of you." Before I could say anything, she had my shirt over my head, and in a few more seconds had my jeans and underwear off. I couldn't believe I was standing there in her house naked. I wasn't for long though, as she quickly reached over to the bags she had carried out of the drug store. "Lay down, baby," she said as I watched her pull a bag of diapers out of the first bag. I was still in so much shock, that I hadn't laid down yet, she grabbed me and laid me on the floor herself. "I said lay down, sweetheart," she cooed. "Everything's going to be alright. Before I knew it, she had opened the bag of diapers - I think the bag said Attends Youth on it - and pulled out two big disposable diapers. She unfolded the diaper, and then lifted my legs and bottom and slid the diaper under me. She then ripped holes in the front of the diaper, and put another one over it in the same manner. "There you go, all nice and snug in your nice, dry diaper," she said as she patted the front of my diaper. "It looks like baby enjoys this as much as I do," she smiled as I blushed ten shades of red. "Now, you stay right here, and I'll be right back, angel," she said as she headed downstairs to put my clothes in the washer. Part 2 I couldn't believe what was happening. Here I was, starting Seventh Grade, Junior High, the gateway to High School, and here I had just been diapered by my Sex Ed. teacher just before she left to put my wet clothes in the wash. I squirmed around as I tried to get accustomed to my new attire, but the bulk between my legs just felt so alien to me. I could barely put my legs together. With every crinkle the diapers made as I moved my legs, I wondered more and more how I had let myself get talked into this. Was it temporary insanity? Was it because she was a teacher? Or was it because Ms. Hunter was the prettiest, most beautiful woman I had ever seen, like something out of a dream and I would do anything to please her? Whatever the reason, I was in diapers now, and she was in charge. I prayed that she kept her word and would not tell anybody. "Well, I got your clothes in the washer, honey," Ms. Hunter announced as she came upstairs and walked back into the room. Just as I sat up, she reached down, and with a strength I didn't know she had, picked me up under my arms and propped me on her hip. I was in a daze as I sat there. "Umm, Ms. Hunter?" I began, "I really appreciate how much you've...um, HELPED me so far, but I was just wondering...how long am I going to have to dress like this?" The smile that was on her face almost wavered for a second, as it looked like a tear might come to her eye, but she regained her composure before she answered. "Well, John, I guess I can't have you be a baby too long...I just thought we both might enjoy it. You need taken care of, and I want to take care of you, but I guess as soon as your clothes are dry you can go back to being a big boy." She didn't quite seem totally sincere, but what choice did I have? I nodded in agreement. "Well, I guess I've got you for a couple of hours anyway," she said. "Are you thirsty, honey? Would you like something to drink? I have water, milk, Coke..." "I'll have a Coke please, Ms. Hunter," I replied. "Okay, you stay right here, and I'll be right back, sweetie," she cooed before sitting me back on the floor and leaving the room. "You can turn on the TV and watch a little if you want," she called from the kitchen. I grabbed the remote and turned it to "Recess". I love that show. A couple minutes later, Ms. Hunter came back into the room with my Coke...in a baby bottle. "Sit up honey, and let Ms. Hunter feed you your ba-ba," she said with a big smile on her face. "Umm, Ms. Hunter, couldn't I just drink it myself?" I pleaded. "Now now, Johnny, you said that you would be my baby until your clothes are clean and dry. That doesn't mean just wearing diapers. I want to take care of you. Now come over here, munchkin," she ordered as she sat down on the couch and patted her lap. Not sure what she wanted, I got up from where I was lying on the floor, and waddled over her. Setting down the Coke-filled bottle on an end table, she picked me up again, and cradled me near her breast like one would do for a baby, and teased the nipple of the baby bottle into my mouth. "Come on, baby, drink for Mama," she cooed. I finally started nursing the bottle as we both watched the cartoon. I remember hearing her angelic laughter as she watched the cartoon before I drifted off to sleep. I awoke in a dark bedroom, my arm around a big blue teddy bear. I could tell that I was still diapered, but something felt different. As I started feeling around, and then feeling my diaper, I discovered that I had wet my diaper! How had that happened, and how had I gone to sleep drinking COKE?! What about the caffeine? "Ms. Hunter?" I called. I was too afraid to leave the bedroom, not knowing what would happen if she saw that I had wet in my diaper. "Ms. Hunter?" I called again. Finally the door creaked open. "So, Mr. Sweepy Head is awake, isn't he?" she cooed with delight. "Did he have a good nap-nap?" "I - I guess so, Ms. Hunter," I stammered. "How long was I asleep?" "Oh, baby was asleep for a few hours. He needed his rest," she said as she sat down on the side of the bed. "A few hours?! I have to call my mom! She's going to be really mad! I -" "Shh, precious," Ms. Hunter said trying to calm me. "I called your mother and told her that you were here studying and that I'm your new tutor. Everything is alright, sweetheart." "Oh, well, are my clothes dry?" "Oh, they are dry, but I don't think I should give them to you yet...we have to talk, honey." I must admit that before she said this, the baby talk was just kind of getting on my nerves, but now I was scared. "I think I'll hang onto your big boy clothes until you agree to some terms. I don't just want a baby for one day. I want to take care of you every day that I can. I want you to be my baby as much as possible, and for as long as I want. Only then will I even think about letting you go, you cute little munchkin." My face went white. "Ms. Hunter, I - I'm ss-sorry you can't have children, but, I really don't think -" "Oh, come on, honey," she cooed with a smile on her face. "I think you'll love being babied and taken care of by me. Besides...I've already taken some simply ADORABLE baby pictures while you were asleep." Part 3 "Wha-what do you mean, Ms. Hunter?...What baby pictures?" I stammered as I lay there in bed in my wet diapers, not wanting to know the truth. "Oh, baby, just take a look at yourself," she cooed as she handed me a Polaroid. "This is just one of many, my angel," she said as she handed me the photo. It was a picture of me, wearing my diapers, sound asleep with a pacifier in my mouth. "I'm sure you'll be my baby and pretty much do whatever I say since you probably don't want anybody from school seeing these precious little pictures, won't you, baby?" "Why the hell are you doing this to me?!" I cried as tears came to my eyes. "I don't want to be a baby! You can't do this to me!" I screamed. "Oh, baby," Ms. Hunter began, as she started to reach around my shoulders, "I think you do want to be a baby. I really don't think you feel loved enough. Your mother didn't seem all that worried about you when I called." This didn't surprise me. Every since dad left, she'd been getting more and more distant from me, and closer and closer to vodka bottles. "Furthermore, I have always wanted to take care of a baby, and just because you are not a real baby, doesn't mean that I can't care for you like one. Now...like it or not right now, you are going to agree to be my baby and obey my rules. Is that understood?" I sat there tears running down my face in humiliation. I was defeated. I was going to have be Ms. Hunter's baby. There was no way out of it. I finally nodded my head slowly. "That's a good baby," she cooed. "But a minute ago you weren't such a good baby. You yelled at Aunty, and that wasn't very nice." With that, she put me over her knew and started spanking me quite hard. I started crying again, not out of pain since I still had my diapers on, but once more out of humiliation. "Since this was you first offense, I left your diapers on to give you some padding. Next time you break a rule, Aunty won't be so nice." As I sat there sniffling, Ms. Hunter put her thumb and forefinger in the leg elastic of my diaper. "Looks like baby's wet," she announced with a smile. With that, she brought a changing pad over to the bed and had me scoot onto it. She undid the tapes to both of the diapers she had put on me before, and I couldn't help but get an erection. She was the first woman besides my mom to see me naked. I happened to glance down, and my eyes went wide in disbelief. "Ms. Hunter," I began, "What happened to, uh, to." "I shaved off your hair down there, sweetheart. It will help you not to get diaper rashes, and also with messy diapers," she explained. "And call me Aunty from now on. I'm only Ms. Hunter at school, my angel." With that, she pulled out two more of the disposable diapers and put them both under me. After she tore a hole in the front of the inside one, she started to bring them up between my legs. By now my erection was at it's peak. I couldn't believe the sensations washing over me. "It looks like my baby enjoys wearing diapers a little too much," I heard Ms. Hunter say. "I'd better do something about this if I want to get your diapers on you properly." With that, she reached out with her large, soft, manicured hand, and started stroking my penis. "This is what is called by most, a hand job, where you don't masturbate yourself, but someone else does it for you...remember that, it'll be on the test," she said with a wink. After only a few seconds, I came for the first time. Ms. Hunter wiped it up with a baby wipe and proceeded to tape my diapers up around my hips. "There we go, all nice a snug in our dry diapers" she cooed as she patted the front of them. "Let's go downstairs and have some dinner before bed, honey," she said. "Ummm...bed?" Part 4 "What do you mean...bed?" I asked as I was trying to cope with and understand all the mixed feelings that were whirling around inside me. I mean, I was still really embarrassed about being in diapers in front of Ms. Hunter, whom I have a huge crush on, but I could not deny that I enjoyed that diaper change. Nobody had ever touched me like that before, and suddenly there was a whole new world of sensations. "Well, I told your mother that I would be tutoring you late tonight, and that I would take you to school tomorrow. This is your first night with your new Aunty, and I want us to be able to bond the way a Aunty and baby need to, pumkin," she explained as she stroked my face. "Now, sit up, baby, it's time for din din." When I sat up, before I could stand, Ms. Hunter kneeled down, put her hands on my diapered bottom, and lifted me up to be placed on her hip as she walked. I would have protested that I could walk by myself, but after everything that had happened, I didn't want another battle...or another spanking. When we got to the kitchen, I couldn't see the big high chair until she sat me in it and had the tray in place and locked since she kept my head over her shoulder, as she continually rubbed her cheek against mine in tender adoration. "Ms. Hunter, please don't make me sit in a high chair," I begged, as I tried pushing against the locked tray while my legs flailed. "Now, now, Mr. Fussy, there will be none of that," she gently scolded as she lightly slapped my naked thigh. "But just to make sure," she said, as she started to strap my arms to the arms of the high chair, "I guess I'll have to take precautions. Your Aunty knows what's best for you, my Sweet Baby Boy." "Ms. Hunter...p..pll...please..." I cried in shame as tears started to sting my eyes. "I d...I don't wann..." "Oh, come now, baby, it's not that bad," she said as she scooped a spoonful of tasteless "banana" paste that was supposedly baby food into my mouth. "Baby needs to learn to not argue with his Aunty." In went another scoop. As I cried harder and harder, the less food stayed in my mouth. I couldn't help it. I felt totally defeated, and come to think of it, I was. My beautiful, wonderful, motherly, insane teacher had me, and I saw no escape. The only thing I could do was sit there, unable to move my hands, and cry harder as each spoonful was fed into my mouth. "Oh, Mr. Fussy, come on, there's only one more spoonful. You can do it, my little man...chugga chugga...the train's coming to the station, little man," she teased as she twirled the spoon in front of me. "Okay, you can do this," I told myself. "Just eat this last bit, and we're done, and we can just forget this for the time being...you can do this." "Come on, little one, just one more bite," she coaxed again. I finally managed to open my mouth and let her shove the spoon in. I really wanted to throw up, but I was afraid what would happen if I did anything else. Ms. Hunter started to wipe my face off, and tell me how much more food got on me than in my mouth. As she finished wiping off my face, she gave me long kiss on the cheek, then the forehead, then smiled as she tweaked my nose before finally unstraping my arms, unlocking the tray, and getting me out of the high chair. "Time for your bath, baby," she announced as she started carrying me up the stairs in the same manner she carried me before. "We need to get baby all cleaned up for beddy-bye time," she cooed as she rubbed her cheek against hers. She ran a warm bath, took off my diaper, and proceeded to give me a VERY thorough bath. She took special care to make sure my hair was shampooed very well, and that my diaper area was clean. Again, I cannot explain the feelings that were going through me at the time...my hate of the diapers, my subconscious love of the attention, my hatred for Ms. Hunter, my love for Ms. Hunter...I'm still not sure I understand it all. After she was convinced I was clean, she brought out a huge towel, wrapped me up in it, sat down on the stool, and lifted me up onto her lap as she dried me off. "Okay, honey, let's get you ready for bed." She took me by my hand, and led me down the hall to the bedroom I had awoken in. "Alright, up on the bed we go," she cooed as she swooped me up over her head and down onto the bed while my heart raced. She then started to blow on my stomach, and I couldn't stop laughing despite myself. She then gave my stomach a couple of kisses and tickled it with her hair before she produced 2 more diapers. In a couple minutes, I found myself back in very thick diapers, and before I knew what was going on, Ms. Hunter was slipping a baby blue t-shirt over my head. She then pulled a baby blue sleeper with feet that actually looked like it might be a little too big on me out of the closet and told me to step into the legs. As I did this, she managed to get my arms through the sleeves, and then buttoned up the back. As she did this, I realized there was no way I would be able to remove it without her help. "Okay, baby, let's go to bed," she announced. I started to head for the pillows on the bed she had just changed me on, when she hit me with the biggest shock of all: "Oh no, honey," she said as she smiled, "the crib won't be here until tomorrow. While I very much want to trust you not to do anything, I'm not sure if I can yet, so until we have your crib with the locking door on top, I'm afraid you're going to have to sleep with me." Part 5 Moments later, I was sitting in my blue footed sleeper and my thick diapers on Ms. Hunter's bed as she readied herself in the bathroom of her master bedroom. She had locked the bedroom door from the inside with a key to insure that I wouldn't be able to escape while she had the door to the bathroom shut while she showered. "How could I have let this happen?" I asked myself as I sat there, trying to get comfortable with the thickness between my legs, as a tear of shame rolled down my face. I desperately wanted to be out of the sleeper since it was beginning to itch, not to mention every place that was covered with the huge disposable diapers I was now trapped in. "I'm in Seventh grade. I'm supposed to be going to dances and ball games, not being the teacher's baby." As I sat there in my own self pity, the door to the bathroom finally opened. My jaw just about hit the floor. There was Ms. Hunter, standing in the doorway in a soft pink silk negligee that didn't leave much to the imagination. She was also wearing a matching bra and panties. She gave me wink and a smile before she turned towards the mirror and picked up her hair dryer and proceeded to dry her beautiful hair. "Okay, my sweet little angel, time for beddy-bye," she cooed as she turned out the overhead light, leaving just the lamp on her bedside table on. "We both have to be at school tomorrow, so we need to get our rest." She walked over to the bed, and sat down as she put her hair in a ponytail, and then proceeded to pull back the covers. "Get under the covers, honey," she urged. All I could do was obey. Looking back, I'm beginning to wonder how horrible this whole situation really was. "That's a good baby," she said with a smile as she slid in under the covers next to me. I put my head on my pillow, and turned to face the other direction so that I didn't have to look at her. There were still so many mixed emotions flying around in my head about her. "I think somebody is still a little embarrassed," she said playfully. This brought another tear to my eye. Before I knew it, Ms. Hunter put one arm under me and one arm over me, and pulled me to herself so that she was completely holding me as we lay there. "Oh, sweety, please don't hate me," she said before kissing my cheek and holding me tighter. "I know you don't like this yet, but believe me, you will soon enough." She then started rubbing my stomach while she hummed a little lullabye. I don't remember ever feeling so secure before or since then. I also don't remember falling asleep. --- "Wake up, sweety," Ms. Hunter said as she gently shook my shoulder. "Wake up, we need to get you ready for school, angel," she said with a smile. I yawned deeply before I realized that I had been there all night, and that I had just slept with my sex ed. teacher. It was then that I realized that I was still in thick diapers and a footed sleeper that I couldn't get out of without Ms. Hunter's help. "Okay, honey, hold still," she commanded as she sat down on the bed and turned me around so that my back was facing her. As she started to unbutton my sleeper, I finally asked, "Ms. Hunter, you're not going to give me another bath, are you?" "Oh no, honey" she replied. I was thinking she was going to let me shower by myself. "I gave you a bath last night, so you should still be good for today." My heart sank. "Alrighty, let's see if you're wet, my sweet baby boy." "Ms. Hunter, I'm not wet," I began. "I've never wet the bed since I was five years o..." I looked down at my diapers and realized that I had in fact drenched them during the night. Tears started to stream down my face. "Oh, honey," she said sweetly, "Let's just get you changed." She lay me down on the bed and started to untape my diapers. I just lay there in a daze, tears coming down my face as my sex ed. teacher started wiping me down with a baby wipe. I felt so humiliated that I didn't get aroused this time. "Ok, sweety, lift your bottom." As I started to cry harder, she finally grabbed both my ankles in one hand and lifted me up as she pulled the wet diapers out from under me. She then went into the bathroom for a few minutes. I finally was able to collect myself enough to sit up on the bed, preparing to stand up, when Ms. Hunter came back into the room. "Oh, no sweety, don't get up yet. We're not done yet," she said as I was about to stand. "But...I thought I needed to get ready for school," I said in a shaky voice. "I thought..." I stopped as she held up two new disposable diapers. My eyes got wider than I think they have ever been. "Ms. Hunter, PLEASE don't make me wear diapers to school!" I cried. "PLEASE, everyone will know, everyone is going to make fun of me! PLEASE don't make me wear them." Part 6 I sat on the bed with new tears in my eyes as I realized what Ms. Hunter intended for me. I pleaded as I stared at the two fresh, white diapers she now held in her hand. "Please...please..." I whimpered, "PLEASE don't make me wear them to school! Everybody will find out!" "Oh, honey, stop being so argumentative. Nobody is going to know you're wearing diapers. I've thought about that already. Aunty is going to take care of her baby boy," she cooed. "But...bu..bu..." I blubbered, "I don...I don't wa...want to!" I cried. "Honey, what did Aunty tell you yesterday about cooperating? Would you rather wear diapers to school, safe under your clothes, or would you rather get another spanking, this time without your nice, soft, thick diapers on?" I was defeated. I knew it. Though I was still crying, I shut up and lay down on the bed. "That's a good baby," she cooed. She unfolded the first diaper and then grabbed both my ankles with one hand, lifting me up and sliding the diaper under me. After covering my crotch with baby powder, she pulled the diaper up between my legs and fastened the tapes. "Looks like a baby I know isn't as excited about getting his diaper changed," she observed as she tore a hole in the front of my soft white prison. I hadn't realized, but I wasn't aroused this time. I just flushed in shame as she unfolded the second diaper and repeated the task. "Now, wait right here while Aunty gets your clothes, my angel," she said as she patted the front of my diaper. "Where are my clothes, anyway?" I asked as I wiped my eyes. "Oh, those clothes aren't near as nice as the clothes I have for you, sweety," she said. "Besides, there's no way those pants you wore yesterday would fit over your didees. I've got some nice, adorable clothes for you to wear instead," she smiled as she rummaged through her closet. She then produced an odd sort of t-shirt, light blue in color, and some overalls. "Come here, baby, let's get you dressed for school." I trudged over to where Ms. Hunter stood with my new clothes. She instructed me to raise my arms, and then brought the weird t-shirt over my head and put my arms through the sleeves. She then proceeded to fasten some snaps in the crotch. She then had me step into my overalls and then brought the straps over my shoulders and fastened them in place. "There, look at my cute little baby, all ready for school," she cooed as she patted my bottom. She led me over to the bed and put my shoes on for me, even tying them. She then carried me out to the car and we were off to school. I was glad that we got there before everybody else, as teachers have to be there early. As we walked down the hall, all I could think about was the way my walking was changed with the bulk of the diapers, and the crinkling noises I heard like thunder in my ears. How anyone was not going to notice was beyond me. "Okay, baby, you stay in my room until other kids start showing up and study. I'll expect you to be in my room when the lunch bell rings so that Aunty can check your diaper. Okay, sweety," she smiled as she pinched my cheek. "Yes...Ms...yes, Aunty," I mumbled as I saw her stern look when I was about to call her Ms. Hunter. She then smiled and kissed me on the forehead before sitting down at her desk as I took a seat in the room. As I opened up my Social Studies book, to at least give the pretense that I was studying, I started to think really hard. How was I going to get out of here? Here I was, diapered and being forced to play the role of my Sex Ed. teacher's baby! I wasn't sure how much more I could stand. Finally, a vague plan started to form. I could just skip school. Plenty of people do it. I just needed the right opportunity. As my plan developed, I counted the minutes until the first bell rang. "Be good, honey," Ms. Hunter called as I walked out of her room. "Be here at lunch!" I mumbled a reply as I ran out into the hall. The hall was beginning to fill with fellow students. All I needed to do was get lost in the crowd and quietly slip out the door. At long last, I managed to get through the crowd and ran out the doors. For the first time in my life, I was glad to be as small as I was. Nobody was going to notice me. I breathed a sigh of relief as I saw nobody following me as I started walking for home, only about a mile away. My plan was working perfectly...and then a police car pulled up beside me. "Hey, kid!," someone yelled. I turned to see a policewoman in the car. "Ya know the school's the other way, right?" she said sarcastically. Think fast, think fast..."Uh, yeah. I just realized I left some homework at the house. I just need to go get it and get right back." I was hoping she bought it and hoped that my face wasn't too flushed. The moments passed as she just stared at me with an unconvinced look on her face. Just then her police radio came to life. "Copy that," she said into the radio. "Well kid, I sense there's more going on here, but I've gotta go, so I guess today's your lucky day. Just get your hide back to school ASAP, understand?" "Yes ma'am...thank you ma'am," I said. I breathed another sigh of relief as the car pulled away. That was close. At long last I reached my house. I was wondering why Mom's car was still in the driveway. Hesitantly, I opened the door. As I did, the first thing I saw was my mom sitting in the living room chair, with an almost empty bottle of vodka in her hand. I froze as she looked over at me. "The...thehell areyous doing home?!" she demanded. "Mom...mom, what's the matter?" I asked as she got up and started walking over to me. "Jush lemme get thish shtraight," she slurred, "Firsh, yoush shped the night wif that...BITCH teasher of yoursh, and now...now you're shkippig shchool." "Mom, I..." I started with tears in my eyes...and then it happened...out of nowhere she slapped me across my face. HARD. To this day I think is was the hardest I've been slapped. I grabbed my left cheek as my left eye started to burn. "SHUDDAP, YOU LIL BASHTARD!" she screamed. "Wherein hell do you get off showing the entire world what a horrible mom you got?!" she demanded in her drunken stupor. "Yeah, you run backto shchool where you blong, you lil bashtard!" she yelled as I burst into tears and ran out the front door and all the way back to the school. As I ran in the doors, I stopped, trying to catch my breath, tears streaming down my face, my body wracking with sobs. "Baby, is everything okay?" I heard from behind. I turned around to face Ms. Hunter. "Oh my God, how on earth did you get that black eye?!" she exclaimed. "Was it that bully or yours again?" I just looked at the floor, sighed, and broke into another set of wracking sobs. "Honey, what's the..." Before she could finish, I threw my arms around her neck and bawled into her shoulder as she rubbed my back and comforted me as best she could. "Everything will be alright, my angel" she promised as she held onto me. She then took my hand in hers as we made the long journey down to the principal's office. Part 7 I sat there in the Principal's office sniffling, Ms. Hunter's arm around my back caressing my shoulder as we waited to speak with Ms. Deakins, the Assistant Principal. As messed up as my mother was, I couldn't believe she had given me a black eye. My face was still throbbing from the slap. I felt scared and alone, and would have felt even more so if Ms. Hunter hadn't been trying to comfort me. We finally got the announcement from the secretary that Ms. Deakins was ready for us. Ms. Hunter stood up first, then, holding my hand, pulled me to my feet and walked me into Ms. Deakins' office. The crinkling from my diapers was the only noise as I gave the secretary a panicked glance, but she didn't appear to notice as she busied herself with some paperwork on her desk. "Good afternoon, Claire," Ms. Deakins greeted Ms. Hunter with a smile as we entered her office. "And who is this young man? I don't think I've had the pleasure yet. I hope this isn't some disciplinary problem on only the second day of classes." "I think this could be far from that, Helen," Ms. Hunter said seriously as she took one of the chairs in front of Ms. Deakins' desk after having me sit in the other. "We haven't actually established what happened, but I don't think John's black eye is school related." Ms. Deakins looked to me. "John, is it?...Can you tell me what happened? Who gave you that black eye?" I sat there, looking at my lap, hoping this whole thing wasn't happening. Ms. Deakins, sensing my fear and hurt, took a softer approach. "John, we only want to help you. If you don't tell us what happened, we won't be able to. You do want to be helped, don't you, sweetie?" I tearfully nodded. "Well then," she continued, "do you think you can help us help you by telling us what the problem is?" After a pause, I took a deep breath. I wasn't sure what I was going to say. I didn't want Ms. Deakins knowing EVERYTHING that happened. What would I say, that I was going home to take off the diapers that my crazy Sex Ed. teacher was making me wear? I decided to try to be as thorough as possible without bringing it up. "I...I was going...home," I started, "because...I had forgotten my...notebook." Ms. Hunter looked over at this. "I - I walked in the door, and...I think my mother was drunk." This was a total lie. I knew she was drunk. I paused. "And what happened?" Ms. Deakins asked quietly. "I...she...she's under stress...she couldn't have...meant..." I finally broke down crying harder than I ever had. I hadn't actually faced the fact that my mother, the one person every kid in the world is supposed to trust implicitly, had hit me. I felt little. I felt scared. Scared about what would happen to me, scared about what would happen to my mother...just scared. Ms. Deakins' face went pale as the realization of what must have happened dawned on her. "I see," she said. "She-she...didn't m-m-mean...t-to," I tried to say as I sat there and cried out my feelings. I wanted to deny it all, just pretend it didn't happen. Ms. Hunter started rubbing my back as Ms. Deakins got on the phone and called the police. We then waited for an officer to arrive with my crying fading to sniffling the only sound in the room. Finally, when the officer arrived, I realized it was the same lady officer who stopped me on my way home. She seemed to recognize me too, but she didn't let on. As she asked me a series of questions, I was forced to recount my story in greater detail, actually say out loud that my mother was the one who had hit me and given me the black eye. The lady officer looked furious as she scribbled notes down. Finally, when she had my story down, the question that hadn't even crossed my mind in my anguish came up. "So...what is to be done with John?" Ms. Hunter asked the officer. The officer looked at me. "Do you have any relatives in town, honey?" she asked me. I shook my head no. She sighed and shifted her feet. "If there is no safe environment for the child to go," she began slowly, "then I'm afraid it may be up to Social Services to place the child in an appropriate temporary home until such time as one can be found." My eyes widened at this. I was suddenly even more afraid of what might happen. Silence filled the room. Finally, Ms. Hunter spoke up. "He can stay with me," she said. "Claire, I'm not sure if that's - " Ms. Deakins started. "We had a long tutoring session last night," Ms. Hunter interrupted, "and he stayed at my house last night with his mother's permission. If he has no other place to go, then I insist he come stay with me." She paused as I looked down at my lap again. "I was an RN before I decided to back to school to be a teacher, so I know how to handle any situations that might arise, and I am more than capable of providing the kind of care that he needs." I looked at her at this, fear in my eyes...what kind of care DO I need? "What kind of care does he require?" Ms. Deakins asked, echoing my thoughts. "Well..." she paused and looked at me. "I think John was wanting to keep it our secret, but under the circumstances..." I couldn't believe she was going to "...due to a severe bladder infection a few years ago, John still needs to wear diapers." Tears filled my eyes again as I looked away from her to Ms. Deakins. Ms. Deakins gave me a sympathetic look as the officer mumbled an angry remark about having enough problems as it is without being beaten. "I see," she said. After a long pause she looked at the officer. "Is this an acceptable course of action, officer, for the child to stay with Ms. Hunter? He already had the mother's permission." "I believe that should be alright," she nodded as she closed her notebook. "We'll be in touch if we need anything else. You take care, little guy," she said as she tipped her hat to Ms. Hunter and Ms. Deakins. "Well," Ms. Deakins said after the officer had left the room, "I guess that's all that can be done for now." "Is...is my mother going to be in trouble?" I asked in a weak voice. "Honey...I don't think you should worry about that now," Ms. Deakins said. "In fact, I'm not sure if you should worry about much of anything today. After you see the school nurse about that eye, I'm giving Ms. Hunter and yourself the rest of the day off to work out whatever needs to be worked out for this arrangement." She scribbled a note for me give the nurse, and told me to go see her while she and Ms. Hunter had a brief talk. I took the note and headed out the door. As the door closed I heard them start talking about details. I walked down the hall to the secretary's desk, and around the corner to the nurse's office. When I knocked, I heard a young voice call for me to come in. I walked in to see a very beautiful 20 something young woman in a white dress that came to just above her knees. She had beautiful, silky, long red hair, a centerfold figure, and a face that must have been sculpted by God Himself. "Ooo, looks like somebody got a real shiner," she greeted me as she came in. I would have tried to smile under other circumstances. "Let's get you taken care of." I watched her swaying figure with admiration as she busied herself with getting me a bag of ice for my eye. "Here you go," she said as she put held the bag of ice up to my eye. "Here," she instructed as she took my hand in hers, "hold this up. I know it's cold, but it'll help." As my hand went to hold up the bag, I realized it was the hand with the note. "Umm...Ms. Deakins told me to give this to you," I said lamely. She smiled as she took the note. After reading it, she looked at me, and then asked something I was not expecting. "Well, next order of business, do you need a change?" Part 8 "Umm, what - what do you m-m-mean?" I stammered, hoping that this beautiful, flame haired goddess didn't know. "Honey, this note says that you have to wear diapers. School policy is that you have to come to the school nurse to get a change. I never thought I would actually see this policy come into play, but..." she quit speaking as she saw my eyes fill with tears. She chose her words carefully. "I mean...look, I'm a nurse, and I'm had a lot of experience with this. You don't have to be ashamed...it'll be between you and me and your teacher and principal who care about you." She stroked my head as I put my hands over my eyes for a couple minutes. "So," she started as I wiped away the last couple of tears, "back to the question at hand: Do you need a change?" "I..I don't know," I answered honestly in a ragged voice. "Well, let's check, sweety," she said. She then proceeded to unsnap my overalls, and pull them down. I couldn't believe I was having my diaper checked by this attractive woman on the second day of school. I still couldn't believe I was even in diapers. I further couldn't believe what she said. "Ooo, honey, you are soaked!" she exclaimed, pity in her voice, like one talks to a 3 year old. My face flushed, but new tears couldn't find their way to my eyes. Perhaps I was too upset or too embarrassed, or maybe I had cried enough that day. "Let's get you up on the examination table, honey," she instructed. I let her help me up onto the table. "Lay down, Johnny," she said. "Mind if I call you, 'Johnny'?", she asked with a smile. How could I say no? I thought as I did as I shook my head while I lay down. "Okay, Johnny, lift your little buns up a little bit," she instructed as she untaped my diapers. She then started to wipe me down with baby wipe. "Johnny likes getting his diapers changed," she said with a wink. I blushed ten shades of red. "It's alright, sweety," she assured me, "most boys past the age of 12 do that when they are changed." How many boys has she diapered, I wondered. "Alrighty, honey, I need you to lift up again," she instructed as she was unfolding a new diaper she had produced from a cabinet. I did as I was told, and she slid the diaper under me, and after powdering me liberally, she pulled it up between my legs and taped it in place. "There you go, Johnny, all nice and dry," she smiled. "I'm so glad you're not fussy about all this. I've had a real problem with boys your age before. They never want to listen to the people who know what is best for them." How could anyone not want to listen to this angel? "Just for being such a good boy..." she leaned over and kissed my cheek. I beamed with pleasure. "Go on now, honey," she said. "Better get back down to Ms. Deakins' office." As I walked past her out the door, she patted my bottom. "Come back during the last 15 minutes of lunch for a check," she called after me as I walked down the hall. Ms. Hunter and Ms. Deakins were waiting for me outside of Ms. Deakins' office. "Well, I hope that icebag does alright for now," Ms. Deakins said as I came into view. "Ms. Hunter, will you please take John to his class?" "Of course," Ms. Hunter said, grabbing me by the hand. We then walked out the door of the office and started walking down the hallway. We walked in silence for a couple of minutes until Ms. Hunter spoke up. "Well, I can't say that I'm pleased about you trying to go home to get out of the diapers I put you in -" "Ms. Hunter, plea- "- but I'm glad that this happened. How else would we have found out about your home life, honey? How would anyone have known? How long has your mother been like this to you? One month? Two? Too long, is what I say," she said, anger growing in her voice. All I could do was look at the floor. Despite the bizarre turn of events that had occurred in the last couple of days, I knew she was right. "Well, here you are, sweety," she announced as we arrived at my Pre Algebra class. "Remember to check in with Jenny - that's the nurse," answering my confused look, "and meet me at the end of the day. We won't discuss this trip home anymore, but you're going to have to earn back your trust with me." She then kissed my forehead, and headed down the hallway to her own room. I walked into Mrs. Craig's Pre Algebra class, and gave her my pass from the office. One look at my fresh black eye must have made her decide to not push me for more answers. I took the last available seat in the room, right next to Amanda Meyer, one of the best looking girls in my grade. She was really cool too, not one of those stuck-up little snobs. She was nice to everybody until she had reason not to be. "Real shiner you got there, Johnny," she whispered over to me as I sat down. "That jerk Mike didn't give that to you, did he? I'd beat him up if he ever did something like that to one of my friends." I believed she could do that too, being 5'11 and one of the best players on the Jr. Varsity girls basketball team. Most 7th grade girls have to start out on the Jr. High girls team. "I - I'll tell you about it at lunch," I stuttered, fighting back the fresh tears that were wanting to touch my face. She gave me a concerned look, but let it go. "Well, despite that eye, you look alright," she smiled, hoping to make me feel better. I blushed under her praise. "You smell good too," she said. "Are...are you wearing new colonge?" she asked. I shook my head no. "Hmm...something...something in here smells like...baby powder." Part 9 I spent the next couple classes before lunch staying away from as many people as I could. I couldn't believe that Amanda had been able to smell baby powder. I thought I only had to worry about the crinkling sounds that my diapers would make, but now I knew that people could smell baby powder, too. I decided I would still tell Amanda what happened at lunch... everything that happened. Without a friend watching my back, it would be hard to keep a secret for long. I was relieved and more nervous than I had ever been when the bell rang for lunch. I walked down the hall, avoiding eye contact with anyone, and trying to keep a look out for that asshole bully Tommy. Before I knew it, I was falling face-first towards the floor. I didn't need to guess whose foot it was that tripped me. I rolled over onto my back, propped up on my elbows and looked up into Tommy's grinning face. Apparently my look out should have been better. "Watch where you're going, John Boy," he said looking at my overalls, "these hallways can be a deathtrap." He high-fived a couple of his cronies as they laughed with him. "I'm surprised you had enough intelligence to something so complex as trip me," I began. "Tell me, how is someone of your low capacity able to tell the difference between my feet and your feet?" He started to turn red as I continued, not at all sure why I was saying all this. "I mean, I think YOU should be careful in the future...I don't see how a dumbass like you can walk without tripping over his own feet all the time." "That - is - it," he said through clenched teeth, his fists quivering at his sides. "I am going to kill you, you little piece of shit!" What happened next seemed to all happen in slow motion. Tommy reached down and grabbed the front of my overalls. He wrapped one fist around my overalls bib, and drew the other fist back as he was about to introduce my front teeth to the back of my mouth. Just as I thought his fist was going to find it's mark on my face, another fist came from the side and hit Tommy in the jaw so hard that he let go of me and fell to the floor himself. I looked over at Tommy and saw him rubbing his jaw and crying. We both looked up, and there was Amanda standing over him. "If I ever see you beating up my friends EVER AGAIN, I will beat the crap out of you, you pussy dickweed!" she shouted. "Ju-just wait till I tell-" "Who are you going to tell, Tommy?" she continued with a smirk. "Why don't you go down to Ms. Deakins' office right now and tell her that while you were trying to beat up a kid half your size, you yourself were beat up by a GIRL!" That left Tommy with a confused look on his face. He finally got up with the help of a couple of his faithful cronies and walked down the hall. "God, I hate him!" Amanda shouted. "Here, let me help you up, Johnny," she said as she extended her hand. I took her hand as she pulled me to my feet. "Amanda...thanks for helping me back there," I began. "Don't worry about it," she smiled. "I hate guys like that, that think they can beat up on whoever they want to just because they're bigger. Oh, hey, looks like some of your side snaps came loose on your overalls, Johnny," she said. Before I could think or stop her, she was re-snapping the side snaps on my overalls. I froze when she said, "Well, I guess that explains the smell in Pre- Algebra this morning." Part 10 Uhhh," was the only sound I get out of my mouth as I felt my face flushing the deepest shades of red that were possible for a human being to achieve without having one's head explode right off of one's neck. "Johnny...why are you wearing Pampers and a onsie like my baby brother," Amanda asked with a little grin on her face. "They...they're not Pampers," was the only weak reply I was able to come up with as my eyes started to glisten with the beginnings of tears. "Oh, excuse me," she said in mock apology. "I didn't realize there was a difference when it came to diapers. Okay, why are you wearing DIAPERS and a onsie like my BABY brother?" she said with a smirk on her face. I looked down at the floor as I began to cry. "Hey, hey, I didn't mean to upset you, bud," Amanda began, "it's just that you've never worn them before, at least that I could notice, and I'm just a little curious. Don't cry," she said sweetly as she bent down and embraced me in a hug. She hugged me until I was almost done crying and a teacher started prodding us towards the lunch room. Amanda and I ended up having lunch together. I told her the story Ms. Hunter had told Ms. Deakins about my "recent problem", and I told her that when I had gone home to get some homework that I had forgotten, my mother had been drunk and given me the black eye. I didn't tell her the truth about all my recent events because now that I couldn't go home anymore, I didn't want to get Ms. Hunter in trouble because I had no place else to go. I felt trapped, so I felt that I had to go along with everything. "Johnny," Amanda started as her eyes glazed over a little, "no wonder you're upset. I am so sorry I almost gave you a hard time back there." "You didn't know, Amanda. It's okay," I assured her as she held my hand across the table. "Just don't let it get around too much. I don't want that idiot bully of mine having something new to use to try to upset me." "I would NEVER tell HIM!" she practically shouted. "I know you wouldn't tell HIM," I said in a hushed voice, "but in Jr. High things get around all the time. It would be bad enough if people knew my mother beat me, but that I now have to wear diapers, well...you're the only person not employed by the school who knows, Amanda. Just...PLEASE don't tell anyone, okay?" "You got it, Johnny," she smiled as she grasped my hand a little tighter, as if to shake on it. "Don't worry about it so much, either," she said. "The diaper thing, I mean. I for one think that...well...that it's adorable, if you don't mind me saying so," she said as she blushed a little and I blushed a lot. We spent the rest of the lunch period talking about anything that didn't matter, just the regular topics of conversation any jr. high kids would talk about. As we finished eating and parted ways, Amanda gave me one last big hug and kissed me on top of the head before she headed to the gym for some basketball. I was glad that somebody I knew and trusted knew about the things going on in my life. "Perhaps I won't be a total social outcast," I thought to myself as I headed down the hall towards the Nurse's Office. ------ After having my diaper changed by the beautiful red-headed nurse, I stopped by my locker to get my Sex Ed. book, as it was my next class of the day. I still couldn't figure out how I kept using my diapers without realizing it when I had never had a problem with controlling myself until now. I was still pondering this when the first bell rang, letting me know I had 5 minutes to get to class. I shook my head, determined to pay better attention in the future, and started off down the hall with my books in hand. As I reached the door to Ms. Hunter's classroom and looked inside, I saw not Ms. Hunter, but a substitute teacher I remembered from 6th grade. "John!" somebody yelled from down the hall. I turned to see Ms. Deakins walking towards me. "John, I meant to catch you in the office while you were...getting fixed up," she said carefully as more kids were starting to fill the hall. "Ms. Hunter is gone for the rest of the day, but she'll be back to pick you up after school." "Thank you, Ms. Deakins," I politely replied. "Do you know why she had to go home?" "Well, that's her personal business, but she said something about having some new furniture delivered." She then turned and walked back down the hall as I felt my face drain. She had told me last night that the...CRIB wouldn't be here until...TODAY. Part 11 I found it impossible to concentrate on any of my classes for the rest of the day, as I contemplated my life as it was going to be for the foreseeable future. I realized now that there was no way out. I was going to be the baby Ms. Hunter had always wanted. In addition to the everyday pressures every seventh grader feels, I would also be hoping nobody noticed the thick diapers that Ms. Hunter was now making me wear to school as well. I was grateful to have at least one friend who knew about my situation and didn't care. I always did like Amanda, and the support she was showing me went beyond what I would have figured someone of my age would be capable of. After all, we all wanted to feel cool at one point or another, even if that meant having to go with the crowd and having your laughs at someone else's expense. After the dismissal bell rang, I went to my locker and got my homework. As luck would have it, Amanda stopped by my locker. We talked about how much our classes sucked as we walked towards the exit together. I had to stifle a chuckle as I saw Mike out of the corner of my eye glowering at us. His eye was almost swollen shut. I still love the fact that my jr. high bully got his ass kicked by a girl. We were talking about homework as we got outside, but I lost track of the conversation when I saw Ms. Hunter leaning on the side of her car waiting for me, a big smile on her face. "Johnny," she called, "come on now, time to go do some homework, sweety." My face immediately started going beet red. Amanda just smiled. "See you tomorrow, Johnny." She then leaned down and gave me a quick, shy peck on the cheek before walking to her bus. I stood there rubbing my cheek, watching her, until Ms. Hunter called again. My feelings immediately dropped back down in the pit of my stomach as I trudged toward the car. "So how was your day, sweetheart?" she asked with a smile as she opened my door. On that cue, I jumped in. I would have put my seatbelt on, but she was already reaching across my lap for the seatbelt to strap me in properly as some of my peers watched pointing and laughing. Mike was among them. I made a mental note to tell Amanda about that tomorrow. "Umm...it was okay, I guess," I said, trying to make small talk as she was insisting on babying me on some level any chance she got. "That was Amanda Meyer who kissed you, wasn't it?" she asked with a smile after she had me buckled in and was getting in the driver's side. I blushed furiously. "She's a very pretty girl," Ms. Hunter smiled. "Is she your girlfriend?" "No," I said defensively, "she's just a friend. She's a good friend, but she's not my girlfriend. Besides..." I paused, "...she wouldn't want to be my girlfriend," I said as I tear started to form in my eye. "Oh, why do you think that, sweety?" Ms. Hunter asked in a caring, motherly voice. "She...she kn-knows that I wuh wear d-d-diapers," I managed in between sobs. "She made fun of you?" Ms. Hunter asked. "Nuh no," I stammered, "b-but who would want to be the girlfriend of a seventh grader who still wears diapers?!" I cried. "Well, sweety," Ms. Hunter began, "if somebody can let something like that get in the way of being friends or being a girlfriend, then they're not worth your time." We drove the rest of the way in silence. It really angered me that Ms. Hunter had given me such a pat, such a cliché answer like that, as if she had never heard it from her parents or her teachers over and over again growing up. This whole situation was just another thing to make my life more complicated. My heart sank as we finally pulled into Ms. Hunter's driveway. "Home again, sweety," she sang as she got out of the car. After she unbuckled me, she picked me up and sat me on her hip as she grabbed my backpack. She swung me back around her front, and put her arm under my butt to support me so that my legs were wrapped around her waist and my head was over her shoulder. I didn't want to see my new furniture. "Okay, baby, let's go see what Aunty got for you today!" she cooed. She carried me through the kitchen and down the hall after dropping off my book bag at the door. "Aunty's real excited about this," she beamed. She carried me into the guest bedroom where I had napped the night before, and I could not believe my eyes. In place of the double bed, there was a large white crib with a baby blue mattress and what looked like a locking top. In place of the chest of drawers there was a larger than average changing table, also with a baby blue cover, and little cartoon animals in diapers painted on the sides. Finally, there was a large white bookcase, also painted with cartoon animals in diapers, fully stocked with packages of diapers, baby powder, baby lotion, baby wipes, and everything else you could imagine. "Welcome home, baby," she smiled. Words utterly failed me as I looked around the room. "Okay, let's get baby more comfortable," she cooed before kissing my cheek. I was in too much shock to put up any struggle as she sat me down on the changing table and took off all but the diaper and the onsie I had worn to school. "Oh my, baby is very wet," she stated after unbuttoning my onsie. Apparently the onsie was a little wet too, so after she had me in fresh diapers, she picked out a t-shirt for me to wear. It was white and had a big teddy bear with a baby blue bow around his neck on the front. "Doesn't my widdle man wook so adorable?" she cooed when she was done. "Ms. H - I mean...Aunty," I corrected myself, not wanting to get punished for not calling her 'aunty' at her house, "can I please wear something over my diapers?" I asked. "Of course, sweety," she replied, much to my surprise. She then put a cloth diaper cover over my diapers which was white with little teddy bears all over it that matched the teddy bear on my shirt. I decided not to ask for anything else and decided I would just have to pray that nobody from school ever found out about any of this. Part 12 Well, the next couple days I lived pretty much the same routine. Get up, get diapered and dressed by Ms. Hunter, breakfast, school, homework, dinner, Ms. Hunter giving me a bath, and finally bed. I still didn't like the diapers and baby treatment, and all Ms. Hunter did was tell me that I would get used to it and start to like it. The only times I felt even close to normal was when I was at school hanging out with Amanda, or trying to work out an Algebra problem on the board, or even having my life (such at it was at that point) threatened by Mikey whenever Amanda wasn't around to punch him in the face again. I still smile when I think back on that black eye he had. As it was, my first week of my new situation was about to come to a close, and I was dreading the weekend. Being treated like a baby for a few hours at a time in my new home was one thing, but I really wasn't looking forward to a whole weekend of the treatment. Amanda seemed to sense that something was up when I was barely touching my pizza at lunch. "I swear, Johnny, what is wrong with you?" she asked, concern in her voice. "Has Mikey been picking on you again?" "I...I'm just...nervous about that World History test next hour," I lied. This didn't seem to satisfy her as she gave me a 'bullshit, tell me the truth' look, but at least she let the subject drop. We tried to make small talk, but the rest of the lunch period was mostly spent in an awkward silence, Amanda wondering what I wouldn't tell her, and me worrying about would happen if she found out. I had rarely been so relieved as when the bell called everyone back to class. Of course, I had to make my routine stop at the Nurse's office so that Jenni could change my wet diaper. I still couldn't believe that I wasn't even noticing when I was wetting. As I turned the corner to go to my locker in the Jr. High hall, my diaper giving a deafening crinkle with every step I took, I saw Ms. Hunter talking to Amanda at the end of the hall. Ms. Hunter seemed to be speaking to Amanda in hushed tones, Amanda nodding every now and then. I hid behind my locker door, trying to make out what they were saying, but to no avail. Finally, they both smiled, and Ms. Hunter walked into her classroom as Amanda started walking down the hall towards her locker. She finally noticed me, and smiled and waved as she opened her locker to get her book for her next class. I smiled back, but couldn't help but think that something was going on. The rest of the day went pretty...routinely. For the first time in my life, I didn't want the school day to end. Unfortunately, there is always a last bell, and as it went off this particular day, I was filled with dread about the weekend. I met Ms. Hunter in her classroom after I picked up my books for the subjects I had homework in. Somehow my bookbag seemed to be getting heavier these days. "Hi Sweety," she greeted me as she bent down and kissed my forehead, "did you have a good day?" "It was okay, I guess," I said quietly. "Oh, I'm sure my baby will better when we get him home," she cooed. Yeah, right. As she led me down the hall towards the parking lot, I saw Amanda again. She smiled and blushed as I walked by. We waved good bye to each other as she headed for the school bus exit. The ride home in the car was a little quiet. Ms. Hunter asked what subjects I had homework in, I told her about a pop quiz, but I just wasn't very talkative facing the weekend. Upon walking in the door, Ms. Hunter took me to my new nursery to check my diaper. It was still dry so she left it on, but immediately dressed me in a white onsie with baby blue trim on the sleeves. She then carried me into the kitchen and locked me into my highchair. "Okay, we need to get working," she said as she put my Physical Science book on the tray. "Aunty has plans tonight, so we need to get your homework done. Plus you'll have the whole weekend to play!" she cooed as she pinched my cheek. "Ummm...Ms.- er, Aunty, what do you mean plans?" I asked hesitantly. "Aunty is going to a friend's house to play some cards, and maybe watch a movie. Mommies need to unwind after a busy week, sweety," she explained as she noticed the expression on my face. "So...I'll have some time to myself tonight?" I asked, trying not to sound too hopeful, and imagining the possibilities. "Oh, don't be silly!" she laughed. "Babies can't be by themselves! You're going to have a babysitter, of course." I must have gone ten shades of red as I felt my face flush more than I would have thought possible. "Now, let's get busy on your homework so that Aunty can get ready." I tried to concentrate on my homework, but I wasn't succeeding very much. I couldn't believe Ms. Hunter was having somebody babysit me, somebody that would see me like this. I was too embarrassed to cry, too ashamed to speak, and too angry to believe it. I was finishing up with the last of my homework as Ms. Hunter walked into the kitchen in jeans and a Butler University sweatshirt, putting in new earrings as she came. "Are you done, Sweety?" she asked in a motherly tone. "Yes...Aunty," I said without expression. "Well, good, now let's get you down from your highchair then," she smiled. She unlocked the tray and picked me up, and then carried me into the living room and sat me down in front of the TV. No sooner had she set me down, the doorbell rang...and my heart jumped. "Well, 7:25...she's a little early," Ms. Hunter said, sounding pleased. I watched in horror as she walked to the door. My jaw dropped as she opened the door and greeted my babysitter for the night...Amanda. Part 13 I stood there in shock as Amanda, my best friend and Jr. High crush (my crush on Ms. Hunter had ended a while ago now that I was her baby), walked blushing and smiling into Ms. Hunter's house to see me in just my diapers and my onsie. I was too shocked to run, too shocked to cry, to shocked to really do anything except sit there and blush ten shades of red. "Now Amanda," Ms. Hunter began, taking Amanda's eyes off me for the moment, "Johnny has finished his homework, but he hasn't eaten yet. I left money on top of the fridge so that you kids can order a pizza while you watch TV, but I want Johnny in bed no later than 10:00, understood?" "Yes, Ms. Hunter," she replied, still smiling. "Great. Well, you kids have a good night, and you have the number where I'll be if you need anything. Oh, and be sure Johnny doesn't stain his new onsie? Thanks!" And with that Ms. Hunter was out the door, leaving just me and Amanda in an awkward silence. Finally, Amanda walked over and took a seat across from me on the floor. "So...what do you want to do, Johnny?" she asked with a smile. "Umm...uma...Amanda...wha...wha...I can expl-" "Johnny, Ms. Hunter told me everything, so don't worry about it," she said with a note of compassion in her voice and a look that might have been sad if she didn't look like she were trying to smile. "What...what did she tell you?" I stammered, not sure I wanted to hear. "Johnny...she told me." "Umm...please tell me what she told you," I said getting a little nervous. "Well..." it looked like she was trying not to cry, "she told me that...look your mom..." a tear was starting to come down her face, "...ever since..." she wiped her eye, "she told me that ever since your mother...h-h-hit you...you've needed to have some of your cares lifted. That's why she's treating you like a baby, isn't it? I mean, since you already started having a problem?" I didn't know what to say. I was just glad that I didn't have the almost certain humiliation that I thought was coming. I also hadn't thought of what Amanda had said. Did I somehow WANT to be a baby? Deep inside, REALLY want to be a baby? "Anyway," she continued, with a little sniffle and wiping her other eye, "I understand...my dad...well...I understand." As another tear started down her face, I felt my eyes start well up also. I was grateful for her friendship, sad for what she couldn't tell me and what I would never ask her to reveal, and sorry that we had something like that in common. I suddenly crawled over to her and threw my arms around her neck, embracing her in a hug, and we both just broke down and cried. She carressed my back as I just let out all the feelings that had been building up, all the feelings that I didn't even know I had until somebody confronted me with them. I finally let go of her, but she held onto me. She started to rock me in her arms as she tearfully smiled down at me. I will never forget that moment when we were both so vulnerable and open with each other. After we we were all cried out, we just kept smiling at each other for I don't know how long. We have never talked about that subject again since that night. Later on, we found ourselves eating pizza and laughing while we watched "Happy Gilmore" on HBO. I suddenly found that I really had to pee. This was something I had not even thought about. Having Amanda as my babysitter was one thing, but actually having her change my diapers...that was a whole other ball game. "Something wrong?" she asked as she noticed the look on my face. "Umm...nothing," I lied with some unforeseen strain in my voice. Amanda suddenly smiled. "Why are you trying to hold it?" she giggled. "You're wearing a diaper, why not just use it?" She had the biggest grin on her face. "Look, having you sit here with me while Aunty - er, Ms. Hunter is away is one thing, but -" "-but you're nervous about me changing you, is that it?" she asked with a gleam in her eye. How well she knew me. "Well, you know that if she comes home and finds you in a wet diaper, she'll never ask me to babysit you again, so I guess there's only one thing to do." "Amanda, look -" Before I could finish, Amanda reached over and grabbed me, pulling me onto her lap. I tried to struggle, but she managed to get hold of both my wrists behind my back. "We're just going to have to convince you to use your diapers so that your caring babysitter can get you changed for bed, little man," she giggled. She then proceeded to tickle me everywhere. I started to writhe as I laughed, begging her to stop, flailing my legs, all to no avail. She just giggled and continued with the tickle torture. Just as I was feeling like I couldn't take anymore, I lost control and started to flood my diapers. Amanda noticed I wasn't struggling as much and put her free hand on the front of my onsie to feel my diaper getting heavier. "Feels like baby is wetting his diaper," she cooed. Somehow, I liked it when Amanda talked to me as if I was a baby. She giggled and finally let go of me. I just stayed sitting her lap, exhausted. "I...am so...going to get you...for that," I panted, as I was catching my breath. "We'll see," she giggled as she wrapped her arms around me, hugging me to her body, and resting her chin on the top of my head. We stayed like that for the rest of the movie, until it ended at 9:50. "Well, it's about bedtime, and we need to get you changed," she smiled as the credits started rolling. She slid me off her lap and stood up. When I stood up, excited about and dreading what was coming, she placed her hands on my butt and, with very little effort, picked me up. "Time to get baby to his nursery," she smiled as I looked at her in shock. She carried me down the hall and into my nursery, where she layed me on the changing table. Before I knew what was going on, she had my onsie unsnapped and was beginning to untape my diapers. "Amanda, I-" "Hush, Johnny, we've got to get you changed or you'll get a bad rash. Believe me, my brother has had it really bad before." "But...but..." "No buts, Johnny," she said with irritation in her voice, "What kind of friend or babysitter would I be if I let you get a rash? No just relax and let me change you!" Raising her voice did it. I lay still, not wanting Amanda to be angry with me. She finished untaping my diapers and slid them out from under me to reveal one of the main reasons I was nervous. "Oh my..." she paused. "...looks like someone is really excited about getting a change," she smiled. I blushed in shame. "Oh, don't worry about it," she grinned. "All you guys at school think we don't notice when you walk down the hall with a book in front of your pants. What, do you think girls are totally naive?" I could not believe what I was hearing. She just laughed at my expression. "If you guys get that excited by just SEEING us at school, believe me, you have my permission to be excited now, okay? Now lift up, Johnny," she instructed me. "I just didn't want you to be embarrassed," I said as she slid two diapers under me. She cut the front of the first one just like Ms. Hunter did when she diapers me. "Well, I think you guys get more embarrassed than we do," she stated as she taped up my second diaper. My excitement was still apparent after she was finished diapering me. "For instance," she grinned, "if I was embarrassed, would I do this?" Before I could ask, she started massaging the front of my diaper, squeezing every now and then. I could not believe the sensations I was experiencing. The slow massage, the soft, cottony inside of the diaper, it was all overwhelming. Before I knew it, I thought I was wetting my diaper again. Amanda smiled as she finished the massage. "I think you should be good till morning," she giggled as she went over to my closet and selected a red sleeper for me. After getting my arms and feet in, she buttoned up the back, and carried me over to my crib. "Have a good night, Johnny", she said quietly. We looked into each other's eyes, and before she laid me down, she kissed me goodnight on the lips. After I was in my crib and knowing that I would be dreaming about that kiss, she turned out the light and left the nursery. I remember hoping that Ms. Hunter needed a babysitter a lot more often. Part 14 The rest of the weekend was not nearly as eventful as that Friday night that will live in my memory forever. Ms. Hunter was with me all the time for the rest of the weekend, but I couldn't stop thinking about Amanda. I could not believe that somebody my age could be so understanding and supportive, even if it was all based on misguided feelings due to Ms. Hunter's lies about my diaper wearing. Anyway, Monday morning could not come soon enough. I awoke on Monday to Ms. Hunter lightly pinching my cheek. I opened my eyes to see her standing over my crib. "Time to get up, little one," she sang as she smiled down at me. "My baby boy needs a bath and fresh diapers so that he is ready to go to school." With that, she picked me up and undressed me, threw my sopping wet diaper in the diaper pail, and carried me naked down the hall to the bathroom. I couldn't help but get aroused as I rubbed against the silky nightgown she was still wearing as she carried me. She made no mention of this however. "So, are you looking forward to seeing your little friend in school today, honey?" she asked me once I was in the tub being washed. "I...I guess...yes, Aunty," I stammered. I still had unusual feelings about Amanda now that she had been my babysitter as well as my friend. I was starting to become aroused again as I thought about her. "I thought you would be excited," Ms. Hunter smiled. "She's a very pretty girl," she said as she started paying close attention to my privates. "I...I..." I couldn't even talk as I thought of Amanda as Ms. Hunter "washed" me. It was more than I could take, and I violently ejaculated into the bath water. "There we go," Ms. Hunter announced. "Now I shouldn't have to take care of that when I diaper you," she smiled as I blushed profusely. I really didn't like being diapered after I ejaculated. Looking back, I think it was because it was such a sexual thing, but to be infantilized so soon after was humiliating for me. Ms. Hunter then dried me off and after taking me back to my nursery had me freshly diapered and in a powder blue onsie and some overalls. She then carried me out to the car and we were on our way to school. This morning we got there just as all the buses were arriving, so I didn't have to wait in Ms. Hunter's room. As I walked to my locker, I was looking for Amanda. I was still a little nervous about seeing her since she babysat me, but I also couldn't wait to see her face again. "Hey, Johnny!" I heard a voice behind me. I turned around to see Kay Williams, one of Amanda's best friends. She was a really pretty black girl who was on the basketball team with Amanda. She was 6'1, in the 8th grade, and she had nice...everything. "Hey, how are you this morning, Kay?" I asked uncomfortably as she smiled down at me. I was uncomfortable because she had barely even talked to me before. "Oh, I'm doing okay, sweetie," she smiled. "Had a lot of homework this weekend, but I got it done on Saturday, so I got to hang out with my friends." "Oh...good," I said, unsure about where this was going. "Yeah, me and Amanda got to hang out on Saturday night," she said. I immediately started blushing. Had Amanda told her? "Oh...yeah?" I was getting really nervous now. "She told me about what happened," she said, her eyes softening a bit. I was stunned. I could not believe that Amanda would tell another person at school that I was wearing diapers to school and at my new home with Ms. Hunter after she swore she wouldn't. I have never been more upset with anyone before. "I just want you to know that you're not alone," she continued. This was where I started wondering what the hell she was talking about. I know nobody else at this school still wore diapers. "I just wanted to let you know that Students Against Child Abuse is here if you need to talk to somebody." I felt relief flood to every part of my body. I forgot that Kay was her grade's rep for SACA. "Oh...thanks," I said, smiling a little. "There's a smile," she said as she smiled. "I was wondering what was going on. You seemed pretty tense there for a minute." "I just thought you were talking about something else," I laughed. "It's...it's nothing. Anyway, thanks. I might want to come to a meeting sometime," I lied. "Hey, no problem, Johnny," she smiled. "I'll look forward to seeing you at a meeting sometime. She then bent down close to my ear and whispered, "Don't worry, your secret's safe with me...baby". She then kissed me on the cheek and gave me an affectionate pat on my diapered behind before walking down the hall leaving me in stunned silence.