The Pond by Michael Elk A young man gets a lesson in more than swimming. My first sexual encounter was during the summer I turned 18, and I doubt many young boys are initiated in the manner I was. Time has not dulled the memory of that event; the novelty, the embarrassment, the loss of innocence, the unfamiliar pleasure, but also intense and disturbing elements of humiliation and fear. I have been blessed with a kind, gentle mother and two older and protective sisters. Hence my experience with females has always been positive. I am very much attracted to the gentler sex and delight in their company. It was therefore unexpected and shocking (and perplexing) when I was raped by one. Time has somewhat dulled the trauma and distaste of the experience but paradoxically left an acute memory of the pleasurable feelings. Those pleasurable feelings were overpowering and strong enough to eventually overwhelm both the anger and fear I felt at the time, so that now I often fantasize about the experience, and wonder if I might not enjoy a repeat. It was a hot muggy day in early August, and I'd ridden my bike down the quarter mile lane to the irrigation pond where I swam practically every day, and which was also used occasionally by other boys from our village. At one time the lane had led past a farmhouse, but the house had been torn down over 20 years ago, and the owner now rented out the land to a local farmer. I didn't even know the owner, just the last name, Austin. We called it Austin's pond, but that could easily have been the name of a previous owner. The lane itself was grassed over, but the tire tracks from farm implements made the biking easy, and riding between fields of 7 foot tall corn on either side almost gave one a sense of passing through a tunnel and fostered a feeling of seclusion from the world. About 15 minutes into my swim, a car shocked me by suddenly appearing from down the lane, and entering the open area around the pond. I hadn't heard it coming because of white background noise from the rustling of the corn in the wind. The arrival of a tractor would have been part of the scenery, but nobody ever drove a car to the pond. Then I saw that it was a female driving, and my heart skipped a couple beats. "Oh shit!" I thought. Because only boys used the pond, we never bothered with bathing suits, and now I would be forced to stay in the water until the visitor left. Eventually she emerged from the vehicle, and I saw to my horror that she was wearing a bikini, and apparently planning a day at the beach. She waved and I waved back, but I couldn't believe what was happening. Not only did cars and females not frequent that pond, but the woman appeared to be at least 30 or 35. My predicament so overwhelmed my thought processes that the fact that she had a nice tanned body escaped my notice until later. Thinking that I could be stuck in the pond for quite some time, and couldn't tread water for ever, I made my way towards shore to a depth where I could just touch, and pretended to be unconcerned and swimming. The woman took her time, spreading a blanket and then sitting down and applying lotion to her arms and shoulders. I snuck a peak or two while trying not to be obvious about my interest. The woman was attractive with an handsome, confident visage, and short dark hair. She was about my height and not overweight, but certainly sported a solid curvaceous torso. In fact I remember thinking the bikini inappropriate both because of her age and because she didn't have the slim figure of a model. Eventually she finished with the lotion and lay back on the blanket. I couldn't tell through her sunglasses whether her eyes were closed and so couldn't take a chance and go for my clothes. However I could see a delightful swelling of mature breasts, and experienced the beginning of an erection while standing there trapped in the water. How I wished that I had worn a suit so that I could casually stroll out of the pond and perhaps charm her with a little small talk. Being a male with active hormones, I wasn't immune to an attractive female. And I wasn't above fantasizing an affair with an older woman, even though the possibility was too remote to seriously consider. Little did I know. But back to my predicament. I decided that if and when she rolled over onto her stomach, I would wait an appropriate time and then stealthily try to reach my bike on which my clothes were draped. Unfortunately, after only a couple minutes, she got up and headed towards the water. In response, I moved a bit further into deeper water so as to keep a comfortable distance between us. She swam on her back for a couple of minutes, but then turned in my direction and approached with a powerful looking crawl. She was a pretty good swimmer, in contrast to myself who had a master's degree in dog paddle. "Do you live near here?" she asked as she stopped stroking and came to a stop about 20 feet from where I treaded water. She was close enough that I could see she wore red lipstick. "Yes. Two farms down the road to the east. I come here nearly every day to cool off." I was still very uncomfortable with my situation, but nevertheless flattered that this woman was taking an interest in me. "What's your name?" "Chris." I lied, but couldn't have told why. Chris was a friend of mine who often came swimming with me. "Well, Chris, you've got a great spot here. My name's Corinne and I'm just passing through. The store clerk told me about this place when I asked if there was a quarry for swimming. I'll only be here for half an hour 'cause I've got to be in Dresden by 8:00 pm." With that statement she suddenly dove beneath the surface. I was much reassured by the time limit she'd set, knowing now that I could stay in the water until she left. However I felt awfully exposed and uncomfortable, not knowing where she was under the surface and afraid that she would be able to see my privates if she got too close. She stayed under for a considerable time, and the longer that I couldn't see her the more disquieted I became. Where was she and what was she doing? I longed to see her brunette tresses reappear, but preferably at a decent distance, because only then would I know that my genitals had remained undetected. But suddenly, to my horror, I felt her hands on my waist from behind. However my fear over what she might discover, quickly gave way to real terror, because her hands tightened firmly on my hips and pulled me down under. Not expecting the dunking, I took in a mouthful of water and had little air in my lungs. I panicked and tried to regain the surface. However I couldn't break her strong grip and she wasn't letting go. Forgetting my nakedness in my fright, I tried to turn towards my persecutor, but could get no leverage in the water, and she easily controlled my body. I was certain that she intended to kill me and was nearly out of oxygen, when she relented and let my head above water. With relief, I took in two delicious, gasping breaths, only to be immediately pulled back under. This time I was more prepared, and was submerge with my lungs full, but my antagonist also kept me under longer. In fact she seemed to sense my condition, and only let me up when I was again nearly exhausted. She must have taken me up and down at least 5 or 6 times. By then I had long lost count and was exhausted from my panic and from struggling. I was now convinced that she intended to drown me so that now when I surfaced, I began wasting precious oxygen to plead for my life. Eventually she did stop and my torment temporarily came to a halt. Her hands were still firmly on my hips, but were only controlling, not immersing me. Suddenly I felt the softness of her breasts against my back, as she pulled me close and her body contoured into mine. Her teeth clamped lightly on my ear, and then quickly released. I could feel her breath on my neck. "Well I think we've had enough fun playing, don't you Tony?" My god. That was my real name! "Don't worry. I lied too." she laughed in my ear. "I'm not Corinne either, and I'm not going to Dresden. And I've got a lot more than half an hour to get to know you better. But I already know a lot about you, Tony. Now, let's get to shore." Her hands left my hips, but suddenly I felt her groping between my legs. Long before I realized her purpose or could take a defensive posture, her hand found its target and closed firmly on my scrotum. She squeezed hard for a second, which doubled me up in pain, before relaxing her grip. "Tony, I've got you by the balls, as they say. I can cause you a lot of pain if you don't do exactly as I say. I could even kill you this way if I wanted. At the least I could seriously lessen your chances for children. Now, start making your way to shore." Even had I not been exhausted by my recent dunkings, I couldn't have fought her when she had me gripped in that manner. The one squeeze she'd given was enough to convince me of the pain she could cause. I paddled as best I could in that position, but most of our forward momentum was supplied by my tormentor as she swam with one arm and pushed against my groin. Then my feet hit bottom and we were soon on shore. We must have been a sight. A woman with her hand between the legs of a naked teenaged boy forcing him over the beach and grass towards her car. "Lots of people come here to swim." I lied. "You'd better let me go." "Don't worry, Tony. I took the precaution of placing a barricade and sign at the other end of the lane. Didn't you know there's been an agricultural chemical spill and that the pond will be off limits for several days. I've been watching you and planning for a week now. 'Stalking' has a vile connotation, but sometimes it's useful. I followed you home a couple of times and got to know your habits a bit. You are a cute boy, Tony. I liked you from the first I discovered you playing short stop at the ballgame a week ago Thursday. Remember? You went 2 for 4 and had 3 assists on defense. Now up against the car." I didn't have much say in the matter as she shoved me forcefully against the vehicle. Her grip on my privates remained firm, while she used her free hand on my neck to drape me over the hood. From that position, I saw her reach through the open window of the car and retrieve handcuffs from off the front seat. "Hands behind your back." she said, and her grip tightened threateningly on my testicles. I was quick to comply and let her secure my arms without a struggle. My compliance was purely from fear for the health of my privates, but I was already plotting my escape. As soon as I got a chance, I would slip my arms down and around my rear so that the cuffs would be in the front. Then I would have a pretty good chance at fighting this mad woman off. However that didn't happen immediately. She finally released my scrotum, but pushed upwards on my cuffed arms, and forced me over to the blanket. I did struggle but she was surprisingly strong. With my arms high up against my shoulder blades, I found I didn't have much chance against her muscle. "On the blanket on your stomach." she ordered, and when I refused, drove her fist hard into my ribs. I wasn't prepared for that and the pain was excruciating. I couldn't get my breath. "I don't want to hurt you, Tony, but I can and I will. Now be a good boy and get down there." I not sure if I voluntarily followed orders or whether she simply took me down with brute force. I recall wanting to cooperate so she wouldn't hit me again, but also her hand was wrapped around the back of my neck, and giving a lot of aid to gravity. Whatever the cause, I quickly found myself sprawled out on my stomach, with my tormentor sitting on the small of my back forcing my arms high up my back. "That's better, Tony. Now just relax and play along and I promise I won't hurt you again." I felt or sensed her wrapping something around my cuffed wrists, then up and around my neck and back down to reattach to my wrists. As it circled my neck, I could tell it was a leather belt or harness of some kind. I have no idea where she got it - certainly it wasn't hidden in her bikini. I did struggle once I realized that I would be totally helpless if she managed to truss me like that, but I had no chance. Her weight was full on my back and my arms were out of commission. Once the harness was secured, she sat back to admire her handiwork. "There now." she smirked. "I hope that isn't too uncomfortable." The leather strap was thick enough that it didn't cut into my windpipe, but could never be described as comfortable. However it was well suited to its purpose and secured my arms high up my back were they would present no further problems for her mission. "Hmm.... You have a nice tush." she purred, as she reached back and ran her fingers lightly over my naked buttocks. The sensation was far from unpleasant, and I squirmed involuntarily as she tickled me. "I'll bet you like that, don't you Tony?" Then she forced me over onto my back and straddled my body. I was powerless to resist. I did writhe about and try to throw her off, but she was heavy, and easily stayed in the saddle. All I succeeded in doing was hurting my arms as the weight of two bodies crushed down on them. Eventually I gave up and stopped struggling. "Relax, Tony. I won't hurt you. I have other things planned that don't involve pain. In fact I might do this." And she bent forward and ran her tongue lightly across my throat and onto my neck. It tickled, and I felt am involuntary tightening of my groin. "Or this." And her mouth quickly found a nipple and clamped down on it. Then she was gently sucking and the feeling of pleasure was sudden and acute. My sex responded of it's own volition, hardening at an alarming rate. God it was humiliating to be set upon by this predatory female, to be helpless and exposed like I was. "Oh, you're shy." she said, picking up on my embarrassment. "That's so sweet. I do so like a boy to be a little bit timid. But don't worry. It's not the first time I've seen you naked. I've followed you here a couple of times the last few days, and very much enjoyed the view from between the rows of corn." Suddenly she sat back, put her hands on her hips, focused her eyes on some distant point, and spoke philosophically as though talking to herself. "I find the problem with inexperienced young men is their staying power. They really have difficulty satisfying a mature woman." Then, returning her attention to her prey, "Have you ever been with a female before, Tony?" "No." I admitted sheepishly. "Well I doubt you would be much good to me in your present aroused condition. Just look how eager your rod is." And she cast a quick glance over her shoulder to stress her point. "Do you know how we fix that, Tony? We take away a little of your male potency, tire you out a bit, you know. Otherwise you would come so fast you'd be finished before I even begin the rape. I have to milk your sex, Tony. I really won't get a lot of thrill from this, though I suspect you might. It's a necessary evil, however." With that she reached back, seized my erection and began gently stroking it. I was embarrassed to be fondled like that, but quickly gave in to the delicious feelings. In seconds my eyes were closed and my head lolling in ecstacy. Her mouth found mine, but her tongue had barely penetrated when the explosion of orgasm rocked my body. "See what I mean? Males are so pathetic." she stated while casually studying the ejaculate covering the palm of her hand. Then she wiped her hand several times on the blanket near my head. I was humiliated by coming so quickly. I might have been inexperienced, but I had an innate sense that a real man should be able to last. She sidled back off my torso so that she was kneeling between my legs, and once more grabbed my scrotum. "Lie still or I'll squeeze your balls so hard they'll hear you scream all the way into town." My penis was now small and limp. But my attacker gently fondled it back to life. In seconds it once again stood tall and proud. I anticipated a repeat of the last episode and was not entirely unwilling. Instead she leaned forward and took my sex into her mouth, gently running her tongue repeatedly over the tip. I'd never heard of anything like this, nor even considered the possibility, but the sensations were ten times as acute as with the hand job. I heard myself moaning without realizing I was making the sound, and I sucked in a lungful of air and held my breath against the intensity of the feelings. Then her mouth began moving swiftly and violently up and down the shaft. "Ahhhhhh.............." I screamed as pleasure detonated inside my body so powerfully as to be nearly intolerable and bordering on painful. But it didn't last because nobody could resist that kind of stimulation for long, and I again came explosively, this time into her mouth. I was exhausted, though she had done all the work. Corinne, or whatever her name was, spit a couple of times to the side, but didn't seem to eject much of anything. Then she slowly crept back on top of me and again straddled my body. I had no energy or desire to resist, and lay there passively while she reseated herself. "Hope you had fun, tiger, 'cause it's my turn now. I'll make a bet that you're pretty nearly out of ammo and won't come so easily from now on." She didn't simply remove the top of her swim suit, but made a production of the event, possibly for my benefit, but more likely for herself and to send the message 'Just look at me. Aren't I ever so feminine and ever so strong and so in charge. I'm going to enjoy this so much and you are so helpless before my female power.' Arching her back and reaching seductively behind to unhook the bra part, she slowly pulled it aside, revealing her ample bosom. Never in my memory had I seen a naked female breast, and I found myself gaping with embarrassment at the sight. The two round orbs were full, tanned white and solid, with large purplish aureoles. But I couldn't unfocus from the inch long, erect nipples that were wrinkled and hard, dwarfing my weak, inferior male set, and looking like bullets homing a target. "Like 'em, cowboy?" she leared down at me. "Take one in your mouth and pretend it's chocolate. Suck gently now, but show a little enthusiasm. "Oh yes! Oh yes!" her mouth agape, her eyes closed tightly, her head thrown back, she appeared to thoroughly relish my oral attentions. Then after a few moments "Oh....., That's sooo... good." she purred. "You're have talent with that tongue. I wish I could keep you tied up forever." As for me, once I began, I surprised myself by enjoying the assignment. The nipple's texture was rubbery and delicious, and I kept it secured by suction as I worried it with my tongue. Perhaps some memory from infancy was stirred as I suckled at her breast, but it was natural and erotic, and almost a form of worship. And it wasn't me that seized the adoration first. She gave me equal time on the other breast, but I was far from sated when she finally pulled back. She unzipped the side of the bikini bottom, eased her weight from my abdomen a little, and removed the last obstacle that protected my virginity. Then she set about persuading my flaccid member to return to life. She worked and worried it for nearly a minute before it once more showed an interest in it's primary function. Although I had found her breasts very erotic playthings, my conqueror had exhausted me sexually and I no longer had much interest in the operation itself. Nevertheless, I didn't have a lot of choice since she'd now managed to culture my erection into full bloom. I did bend my legs and raise my knees in an effort to discourage her and make the proceedings more difficult. A quick, but gentle slap stung my face. "Tony. Would you like me to really hurt you? Then get those knees down where they belong. I won't say it twice." She raised her body, reached back to grab my erection, and steered it towards her sex. Then a quick thrust of her hips swallowed my staff an inch or two. "Emm....., feels gooo..d" she purred, but made no further attempt to take me fully inside. Instead she tried to bring her mouth to mine, tongue extended. Out of pride, and not willing to appear easy, I turned my face to the side. Another slap, and much harder this time, stunned me momentarily and brought my face back to the position she desired. "I warn you Tony, if you spoil this for me, I'll squeeze your balls until you scream and then beat you black and blue and leave you tied to a tree. And I'll take your clothes. Now be a good little boy. I'd rather make love than fight, wouldn't you?" At this point, cooperation seemed the best option. A beating didn't sound enticing, but being left tied up would have been far worse. Can you imagine my shame if someone had to rescue me and I was forced to admit that I had been raped by a female? To avoid that humiliation, I would have let her do anything she wanted. However she didn't try to kiss me again right then. Instead she began to move her body languidly back and forth against mine, and with each backward thrust, she impaled itself deeper onto my hardness. Her sex gripped me in a warm and moist prison, swallowing my manhood like a serpent devouring prey, and fostering a lascivious and delicious pleasure. I was only human (or at least male), and quickly surrendered to the wonderful feelings my captor was generating somewhere down in the nether regions of my body. My eyes closed and my breath came in gasps. Suddenly her mouth was all over mine, and her tongue, moist, thick and blubbery overwhelmed and penetrated my weak defenses. I remember tasting her lipstick as I capitulated totally, welcoming the invader like a victorious returning army, and sucking greedily on the now captured soldier. I felt her body tense, and then a violent shudder swept over her body. She flung back her head (terminating my libidinous oral feast) and emitted a long, low "mmm.........mmmm" sigh of satisfaction, before collapsing in exhaustion onto my prone and helpless body. "That was really great, eh?" she said, raising her head and gazing down dreamily on her recent conquest. The recent conquest had enjoyed the voyage, but had yet to reach her kind of destination, so wasn't entirely in agreement. In fact he was feeling more than a little frustrated, and desperately in need of relief. ****** Since I had not reached orgasm along with my assailant, I remained hard, and apparently she saw no reason to release my captured member from it's deep and feminine prison. That would have been a waste of effort, because her recovery from sexual exertion proved far quicker than mine, and in moments I realized she was again moving against me and eagerly setting about a repeat of the rape. In fact she reached orgasm a total of three times as she ravished my helpless body and I remained a passive and fascinated witness to her lust. It took about half an hour, but eventually her sexual appetite appeared sated, and she let me rest. She then lay down parallel to me on the blanket and smoked a cigaret. "I must give up these darn things. I'm down to only about three a day. But they sure do taste good right after a good romp in the hay. Did you have fun, Tony?" "Yeah, I guess." I had certainly enjoyed the physical pleasure part, but there were a heck of a lot of emotions that had played, and were still playing havoc with my psyche. At first there had been perplexion and fear, and at times anger. Most powerful of all was the shame of being naked in front of a stranger (though I no longer even thought about that part after our recent intimacy), and the humiliation of surrendering my manhood to a female. "Would you have had sex with me if I hadn't raped you, if I'd just swam out to you and suggested we play around a bit?" "I guess." I said, caught off guard by the question. Most guys are eager to get into bed with a pretty female, and only now did I begin to question why she forced me like she had. "No you wouldn't have." she laughed. You've never been with a girl before, and I'd have shocked your pants off - that is if you'd been wearing any at the time. I'd have scared the shit out of you. Boy, that was great. I'd love to keep you tied up and take you home with me, but I don't think your disappearance would sit well with your family. And it would sure cramp my style to have that kind of publicity. You've pretty cute, but keeping you would force me to become monogamous and that's not my style either. I'd get frustrated and probably murder you, and I doubt you'd like that much. "Tony, I'm a natural dominatrix. I can't enjoy sex unless I'm in charge, and I like my men young. And I totally get off when I force someone like you against your will. That's why I tied you up and raped you. I'm not unattractive and I could have sex with practically any man I want, but it would be far less satisfying. "You're not my first conquest like this, but I've only been able to do it a couple other times when the situation was just right, like this. But when I have succeeded, it's been worth all the previous failures. I said that I'd like to keep you forever, but that's impossible. You have to get back home now before your family starts to worry. I always fall madly in love with my conquests, so parting is 'sweet sorrow' for me. Get up and come with me." She led me over to a young tree, sat me down with my legs either side of the tree, and secured me to the tree by tying rope to both my ankles. "I'm going to release your arms in a second, Tony. By the time you untie the knots and get your feet free, I'll be long gone. You might have noticed that the license plates on my car are covered. However I really doubt I have to hide my identity. Not many young boys would like to advertise their rape by a female. Take care and have a nice life." "Won't I ever see you again?" Suddenly I didn't like the thought of the end of our relationship, and I got a little choked up. "Tell you what, Tony. I suspect there might be a little of the submissive in your nature, and I really do like you a lot. I'll wait a year or two and then contact you. By then, it'll be safe for me if you haven't yet notified the authorities. You'll be out of school by then as well and you can decide if you want to pursue a relationship. Just remember that it wouldn't be a normal male- female involvement. I would always have to be in charge, and you would have to accept bondage and rape at times. And I would also take other lovers when the opportunity arose. Perhaps if things work out, we might just get together again. Goodbye for now. Remember me. I love you a lot." She then gave me a quick kiss on the lips, released me from the harness and handcuffs, got into her car, and was gone.