My Confession



            I should start off by saying that I don't know why I am writing all 
of this down.  It is humiliating, and embarrassing. But I figured that by doing 
this, I might come to terms with what has happened to me and regain some measure 
of stability back in my life.  Things have not been the same since that night in 
September when I went to that lesbian biker bar out on the edge of town.  
Nothing seems right anymore, and I don't know what else to do except write down 
what happened as a means of trying to cope with it.
            My friend Steve told me about the biker bar, and we decided to make 
the trip.  Both he and I have been out of work, and I recently received a 
foreclosure notice on my home.  Steve found out that there was an amateur mud 
wrestling competition, and that they were looking for male volunteers, and 
willing to pay them $250 to wrestle with a woman in the mud.
            I figured that it would be the easiest $250 I ever made.  I am 6'2", 
220 pounds and an ex-marine.  I never wrestled, but I figured that there could 
not be all that much skill involved in mud wrestling.  I assumed that it was 
some kind of sex romp, and that my female opponent would be more interested in 
disrobing me in front of a bunch of lesbians rather than seriously trying to pin 
me down.  At worst, I might have to deal with some ugly fat lesbian, but what 
the hell? Money is money.
            I should have realized that my assumptions were wrong when we 
arrived at the bar.  Being a red blooded male, I would have never even ventured 
into such a venue except for the lure of some much needed cash.  I was shocked 
when I walked into the bar to find two women in the midst of a nasty bar fight.  
These women were not just pulling hair and slapping each other, they were 
seriously punching and kicking the crap out of each other, over some another 
woman.  Many of the women glared at me and Steve and we first came in, clearly 
irritated by the fact that there were men in the bar.
            We checked in with the bartender, whose smug smile seemed to suggest 
that she knew something that we did not.  She showed us to the back dressing 
room and told me to get into my shorts.  As I did so, I told Steve that 
something did not seem right.  These women seemed ferocious.  Steve assured me 
that I could handle whatever they had planned.  I asked him why he did not get 
into the mud pit.  After all he was bigger and taller than me, but he reminded 
me that he did not have the same athletic prowess that I had.  He never played 
high school football and was not in the military.  Still, something was wrong, I 
could sense it.  Maybe it was the bar fight and seeing those women go at it, 
maybe it was the glib reaction of the bartender, maybe it was the promise of 
easy money.  Whatever it was, I should have paid more attention to it.
            After about half an hour the bartender returned.  She told me that 
they were ready.  I was going to be introduced first, and that I should not 
expect a great reaction from the crowd.  Then, they would introduce the 
champion, Galatrix.  Steve started laughing when the bartender said her name.  I 
have to admit, it seemed really silly to me too.  What kinda name was that?  The 
bartender ignored our reaction and set out the rules: 1) No outside interference 
from anyone in the crowd; 2) No weapons and 3) The match was over when the 
winner said it was over.  The first two rules sort of made sense to me, but the 
last rule did not.  When I asked for clarification, the bartender explained to 
me that the loser ended up performing some type of sexually humiliating act.  
            The bartender left and I turned to Steve and told him that I did not 
think this was a good idea.  He told me to relax and said that the women in the 
crowd probably wanted me to rip this Galatrix lady's top off and give them a 
little show.  Once again, I let Steve talk me out my concerns and made my way 
out to the mud pit.
            I entered from backstage on cue, after the referee had introduced me 
as the "next male victim."  To my surprise, there were several hundred women 
present, far more than when I had originally arrived.  These women were not your 
ordinary fans.  They were rough, brawny women.  Several of them started to throw 
things at me as I approached the mud pit, and they yelled and screamed every 
name they could think of to call me.  Others were wearing giant dildos and 
shaking them at me.  I actually was eager to get into the mud pit because the 
mob of women seemed on the verge of ripping me to pieces.  Steve stood in my 
corner just outside of the pit, assuring me that this would all be over soon and 
we could get the money and leave.
            At that moment, the lights went dark except for a single spot light 
on backstage entrance from which I had just entered.  The theme music from 2001 
started to play, and slowly, a silhouette began to emerge into the spot light.  
It was a woman, and all I really noticed was her breasts.  There were round, 
tight and massive.  The woman slowly and methodically moved into the spot light, 
and I got my first a good look at the woman known as Galatrix.  
            She was an unbelievable sight.  The referred introduced her as the 
most impressive woman in the galaxy, standing 6'10" and weighing 320 pounds. 
Those numbers seemed conservative to me.  She dwarfed everyone in the bar, 
including me and Steve.  Despite her incredible size, Galatrix she was very 
curvy and very muscular.  With the exception of her disproportionately sized 
breasts, there were no large pockets of fat anywhere on her body.   I honestly 
could not believe what I was seeing, a hulk of woman who was ravishingly 
beautiful and feminine.
            Galatrix slowly marched towards the mud pit.  Her eyes locked onto 
to me, and a cocky grin emerged on her face.  She raised her hands above her 
head, to the applause and cheers of the women in attendance.  Energized by the 
crowd's reaction, Galatrix pointed at me.
            "I am going to beat the shit out of you, and then I am going to fuck 
the shit out of you!"  She bellowed in a low deep voice that reflected her 
mammoth size.
            I was both terrified and excited at the same time.  I hardly even 
noticed that my cock was throbbing inside of my pants, because I was too worried 
that Galatrix was in fact about to break me into pieces.  This bitch seemed so 
confident and so certain, that I wondered what I had gotten myself into.  As she 
made her way to the mud pit, my fear became overwhelming.  I am not a small man, 
but Galatrix made me look like a midget.  The closer she got to me, the more 
shocked I became.  I had never encountered any woman remotely as big as this 
one.
            The referee came to the center of the pit, as Galatrix lifted one of 
her massive legs and stepped over the top rope to enter the mud pit.  I had 
never seen anyone entered the ring by stepping over the top rope like that.  
Suddenly, I knew that I was in terrible trouble.  All of the nagging feelings 
that I had were quickly realized.  Galatrix approached me in the center of the 
ring, with a cocky sneer on her face.  She was pounding her left fist into right 
hand as some kind of anticipatory demonstration of her strength.  I looked 
upward to her face and was horrified.  I quickly turned to the referee
            "Listen, I don't know if I can do this ..."
            Before I could finish my sentence, I felt two giant hands in my 
chest.  Galatrix pushed me backwards into the mud.  It was cold and it was 
slimy.  The woman in the crowd began to roar with cheers and applause as 
Galatrix asserted herself.  Suddenly a deep roar came from Galatrix
            "You are going to do this, and I am going to beat the shit out of 
you!"
            I frantically turned to the referee for guidance.  But she just 
turned and walked away, just as the bell rang.  There was no way out.  I had to 
fight this monster woman.  I slowly pushed myself up out of the mud, and 
scrambled to come up with some way to try to get this Amazon woman off of her 
feet.  The wet mud dripped off of my backside as my mind raced. I could vaguely 
hear Steve still egging me on.
            Galatrix then raised her right fist and came towards me.  She moved 
so quickly, that I barely had time to raise my hands in a defensive posture. I 
suddenly felt a massive shot in my right forehead.  I have taken my share of 
hits through the years, but this one was something beyond my experience.  I was 
like a giant sledge hammer hit me in head. I felt my brain jostle in my skull.  
I suddenly lost all my bearings as I stumbled backwards.  
            Galatrix turned her back towards me and raised her hands in victory 
towards the crowd.  She was gloating, and seemed to be in no hurry.   I realized 
at that moment that this was no mud wrestling match.  This woman was out for 
blood.  After a few seconds of playing to the crowd, Galatrix turned her 
attention back to me.  I was still trying to shake off the cobwebs, and was 
still unprepared when she landed massive punch to my gut.  The power of her blow 
knocked all of the wind out of me.  She reloaded and delivered a second into my 
gut that was even more paralyzing than the first.  I feel to one knee and howled 
in pain.  The sensation was beyond anything that I had ever experienced before.  

            I barely had time to look upwards before the giant woman grabbed me 
by my hair and pulled me back to me feet.  Her grip was so tight that it felt as 
though she was going to rip the hair right out my head.  I winced in pain and 
frantically tried to throw a punch into her kidney, but I could not connect.  
Her longer arm and her firm grip of my head prevented me from getting close 
enough to connect.  I tried with all of my might to move towards her and tag her 
with a second punch, but it was no good.             Just as I missed the second 
time, Galatrix drilled me with another punch to my side.  This time I yelled, 
because it hurt like hell.  It felt as though she had reached in and pulled out 
one or two or my ribs.  I realized at that moment that I was not going to last 
very long against this woman.  She was too strong and too powerful.  She was 
simply toying with me.  I saw the smile on her face and she watched me suffering 
in pain.
            "You men are all the same, you can never take a punch."
            Still with a firm handful of my hair, Galatrix spun me around and 
dragged me to the corner.  I was barely five feet away Steve and I heard him 
yelling at me to hit back in a fearful tone.  But there was little much I could 
do.  Galatrix put her other hand on the back of my neck and drove my forehead 
into the ring post.  Everything went blurry after I went into the post.  I could 
only hear Steve screaming, "Jesus Christ" as Galatrix pulled me away from the 
ring post.  I felt my head being pushed a second time into the ring, but it 
didn't seem as bad as the first time.  
            Galatrix spun me around and threw me against the ringpost. I hurt 
like hell, and I slumped against the ring post with my hands dangling over the 
ropes.
            I could hear Steve yelling in my ear.
            "Dude, you gotta fucking do something, this bitch is going to kill 
you!"
              I could barely make out Galatrix standing in the middle of the 
ring, gloating once again to the adoring crowd.  I tried to get myself off the 
ropes, and she came towards me again.  I did not even see it coming, but she 
came at me with a rotating kick that landed squarely on my jaw and knocked the 
living daylights out of me.  I don't know how such a big woman was able to do 
that, but she did.  
I knew that I was done after that kick.  Everything started to spin and I could 
not focus my vision.  I could barely even hold my head up.  I felt Galatrix grab 
my hair as she mounted both of her feet on the first rope, trapping me in the 
corner.  Towering over me, she cocked her hand ready to pelt away at my head 
with a new salvo of blows.  Suddenly, there was blow after blow into my head.  
It must have been a dozen before I lost consciousness. 
            I don't exactly know what happened next, all I heard was a very loud 
bang.  Steve yelled something like, "Get the fuck off of him you fucking crazy 
bitch!" and I think that he had hit her with a folding chair to try to protect 
me.  Galatrix must have been knocked off of the ropes and came crashing down on 
me.  Suddenly, I was smothered by a 320 pound mass and laying in a pool of mud.  
She quickly got up off of me, but I could not get up.
            I laid there for several seconds, oblivious to everyone and 
everything around me. I tried to bring myself up off of the mud, but I taken a 
lot of punishment, and I was not as fast as I should have been.  I heard the 
yelling and screaming of the crowd, but I did not know what it was going on.  
Finally, after what seemed like a minute, I got myself to all fours and turned 
towards Galatrix.
            Galatrix had Steve by the throat and was choking him.  Her massive 
hands formed a giant noose that completely enveloped Steve's neck.  His face was 
blue, and already showed signs that he had taken a few blows from Galatrix.  
Steve grasped in vain, trying to pry Galatrix's hands away from his neck but she 
was too strong.  Steve fell to his knees, at the mercy of Galatrix.  She removed 
her hands from his neck and grabbed Steve by the hair.  Then she lifted her left 
knee and drove it into Steve's face.  Blood spewed from his nose and mouth, and 
his eyes rolled into his head as a result of the impact.  Galatrix cocked her 
knee and delivered a second knee shot to Steve's face.  This one looked as 
though it could have knocked Steve's head right off of his body.  Galatrix did 
not show any signs of stopping, and I knew that I had to try to stop her.  
            I collected all of my strength and charged towards her.  I jumped on 
her back and applied a marine corps sleeper hold to her neck.  I heard her roar 
in frustration, as I finally seemed to make some headway.  She grabbed my 
forearms, but I did not let her break my grip, terrified of what might happen if 
I did.  Galatrix began to spin around furiously, trying to get me off her back.  
But I held on for dear life.  I could feel the air being sucked from her body as 
she struggled.  Galatrix then took aim for the ring post, driving herself 
backward into it.  I knew that I was going to get slammed into it, but there was 
nothing I could do.  I can not describe the pain of getting sandwiched between 
that massive woman and the ring post.  But I did not give up, I held onto my 
grip, even as she drove me backwards into the post a second time.
            Despite the fact that I had maintained my sleeper hold, the impacts 
gave Galatrix the opening she needed.  My torso moved towards her right side, 
and I was defenseless as she raised her right elbow and drove it into my right 
side, redoubling the pain that I had previously endured.  The elbow was too 
much.  My hands went limp and I released by grip.  My body slid down her back, 
and landed back in the mud.
            Galatrix turned towards me and I could see the anger in her eyes.  
She had a fury that was not present before.  She moved me back into the corner, 
and once again, I was too disoriented to defend myself.  Galatrix put her left 
hand around my throat and began to squeeze.   I immediately began to gasp for 
air, and barely noticed Galatrix separating my legs with her knees. Suddenly 
there was an unbearable pain as my groin, as Galartrix drove her left knee into 
my nuts.  I thought for sure she had broken my pelvis.  She shifted her weight 
and her position, and then drove her right knee into my nuts again.  The third 
and fourth knees shots made my body convulse controllably, as I screamed in a 
pain not of this world.  There were more after that, it seemed like she nailed 
me in the balls at least a half dozen times.     
            After she destroyed by manhood, I felt my body being lifted into the 
air over the top of Galatrix's head.  With a deep roar, I was then launched 
forward into the mud, landing clearing across the ring on top of Steve's 
unconscious body.  Everything seemed to move in slow motion, as I laid 
helplessly in the mud trying to focus my vision on the ceiling.  My entire lower 
body was stiff with pain.  I could hardly breath, and for a moment, I would have 
done anything to end the agony that I was enduring.
            Out of my blurry double vision, I could see Galartix approaching.  
She stood directly over me her giant feet flanking my head.  I could not make 
out what she was doing, but she seemed to put her hand between her legs.  Then 
she reached down and grabbed by hair, and dragged me off of Steve towards the 
center of the mud pit.
            "Ready to eat some pussy?" She asked.
            I shrieked in a panicked tone.  It was not enough that this bitch 
had single handedly destroyed me and Steve in the ring, but not she was going to 
make me eat her pussy?  I was horrified as I knew there was nothing I could do.  
Truth be told, I had never gone down on a girl.  I did not think it was very 
manly, and I never enjoyed the smell.  But suddenly, Galatrix removed her bikini 
bottom and descended upon my face.  Suddenly, there was the biggest, nastiest, 
hairiest pussy I have ever seen.  The smell alone made me sick to my stomach.  I 
turned my head away, trying to shield my face from this vaginal onslaught.  
Galatrix was not having any of it.  I felt her hand grip my balls through the 
outside of my shorts, and then she began to squeeze them.  Her grip was so 
intense that all of the blood instantly was forced out, and there was a 
sensation of pain that was beyond my imagination.  
            "Eat my pussy, you fucking faggot!" she roared
The pain was so intense that I cast aside my fears and turned my head into 
Galatrix's pussy.  Without thinking, I stuck my tongue out and began to probe 
the outside of her pussy.  Galatrix moaned and adjusted herself, moving her clit 
towards my mouth.  She partially released her grip, as I began to probe deeper 
with my tongue.  My head and my face were now fully immersed in her pussy, and I 
could barely get any air into my nose.  
As I stimulated her more and more, I could taste the wetness of her vagina.  
Soon it was all over my face.  Galatrix continued to moan with pleasure and 
further released her grip on my balls.  But I did not stop or hesitate for fear 
of my life.  I keep working on her clit, pushing my tongue further and further 
inside of her.  I could feel the giant muscles in her body tighten as I 
stimulated her more and more.  I could hear the crowd of women chanting "Eat 
it!" with each passing moment.  Finally, she let out a low deep roar as she 
climaxed.  A fountain of cum gushed out of her pussy and into my mouth.  There 
was so much that I gagged and coughed.  Galatrix laughed as I gagged on her cum.
"Taste a real woman!!" she commanded.
I finally relaxed as she finished her orgasm.  The match was over and she had 
humiliated me sexually beyond anything I could have possibly imagined.  I just 
wanted to get out of there and get Steve out of there.  Galatrix got off of me 
and began yet another episode of gloating in front of the crowd.  I looked over 
towards Steve but he was still completely out.  It did not seem possible, but I 
was worried that he got knocked around more than I did.  I began to slowly crawl 
towards Steve to make sure he was ok.
As I did so, Galatrix unexpectedly grabbed me by the hair again.  I thought that 
I must have started moving too soon.  Without any apparent effort, she lifted me 
back to my feet.  I did not resist, mostly because I was physically spent but 
also because I did not want to enrage her any further.  As she suspended me 
upright with one hand, I felt her gripping my shorts with the other.  She 
twisted her hand and got a good handful of my shorts and then began a powerful 
jerking motion.  There was a loud ripping noise as the fabric of my shorts came 
off of my body.  
I was now stark naked.  My body was covered in wet mud, except for my groin, 
which was freshly exposed.  My swollen balls and dick were on display for all of 
the women to see.  There was a loud roar of laughter and cheers from the crowd 
as I was being further humiliated.  Galatrix then rotated my head and body so 
that everyone in the crowd could see her accomplishment.  I did not think that 
things could get any worse, but they did.  
"Who wants to see this faggot get fucked in the ass?" She roared.
As I heard those words, the fear inside of me became unbearable.  I am not proud 
to admit it, but I begged Galatrix to let me go. I pleaded with her not to hurt 
me anymore.
"Listen to the little man, begging for mercy.  What's the matter? Never taken 
one in the ass before?"
I was so distraught and so scared at this point, I became emotional.  I started 
to cry, and begged Galatrix not to do anymore to me. She seemed to love every 
second of it.  She relished the power that she now had over me.  She reached her 
hand between the back of my legs, and once again took hold of my balls.  I cried 
out in fear and pain, as she lifted my torso off the floor of the mud pit.  
Holding me up in a completely horizontal position, she then threw me over the 
side of the top rope.  My torso and hands dangled outside of the pit, while my 
legs were still inside the ring.  I tried to flip my legs over the top rope and 
get out of the pit, but she grabbed me and pulled me back into position.
"Stay there or else I will shove my fist into your ass as well" 
I was too terrified to move after that.  I remained motionless, suspended over 
the top rope for several seconds.  Then felt a giant thud over my backside.  I 
looked upwards, and it was Steve.  Galatrix threw his limp body on top of mine.  

"Steve!" I yelled "Steve! Wake up!"
Steve just barely showed signs of life and moaned in response to me.  He tried 
to roll his body off of mine but Galatrix grabbed him and moved him directly on 
top of me.  Then I felt Galatrix step out of the mud pit near me.  I had no idea 
what she was planning on doing, but I knew it was not good.   I saw her hands 
grab the second rope underneath my stomach and pull it forward.  Then, in an 
unbelievable display of power, she pulled the second rope around my head and 
moved it backwards over my body.  She placed the rope over Steve's back, pinning 
us there between the ropes.   There was an incredible pressure on my back as the 
tension of the rope and Steve's body pushed down on me.  I could hardly breath 
and gasped for air.  I struggled in vain to try to wiggle free but it was no 
use.  Steve and I were firmly caught between the ropes.
Seconds passed, maybe a minute.  Then I heard I more fabric tearing.  This time 
it was Steve's pants being shredded.  I could hearing him murmuring,  "No, no, 
no" but I could not see him or Galatrix.  Suddenly, Steve seemed to wake up and 
let out a massive scream in pain
"No, please, NO!" He shrieked.  I did not know what was going on, but suddenly I 
felt his groin pushing against mine.  The crowd once again became loud and 
excited and I knew that Steve was now in trouble.  I felt his head and chest 
come off of my back and Galatrix pulled him up by his hair.  I could finally 
turn around and see that she was fucking him doggie style with a gigantic dildo. 
 Steve's face was mangled but it still conveyed the terrible pain he was 
suffering as Galatrix sodomized him.  Steve screamed louder and louder and she 
thrust her hips harder and deeper into him.  She went at him like a sex starved 
prisoner.  Pushing and thrusting, forcing the dildo deeper and deeper.  Steve's 
screams got louder and louder until suddenly he became quiet.  He offered no 
resistance and seemed to take Galatrix's rhythm.  She kept going at him and at 
him for several minutes until finally she pulled the dildo out from his ass.
Steve moaned in relief, and I could feel the tension in his body dissipate.  But 
my body came stiff, because I could sense what was about to happen.  I felt 
Galatrix spreading my legs and then felt the tip of the dildo pressing against 
my ass.  I screamed in terror as I tightened my ass muscles as much as I could, 
but it was no use.  I felt the dildo entering my ass, stretching it to an 
impossible size.  Just as Steve had done, I shrieked in pain.  It felt like my 
body was being ripped into two pieces.  She pushed the dildo deeper and deeper 
into me.  It felt like it went into my colon.  I was quickly reduced to tears 
again this monster woman viciously raped me.
It seemed like she went at me for an hour, but in reality it was probably a few 
minutes, and it was probably less time than she spent with Steve.  Still, it was 
the worst few minutes of my life.  Pinned under my best friend's body, I was 
being violated in a way that I never had dreamed possible before that evening.  
Finally, I felt the dildo being removed from by ass.   Galatrix then grabbed 
Steve's head with one hand and my head with another.  She lifted our heads up 
and displayed them to the crowd.
"Tell them you like getting fucked in the ass by Galatix!" she commanded.  In a 
quivering voice, I repeated her command, but Steve was silent.
"Tell them!!" she roared.  The second time we both repeated the instruction in 
unison.
"Louder!!" We both complied, yelling aloud to the lesbian women that we enjoyed 
what had just happened to us.
Galatrix lifted her head to look at the crowd of cheering women.  "It is time to 
take the trash out ladies!!"  
Still pinned between the ropes, Galatrix turned Steve and I to face each other, 
and then she slammed our foreheads together.  
I don't remember anything that happened after that.  The next thing I know, I 
woke up in a dumpster on the opposite side of town.  Steve was in another 
dumpster not too far away.  Steve and I decided not talk about what happened.  
In the months since then, we have become very distant, and I have not even 
spoken to him in several weeks.  I guess I hold him partially responsible for 
what happened, and the discomfort of knowing what happened to us has badly 
strained our friendship.  It is hard to look someone in the eye when they 
watched and participated in these events.   
The problem for me is that I don't have anyone to talk too about all of this.  I 
am so filled with shame and embarrassment, I could never bring myself to speak 
openly about what happened.  But at some lever, I think I need to do that.  So, 
with the cover of anonymity, I am trying to do that here.   I am trying to 
process everything that has happened and put it into a context that people might 
understand.  I don't know who this woman was, but she has changed my life.  She 
has made me fundamentally question my worth and value as a man.  It is hard to 
describe to someone who has not been there, but I hope that no one else ever has 
to endure what I endured.  I hope that I am Galatrix's last "male victim."