Staying Power
by first timer
A woman's search for sexual gratification.


"Lick it off! Go-ahead short shot lick it all off! God! You couldn't even get
it pass my thighs this time, and your still leaking! Look your leaking cum
over everything. Get your weak ass balls in the bathroom and get some towels!

Watching him with his big limp wet cock dangling back and forth and those
tight little balls of his I almost had to laugh. He was all muscle. 280 pounds
of raw male strength and power but he couldn't control his sexual desire when
it came to servicing me! But in retrospect few men could. He was just one in a
long line of males who disappointed me sexually. None of them had any staying
power it was frustrating to say the least. In the end he like the rest would
end up being fucked up the ass by me with my strapon! Teaching him what
staying power was all about degrading him, humiliating him telling him it
takes a woman to do a man's job right! I liked that! It gave me some sexual
relief plus when I was done with one it was guaranteed he would be all he
could be at eating pussy!

Arrogant? Yeah well. I guess so. Maybe a little for sure. But I had good
reason to be. I was 32 a tall lean athletic looking strawberry blond. I never
had the heavy muscles of a professional female body builder but what I did
have was a sensuous distinctive muscular beauty which lured males, and yes
females towards me. My own sexual appetite was towards males I liked testing
my strength against them. I would always take on the biggest and strongest
ones with always the same results. Sexual frustration at first then the psyche
of conquering him. Then a kind of symbolic castration of him. Turning him into
my male bitch with my strapon! I loved that feeling it was always so sudden it
seemed. They would first fight it resist it but I would as only a woman could
do take them by their balls pull them up, push the back of their necks down
and push in gently at first. Usually after the second or third time he would
be broken under me and I knew it when he started pushing back wanting more
moaming like a whore! This is when I would lose interest in them. It was the
challenge that gave me sexual gratification.

The only time I was on equal ground was with another woman! Her name was
Betsy. She was a bodybuilder at the gym a little older than me around 40 but
god what a body she had. Her clit was like a cock from the steroids. She could
actually fuck me with it better than a man could. We would make love for hours
on end both enjoying orgasm after orgasm until we were both exhausted!

It came to a tragic end one morning after a long might of sex. We were both in
my shower gently washing each other enjoying the steaming hot water cascading
over our bodies. I went to my knees kissing her hard belly down to her mound
she parted her thighs wider for me as I took her large protruding clit between
my lips slowly sucking it. She moved her hands on either side of my head
gently pressing my face tighter to her stepped forward a little bracing
herself. She moaned! "OH GOD BABY!! YOUR KILLING ME BABY"!! Her clit got
bigger I had ever felt it so big before! Her pussy opened with a flood of hot
juices hotter than the shower. Her strong legs started trembling and suddenly
she collapsed pinning me under her! She died of a heart attack that morning!
The coroner's autopsy said she died from constant extreme over exertion and
the years of steroid abuse!

I knew better! I knew I had killed her! She died with her clit in my mouth.
The guilt I felt tore the fiber my soul and for that. There is no repair!

I was very hesitant after that of having sex with males or females! But I was
a sexual freak of nature, a female who craved sex! But now it was rough sex!
I'ed look for the biggest strongest male I could find. Preferably with a big
set of balls on him! There wouldn't be much forplay. They'd be so easy
dropping their pants for me eager to fuck me! The ones with the biggest balls
gave me the most pleasure! The look of sudden shock on their faces when I
would just walk up naked to them. Reach between their legs grab their balls
and say. "Don't make me hurt you! You big balled fuck"! I was well practiced
in man handling pulling them by their balls over to my kitchen counter yanking
their balls up from behind pushing their necks down finger fucking them then
grabbing my strapon shovening it in. I'd squeeze their balls until they'd
scream for marcy only leaving go of them when I was sure they were under
control. I'd step behind and strapon my cock with its still in them and start
fucking screaming Betsy's name!

The End