Breaking Up Is Hard To Do
by K.Malone


"You don't know what you have until it's gone."

Relationships. Sometimes these things just have to end. Maybe they go on 
longer than they should because neither person wants to aknowlage that the 
romance is dead and that they are only staying together out of comfort and 
familiarity. Fear of change. Things had become that way with Val and I. We 
had been together for more than 6 years. We started dating at the end of 
high school and stayed together all through out college. Now our lives were 
starting to go in different directions and we were both starting to realize 
we wanted completely different things in life and that we were growing 
apart.
We seemed to argue more often, we weren't sharing as many interests as we 
had before and we were growing more and more distant sexually. In the 
beginning, we could not get enough of each other. But then I guess all 
relationships are like that at first. We'd be walking home from the bar one 
night and make out in the park, undo each others pants and start playing 
with each other. We'd make love in the backyard while my parents were 
asleep. We'd take her parents car and make love in the back seat. Typical 
teenage love.

We both went to the same college and although it was during these years that 
our relationship started to come apart, largely due to my attraction to 
other females and the lack of time we spent together, we still had some 
amazing times in our own bedroom. Val is a pretty stunning creature. She is 
blonde with blue eyes, slim and about 5'6. She has small breasts but nicely 
shaped ass. It was in our bedroom that I found out how strong Val's legs 
were. Val could at times be a bit timid, but in the bedroom she'd take 
control and have an amazing confidence about her. We'd be making love with 
me on top and if she felt that I need to be going in her deeper, harder, 
faster or all the above she wouldn't tell me. She'd make it happen herself 
by wrapping her legs around mine and then pumping my whole body with just 
her legs. I was fucking her harder than I ever could on my own and it was 
all her and those legs. I was powerless in that position. I had to just hold 
on to something while she did it.

Another thing we'd do in the bedroom was racing to see who could get the 
other one of first. I never one this game no matter how determined I was. 
Val always knew she would win and she'd say so as we were playing. She'd lie 
on her back and I'd lay on my side, my one leg over hers, one arm behind 
each others backs and the other on each others crotch. I'd stroke her and 
tickle her clit, rub it slow and sensually. I'd fuck her with my fingers 
slowly and then build it up fast like she liked it. That's how she always 
one though. It was endurance. She liked it fast and hard for a long period 
of time. She'd beat me of long, hard and fast. Extremely fast without ever 
stopping. I'd have to sometimes switch hands or take a break and go slow 
because my arm would get sore and tired. Not Val, she'd never stop for a 
second and never show any sign of fatiguing. "Don't worry about me," she'd 
often say at this point "I win." And the second I stopped finger fucking her 
and just let her go, she'd go even faster. She'd pull me closer to her, I'd 
squeeze her leg with mine with my mouth to her breast and my hand felling up 
the arm that was pumping me so incredibly. Her arm was slim but defined, and 
muscular. I'd explode in orgasm all over her. She'd lay there and smile. 
Even though I didn't get her off, she was quite content with the out come of 
our game.

It's sad when you feel a relationship like that have to end. But there were 
many factors working against us, and can sex be enough to keep a couple 
together? Even if the answer is "yes" (which I'm sure some of are saying it 
is) Val and I would get caught up in our own lives and spend less and less 
time together, have sex less often and often less passionately. The time we 
did spend together would a lot of the time be the two of us arguing about 
how we don't spend enough time together. It was very frustrating.

When we were done college, we both moved back to our hometown, but rather 
than get a place together there we opted to move back in with our parents as 
school had made us both broke.  This proved to be a good decision for the 
both of us, not only financially but for our own mental health as well. We 
needed the space to put everything back into perspective. Our relationship 
carried on like this for another year or so. We each got jobs and became 
quite involved with our work. We would sometimes spend the night at each 
other's parents house but it was becoming apparent that things were winding 
down. I couldn't help but notice other girls. I was excited by the prospect 
having a relationship feel new again. I was in my early 20's but I felt like 
I was in my 40's and married. To be with someone new rather than with 
someone who was nagging me to spend time with her and had taken to eating a 
lot more and wearing baggy sweat suits all the time. Frankly, she seemed 
like she was getting a lot heavier and just letting herself go.

There came a night when I was hanging out with a girl from work who I was 
kind of flirting with a fair bit. Things boiled to the point that I almost 
cheated on Val and it was at that point that I knew I had to end it with Val 
rather then cheating on her behind her back. I came over to her place to see 
her the next day and we had the "breaking up talk". It's never a pleasant 
thing to do. It hurts to reduce some one you care for to tears. It broke my 
heart to break hers, but it had to be done. I was there for an hour or so 
and after everything that needed to be said was said. I patted her on her 
back as she lay face down in bed crying. "I'm sorry." I said as I left her 
house.

A few days past and Val and I had spoken on the phone a couple of times. As 
terrible as I felt about it, it was the right thing to do. We both needed to 
see other people. We were pretty young when we first started dating and we 
needed to see what else was out there. What I didn't expect was one last 
visit from Val. What also surprised me is that she left the house in her 
sweat suit. I thought she'd for sure through on a pair of jeans or 
something.

-"I know this is the way it has to be but I think we should have a proper 
farewell" she said as she walked closer to me.

-"Val, I don't know...won't this make things harder?" I said, surprised at 
what as I was hearing.

-"I don't think you realize how hard this is going to be," she said as she 
started to pull of the sweat suit "but it will also be fast. Just the way we 
always liked it."

Luckily my parents weren't home, that would just made things even more 
strange. I couldn't believe what I was seeing as Val pulled of her sweat 
suit and stood naked before me. She had gotten bigger alright but it was not 
fat. Her legs were massive. Her stomach was like a washboard and her 
arms...my god. They were really muscular and huge. She flexed for me as she 
walked closer. They must have been 16 inches.

-"How did you get so big, especially with out me noticing?" I asked 
completely dumbfound.

-'"You've never around so I have to do something with my time. Some hard 
work and some great genetics do wonders. Having a neglective boyfriend also 
helps. Anytime I was mad, I'd pump. Anytime I was bored, I'd pump. Anytime 
you'd stay out all night and drink with your friends rather than make love 
to me, I'd pump. I thought you might like me like this considering how much 
you loved my strength in the bedroom".

She was totally right. I was already extremely hard just looking at all that 
muscle. I never confessed it to her, but I love muscular women. She built up 
this amazing body for me, a dream come true, and I broke up with her. I'm an 
idiot.

-"How about one last competition?" she said as grabbed hold of my shirt and 
took it off in one quick motion. I was intimidated by her. She was a strong 
girl before as the slender girl I shared a bed with. What would she be 
capable of as a this hulking goddess? She ran her fingers down my bare chest 
as the way down to my crotch. I was trembling a little as she gave light 
squeeze to my balls. "Don't be scared, baby." She said softly. Without 
warning she grabbed one of my arm and one of my legs and lifted me overhead 
and then put me horizontally across her broad muscular shoulders as she tore 
off my pants. She set me down on my feet again. I stood naked and erect in 
front of my now massively muscular ex-girlfriend. Although I was taller by 5 
inches, she still dawrfed me in every other physical aspect.

-"Let's play" she said as she put her left arm around my back and under my 
ass. With one hand she lifted me of the ground and pressed me against her 
body taking my erect penis with her other free hand. I slid my hand down 
past her rock hard stomach and started to pleasure her as we used to back in 
our old bedroom. We were basically in the same position as we used to do it 
only weren't lying down. Val was standing firm supporting my weight with one 
of her muscular arms as she pumped my cock with the other. "I'm going to let 
you get ahead, because I always used to win, even when I gave you head 
starts (she did and I'd still lose). You've gotta get me off!" At that point 
Val stopped jerking me off and started to guide my hand to get her off. My 
hand explored her vagina as I licked her breasts that looked bigger now 
since the were enhanced by the muscular pecks underneath them. My other hand 
felt up the muscular arm that was holding me off the ground. I felt her 
massive bicep that was like a rock hard mango.

Val was getting closer to orgasm, I could tell by the sounds she was making 
and by her increased excitement and perspiration. "Okay, I even helped you 
most of the way," she said with sexual excitement in her voice "let's see if 
I can make you cum in the seconds before I do". Val once again grabbed my 
penis and started to pump at an amazing speed, more than twice as fast as 
she ever did before. My whole body was shaking and I started to scream with 
ecstasy. "I'm gonna cum! I'm gonna cum!" I screamed. Val continued to pump 
me fast all the while standing straight up supporting my weight with her 
other hand,

-"I win." she said confidently as I came all over her rock hard body. As I 
finished, she put both of her hands under my armpits and brought me to her 
face for a kiss.  She stuck her tongue in my mouth and passionately kissed 
me.  "Now finish what you started" , she said as she turned me upside down 
and put my face to her vagina. I knew it was best not to disappoint so I 
licked her long, deep and sensually until she came.

She set me down on the ground and then picked up my shirt to towel of the 
semen I had squirted all over her. She then put on her clothes and bent down 
over me. "I just thought I'd give you something to remember me by," she then 
kissed me on the cheek "because I know it's over". She then stepped over me 
and left. I lied on the floor naked completely confused by what had just 
happened.

"Shit," I said to myself 'I fucked up!"