The Movie Star
By Big Brother Alan - BigBrother-Alan@earthlink.net
A movie star finds the role he was made for at the hands of pop singer Bethany


Part One

You all know me. Jake Bunetta. Well, even if you don't know my name you'd
recognize me. I've been in several teen angst flicks and a few comedies.
Surely everyone remembers my portrayal of The Lifeguard in the movie "Spring
Break- down." I had a great line - "Baby, I'd save you from drowning any day."
Admittedly, it was my only line and I was chosen for the part because I have a
good body but you have to start somewhere.

All right - the line sucked, the movie sucked BALLS, and my career can't even
boast about sucking, so little action does it get. My agent is still fishing
around to find that perfect role for me.

My goal is to be the next Keanu Reeves. I'm young, good looking, and can only
act like myself - just like Keanu. I don't aspire to be the next Laurence
Olivier. Look, anyone can do deep, insightful, complicated, varied, and
emotional roles. Don't ask me to be like everyone else.

Well, it's possible all my worries are behind me. I tried out for and got the
role of Dick Tungsten, special agent, lady's man, and all-around good guy. The
movie's working title is "Tungsten Steel - The Borealis Project." It's kind of
a James Bond movie but with a twist. First, director Xavier Kracowski wants it
to be sexier than a Bond movie. There will be nudity, and plenty of it. He
said he really wants to push the envelope.

Also, Xavier wants it to be less tongue-in-cheek and more serious with the
technology and the spy stuff and he wants the villains to be more believable.
Think of it as a cross between James Bond, The Bourne Identity, and Bay Watch
on a nudist beach.

The villain will be a sexy woman named "Sultra." And get this: She's to be
played by Bethany. For those of you who don't watch your MTV, Bethany is only
the hottest young pop singer to blast onto the music scene since Pink. She
wants to get into acting and since she's so famous with her albums and her MTV
reality show, Xavier thinks she'll be a huge draw at the box office.

Part Two

We had our first read-through of the script today. I met Bethany for the first
time and she is sooo hot. Unfortunately, she and I didn't hit it off too well.
First of all, I made the mistake of complimenting her on her "Baby One More
Time" video. I could have sworn that was hers. But she also didn't seem too
interested in my offer of some one-on-one rehearsals in our trailers. It
occurred to me later that she might have thought I was hitting on her.

Anyway, I was interested in Xavier's plans for scene twenty-seven, which is
one of the first scenes to be shot even though it's close to the end of the
movie. As I said, he wants this movie to be sexy. The scene calls for Sultra
to subdue her archenemy, Dick Tungsten in a fight. After slugging it out for
several minutes with all kinds of guns and pyrotechnics, we are reduced to
fighting hand-to-hand. After another several more minutes of ripping each
other's clothes and yanking each other's hair, Xavier wants us to roll around
on the ground, sweaty and naked.

Then, and this is where it gets interesting, he wants her to subdue me by
suffocating me between her legs. She'll get me in this leg-lock around my face
and I'll pass out. When I come to, Sultra still has my head between her legs
and she has gotten all hot and excited. Xavier wants to see if he can do this
and still get an "R" rating but he wants the scene to show me with my head
buried in Bethany's pussy - I mean, Sultra's pussy - as she gets excited and
reaches an orgasm. I'm sure Xavier will shoot the scene from the side or from
behind Sultra but still, I'm going to have my face right there, in Bethany's
pussy, as we simulate a love scene.

She'll be moaning and closing her eyes and I'll take the opportunity to
surreptitiously reach over to my shoe, which is lying beside me. While she's
distracted, and even though I won't be able to see (what with my head being
smothered between her legs) I'll open up the heel of my shoe and dial up my
headquarters. They will use my now-activated shoe as a beacon and bust in,
surrounding us as we lie naked on the floor. She has a great line here. She
gets to say, as they handcuff her and pull her off me, "Oh, Dick. Not yet. Not
so soon. I want more Tungsten."

Bethany didn't seem too pleased with Xavier's artistic choices and she left
angrily. But I think she'll see that Xavier knows what he's doing.

Part Three

We had rehearsals for scene twenty-seven today. It was in the studio and we
were wearing regular clothes but it was the first time Bethany and I got to
practice our entire fight scene. We've been working together for a month now
and she still hasn't warmed up to me. I know she's just not used to actors so
I decided to give her a break. Pop stars are probably used to all sorts of
creeps and losers drooling all over them so she's got her guard up all the
time. She'll come around.

We did the scene and when we got to the part where she straddles my face she
was very self-conscious. I said, "You don't have to be squeamish, Bethany. I'm
an actor and I can endure it. Just let the scene wash over you and you'll do
just fine."

She just said, "Gross," but she said it with a valley girl accent, like "Ga-
rose," stressing the second half of the word. Who would have thought Bethany
was so inexperienced at sex? In her videos she wears all kinds of skimpy
outfits and writhes sexily on her hands and knees. But I guess she's more
innocent than she looks.

Then she got mad because right after we did the scene she said I left a wet
spot on the crotch of her jogging pants. She stormed off, ranting about not
getting paid enough. But hell, I was just trying to get into the whole
"unconscious" thing. It's not easy to act unconscious and I drooled a bit too
much.

The next day we actually shot the scene. It took us a while because we had to
re-shoot several times. Xavier was getting pretty upset. You know, this movie
is supposed to be rated "R" but Xavier wants to shoot full nudity - both
female AND male nudity - and if he can't get the "R" rating, he'll crop out
the most explicit parts. So I had to lose my clothes during the fight scene
just like Bethany.

The scene went well until the part where she smothers me unconscious. Her
pussy was right in my face and I could smell Bethany's beautiful aroma mixed
with her sweat. Well, Xavier yelled "CUT" because I got an erection. "You are
supposed to be unconscious. Unconscious men do not have erections," he
shouted, in his fake Russian accent.

We did it over and managed to get through the part where I go unconscious. But
when I woke up and we started to make love, Bethany screamed and jumped up.
"If you EVER stick your tongue in me again, you DIE. Got it?" she screamed at
me. Well, fuck. What was I supposed to do? I am a method actor. This was
method acting. She would just have to get with the program.

"Bethany, babe. If you can't do love scenes, you shouldn't have taken the
role. Don't tell me Justin has never tongued you before." I was referring to
her boyfriend, Justin McVane from the boy band "So Tight." She just screamed
and threw her water bottle at me.

We did the scene again and she ruined it again, jumping up and storming off.
Xavier was pissed and the executive producer, who came in to watch, was
pissed. A bunch of people went to talk to Bethany and others came to talk to
me. They suggested I "pretend" a bit more and keep my tongue in my mouth. "But
how the hell do you do a love scene by just sitting there?" I asked. They said
that it kind of didn't matter since the camera couldn't see my tongue anyway.
Bethany's orgasmic expression would tell the story and I could just as well
sit there and maybe move my hands around a bit and it would look great.

So we reached a compromise. I would keep my mouth closed but I would raise my
left hand and fondle Bethany's breast while using my right to fiddle with my
shoe. We did the scene and when we got to that part, Bethany grabbed my hand,
the one fondling her breast, and dug her fingernails deeply into my flesh. It
was all I could do to keep focused on the scene and I almost ruined it. But I
was able to find my shoe and open up the heel to activate the beacon, despite
the fact that Bethany was digging bloody tracks down my forearm.

As soon as Xavier yelled, "And CUT," I bit Bethany's pussy hard. She jumped up
and kicked me hard. "Bethany, look what you did to my arm," I said to her as I
held my arms outstretched, partly to show off my bleeding arm and partly to
ward off any more kicks coming my way.

She screamed, "It's method acting, baby. I was getting into it," before
storming off again. The way she said 'baby' I thought she might have been
sarcastic, but at least she wasn't bleeding, the bitch. After a while, she was
coaxed back to do the final bit where they dragged her off me. There was a
break in the filming at this point because all of the cameras had to be
changed from the soft, grainy film shot from up close during the love scene to
the sharper film shot from farther away for the capture. When Bethany got into
position on my face I could tell something was up even before Xavier yelled
"ACTION." Bethany had put some impossibly spicy hot sauce on her pussy. It
dribbled into my mouth and burned like hell.

I was dying and the hot sauce was making my forehead and scalp sweat like a
pig. When they pulled her off me, I looked like I had stuck my whole head in
her pussy, not just my tongue. But she was in even worse shape. She must not
have known the hot sauce would burn her pussy like fire. Instead of saying her
lines in a sultry, sad or lustful voice, she practically screamed it. "Oh,
DICK. Not YET. Not so soon. I want more TUNGSTEN." She was red all over,
especially the skin of her abdomen and inner thighs, tears were streaming down
her face and she grimaced her lines through gritted teeth.

Xavier was so distressed at all the film we wasted, he didn't make us do it
over. But I thought it improved Bethany's acting. Maybe she does know a thing
or two about method acting.

Part Four

Really my best scene was going to be scene six. This was toward the beginning
of the film. After setting up who Dick Tungsten is and how he operates, the
audience finds out what kind of special agent and lady's man he is. At this
point in the film, no one knows whether Sultra is the villain or just a shrewd
business woman.

Scene six opens with Dick in his penthouse hotel room taking a shower. The
doorbell rings and he quickly puts on a bathrobe and goes to the door. When he
opens it, Sultra is there along with two fabulously beautiful personal
assistants. They are dressed in sexy but smart business attire - but more sexy
than smart. Well, now I think about it, the short, short mini skirts and the
white blouses unbuttoned half way down showing an obvious lack of bras and the
five inch spiked heels probably wouldn't pass for business clothes. But the
reading glasses on strings around their necks and their hair tied up to keep
it off their shoulders and their briefcases made them seem business-like. I
like the effect.

Anyway, Sultra asks if they can come in. I'm supposed to be all suave and
slick as I wear a provocative and winking look on my face and tell them, "But
of course. Can I get you a drink?"

Anyway, there's some talking that I haven't fully memorized yet and the scene
progresses to the point where you still can't tell if Sultra is the villain or
if she and Dick are going to hop into bed. She gets to the point of her visit,
which is to tell me to stop nosing around her factories and business offices.
She signals her assistants, who stand on either side of me as I face Sultra.
The assistants pull guns and poke them in my ribs. It turns out they are
really her bodyguards and have learned all kinds of lethal martial arts and
bodyguard techniques. In short, they are deadly vipers, not personal
assistants. "You see, Mr. Tungsten, I always get my way."

In a calm and unflappable voice I say, "Sultra, if you want my body all you
have to do is ask." She stands back and contemplates me with a lustful look.
She nods to her assistants and one of them reaches over and unties my bathrobe
and each one uses a foot to prod me to stand with my legs wider apart. Now
this is where Xavier really wants to push the envelope. He says that you can
sometimes get male frontal nudity into an "R" rated movie but for the first
time he wants to see if he can show a woman's hand fondling a male's penis and
still get the "R". And if he's lucky, he wants to show an erection in a long,
drawn out shot. If it works, I'll make movie history.

Anyway, back to the scene. Sultra's assistants untie my bathrobe and spread it
wide, exposing me to Sultra, who looks on lustily. Her next line is, "They say
you are quite the lady's man, Mr. Tungsten. But you don't look too happy to
see me." At this point, Tungsten knows he's in danger and that she's not
fooling around so he says nothing. Sultra gives another nod to her assistants
and one of them takes my penis in her hand and starts to knead it. I'm
supposed to get hard. It won't be difficult - the assistants are gorgeous and
Bethany, who I think has a crush on me, will be standing right in front of me
watching.

Sultra's next line is "I see my intel is good Mr. Tungsten. You seem to be
equipped with all the right tools for a man in your line of work. But I want
to see more." She unbuttons her blouse even more, steps out of her stiletto
heels, and runs her tongue across her red sultry lips provocatively. Another
nod to her assistants and one starts to pump my cock. The other puts her hand
on my balls as the first lifts my dick high and strokes vigorously, all while
their guns are still poking my ribs. Sultra wants to see me cum and she gets
excited watching it. She unzips her skirt and lets it fall to the floor. She
will be wearing a sexy thong and she'll completely unbutton her blouse.

The camera will do a close up of my face as I begin to feel my orgasm rising.
Then it will pan to Sultra's face as she becomes hot and bothered, obviously
at the point of her own orgasm. And just when the audience thinks they're
going to see both of us cum simultaneously, Sultra nods one last time, the
assistant with her hand on my balls lets go and the assistant jacking me
raises my penis high and holds it there. In a flash Sultra lashes out and does
a Tai Kwon Do kick right to my balls.

I'm supposed to crumple to my knees, unable to breathe as Sultra's assistants
let me fall. Sultra hops up and down on the balls of her feet like a boxer
just before the bell rings. "You made a grave mistake when you came here, Mr.
Tungsten. No one meddles in my business."

One of her assistants puts her gun to my head but Sultra says, "No, wait. I
don't want to kill him. I want to teach him a lesson. I've always wanted to
beat a powerful man unconscious with my bare hands and feet." She pummels me
as I lay on the ground, unable to defend myself from her kicks. She reaches
down and grabs the hero's hair (that's me), lifting his nearly unconscious
head up. She bunches her fist and slugs me several times, each blow making her
more and more excited. "This is even better than sex, Mr. Tungsten."

Sultra works herself into a sexual frenzy as she beats Dick Tungsten bloody.
He falls unconsciously to the floor, his blood splattered bathrobe lying
haphazardly in all directions. Sultra prods his body with her foot and rolls
him to his back. She uses the same foot to spread his legs apart, his bathrobe
just barely covering his penis. Dick is completely unconscious at this point
and the audience will feel sad and alarmed and worried for his safety. But
they'll expect Tungsten to perform an unbelievable comeback and that's where
Xavier's vision is so "out there."

Sultra will stand between Tungsten's spread legs and deliver kick after kick
after viscious kick to his balls. Each kick will bring a squeal of orgasmic
pleasure to Sultra, who says, "Yes. Oh yes. Oh YES," as she kicks him. The
audience will feel horror and fear and serious concern that their hero will
die and they will undoubtedly hate Sultra with passion.

Scene six ends and the next scene, which we've already shot, shows the boss
from my spy agency headquarters visiting me in the hospital. I'm black and
blue and have my ribs wrapped in bandages. He wants me re-assigned but I
convince him that only I have the ability to get back in and get the proof we
need to take Sultra down. "But Dick, you're so badly beaten, you're in no
shape to return. You still might even lose your testicles. She almost killed
you." I put on a

devil-may-care attitude and tell G (that's my boss' name) that I have a score
to settle.

Part Five

We've finished shooting every scene in the movie except scene six. We've been
practicing the choreography for a week and we've done several walk-throughs.
Bethany really wants to shine, for this is also her big scene. She's been very
professional at her martial arts training. Xavier has been hugely surprised
and impressed with her attitude. He wanted to use real martial arts experts as
stand-ins for us both but Bethany's progress and attitude have improved so
much he's going to let her do it all. And there was no way I was going to let
a stunt man steal my big scenes, so I've convinced Xavier to allow me to do
all my shots as well. "Jake, I am so looking forward to scene six. I'm very
happy that we won't have to use doubles."

I still think Bethany has a thing for me but that sissy boy Justin is hanging
around her too much to allow us to be alone together. Well, maybe after our
big scene we can hook up. I know she wants me. She's been saying things to me
like, "Jake, I can't wait to see you naked," and "Jake, I'm sooo looking
forward to our big scene together." Once, she even said, "Jake, I'm going to
be so jealous of the assistants," batting her beautiful eyes at me. I think
maybe we can finally hook up at the wrap party afterwards. That's a common
time for actors who have become close to finally succumb to their pent up
desires and lust.

Today is the big scene. I haven't whacked off for a week to get myself ready
for it. I need to be able to get hard as soon as Heather (that's the body-
guard/assistant who fondles me) touches my dick. Plus, I'll need every bit of
my manhood for Bethany afterwards. She's going to scream for delight when she
finally realizes what a loser she's been dating until now.

The scene is shot in several segments. The shower and doorbell shots, the
invitation to come in, the offer of drinks, all those go extremely well. Our
discussions were easy and I only messed up my lines once. We got to the
edgiest part of the entire film. The assistants had their guns in my ribs and
had untied my robe. It was a little embarrassing, let me tell you. I was
standing there with my dick hanging out, cameras rolling from several angles,
lights bright as hell. Bethany was in front of me and I could barely keep from
having an erection and the assistants hadn't even touched me yet.

Then I thought, "What the hell. They can't complain about a little more wasted
film this late in the movie." I decided to give Bethany a peek of what was in
store for her later. I gave myself a little shake from side to side. The
motion on my eager cock made it spring to a full hardness. "CUT," yelled
Xavier. "Jake, put a sock on it. You don't get hard until after Sultra's lines
and after the assistants touch you." We had to take five for my dick to settle
down. I grabbed Bethany's water bottle, which was filled with ice cold water,
and doused my dick with it. It helped a lot and I heard Bethany say to her
trailer assistant, "Get me another bottle of water. And don't set it down this
time." I'll bet she wanted to keep the bottle I just used for a memento,
seeing as how I touched the nozzle to my dick. That horn-dog. Growwwllll.

We made it through the part where my dick was supposed to stay soft but I must
say, I was puffy and semi-hard the whole time. It's just as well. I don't want
the world to see the real size of my limp dick. This way it'll look like I'm
bigger than I really am. Then came the part where Bethany has her assistants
fondle me. Bethany said her lines and I felt Heather take my cock in her hand.
I instantly snapped to attention but before Bethany could get her lines out I
couldn't stop myself. I shot cum all the way across and hit Bethany in the
face and chest. She screamed, "You FUCKER. You god-damned mother fucker." She
stormed out as Xavier yelled, "CUT," again. Bethany was probably just pissed
that I hadn't saved it for her. It's okay. Once she sees that I have plenty
more she'll forget all about it.

We took a break. Xavier put his arm around my shoulders in a fatherly way and
in his natural Texas accent said, "Look, Jake. This shoot has had it's
problems and we're all tired and want it to end. But we're almost there and I
want you to stop getting Bethany so worked up. Whatever it is you two have
going on, put it away until after we're done." It was good advice. Bethany and
I could take it to the next level after work was done. Much later, after
several of the producers coaxed Bethany back, we resumed shooting.

My dick was too limp, I thought. I tried to get Xavier to postpone until
tomorrow but he would have none of it. "But the first part we've already shot
shows me with a bigger dick. Now this part will show this shriveled thing.
People will think I had a stand in." It sounded logical to me but no luck. We
resumed shooting.

We got to the part where Bethany nods her head and Heather picks up my dick.
Nothing. Bethany said her next line and gave her nod to get Heather to begin
fondling me. Heather fondled me and kneaded me and pumped me but now I was
self- conscious. All these people were looking on, Bethany was there with that
expectant look on her face, Heather's hand was getting tired. "CUT," yelled
Xavier. "Jake, I didn't hire fluffers for this film. Go into the bathroom.
Bring some magazines. Everyone else, hold your places."

I went in and worked it for a while, finally managing to get some swelling. I
wasn't exactly hard but they were banging on the door. I resumed my place.
Everyone else was ready. Heather put her hand back on my dick. "And ACTION,"
yelled Xavier. Bethany said her lines, "I see my intel is good Mr. Tungsten.
You seem to be equipped with all the right tools for a man in your line of
work. But I want to see more."

This time, when Heather started to stroke my cock I came to attention for
real. I was trying to remember my method acting coach. What would he say? In
my mind I heard Steed say, "Live for the moment, Jake. Let yourself believe
you are really living your role. Let your natural feelings wash over you." I
kind of lost myself for a moment. I didn't really notice when Bethany - I mean
Sultra - dropped out of her skirt and unbuttoned her blouse. I wasn't aware of
the cameras panning in close to shoot our faces as we took on that dreamy,
pleasurable orgasmic look. My next recollection was when Chanel, the second
assistant, let go of my balls and Heather raised my stiff penis, stopped
stroking me, and held it high against my abdomen, only moments away from my
second orgasm. When Chanel removed her warm hand from my balls I was aware of
the cool air between my legs and my scrotum contracted pleasantly, pulling my
swollen balls closer to my body.

And then came the kick. Bethany must have mis-timed it but she landed her
instep into my balls like a punter. All the air rushed out of me and the most
unendurable pain I've ever felt shot throughout my gut. All my muscles stopped
working as my brain zeroed in on the pain and forgot to keep me standing. I
crumpled to the floor, the sickening sound of her foot as it crashed into my
groin still fresh in my ears. I expected to hear, "CUT," but the cameras kept
rolling.

I heard Bethany say, "You made a grave mistake when you came here, Mr.
Tungsten. No one meddles in my business." Then I sensed the gun pointed to my
head as Bethany said her next line, "No, wait. I don't want to kill him. I
want to teach him a lesson. I've always wanted to beat Dick Tungsten
unconscious with my bare hands and feet." Strange as it seems, though I
couldn't breathe or say a word and as I was turning purple from lack of air
and felt the unbearable pain gripping me, I knew she had changed the line. She
was supposed to say, "beat a powerful man unconscious," not "beat Dick
Tungsten unconscious." I prayed Xavier would yell, "CUT," but he didn't. The
cameras kept rolling.

I saw Bethany's bare feet hopping lightly near my head just before she kicked
me and stomped me. She even stood with her back to me and swung her heel
backwards into my face. Still the cameras rolled. She squatted down, grabbed a
handful of my hair and said, "This is even better than sex, Dick," as she
jabbed me three times in the nose and eyes and then backhanded me across the
jaw. My eyes were almost swollen shut but I saw between her spread legs as she
squatted in front of my face. She was wet. Bethany was getting sexually
excited by beating me unconscious. The front of her thong had a big spreading
wet spot. So she has studied method acting after all. I knew it.

I don't remember much else after that. I woke up in the hospital and Xavier
was there. He was glad to see me awake and said that I looked awful. But he
was beaming. He said he'd never, ever, in his entire career seen such
brilliant acting. He said my dedication to the movie was an example that would
be held up as a thing of professional beauty for decades to come. "How you
continued to act after you got hurt was an inspiration to us all. And Bethany.
That Bethany was beautiful. She hurt her hands and knuckles so badly she had
to go to the hospital with you. But she didn't want to ruin the shot either.
The both of you deserve Oscars. Brilliant."

The movie went into post-production and I recovered slowly over the next weeks
and months. Xavier called from time to time to let me know how it was going.
He was having a hard time getting his "R" rating but he didn't want to cut out
any of the scenes. He said it would all come out okay. They just needed to let
the idea of male full frontal nudity with an erection sink in. He was just
ahead of his time, that's all.

I kept waiting to hear when the release date would be, but Xavier stopped
returning my calls. His secretary reminded me I had gotten paid for my work
and she said when it was released she was sure Xavier would let me know. But I
never heard from him. It never made it to theatres and I healed and went on
looking for more acting jobs.

One day, about a year and a half later, I was in a video store. In the back
room, the one with a curtain blocking it off from the rest of the store, I was
shocked to see "Dick Tungsten, Man of Steel" in with the XXX movies. I was
shocked. There on the cover was my face and body but I was surrounded by a
bunch of naked women that I never met. I rented the movie and took it home.

There were all my best shots and scenes, but the entire plot had changed. I
was still a secret agent/lady's man looking to catch Sultra in her crimes, but
I had a bunch of sidekicks who ended up fucking their way from clue to clue.
Bethany's face had been replaced digitally. Her name appeared nowhere in the
credits.

Unbelievable. They had turned my movie into a porno flick. And this was the
first time I saw the footage that was shot after I passed out. Just after I
saw the wet spot on Bethany's crotch, she delivered a thudding blow to my
temple. I crumpled like a rag doll. She spread me out with her feet and my
bathrobe was perfect, covering my dick just as planned. But then Bethany
reached with her toes and flicked it aside, exposing my bruised and swollen
genitals. She stood over me and spit on me. A big glob of her spit landed on
my face and she spit again on my dick. She was a good spitter, I must say. Her
aim was perfect.

Then, she stood back and kicked me again and again in my crotch. The sounds
were sickening. They probably added those in post-production, but they sure
sounded real. My body twitched with each kick and Bethany stuck her hands down
her thong and massaged herself as she delivered her blows. Her acting was
astounding. I could have sworn she actually reached an orgasm as she kicked
me. She finally stopped after screaming "Yes, oh YES," several times. Her foot
was bloody and I was a mess.

I couldn't believe they turned my movie into a porn flick. I gave my heart and
soul and one testicle to that movie and they made it into a porn flick. Cool!
I'm a porn star.