The Confessions of a Muscular Woman By Laura B. lauraflex@hotmail.com Chapter Six. In Which I Take Him. This story contains violence and sexually explicit material and should only be read by adults. I stepped forward, pressing myself against Matt, his back once again to the tree. We locked eyes as I gazed down into his upturned face, his countenance adoring yet unsure. I reached for him with both arms, sliding my hands under his armpits, firmly grasping the gnarled bark of the tree behind him. Then, slowly, I began walking my hands up the tree, methodically gripping each new handhold until Matt was returned to his tiptoes, then finally lifted off his feet. My massive biceps swelled under his armpits as I hoisted him like a forklift. Gravity pulled at Matt's body, his puny arms looking even more twig-like. His biceps-starkly smaller in relief against the backdrop my veiny meathooks-mere spindles, as I hoisted him up from below. To alleviate the growing pressure under his armpits, Matt instinctively wrapped his legs around my hips, just barley locking his ankles above my massive glutes. As his face became level with my own, I stopped and held him there, a prisoner in my meaty cell of biceps and pectoral muscles; he was surrounded by power. Now willing to express himself completely, he was unabashedly submissive. He began sucking and kissing my biceps, upper chest and shoulders, worshiping their power with his mouth and lips. His gyrations increased as he became more infatuated with his position, his soft body straining pitifully between my arms as he craned his neck, yearning to experience my meaty flesh with his tongue. The sight of his subservience caused my nipples to grow hard, digging into his skinny chest like two diamonds. Because his arms were trapped above my shoulders, his hands automatically went to my upper lats and traps. Matt tried embracing me in an ineffectual half hug, but his hands barley began the journey across the mighty expanse of my back. I could feel Matt's penis against my abs as my body pressed into him, pinning him to the tree. After several minutes of his frenzied tribute, I realized Matt's adorable little mouth might continue licking and sucking every inch of skin available to it forever. Slowly, I began to flex, squeezing my biceps together and tensing my chest. I continued applying pressure, slowly, deliberately ratcheting down on his ribcage. Suddenly, he stopped sucking my left bicep and looked at my face, his rueful eyes once again filling with fear. I smiled sweetly as I returned his gaze, tearing into him with my piercing blue orbs. I added more pressure, tiny increments of force, but slivers of the pulverizing power I was capable of summoning. As his ribs strained under the pressure, his face screwed up into a rictus of pain, his eyes informing me of his true torment. They were sad and desperately frightened, uncomprehending. His pitiable fear caused my heart to skip a beat. Once I had achieved a sufficient level of pressure, causing him to cry out and whimper in pain, I stopped and held him there, entombed in my meaty vise. I luxuriated in his divine misery. Even as he winced and moaned, he stared into my eyes, pining for me. He was my supplicant, my slave, unquestioningly willing to surrender his very life to me right then and there, in my arms, just to please me. It was more than I could bear. I leaned in gently with my face, pursing my lips, and kissed him delicately on the mouth. Slowly at first, I kissed him, again and again. He held perfectly still even though my swelling biceps still pressured his sides, not allowing his lungs to fully inflate. His receptive, soft lips where a total turn on, as I gradually forced my tongue into his mouth, exploring him slowly. As I met his tongue with my own, they began to entwine, and I became immediately more excited. Powerfully, I pushed into him with my tongue, causing the back of his head to knock into the tree. My muscular tongue pinned his, then threw it back, dominating him, tossing his tongue to and fro, again and again, violating his mouth. My desire grew stronger as I greedily sucked, now pulling his tongue into my own mouth, siphoning him, enveloping him in my powerful jaws. Hungrily, I ate at him, devouring his mouth and lips. His hands massaged and gripped at my shoulders and granite biceps, fluttering on their surface as I squeezed his ribcage and tongued him relentlessly. His fingers traced my triceps and delts, tactilely experiencing the power of each of the muscle groups as I held him there, pinned to the tree. Then, subtly, from down below, I began to feel Matt weakly trying to push his thin member against the bulletproof exterior of my washboard stomach. I could tell that he was bucking his hips slightly as his skinny legs, still loosely draped round my waist, tried pathetically to propel his effete thrusts. I could feel the head of his shaft as it bumped along, moving slowly, first up, then down, pressed as it was against the ribbed surface of my abdomen. I stopped kissing him and glared into his face. "Listen very carefully. If you cum before I tell you to, I will fucking destroy you," I hissed. With a sudden flex, I poured on an incredible jolt of power; a blast so intense that it caused his ribs to crackle and his neck to snap back as he cried out in agony. His legs fell away from my waist and his whole body turned to mush in my arms. He seemed to lose partial consciousness as I held him there, gently now. As I held him, exerting just enough pressure to keep his body from flopping to the ground, I felt a sudden twinge of regret in my breast. Matt's eyelids fluttered as pale moonlight began to creep across his face. In that split second of annoyance, had I caused some grave bodily harm? His neck had gone limp. His head lolled back; it seemed to roll softly with the breezes, fully exposing his neck and Adam's apple. Minutes passed. I noticed that the skin of his neck seemed to glow, iridescent and inviting. I couldn't resist; literally couldn't help myself. Matt's slender, cleanly shaved neck seemed so delicate, so delectable. I leaned in, gently, and began sucking on his supple, succulent throat. I could taste his aftershave, fragrant yet bitter. I sucked harder and harder. I moved on to new territory, tasting his sweat as I sucked, powerfully, rupturing capillaries, causing deep purple hickies to rise to the surface. Under the erotic embrace of my lips, Matt seemed to revive. I felt his legs suddenly gripping at my quads, scurrying upwards as they instinctively tried to reassume a dependent position by encircling my hips like a belt. From a far away place, I heard him moan. "Please, please... God, please," he begged softly, "I'm so sorry Laura... I'm so sorry, so sorry... You, you, your so strong, God, so strong. Please, anything... I'll do anything." This final pathetic entreaty was simply too much. I couldn't help but smile broadly, delighted, as Matt picked up his head, his eyes searching out my approval once more. I reached down and cradled his cute ass with my right hand, baring the load of his body with my mighty right arm. Shifting my weight, I now leaned into the tree with only my left arm, bracing us against its craggy trunk with my left hand. Matt's legs fell away from my waist and dangled free, his right arm round my neck as he clung loosely to my traps. I buoyed him up from below, like a mountain climber secure in his rigging. Carefully, I maneuvered his body until I could feel his stiff cock tracing the outline of my vagina's engorged lips. Then, slowly, guiding his whole body with my powerful right arm, I drew Matt inside me. As I pushed him in, my body became electrified; my nerve endings sizzled. I felt the length of his erection slowly being swallowed whole, his slender penis head finally making contact with the muscular back wall of my womb. Slowly, I began to move my hips. I held him firm with my right hand cupping his ass, while simultaneously grinding into him with my weight. His naked back was now being pushed forcefully against the tree's rough bark. My muscle walls contracted around his skinny penis as I felt my lower body quaking... God, I still remember it, my very first time... Never before had I felt SO incredibly excited, so alive. He still clang to my neck with his right arm, but as the pressure and intensity of my huge muscular body grinding him into the tree became more unbearable, he lifted his left arm above his head, desperately pawing at the tree's rough, unyielding surface. Seeing this, I pushed off of the tree with my left hand, freeing it momentarily, just long enough to make a grab for Matt's flailing hand. I came down on his left wrist, capturing it, pinning it hard to the tree above our heads. I was now leaning into his left wrist with incredible force, the combined weight of both of our bodies crushing it against the rough bark. I was now in complete coital control, absorbing him, grinding him, using him as my own personal dildo. Matt was in rapture: the alternating currents of incredible pain and incredible pleasure blazing through his body, causing his face to contort. I started to tremble in my core. My grinding intensified. I began to pull him up and into me hard, my right hand searing the flesh of his ass as I squeezed, crushing him to my body with all my might while I simultaneously pushed into him with my hips, grating his back along the bark of the tree. As my thrusts intensified, he began to moan loudly. "Oh, my, oh, my, oh, my, oh my, god, oh, my, god, oh, my, god," each thrust eliciting a single pathetic murmur, "no, please, no... So, strong, so, strong, god, Laura, too, strong, too, strong, too, Aggggh, Aggggh, God, Lauraaaaa..." I began to see bright flashes of light as I felt myself teetering on the verge of a mindbending orgasm. My muscle walls contracted, mercilessly crushing his slender penis. I increased the pace of my hips, now using my full strength as I worked him against the tree. I vaguely remember him screaming, his outburst garbled, haunting. My eyes rolled to the back of my head as I slammed Matt against me, grinding his naked back raw, the tree like a cheese grater on his soft skin. I continued on, pushing him harder and harder, until finally, in glorious punctuated explosions, my body finally surrendered to wave after wave of intense, full body orgasms. I hurtled through time and space at light speed, my muscles singing together in chorus, swelling, pumping, throbbing in unison with my erogenous zone. I knew that this was the release; this was the fulfillment that my body had been searching for: To blend, to share and then consume the life force of another, this was the need that bodybuilding alone simply could not meet. Orgasms racked my body, my burgeoning muscles becoming completely overwhelmed with fatigue. As the carnal throbbing began to subside, I released my grip on Matt's ass. Every fiber in my quads and biceps felt as if it had been destroyed. On the verge of collapse with my head spinning, I doubled over, leaning heavily into the tree while propping myself up with both hands. Sweat poured down my face and drenched my wide back. I stood there, bracing myself against the sturdy wooden trunk for what seemed like an hour. My chest heaved from the overexertion as I drank in gulp after gulp of night air. It was now dark, and noticeably more chilly. I could feel goose bumps forming on the surface of my wet skin. As I began to recover my senses, I slowly opened my eyes. There, on the ground before me in the shadows, sat Matt. He looked rumpled and broken, slumping over, with his back now resting against the tree. He had been knocked out. I could see dark crimson tracts on his back and neck, bloody and raw from where the tree had lacerated him. His penis had gone completely limp, and I realized that he hadn't expended himself inside of me. I guess I had forgotten to grant him permission. I also realized that I had forgotten something else. In all of my excitement, I had forgotten to release my grip on Matt's left wrist. His left arm was still extended awkwardly above his head, his wrist a prisoner of my left hand as I leaned into the tree, pinning it there. I let go of his wrist, watching his arm as it fell heavily to his lap with a sickening, pulpy sort of flop. I slowly began to get dressed, stepping into my shorts and pulling them up over my cleats, then donning my jersey. Feeling slightly warmer, I collected Matt's cloths, and then returned to our tree, to my home, to the place of my rebirth. I bent over, reaching for Matt's face, gently caressing his chin. "Hey killer," I whispered into his ear as he stirred, groggy, ever so slowly elevating his head. Though the inky blackness I could barley make out the whites of his eyes beneath half closed lids. They searched instinctively for my face, ever in need of approval. "Come on, let's get you dressed, and I'll give you that ride home." (C) 2005 Laura B. All rights reserved.