The Confessions of a Muscular Woman By Laura B. lauraflex@hotmail.com Chapter Five. In Which I Claim My Very First Vassal. This story contains violence and sexually explicit material and should only be read by adults. I reached down, my left forearm flexing, tendons rippling and aligning themselves for action. I gripped Matt by the nape of the neck and hoisted him aloft. A mighty colossus claiming her conquest, I dangled my property in front of me as if he were a disobedient cat. His feet left the ground, swinging freely. Instinctively, Matt's hands went to my rippling forearm above his head. I could feel his small fingers clamoring to my forearm, then on to my beefy bicep, kneading its massive swell; the bulge of power that allowed his entire body to hang in space, a captive of my iron grip. The throbbing between my legs grew ever more intense. Matt's pathetic swaying body was a total turn on. His weak little frame seemed so inconsequential, floating in the breezes. I alone supported him, propped him up, allowed him to continue existing. I felt utterly in control of his body, and yet was slowly beginning to loose control of my own. The throbbing of my vagina began to spread; it consumed me. Lightning raced up and down my spine, from toes to fingertips. I actually began to feel weak in the knees, my sexual desire eroding my very base of support. I grabbed Matt's neck with my right hand, encircling his Adam's apple, squeezing ever so slightly as I forced him to look down into my face. Both his hands now went to my right wrist, clenching it, terrified. I noticed his cheeks were streaked powdery white, the leftover salt of drying tears. My eyes locked with his as I slowly lowered him to the ground, until he was just standing on his tiptoes. I kept my right hand on his neck, controlling him, forcing him to stay somewhat off-balance while relying on my powerful arm for support. My fierce gaze pierced Matt, boring into him like a dentist's drill. I began walking him backwards, slowly, still on the tips of his toes, as he clutched my wrist and swelling forearm with both hands. I backed him up, several yards, until he came to rest against one of the majestic redwoods. I pinned him there to the mammoth tree, exerting just enough pressure to inform him of my absolute power. Below my thumb, I could feel Matt's pulse racing. At that moment-I remember it distinctly-I experienced a sense of timelessness, of deep familiarity. In this simple, most intimate of human connections-my hand encircling my vassal's neck-desire was no longer my own. It was as if the need to subdue, to enforce order and discipline; the compulsion to give a little squeeze, the way that his breath became clipped, his eyes suddenly pleading... It was almost as if I were channeling, or divinely inspired... as if the lesson he was learning-that his continued existence was contingent upon nothing more consequential than a feminine whim-was taught by a Higher Power, infinite in Her Wisdom, a lesson delivered countless times before. I felt moved, blessed by this beatific vision. Cut just short, Matt's inhalations became quick and shallow beneath my forceful grip. By the way his hands grasped at my forearm-lightly, sheepishly exploring its flaring power-I knew he had absolutely no intention of trying to escape. I studied him closely now, regarding him with an ageless comprehension, with the eyes of my mothers and grandmothers before me, through the eyes of my Amazon sisters, who have always walked the earth. Matt's hands gradually became more worshipful, now gentle feathers, rubbing and massaging my forearm's dense musculature. Slicing him, concentrating, my cold blue eyes penetrated his irises until, suddenly, it was there... there in his beautiful brown eyes... They had grown clear and receptive, unquestioning; it was "the moment". He was offering up his soul for my inspection. His subservience... it was transparent, his aura totally genuine. I have since become a master at gauging this moment. You can always see it in the eyes. It is the point of no return. Matt had completely given himself to me. He had surrendered to the idea of my absolute dominance. His jaw trembled slightly as he looked at me with a longing so singular that I knew I had truly become his entire universe. He was stroking and worshiping my right bicep now, his fingers completely absorbed by its swelling power. "Please," he started to whisper, "Oh please, please, please, Laura. I, I, I, please anything, God, just, just please..." His voice was weak, but full of emotion. This pathetic plea caused my whole body to shudder once more. I could feel preorgasmic juices flowing in my panties, soaking them. "What's that, little man?" I commanded, "What are you whining about... Just tell me what you want." I smiled confidently, devilishly, as I relished each word. God, I can still hear his voice, soft and sweet, almost lyrical in its cadence of unvarnished sincerity. "Please Laura," he whispered once more, his teeth chattering as if he where half frozen, "You don't, you don't understand... I, I, I, want you to, to, to... I know you...I know you can do anything you want to me... Please, I... Take me. Take me with your incredible muscles, your, your, your just so amazing." The idea of being begged in such a heartfelt manner caused me to completely lose control. I closed my eyes and shuddered violently as a wave of orgasm racked my being. My juices now flowed freely from my sex. After several seconds, I had recovered enough to reopen my eyes. To my horror, I realized that I had inadvertently squeezed Matt's windpipe closed during my brief moments of spasm. He struggled to catch a breath, like a fish out of water, his fingers frantic as they pried futilely at my powerful right hand. Shocked, I quickly loosened my grip. He gasped for air, paroxysmal, as if he had just been allowed to resurface after being held underwater for far too long. Matt slowly began to regain his composure. Though still languid, he timidly looked toward my eyes once again. I allowed him a brief smile; a small reward of acknowledgement, informing him that he had pleased me. I reach down with my left hand, clumsily tugging at his soccer shorts. I heard the seams rip as I urgently pulled. "Pull them down," I commanded, "and help me with mine." I shifted my right hand, so that I was now clutching the back of his neck. I pushed him slightly, to remind him that I was in complete control and that he was to immediately comply with my bidding. Matt bent over and pulled down his pants and his jockstrap. His hands then went to my shorts and panties. With a little struggle, he managed to pull them over my wide hips, then slid them down the length of my leg, slowly passing over my monumental quads and finally my bulging, diamond calves. As Matt stood up, I saw his slender cock swinging freely. He was of average length, but because of its proximity to my massive quads, it looked as thin as a number 2 pencil. I reached over and violently tugged Matt's jersey over his head. Then, slowly, I reached down and removed my own, in the process turning my wide back toward him. I heard a gasp, as the massive, undulating surface and flaring lats fully spread themselves out. Turning to face Matt once again, I hit a "most muscular" pose, causing my pecs to shred and vasculate as my breasts danced in my sportsbra below. Seeing my flexing musculature, now bare and invincible, caused Matt's throbbing penis to stand bolt upright as a steady stream of pre-ejaculate flowed from its tip. Then, ever so slowly, I slipped my bra over my head. As I brought my arms down, my traps sprang forward like two massive burial mounds, positioned high on the tops of my broad shoulders, flaring dramatically, yet merging seamlessly with my thick neck. My firm breasts now proudly jutted forth, ridding high on my massive pecs, dancing with every flex of my body. We were now nude, save for our cleats and socks, our clothing carelessly strewn about on the forest floor. The sight of our naked bodies facing each other in the twilight-two animals of nature, alone in her majesty, two creatures so different, and yet so alike, amidst spiraling redwoods and flowering brush-it must have been unspeakably beautiful. Like a mighty mountain looming over a tiny sapling, a distant observer could have easily identified the outline of my brawny female frame as it dwarfed my little captive, humbling his delicate form in a ludicrous contrast of physiques. The sweep of my wide shoulders and the flare of my lats, the pert swell of my bosom... they where a testament to the very order of nature, they demanded nothing of Matt's inadequate male body but absolute obedience. I could smell the earth; I could feel the gentle breezes on my sex. The air was cold on my vagina's wet lips... (C) 2005 Laura B. All rights reserved.