The Confessions of a Muscular Woman By Laura B. lauraflex@hotmail.com Chapter Four. Close Encounters of the Quad Kind. This story contains violence and sexually explicit material and should only be read by adults. I stepped forward, imposing my bulky right quad upon Matt once again. I hitched up my shorts, fully revealing the golden mass, the object of his desire, this time within inches of his face. Then, ever so slowly, as I smiled down on him with my hands at my hips, I shook-out the deeply striated mass of flesh, allowing the ponderous muscle to travel back and forth on the front of my femur in a hypnotic, pendulous motion. I'll never forget the look on little Matt's face, it had become warped- a strange mixture of fear, subjugation, and extremely erotic longing. His eyes where like saucers; his pupils fully dilated. He studied the corded surface; the striations of beef moving back and forth right under his nose. For several minutes I allowed the display to continue, a divine demonstration of minute control. I alone had summoned forth this mighty tsunami of flesh; I alone was in command, exerting absolute mastery over the hulking muscle. To drive home this lesson, I suddenly pointed my toe and flexed hard, as hard as I possibly could. The powerful muscle immediately snapped to attention in a golden explosion of sinew. An inert, monolithic slab of granite replaced the organic, kinetic wave. It was enormous, dwarfing Matt's head and shoulders. Motionless, it radiated like a nuclear warhead, its former dynamism now frozen into a titanic reservoir of potential energy. "Well, what do you think?" I demanded, my fury now showing itself, "Is this what you really want?" I held my enormous leg close, challenging him. I could feel his warm breath on my skin. "Well, go ahead, I'm all yours," I commanded sarcastically, "Take me, show me what you can do. I've heard that you're quite the ladies man, Matt, so please, you were about to show me how its done." I delivered these words with such venom that I honestly scared myself. At that moment, I really didn't know what I was capable of, but I could feel my anger boiling my blood. I knew my face projected this inner rage. I felt unhinged. I had become a banshee, railing against centuries of patriarchy. Poor Matt. He was nothing more than a surrogate; a hapless soul who had found himself in the wrong place at the wrong time. Had I not been so irate, I might have seen this. I might have seen him as he truly was: insecure, weak, struggling to fit in and make friends like everyone else, desperate to please his overbearing father. But it was too late. My display was way too much for him; his impudence had been erased. He was puny. Curled-up in a ball, his whole body could have fit within the massive space that my quad now demanded. Emasculated, he didn't dare lift a finger. His proximity to this colossal engine of power, coupled with my killer glare and sharp tone, had really frightened him. Instead, he did something I hadn't expected at all. He did the only thing that he could do. He began to cry. Huge tears welled up in his eyes, then tumbled down his cheeks. I felt them as they fell on my leg, warm and wet, creating tiny rivulets as gravity tugged at them. They traced the furrows and striations of muscle, trickling down the side of my knee, and then disappearing into the spongy elastic material of my sock just above the mighty flare of my massive calf. He began gasping for air as he silently wept. The tears fell like raindrops. Fascinated, I watched it all, never even imagining such a pathetic sight could exist. As if his uncontrollable blubbering weren't enough, Matt then proceeded to reach down, grabbing for his crotch with both hands, and commenced pawing at his cup. Astonished, I watched as his left hand went into his shorts and then inside of his jock strap. Apparently, he was desperate to find a way of relieving the pressure from the suddenly raging erection that was now grinding itself into his athletic supporter. Shamelessly, he grabbed at himself, jiggling his cock as he wept. Like some sort of lowly, servile beast, he tugged and he rubbed as he cowered on the ground before me. Matt, the alpha male, was trembling in fear, quivering with longing. My somatic response to this position of absolute power was involuntary and automatic. I felt my adrenaline dump. Instantly it coursed through my veins, bathing my muscles in its potent hormonal brew. Ancient, predatory juices flowed: evolutionary instincts surged through my body, gripping me in their antediluvian embrace. I felt myself becoming aroused, the wetness of Matt's tears on my quad suddenly matched by the wetness of my sex. Time slowed to a crawl. As the adrenaline pumped, my heart pounded like a jackhammer; it was a kettledrum in my ears. Then, just as quickly, my body's metabolic processes slipped gears. The furious anger subsided, giving rise to a carnivore's steely confidence. A huntress, my prey well in hand, I was now awash in the epinephrine's mediating effects; simultaneously lowering my ire while triggering wave after wave of intense, sexualized hunger pangs. I watched in amazement as the veins of my outstretched right leg distended, swelling further, adding ever more rugged features to my quadriceps's topography. Between blurry tears, with this roiling organic surface now centimeters from his nose, Matt too experienced the physiological change of my body. He had no choice. He stopped touching himself now, quickly withdrawing his hands from his pants. Instead he clutched, white-knuckled, at his trembling knees. He slouched greatly, my massive quad now completely dominating his personal space as his face hovered just above the golden horizon of striated beef. His bowed spine conformed unquestioningly to my leg's volumetric requirements. His entire body seemed to be an afterthought, a satellite in orbit around a Gaia of muscle. He was now in a trance- like state. A pathetic, cross-legged figure, he sat motionless save for a trickle of tears and a gelatinous quiver to his body. Matt seemed to shrink even further into insignificance. He was now nothing more than a speck, an ant, groveling at the base of an erupting volcano. His fate no longer his own, my articulated flesh was the only reality that he knew. The terrain of my quad had become his entire universe. His only hope for survival was in becoming completely attuned to his new ecosystem of fast-twitching fiber. I noticed a dramatic new flair to Matt's nostrils. Like some nearly blind rodent, he followed his nose. Almost imperceptible in his movement, he slowly traced a path along one of my quad's mighty blue arteries, now fully engorged with vitality. Slavishly, he sampled the feminine hormones, the warrior's scent, bubbling up invisibly from my skin's surface. Ultimately, it must have been this musky rush of hostile pheromones that pushed Matt over a cliff towards new depths of despair. His eyes again filled with tears. This time, his face carried an expression of mortal terror so dramatic, so infinitely pathetic, that it made my heart scream out. As a dominatrix, I was fully in the throes of my first true reverie. Matt's pallor had become corpselike; he was now SO pasty and stark. He had gone into shock. The grim reality of my muscular capacity, of what my body was truly capable of, had caused his brain to melt. Overwhelmed, he began to hyperventilate, weeping openly, hysterically, his chest heaving. The animalistic fear of unbridled aggression by a far more powerful adversary had actually caused the tiny hairs on the backs of his arms and neck to stand on end. Words can't describe that moment in my life. It was the ultimate rush. Ecstasy; like a virginal heroin fix. Psychologically, it was a transcendent experience. It was a mindfuck: pure, erotic domination. Without laying a hand on Matt, I now owned him, both mentally and physically. We where alone in the world: subjugator and slave. I was free to exercise unadulterated, 100 proof power in whatever way I might choose. The "alpha" male, his golden fleece of confidence, paternal influence, and wealth stripped away, was now a naked and defenseless lamb, just waiting to be devoured by his mighty leonine mistress. I closed my eyes and breathed deeply. The air was now rife with the scent of timidity. It was utterly intoxicating. I could still see Matt's weak body as plain as day; the way it trembled, the way he wept. My subject had self-destructed when faced with my superior female form. This thought caused my adrenaline soaked muscles to shudder. I felt an influx of wetness down below, acutely centered between my legs. It was a tremendous sensation, a bone jarring, full-body ache. I opened my eyes once again to Matt's terrified male body heaving, languishing in the mud, snot running freely from his nose, saliva pouring from his mouth. This residue of subjugation now completely coated the fleshy contours of my still extended right quad. Euphoric, I knew it was now time to claim that which was rightfully mine... (C) 2005 Laura B. All rights reserved.