The Lucky Intern True Story By Solestruck December 6, 2004 Some years ago, when I was a third year law student in a major city, I had an internship with a branch of the state government. My direct supervisor was a woman named Ann who was a Havard Law Grad. She was new to the position as a Judge's Clerk. For those who are not familiar with the legal profession, judicial clerkships are highly coveted, very competitive and usually go to those who are politically connected, valedictorians or chief editors of their respective law reviews. The Clerks research and write the opinions for the judges. Ann was from a very wealthy, well-connected family. Her father was a CEO of a major Fortune 100 company that I need not identify. She had gone to law school right from college and landed the clerkship. She had never supervised anyone before and had agreed to take an intern on reluctantly since she was very busy, and looked at it more as having an anchor around her neck rather than an extra pair of hands. She did not have great people skills. I guess she never really had to since with money, connections and two Harvard degrees she did not need them. The thing I disliked most was that she was short-tempered and curt. If I did something wrong, or did not receive enough direction, I would get chewed out, then she would angrily tell me she would just do it herself and I could find something else to do. I think her exact words were to make myself "useful." I had to eat this crow though because the way it was set up, the internship supervisor gave a grade at the end and because part of the reason for doing internships was to compile a list of professional references. Ann had very short brown hair, brown eyes, and was about 5'3". She was not a hard body, but liked to run, and did so frequently at lunch. She was lean and in shape. She was very pretty in a clean, business way. She looked a lot like the short haired brunette district attorney on the TV Show Law & Order. She always dressed nice and did the shoe change at the office thing, wearing sneakers or boots, then peeling off the white socks to reveal hosiery, then putting on pumps. Normally she had a collection of two or three pairs of pumps or boots in on a given occasion near or under her desk. On a few occasions, I arranged to work late in order to inspect and "clean" them when no one was around. I was always careful to try to put them back, but one time I did forget to tuck a sock back into a sneaker that was on the floor. On another occasion, the saliva left a pair of suede pumps in a matted condition that could have been a giveaway, but there were never any comments made. We worked in a century old building that had been renovated but had a lot of character like high ceilings, beautiful wood beams and a lot of small rooms, closets, cloisters, passages, illogically placed staircases, etc. Our office was on the fourth floor, and had big old metal desks and wood desks that you could not see under. It was crowded with too much furniture and boxes of files everywhere. The only nice things in the room were a brand new green rug and crisp new law books lining the wall to wall shelves. Ann's desk was at the very far end of the rectangle facing the door, so her back was to the window looking right out the door. My desk and some other female attorney's desk were further toward the door and were set up to look right across at each other with our backs near opposite walls. It was typical government set up with a real patchwork network wiring job on the computers, which frequently broke down, and for which there was no way to get any kind of support. Anyway, every week I had to submit a feedback report on what I was doing, what I learned, any suggestions for improvement, etc. A theme I had repeated several weeks in a row, but in a gentle way, was that I was just being given scut work, and that I did not get any real meaningful responsibilities. I used to confide in the other attorney who clerked for some other judge and was coming to the end of her 2 year term. I don't really remember her name or what she looked like but she was nice. She kept encouraging me to ask for more work, and whenever she could she would gently offer Ann suggestions about giving me more substantive work. We could not talk much though because anytime Ann was in the room she would rudely tell us to shut up or stop talking because she needed to concentrate on her work. Ann would then suggest we go the library or the caf�or just outside. She needed to concentrate. She was one of those stressed out types. I did enjoy the show on those days when I got in early and enjoyed watching her while working on filing projects but I hated the internship otherwise. Most times, she would have me file papers in the boxes beside her desk or in her desk side file drawer. I viewed this as a little degrading but did not put up a stink because it meant going around behind her desk and kneeling or sitting on the floor to do the task which left me with a great view. She was constantly dipping her heels in and out of her pumps, kicking them off and would do this thing where she made a fist with her toes in the shoe or kicked off the shoe and rolled her toes under the foot. Great toe flexing show. This filing always took a long time. Maybe that's why she thought I was not competent to handle more complex tasks. One Thursday, during a week that the computers were acting up a lot, Ann was under another tight deadline to get a huge memorandum done for the judge. All week, she had to keep going under her desk and pressing the network jack back into the port and slowly releasing it in a delicate manner hoping it would stay there, because it was sort of loose. It was a shitty makeshift plastic junction box, jerry-rigged together with other such boxes all across the floor with the cables left in the walkways. The cheap CAT5 cable had one of those perma-twists in it and was a little too taut anyway. It regularly got kicked any time anyone came near Ann's desk and that would make her lose her network connection. Ann had already asked us to refrain from talking when I first came in and exchanged greetings with the other woman at about 1:30 pm. She said she needed to concentrate. She had already had to manually press the network thing in four or five times in the fifteen minutes I was there. I was not sure if she was just her normal no-manners self or if she was upset because I had presumptuously wasted 5 minutes of her needed time the previous afternoon having a sit down about getting more "substantive duties with an important purpose" and "mission critical tasks." In that meeting, she had told me, "You'll have to talk quickly, while I change my shoes since I am in a rush and need to meet someone." She did not even look up once during my airing of thoughts. Her response to my points was that "the profession requires a team player, and that filing and the few other tasks you have been given consist of work that I did myself before you got here, and that I will continue to do after your internship is over. I do not consider the work beneath me, so you should not consider it beneath you." I had no response at the time since this had blindsided me. She just loved to beat people down. Once I got settled in on that Thursday, about 10 minutes after arriving, I said in a very apprehensive and cautious tone that I knew it was a bad time but that had nothing to work on, and needed something to do. She stopped typing, quickly looked up, abruptly rolled back her chair and with exasperation said, "I do have something 'mission critical' today. You can hold my network jack into the port while I finish this thing up. I was supposed to have it done by noon and the judge is leaving at four." The other attorney said, "You can't ask him to do that." Ann replied, "Well yes I can, I am his supervisor, I will be giving him his grade, I will supplying a professional reference to him, and it is something that I have had to do myself all week and don't consider to be beneath me. And besides, this today IS 'mission critical.' You can go get your own intern. I will manage mine the way I see fit." Realizing that I would have to be under her desk, which had a heavy solid wood structure in front of it, with two low book cases full of books in front of that, I just acquiesced by body language and started for her desk, saying, "I'll help you out. I want to be a team player." As I got there, she motioned down under the desk and said, "It's off to the left toward the back." I laid down on my back under the desk, and on the way, noticed that off to my left (her right) were a pair of those black, flat, pull-on knee high riding boots with the brown collar at the top, as well as one navy blue pump with the Enzo Angiolini logo showing. She must have had already off for a flexing session when she exploded in response to my question. Since the pump was in the middle and I figured she would need room to roll forward to finish working on the memo, I laid down, and squished my body as far to her left as I could so my stomach and hips were under her file drawers. Since that particular drawer was open, I also had the benefit of even more cover, should anything arise. I pushed the loose jack in and held it there, and she rolled back in. Her right foot, with pump still on wound up just a few inches from my head. The other foot without the shoe was still tucked back, probably with her toes curled under. This was actually pretty sweet. Noone could see me, not even Ann. She then rocked her right foot up on the heel of the shoe and was twisting the heel into the floor, unconsciously rotating the top slowly from side to side and pausing for a minute or two at each end point. On each swing toward her left, it was going right near my face and pausing there. Being creative, I moved my head over when it went to the far side so there would be no clearance when it eventually came back to her left. To my delight, the sole rubbed right over my nose, and paused on my lips. I was waiting for her to flinch or say "ooh sorry." But nothing. She must have been "concentrating." I snuck my tongue out and pressed in carefully to the sole, stealing a few gentle, careful licks. I paused. No reaction. So I kept going. Just typing and murmuring legal mumbo jumbo. What a thrill, her knowing I was there, sole of shoe on face, not paying any attention to me, typing away, murmuring her words back to herself, and not knowing I had my tongue out licking her shoe and having no idea of the pleasure I was getting out of it. This continued for a while and then, unfortunately, she replanted her foot off to the side of my head again. A few minutes later, the other attorney said, "How's it going back there?" I said I was "holding up OK, keeping the place afloat." We both started laughing. Ann then shooshed us. We continued though, the other attorney telling her to lighten up, and me chiming in, "If you want me to go to the library or the cafe, you will have to hold this thing in yourself." The other attorney and I began laughing. Just then, to my shock and delight, Ann shooshed again more angrily but this time brought her left shoeless foot forward and put the ball of it right over my mouth, and continued typing. Her toes were right over my nose. I did not say anything. I immediately felt myself getting hard. I did not want to protest since I wanted her to keep it there and I certainly did not want the other attorney to know that Ann's foot was on my face. Worse yet, or better yet, every so often she did one of her patented toe flexes and her toes were over my nose. She must have been totally absorbed in what she was doing. We stayed like this for a long while. Her "concentrating" and subconsciously flexing her toes, and me in heaven. Had to be an hour. Incredible, I was actually forced to inhale every molecule of air through the filter of her nylons right under her toes. They smelled only a little and it was a delicate smell mixed with leather smell. A few times while I was sniffing I had to catch myself so I did not become too loud. My brain started to race wondering whether I had moaned or something during the passing time.. A little later, someone came in the office and said, "the judge needs the XXXX memo by four." Ann angrily replied, "I am well aware of my own deadlines." The person then said, "Sorry, just telling you," and left. This gave me a little thrill knowing there was another third party there who had no idea what was going on. About ten minutes later, our other office mate said, "I gotta run early today, see you guys later." Ann, in character, did not return the greeting, and I could not speak since Ann's foot was on my mouth and nose. The departing woman waited and said, "Did you kill him under there." Without missing a beat, Ann lifted her foot momentarily by rocking it back using my chin as the fulcrum of a seesaw on her arch. Taking my cue, I said "Bye," and Ann immediately, to my surprise, rocked the foot right back down where it was on my face with the ball on my lips and the toes over my nose, and continued flexing, gripping my nose. As I heard the clacking of our office mate walking away on the tiles of the hall, my mind started to race again. Why if we are now alone does she still have the foot on my face? Why is it in the exact spot? Why is she grabbing my nose. Did she hear me sniffing and suspect that I got off on it? Had I moaned or something." Maybe I should have protested? Did she reason that the only way her shoe would make contact with my face earlier is if I moved to be in its path? Did she feel me licking the shoe earlier? Maybe I got into it a little too much? Did she notice her shoes moved or licked clean a few times only on nights I worked late? The white sock? I did not make a peep. She was still flexing the toes. I was hard as a rock. Maybe she was secretly enjoying the power of this position. Maybe she was not onto me at all and was doing it to spite me for complaining about the internship and characterizing work that she herself did as scut work. The longer it went on with just us two in the room, the more I worried. I heard the printer start, which was right on her overcrowded desk. I heard her gathering up pages. No movement. She was proof reading. Proof reading with her foot on my face. She had kicked off the other shoe and was flexing that one on the floor. After I heard all 15 or 18 pages flipped during the proof reading process. Eventually, she lifted her foot off my face, pushed back her chair, pushed in the drawer, and looked under the desk, not directly at me but just to find her shoes. She slipped them on, said "Right under the wire," and walked out. I wondered if she had seen my erection when she shut the drawer. I heard her clack away down the corridor. Given this once in a life time, I needed a release. I knew I had time because the judge's office was in the next building over, several floors up and the elevators were slow as molasses. After her footsteps were out of ear shot, I popped my erect dick right out of my pants and lost it right there under her desk, right into the riding boot. The internship went along the next week and for the duration of the semester just as it had before with no weirdness, but it sure made the internship a lot more bearable since I relived and relished that day over and over again, always wondering if she knew or suspected foul play, or if it was just a power trip or an angry message. We actually got along better after that too, since I did not complain about anything after that. It had made my semester. End