Dinah




This story begun when Dinah came to the roots of her own personality. She was
brought up in the middle class american family, where both parents died in the
terrible car accident, when she only reached the age of 17. Her life, before
this accident was quite a superficial one, full of the feelings like "I can
afford a lot, I can dare to say .. do that and that..." She was simply
a girl a bit spoilt by a society, a bit by a money and a bit by her
appreciation of her sexy look. She was considered to be an attractive chick
and she was aware of it. She was definately not the one, who was shy to use
her advantages of a sexually attractive girl. She never thought, the life
could also be difficult.

She remained completely alone, since she didn´t have any siblings. The
turmoil caused by a loss of her beloved ones appeared to be much worse for
her, as she would have imagined in her worst dreams. She had to interrupt her
mid-school studies and take a long quassi-vacation. She spent 6 months deeply
in the forests, living only from what a little farm gave her. She had to take
care of two caws, around 20 chicken, dog and a horse. She was not accustomed
for such a work, first month was a bad dream. She didn´t know how to milk
a caw, she had never worked physically before...

A first month after, she became a bit more steady in her soul as well as
a bit stronger with her physique. In the course of this half a year spent in
the forest, hardly working, falling asleep alone, far from evental help in
a danger, she matured.

She begun to enjoy the strenght of her muscles. She was not a non-athletic
person before. Boys were always astonished of her legs, which were naturally
muscular. As a youngster she was very active in gymnastics, a member of
a national team, but teenage years brought her the end of her gymastic career
as well as a typical habits of the youth - drinking, smoking, drug abuse...

So, as she left the forest, she reached the age of 18, being much stronger,
better shaped, muscular, than she had been in her gymnastic years. She came
back to the civilisation and was going to finish her mid-school studies.

Dinah came back physically on one hand, but mentally she was far, far away
from her past lifestyle.

Now, the essence of her life was in a physical excercise and equally in
a searching for the sense of life. Coming back from the wilderness, she was
far from the shallowness of the life of her generation. She was more and more
eager to the weight training. There was something awesome in that struggle
with own body. On the other hand, she was somehow affraid of some aspects of
this sport. She espacially didn´t like defiance of many protagonists of
bodybuilding. She realised, that many male and female bodybuilders were dull,
selfish, self-concentrated persons. Female BBs were somehow less dull,
self-centred, but more ostentatious. They anxiously wanted to be getting
everyone horny.. that was something, she was not fond of. There was something
in her heart, keepeng her from this deviation. Sometimes she felt like being
weird among other female bodybuilders, which were of this sort, but soon she
found out, that she was not the only one, who was thinking in this way. She
found a few sport collegues, which were modest, decent and bright minded.

Three years of a hard training elevated her to the level of a state top
bodybuilders. She won the state championship and was supposed to participate
a national contest the next year, but unfortunatelly she somehow lost her
motivation. Luckily for her, right at that time, she happened to know Robin,
a shining star of international bodybuilding scene, who retired of her
pro-career just two years ago. Robin was still in a great shape, perfectly
tough and ripped, despite the fact of her age - she was 41 already. Meeting
Robin, completely changed her life. Robin, being competiting almost 17 years
had an admirable experience with not only bodybuilding, but even with life.
Ladies became a very good friens soon. Both were not of a tall figure (Robin
was 5´3" and Dinah only 5´2"), both were naturally talented for this sport,
both were of a dark, sensitive features ..they looked like cousins. Robin
became a trainee for Dinah - and a very tough one. She was unbelieveble hard
at her, but that was what Dinah´s need was. Besides of that, Robin introduced
her sister to Dinah. The fame of her sister faded approximately 10 years ago,
when a terrible accidend happened to her. Lisa was her name.

One evening, after a exhaustible training, Robin took Dinah to family house,
that belonged to her parents. Robin was not still single and Dinah had many
times been asking herself, what was behing that... This evening revealed to
her whole the painfull truth. She was taken to the room, where Lisa -
a famous female bodybuilder, a one, who finished 3rd at Ms. Olympia, has
been chained to her bed for 9 years already. A car accident, that happened
soon after the Olympia contest, finished her career ... and not only that. It
finished her normal life. She was completely paralysed from her neck down.

That look was terrible. Robin noticed the horrified expression on the face of
Dinah and said: "You haven´t expacted that, haven´t you?"

"Ohh.. I indeed haven´t", Dinah replied.

Lisa, still pretty in her face, looked at Dinah and smiled. Than she opened
her mouth and quietly said: "Don´t be scared of me. I was far from what
I am at the moment"

There was a torturing silence suddenly. Whole the world was suddenly smashed
into the pieces for Dinah. She felt the truth hidden from the sight of this
world many times, but now .. now it was completely unveiled. The speech of the
momentary situation was so clear...

Robin was the one, who interrupted the silence: "Do you understand my
standpoints now? Do you understand, why I wanted you to become more free in
your heart? ...because only than you can understand, why we are here, why we
were born..."

Dinah slowly replaied: "Well, I knew, that muscles won´t make happy
anyone...but still, I wanted to reach my limits. I thought, that reaching my
limits would make me happy, or that it would set me free.."

"No... as you see, just a very few people understand the essence. People
usually think, their resuorces are unlimited, that they can do whatever they
want ...but sometimes you meet a guiding light, a beacon in your life. You
see, my sister became that beacon for me. She is paralyzed, but still
a light. She shows me, where the truth is. She shows the direction leading to
heaven."

Dinah still stayed shocked. She thought of the word "heaven". Does something
like that exist? It has to, she felt it. Suddenly she saw, how vain is all
that rush around muscle sport, how shallow are the longings of many people she
knew from bodybuilding.

"Our sport is the way how to fight our evil side. We do not fight with others
..we fight with ourselves - thats the truth... and thats, why I remained
a bodybuilder ..and I believe a good one", said Robin.

"There has to be something we walk towards....", mumbled Dinah, more-less for
herself.

"There is. I would never change this profound knowledge for anything in the
world", answered Robin. She knew, that Dinah would never be the one, who -
a few minutes - entered the house.